Percy got out of the shower and climbed into bed in a yellow duck pajamas.
He ran the hospital for a day today, and now he is also tired. He fell asleep after lying in bed for a while.
I don't know if it was because I met Zhao Qingtong today, he had a dream, in which he returned to the freshman year.
He passed by under the teaching building and saw Qi Xun sitting under a tree, listening to music with headphones on. He passed by, and he shouldn't have come forward to talk. He should have pretended to be casual to Qi Xun as he had done countless times before. He nodded and walked calmly.
But this time he didn't.
He stepped forward and asked what song Qi Xun was listening to. He saw his reflection in Qi Xun's eyes. He was only nineteen years old, young and nervous, but he couldn't help but smile at Qi Xun.
Qi Xun glanced at him, took off an earphone, and put it in his ear.
In his dream, he didn't hear what song was on the headphones, he only felt that Qi Xun's shoulder was gently touching him. In the hot summer, Qi Xun held his hand, smiled and said , "Your hands are so small, like they haven't grown up yet."
Because the dream was too realistic.
Percy continued to stare at the ceiling for a long time after she woke up, in a trance she could hardly tell how old she was now.
The last words Qi Xun said to him in the dream actually happened in reality. He went to play with Qi Xun and the others when he was in college. Everyone had a good time and wanted to drink. He wanted to drink too, but Qi Xun pressed the button. live him.
"What kind of wine do children drink?" Qi Xun said.
He was not convinced and said that he was an adult.
Qi Xun raised his eyebrows slightly, "Really?" He grabbed one of Percy's hand, compared it with his own, and raised the corner of his mouth, "But you look like you haven't grown up yet."
Percy was lying on the bed, hugging the pillow and rolling on the bed, her face a little red. Oops, even though it's been a few years, when I think of Qi Xun back then, I still feel suicidal and flirtatious.
He giggled for a while, and after a while, the bedroom door was pushed open, Qi Xun came in neatly dressed, saw that he was awake, and sat down beside the bed.
"Why don't you get up when you wake up?" Qi Xun reached into his hair and touched it.
Percy lay on Qi Xun's lap and looked up at Qi Xun.
"I just dreamed that you were in college. It was a good dream."
"How good is it?"
"I won't tell you."
Percy smiled and complained again, "I only remembered after I woke up that you still controlled my drinking in college, and I will be an adult tomorrow."
Qi Xun didn't care, and touched his belly, "I'm also in charge of it now, and your stomach should drink less."
Percy puffed up, "Then I'll drink it behind your back."
Qi Xun didn't argue with him, anyway, Percy was almost always under his nose.
He grabbed Percy's leg and picked him up, "Don't stay in bed, wash up and eat breakfast."
Percy hugged him and pinched Qi Xun's shoulder restlessly. Recently, Qi Xun has been so busy that he has no time to exercise, so why are his muscles so strong.
After breakfast, they both went to work.
Qi Xun took a rare break after the morning meeting. He was the only one in the office. He picked up his mobile phone and subconsciously opened the dialog with Percy, but thought that Percy should be working, so he put it down.
He took a sip of coffee and saw the photo of him and Percy on the table, the one he and Percy took in the Maple Leaf Forest in the ancient town.
When a collaborator came to his office and saw this photo, they knew that he had a name and a master, not only dispelled the idea of introducing him to a partner, but also made a few jokes.
But according to Qi Xun's personality, he is someone who doesn't like doing this kind of thing at all, so he was caught and laughed at by Zhong Yutan for a long time.
Qi Xun looked at the photo for a long time.
When he sent Zhao Qingtong back yesterday, he was very silent all the way, and the ex who had broken up really had nothing to talk about.
But when he was about to reach his destination, Zhao Qingtong said something to him.
Zhao Qingtong said, "You should be very clear about the real reason why we broke up in the first place. Because you can only be a caring and gentle partner, but not a true lover. You don't love me that much, and I don't love me that much either. you."
Qi Xun glanced at him in the rearview mirror, his eyes were not very warm.
Zhao Qingtong didn't care either and shrugged, "I'm not here to turn over the old accounts with you, it's boring. I just think that you're not a fellow traveler, so it's not a pity to break up. It's your current... "
When Zhao Qingtong said this, he also felt a little absurd, and smiled softly, "Percy is really a good person, much better than you and me, you probably won't find someone who loves you more if you miss him. But Qi Xun, it's my advice to you, don't rely on Percy to love you and think that he will never leave you."
"Everyone needs a sense of security in a relationship. It is very important to be good to him, but it is also very important to let him know that you love him. No one likes to guess another person's thoughts. It is very tiring. You only love him. , you should tell him and let him know that you care about him. And if you don't love him, it's just because of a sense of responsibility, because he is very suitable for you, because he loves you very much, then you might as well let him go. Did he leave You, can't you find someone who loves him and treats him well?"
Qi Xun never interrupted Zhao Qingtong's words.
But his face was like frost, and when he was waiting for the red light, he glanced at Zhao Qingtong, his eyes seemed to throw him down.
He asked Zhao Qingtong, "Is this what Percy told you?"
Zhao Qingtong flatly denied, "No, it can only be said to be the experience of someone who has come here. Do you like to hear it?"
Qi Xun snorted lightly and did not respond to Zhao Qingtong's words.
After that there was silence all the way.
When he arrived at the destination, Zhao Qingtong changed his face again, smiling at Bai Xi.
He watched from the side with a slight irritability in his heart.
He knew that, just like what Zhao Qingtong said, without him, Percy would be able to attract a lot of people, and these people would be moved by Percy, like a lion chasing its prey, and want to take Percy as his own.
He always knew.
But in his more than 20 years of life, the proposition of love is really far away. He is not a person who can speak eloquently. Even when he proposed to Percy, he did not easily say the words "I love you". . Even if he knew Percy would be happy.
He promised Percy that he would try to learn to love him, but when he said it, he didn't know if he would succeed.
A lover needs talent, and he just lacks that talent.
He looked at the photos on the table and was fascinated for a long time.
Percy looked at him with a smile under the maple tree, everyone could see the tenderness in Percy's eyes, but he looked down at Percy, his eyelashes drooping slightly, he couldn't see the emotion in his eyes at all.
He remembered what Zhao Qingtong said again.
"Don't rely on Percy's love for you and think he'll never leave you."