His love begets hatred, from passionate love to hate to hysteria that even hates the son with the emperor’s blood on him, making himself no longer like the previous self...
Allston felt that it was not a good thing.
If the love is not longing, Huiji will hurt...
Even if the world sings and praises its beauty, Alston has never been interested in it.
Alston didn't know whether he meant that for Ruan Tang, and whether Ruan Tang really liked him, but he didn't want the relationship between him and Ruan Tang to become like that.
I don't know how to deal with Ruan Tang's pressing.
He wanted to escape, but he didn't want to see Ruan Tang again... He just felt at a loss.
"What do you mean?" Ruan Tang frowned, and suddenly felt offended. He only felt that the male servant had gone too far.
Alston calmed his emotions, but his attitude was flat and said: "It's meaningless, I just think that Madam, you married an adult at first, but because you have nothing to do with the situation, you also told me that there is no relationship between you. Emotional basis."
"Now, everything is different. You have become the president of the GA Conservation Association. The Patriarch of the Ruan family holds power. There is also a brother who is the commander of the White Tiger Legion. You are no longer the one who was slaughtered that day... I heard Many young talents from aristocratic families in Emperor Star admire you very much. Why don't you want to come out? Instead of trapping yourself in such a vain marriage and so-called likes?" He said every word: " If you step out, you will have more, better, and broader choices, right?"
Auston’s words to the emperor expressly hinted at him, as well as the aristocratic family of Emperor Xing who had fallen in love with Ruan Tang. He coveted Ruan Tang’s power and personal abilities now, and looked forward to his early death. Ruan Tang would be a widow. The news of Ruan Tang marrying their family descendants back was calm.
But I have to say that he cares about these things very much in his heart.
He clearly knew that he was not the best partner for Ruan Tang, nor could he give Ruan Tang what he wanted... But he was reluctant to give up Ruan Tang completely.
When asking these words through Seth's identity, he was extremely contradictory, almost out of a self-masochistic mentality.
He wanted Ruan Tang to follow his persuasion to come out, but he was afraid that Ruan Tang followed his persuasion to come out...
"But they are not grown-ups." Ruan Tang's eyes fell a little bit cold when he looked at him, and he said almost fiercely: "I don't know who ordered you to come, and for whom you are doing it. Lobbyist... But if you let me hear this a second time in the future, don't show up in front of me again."
After possessing enough power, Ruan Tang also saw many things that he could not see before. For example, the rulers of the major families of Emperor Star showed respect to Auston, but secretly did not regard Auston as a person. I've seen that he is still alive, and these people can't wait to hook up with his partner because of the power they control now, and they believe that he is a mad dog who will undoubtedly die.
And this is what Ruan Tang hates most—
He wanted Alston to live and live with him forever.
Therefore, he is disgusted, even disgusting, for those so-called young talents who are devoted to him and stretch out the olive tree.
Because they didn't respect Allston and regarded Allston as a person.
Ruan Tang didn't know who had bought the big and stupid male servant before him, who had heard what he said and ran to him and said this to him.
But he hated such words.
"They are not adults? What about you? Have you ever known a real adult? I'm afraid that if he takes off his mask and stands in front of you, you may not be able to recognize him, right?" Allston was determined to look at him. He didn't know what he wanted, but the more he talked about it, the more he became addicted: "It's not so much that you like him, it's better to say that you like an illusion of an adult you think."
He doesn't think Ruan Tang likes the real him.
He only felt that what Ruan Tang liked was just a phantom. He didn't want to puncture the truth under the bubble, but had to puncture the bubble in front of Ruan Tang.
Rather than watching Ruan Tang sink deeper and deeper into his imagination, he fell from the clouds after discovering the truth, and resented him.
Feelings of disgust and even regret.
It would be better to be cruel and not give him a chance to sink from the beginning.
Ruan Tang looked at Alston without speaking, only felt that the transgressive and bold but arrogant male servant behaved illegally and eccentrically.
And the feeling he talked, unconsciously overlapped with another feeling...
"The adult in the eyes of outsiders is cruel and crazy, Yi-n is terrible, but in your eyes he is a different look... Then what is the real him?" Auston said calmly, "I would like this one. Someone you have never really known, madam, you are really strange."
Ruan Tang frowned slightly, watching him deeply without speaking.
Allston said every word: "Madam regards me as a friend, and I also regards my wife as a friend. Only then did I say something from the bottom of my heart, please don't take offense."
Ruan Tang remained silent.
But Allston didn't want to stay and continue to face him: "Sorry, ma'am, I'll go ahead if I have anything else to do."
When the words fell, he immediately withdrew from Ruan Tang's room...
He knew he was cruel to Ruan Tang, but he had to say something wrong.
In the afternoon, Alston was doing official duties in the study, but his personal servant delivered the dessert made by Ruan Tang to him: "My lord, this is made by the lady herself, so you must try it."
"Go and tell him, I don't like sweets... He made something terrible, so he won't do these silly things in the future." Alston frowned slightly and said to the male servant. .
The valet gave him a surprised look. He didn't know what was wrong with his adult. He actually treated his wife like this, but he still responded, "Yes."
"The lord... this dessert?" When the voice fell, he suddenly thought of something and asked again.
The adults say they don’t like it, it’s so terrible, it must mean that they don’t want to eat it, then how to deal with this dessert, is it sent back to the lady, or...
Alston frowned, waved his hand, and said, "Just keep the dessert."
Recalling Ruan Tang's efforts to make these things for him and failing again and again, Auston frowned, but his heart felt warmth unconsciously.
Ever since he had an accident and watched the warmth of the world, no one has sincerely done anything to make him happy and has spent much time on him.
Even if he refused Ruan Tang's wishes for this dessert, he would not have to ask for it.
"Do you still want to tell your wife?" The male servant hesitated, really unable to figure out the brain circuits of his own lunatic adult.
Alston gently took a bite of dessert and put it in his mouth. It was too sweet, but his heart was slightly bitter, but he still said, "Just tell me."
"Yes."
The valet answered, and immediately stepped out to spread the word. In the huge study room, there was only Alston left, and it was empty, making people panic.
As early as that year after the accident, the parents who once loved him as precious did not hesitate to abandon him, and even after deliberately increasing his injury, he has long been accustomed to the lonely life of being alone. I'm looking forward to anyone again...
The appearance of Ruan Tang was an accident for Alston. He thought Ruan Tang would only be a hurried visitor in his life, but he never thought Ruan Tang would treat him like this. It made him find it interesting, fun, and interesting. It made him want to take him as his own and had a nostalgic attachment to him.
But even if he loves and feels nostalgic any more, Alston knows that he can no longer continue like this—
Continue to entangle like this will only make him and Ruan Tang sink deeper and deeper, and eventually follow the old path of Mrs. Judith or Queen Catherine.
Auston didn't want this.
Now Ruan Tang has everything, he no longer needs him, and he can have a better life without him.