Lu Yunfei and Bian Jinyuan have moved!
They lived in the dormitory for one semester, finally chose a house, added furniture, and moved out in the second semester. On the day of the move, Lu Yunfei was very excited, and invited a group of friends to eat hot pot at home, saying it was lively and lively.
Yuan Shuo also took a look and walked around the room, saying it was fine. When he walked to the master bedroom, he was surprised to find that the master bedroom was locked, so he had to walk to the second bedroom next to him, but the second bedroom was also locked.
Yuan Shuo was puzzled, and Bian Jinyuan answered him indifferently, "Private space, **."
Yuan Shuo only thought that the children of their generation paid more attention to personal sex, so he didn't take it seriously.
Lu Yunfei opened the door to the master bedroom after he left. Although he rented two bedrooms and one living room, neither of them thought about sleeping separately, so everything was in the master bedroom, and only some odds and ends and books were put in the second bedroom. . Usually when there are only the two of them, the bedroom is not locked. When someone comes, they are used to locking the bedroom.
Someone asked curiously why the bedroom couldn't be opened, and Bian Jinyuan replied that it was a private space. He was born with an indifferent face, and he usually spoke little. Everyone was somewhat afraid of him, so he didn't ask any more questions.
"He won't see anything, right?" After Yuan Shuo left, Lu Yunfei asked Bian Jinyuan.
Bian Jinyuan said indifferently, "It doesn't matter what you see."
Lu Yunfei thought about it, and yes, there is no Yuan Shuo among the people Bian Jinyuan cares about, and he doesn't want to get anything from Yuan Shuo, so knowing it, it has no effect on them. "As long as he doesn't tell my parents."
"He won't." Bian Jinyuan said calmly.
After so many years, Bian Jinyuan can also see that the Yuan family really wants him to go back, and Yuan Shuo really wants to compensate him for being close to him, so even if he finds something one day, he will not tell him without authorization Lu Yunfei's parents, unless he really intends, will never see him again in this life.
Seeing that he was calm as always, Lu Yunfei didn't think about it anymore, and concentrated on studying with him what to eat at night.
On the first day of cohabitation, when Lu Yunfei was carried into his arms by Bian Jinyuan at night, he asked him in a very tentative spirit, "Bianbian, do we want to do something?"
"for example."
Lu Yunfei smiled, got up and approached his ear and said, "Of course it's something couples love to do."
Bian Jinyuan: …
Bian Jinyuan silently picked the person down and said to him, "Don't worry."
Lu Yunfei was helpless. He found that Bian Jinyuan was really not in a hurry. Ever since the two left home and went to college, Lu Yunfei put the matter of driving on the agenda. As a result, after one semester, he learned the real car. He still can't get on the invisible car. If it wasn't for the fact that Bian Jinyuan's engine was in good condition and that he really loved him, Lu Yunfei would have thought that he was cheating in love.
"Didn't you say that living together is enough?" Lu Yunfei poked him.
Bian Jinyuan held his finger, kissed him gently, and said warmly, "You are still young."
"I'm 19 years old, not 9 years old." Lu Yunfei said dissatisfied.
Bian Jinyuan listened to his dissatisfaction, smiled, hugged him in his arms, and whispered, "Then wait until Feifei grows up a bit, when he is 20 years old."
"Is there a difference?"
Bian Jinyuan nodded, his voice was reassuringly low, "I want to give you more time." He said, "If you were a girl, I would not have sex with you before the legal age of marriage. , because you will worry about whether you will have children, and you will regret what happened with me when you break up."
Lu Yunfei looked up at him, in the darkness, his eyes were bright, Bian Jinyuan lowered his head and kissed his eyes, Lu Yunfei closed his eyes unconsciously, and his long eyelashes touched Bian Jinyuan's lips.
Bian Jinyuan's kiss was soft and fleeting, replaced by a gentle tone, "Although you are not a girl, I also want to give you more time to make our relationship more stable and make you like me more. Some. Yunfei, for me, you are at a disadvantage when you fall in love with me. No matter how much I like you, you are at a disadvantage. The more I like you, the more I am afraid that you will regret it, so I think Give you a little more time, and give us a little more time."
Lu Yunfei didn't feel that he had any disadvantage, nor did he feel that he would regret it, but he also understood what Bian Jinyuan said. In the end, he still liked himself, so he thought too much of him.
"Since you think I'm at a disadvantage in falling in love with you, why do you want me to fall in love with you?" Lu Yunfei asked him, "Between us, you should confess first."
Bian Jinyuan heard the words, smiled, rubbed his forehead, and whispered, "No way, I like you so much, so I want to be with you, just want to be with you."
"Then why are you afraid that I will regret it? If I regret it before the age of 20, will you break up with me?"
Bian Jinyuan was stunned for a moment, then hugged him tightly and kissed his lips gently, "No." As he dropped the kiss, he said softly, "I won't break up, I will never break up with you. "
Lu Yunfei was a little surprised. He thought that according to Bian Jinyuan's previous words, if he regretted it, he would break up with him, but he didn't think so.
Lu Yunfei smiled involuntarily, and said softly, "I won't break up with me again, and I'm afraid that I will regret it. Why didn't I find you so contradictory before."
It's very contradictory, Bian Jinyuan thought, he wanted to give Lu Yunfei more time, for fear that Lu Yunfei would meet more people, and after seeing more things, he would regret being with him. But he also knew very well that even if Lu Yunfei regretted it, he would not let go. He knew Lu Yunfei too well, so he would try his best to get him back.
Unless he really doesn't love him at all.
Bian Jinyuan kissed him and asked him, "It doesn't look like me, does it?"
"It's a bit." But it's also because he likes him too much, "but it's also very likeable."
He looked at Bian Jinyuan and said with a smile, "Bianbian is also good at being serious and responsible, so I don't feel that I am at a disadvantage, nor do I feel that I will regret it. I will not break up with you, after all," Lu Yunfei raised his head and kissed Kissing his lips, "It's not just you who like me, I like you too. I like it very much, so I want to get closer to you, just because the object is you, I want to. Otherwise, I don't want to try It hurts to think about this kind of thing.”
Bian Jinyuan laughed when he heard the words, "It won't hurt you." He said, "I will try my best to be a good driver."
Lu Yunfei was a little embarrassed, but he couldn't contain his curiosity, and whispered to him, "Then call me when you are studying, and we will study together."
Bian Jinyuan smiled and pressed him into his arms without speaking.
Among the colors of painting, there are warm colors and cool colors. Lu Yunfei is undoubtedly the warm color. It is bright, jumpy, and colorful. It has all the characteristics of young people. He likes novelty and has the spirit of experimentation; He is the opposite of cool color, calm, quiet, taking one step to see three steps, he can see the brilliance of the road ahead, and he can see the thorns and bumps of the road ahead, so he always wants to give Lu Yunfei more options, even those who choose It's not in the category of his hope, but he will still reserve it for him in advance.
They walked forward side by side. Lu Yunfei's footsteps were always brisk, while Bian Jinyuan's footsteps were more stable. When encountering a sunny place, Lu Yunfei would drag him and run over quickly, enjoying the baptism of the sun; When encountering a muddy place, Bian Jinyuan will hold him and let him slow down to prevent him from getting hurt.
They walked very steadily. The two of them adjusted their pace to cooperate with each other, wrote together, and wanted to draw a bright and colorful future for themselves.
After that day, Lu Yunfei never mentioned the matter of driving again. But in the end, they are young people with strong blood and energy, and they sleep together. It is inevitable that there will be times when they can't help themselves. Therefore, before the official test drive, the two drove each other in manual gear several times, feeling the speed and passion of the foot of Qiu Ming Mountain. .
On Lu Yunfei's 20th birthday, the two lived at home. Bian Jinyuan cooked his favorite dishes in advance, inserted roses, lit candles, and even learned a violin piece. Of course, the piano was borrowed from others. of.
Lu Yunfei applauded for a long time, his hands were red, and the smile on his face did not fade.
Bian Jinyuan gave him a jade pendant, which was a deer on a wood carving that Lu Yunfei was familiar with. He likes the deer very much, so Bian Jinyuan often draws it for him, and when he has time, he will carve new wood carvings for him, big and small, as decorations. Lu Yunfei looked at the jade pendant in the box and asked him , "You carved it?"
Bian Jinyuan really wanted to get started, but, "Baby, I don't have this skill."
Lu Yunfei smiled, "There are things in this world that you can't do!"
"There are many things in this world that I don't know." Bian Jinyuan helped him put the jade pendant around his neck, "However, I can learn whatever you like, and I will always learn it." He hugged him from behind Lu Yunfei.
Lu Yunfei looked at the deer on his neck, then turned his head to look at him, with obvious love and emotion in his eyes, he turned around, hugged the person in front of him, and said softly, "No. I like you, so you You don't have to learn anything, your presence is enough to make me like it."
Bian Jinyuan smiled and kissed his ear.
That night, the two naturally had a relationship. When Lu Yunfei woke up the next morning, he was a little shy, and hugged him for a long time. Bian Jinyuan looked at his cute appearance in his arms and endured it. I kept kissing and kissing people, until the two of them went to Qiu Ming Mountain for a walk in the morning.
When he was a junior, Bian Jinyuan went to Yuan Shuo's company for an internship, working as an assistant for him.
He actually didn't want to go, but when he went to Yuan's house for dinner with Lu Yunfei that day, the original father kept coughing, and the original mother explained, "When people are old, they are easy to get sick when the season changes, so it doesn't get in the way."
Bian Jinyuan looked at the obviously weak old man of the Yuan family and realized for the first time that the old man's body was very fragile.
When he left that day, Yuan Shuo was responsible for sending them back. When he got in the car, Bian Jinyuan accidentally saw a few white hairs in his hair.
He unconsciously froze for a moment, only to realize that Yuan Shuo was actually not young anymore. He still looks very handsome, and women will still take the initiative to strike up a conversation wherever he goes, but he is really not young anymore.
Lu Yunfei was not in a hurry to go back and wanted to get out of the car for a walk, so Bian Jinyuan accompanied him to get out of the car halfway. They walked along the road. There were not many people on the road. Bian Jinyuan silently held his hand and put it into his coat pocket.
Lu Yunfei asked him, "What are you thinking about?"
Bian Jinyuan let out an "um". For so many years, he always knew that the Yuan family wanted him to go home and inherit the family business of the original family. Yuan Shuo said it, and the old man and wife of the Yuan family also said it, but he didn't Just agree. It's not that I have an opinion on the original family, I just don't think it is necessary.
Just like he didn't want to give to the Yuan family, he also didn't want to get anything from the Yuan family. But now, looking at the second old Yuan family who is in his twilight years and Yuan Shuo, who is no longer young, Bian Jinyuan suddenly feels a little soft-hearted.
"Yuan Shuo wants me to go to his company for an internship." Bian Jinyuan said softly, "His parents think so too."
Lu Yunfei nodded and said to him, "What about you? What do you think?"
"I'm hesitating." Bian Jinyuan said honestly, looking at the person in front of him, he said without hesitation, "I haven't thought about it yet."
Lu Yunfei smiled and said warmly, "Then think about it slowly."
Bian Jinyuan suddenly found out, "You seem to never give me advice on these things."
"Because you are a very thoughtful person." Lu Yunfei said with a smile, he raised the hand that was not held by Bian Jinyuan, and poked his heart, "In these matters of the Yuan family, you only need to Just follow the advice here.”
Bian Jinyuan held his fingers, bowed his head and kissed him.
They waited for a while for the red light, and when the green light came on, they crossed the road. Bian Jinyuan looked at the prosperity of the city in front of him, thinking about his future with Lu Yunfei, and slowly made a decision.
"I should go," he said, "regardless of whether I accept the original company or not, if I go to work for him as an assistant, I will definitely meet a lot of people and participate in a lot of projects. For me, this is a great opportunity. Opportunity."
He stopped, looked at the person in front of him, and said softly, "Lu Yunfei, I want to be with you all the time. I don't want us to just live together for a short time until we graduate from college. I hope we can have a home. During the winter vacation of the third year of high school, when you came to my house, I thought, in the future, I must have a home with you, a home of our own. But I have nothing, and I am not worthy of you, so I We must become stronger. In this world, only the strong can write the rules of the game. We are destined to be irregular, so I am destined to not just be like an ordinary student, be safe, and simply finish this university for four years. ."
He lowered his head, pressed Lu Yunfei's forehead, and asked him, "When you were in high school, what time did you usually go to bed?"
"Around 11 o'clock." Lu Yunfei said, his work and rest is still very regular.
Bian Jinyuan smiled when he heard the words, "Then do you know what time I usually go to bed?"
He took the person in front of him into his arms, without him answering, he asked himself and answered, "I have never slept before 12 o'clock. Although everyone thinks that I am a very smart person, I think that I actually He is also a very hard worker. It’s just that my previous efforts were all for myself, but now, I need to work hard for you.”
Lu Yunfei kissed his chin and said warmly, "Come on!"
He looked at Bian Jinyuan, his eyes were warm and bright, and he said, "I will work hard with you."
The night was dark, there were few pedestrians on the street, and the road to the house was lonely and long, but the street lights were bright and looked bright.
The author has something to say: Tomorrow is a special episode of coming out of the closet~~