Lucian lay on the door panel, rubbing his body against it all morning. It was the first time that Lucian tried to feel the feeling of facing away from Wade, and neither his teeth nor his nails could do anything. He had nowhere to grab, and he almost slapped the door handle with his claws. It was at this moment that he heard the sound of someone delivering documents.
"... Keep your voice down." Wade whispered into his ear, "You don't want others to know what I did to you in the study, do you?"
At that moment, Lucian was unusually nervous. Doing something with Wade was one thing. When they were together in private, he also liked to tease Wade and make him fail. But this was different from being seen by outsiders.
No matter how coquettish, wild, or bad-tempered Lucian may be, he is still extremely arrogant inside. He is the only one in the world who teases others and makes them fail. He will never allow others to see him being inferior to others and in a weak position.
For example, the current appearance.
Lucian stopped struggling. He let Wade press him against the door with messy hair, and suppressed himself from making any sound that would let people know that he was in the study room... His nervousness made Wade speak. Wade took two low breaths, as if suppressing something, and said hoarsely in his ear: "You are too nervous, relax a little."
Lucian: …
He dared to blame him!
The man knocked on the door but got no response, so he left. After he left, they continued their actions.
After everything was over, Wade just let go of Lucian's waist, and Lucian slid down the door panel and knelt down, trembling.
He knelt on the carpet, his face flushed and dripping with sweat. He raised his shaking hands to touch the door, trying to pull the doorknob and run away, but someone grabbed his waist and dragged him to the sofa in the study.
…
Lucian was carried back to the palace by Wade until the evening. After returning to the bed, he fell asleep due to exhaustion.
The next morning, they did it again. Strictly speaking, Lucian was woken up by it. When he woke up, he was about to curse for being grouchy when he woke up, but Wade's kiss stopped him...
"Just once," Vader said.
Vader did keep his promise. He did it only once—not even once, not until the end. And it ended when Lucian finally woke up, got into the state, was aroused, and tried to keep him.
Lucian was a little confused. This was totally unlike Wade's past style of not stopping until he was killed. Wade wrapped him in a blanket and said to him, "I remember I will be in the study this morning to deal with some affairs. I will be very busy."
Lucian: …
Lucian was lying on the bed, holding back his anger, and pulled out the system and asked, "Do you think he did it on purpose?"
System: "I know, I really know."
Lucian was so angry that he wanted to have a quarrel. Whether it was because Wade disturbed his sleep or because of his flirting and running behavior, he sat cross-legged on the bed for the whole morning, thinking for a long time, and finally decided to go to the study to find Wade.
He knocked on the door as usual before entering the study, and when he saw the door, he didn't know why he felt a little psychologically shadowed, and even his legs went weak... Soon, he heard Wade's voice from inside: "Come in."
When Lucian opened the door and walked in, he saw Wade sitting behind the desk reading a book. He lowered his head and did not look at him: "What's the matter?"
Lucian did not reply.
He walked over to Wade and sat on his desk, his long legs hanging down from the edge of the desk, his toes touching the ground. Lucian leaned over and let his long hair fall on the pages of Wade's book. He leaned close to Wade's ear and whispered:
"I'm here, Master Wade." His voice was very soft. "I think you need to explain what happened this morning. Besides that..."
"… You don't want to explain now, you're not playing hard to get, are you?"
He reached out and touched Wade's lips, and said with a somewhat amused smile, "You deliberately asked me to come to the study to find you, right?"
Vader responded by grabbing his shoulders and pressing him against the table.
Lucian also laughed softly and hugged him back.
"Don't try to play tricks on me, Master Wade," he said in Wade's ear.
…
Lucian uncovered Wade's conspiracy, but he also paid a huge price. From that day on, they spent a lot of time doing it in the study room. From the door panels to the desk, to the glass, the sofa, the leather chair... In short, Wade wanted to do his job, and he wanted to do it with him.
After the study, they unlocked the balcony, the bath, and even the throne. The throne was Lucian's favorite place. He needed to curl up on Wade's body, which was uncomfortable and nervous. But Wade seemed to like it there. In addition, he also liked the garden.
During this time, they were almost bumped into by Burton in the garden. Seeing Burton was about to walk over here, Wade unexpectedly did not stop, but forced Lucian to bury his face in his shoulder, and pressed his hands on his waist harder and harder. At that moment, Lucian felt a strange feeling that the world was collapsing.
And Vader's style has become very dog-like. No matter how good the atmosphere is or how intense the action is, Vader always does it only once - it feels a bit like hunger marketing. In addition, the number of times he forced or induced Lucian to say "like him" or "love him" during the process has also increased. Lucian can feel Vader's love/desire and obsession for him. Every time he looked at himself and induced himself to say these things, Lucian would feel a little hot in his ears and even a little unwilling.
The feeling of deliberately saying these things to tease Vader and being tricked by Vader into saying these things were completely different. One was giving, and the other was being needed and being exploited. When Vader tricked him into saying these things, Lucian always had a strange feeling.
It was a feeling that even one's soul was dragged into the quagmire of happiness.
But most people are willing to degenerate, especially if they degenerate a little bit, they can get more sweetness. In extreme happiness, when happiness and pain are only a hair's breadth away, feeling their own degeneration can even be a source of happiness. Especially when Lucian suddenly realized in the heat of passion that Wade was indeed quite handsome.
Wade's usually cold face would turn red because of him, with beads of sweat oozing from his forehead, and his scarlet or deep purple eyes would only stare at him, like a large carnivore staring at its prey. As the male protagonist, he was impeccably handsome in both facial features and figure, and he looked at Lucian with a slight smile on his lips... Whenever this happened, Lucian would feel that he had been seduced, not knowing whether it was because of Wade's face, Wade's eyes, or simply because of the pleasure from his body. His own reaction would become more and more intense because of this temptation, and he would become more and more eager to fall, and to get more from him.
He then kept saying that he loved him, just like what Vader had seduced him and asked him to do every time. His soul ascended to ecstasy, and his body sank in the entanglement with Vader. He was aware of this sinking but had no intention of reversing it. Witnessing his own gradual degeneration could also bring a different kind of happiness.
He was just confused by happiness and wanted to get more happiness, Lucian told himself.
It's just that he hasn't realized what the consequences of such indulgence will be. Perhaps what he has been accepting in the end is happiness. Both his body and soul have remembered that it is Vader who brings him such happiness, and what he has is also the happiness that Vader brings him.
Perhaps soon, he would go from being absorbed in the joy that Vader brought him to being absorbed in his eyes, and later, in the word "Vade" - the beginning of all this had already occurred when he and Vader looked into each other's eyes in countless joys, and felt more because of Vader's appearance, and was also seduced by Vader himself. In all the joys, Vader's gaze on his body and eyes would make him more excited. People who seek excitement will always be swallowed up by danger in the end. This kind of gaze is danger.
Wade especially liked to look at Lucian when his expression was completely out of control, and whispered in his ear: "You made that expression because of me."
He never concealed his fascination with Lucian. Gradually, Lucian was also excited by his fascination with her, but she did not realize that her whole body had been stained by him.
Lucian, who had always been shrewd, was now just soaking in the ocean of sugar water that was almost melting him, but he didn't notice it.
That night, Lucian was brought back from the study by Wade again. He was exhausted just after he lay on the bed. Wade hugged his body and gently kissed his earlobe.
Lucian was so tired that he almost opened his eyes. His whole body was wet and soft. So before going to bed, he asked Wade dazedly, "What happened to you recently... ? I always feel weird..."
"Do you like it?"
Wade was about to come again, but Lucian pushed him symbolically and said, "I like it... but..."
"We are lovers, aren't we?"
Lucian: …
Lucian always felt that this was wrong. Normally, he had always said this to the awkward Wade, so that he could enjoy Wade's changing expression and coax him into doing it with him. But now it was Wade who said this.
Wade said, and started a new one. He blocked all of Lucian's questions with his lips. So Lucian kissed back. He looked at Wade's handsome face, and at that moment he felt his body weaken again, and he lost all his armor.
After everything was over, Lucian leaned against Wade and yawned gloomily. He felt that his abdomen was starting to feel uncomfortable again.
"The marks here are gone again." Wade hooked his finger and whispered in his ear, "No matter what you do, they will remain."
"You just got a new one." Lucian said.
"That's different."
“What’s the difference…” Lucian said lazily, “They will all disappear sooner or later anyway, so you should work harder and save more new ones.”
Vader pinched his earlobe, and the thin earlobe, with its fleshy feel, trembled at his fingertips.
"Let me pierce your earlobe for you." Wade suddenly said, "Put on the earrings, and from now on..."
Wherever he went, Lucian would remember that the holes for his earrings were pierced by Wade himself.