At that moment, Lucian's hair was about to explode.
"What did you say? He asked me... asked me where I was?" Lucian's first reaction was not fear, but stunned. "What do you mean by asking me where I am?"
Wasn't he in Wade's arms
"No, Lucian..." The system gave a very scary answer, "His voice sounds like..."
"It feels like your soul is... not in your body now!"
Lucian's mind went blank and his eyes widened at that moment. The system said anxiously: "Go back quickly, your body is about to be strangled to death..."
…
Lucian quickly released the idle mode and returned to his body. Suddenly, a strong feeling of suffocation came from his neck.
He struggled feebly, making unbearable and painful sounds in his throat. Wade's face swayed in his blurred vision, and a loud voice exploded in his ears: "... Tell me, where is Lucian?"
Lucian said with difficulty: "Wei..."
He kicked Vader with all his strength. Just as he began to resist, the fingers on his neck loosened. Lucian recovered his breath at that moment, and Vader lowered his head and kissed him fiercely at that moment.
The kiss was fierce and urgent, and Lucian had to take the remaining oxygen from Wade's mouth. Finally, after the kiss ended, Wade pinched his chin again and looked at him coldly, as if he wanted to catch some clues and see something from his face.
Lucian had never been so flustered. He felt like he was standing on a bottomless abyss, and could be swept down by a gust of wind at any time. He bit his lip, looked at Wade, and said angrily: "What are you crazy about! What do you mean I'm not here..."
"Lucian." Wei De's tone was calm and terrifying. "You are Lucian now."
Lucian felt like his tailbone was about to explode.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Aren't the aftereffects of the blood drop healed yet?" he said dryly.
Deathly silence hung between the two of them. Vader just stared at Lucian quietly. That look seemed to pull his muscles and bones out.
"You are weird, Lucian." Wade said in a very strange tone, "I always thought you were weird..."
"The last time I felt strange was when I was meeting with envoys from other countries. You were sitting next to me, but I felt extremely anxious... It was as if you were not there."
Lucian: ...Will you not be anxious if I sit next to you
Lucian clenched his fingertips. Wade stretched out his fingers to touch his long hair, which was wrapped around his arms. He felt a strong sense of suffocation at that moment, and heard Wade whisper in his ear: "Lucian, you should understand that it was you who chose me in the holy pool."
"… "
"Now that you have made this choice, you will no longer have the chance to escape from me." Wei Desen's deep voice was somewhat seductive, "So, now you would rather choose..."
"Tell me yourself, or let me find out for myself?"
Lucian heard his own heartbeat. Wade stroked his thin back with his hand. Finally, Lucian spoke.
"... I don't know what you are talking about." He said in a crying voice.
Lucian's shoulders trembled. He looked like he was frightened by Wade. His trembling eyelashes, misty eyes, and tightly bitten lips made him look indescribably pitiful. He lowered his head and handed his arteries and vital parts to Wade, like a beautiful and innocent prey: "What's wrong with you, Wade, don't do this, I'm so scared..."
"I really don't know what to do, Wade. I know I've let you down, and I've tried very hard to be a good boy. It was my fault for going to the Holy Pond without permission. I was wrong, Master Wade." He almost bit his lips until they bled, as if he was too frightened to look him in the face. "This is the punishment I deserve. I, I will never be like that again. But why did you suddenly treat me like this..."
"I haven't done anything wrong... What do you want from me?"
Lucian sobbed, and a kind of sticky cry came out of his throat, which could make Wade feel softest. After a long time, the hand on his back finally began to stroke his back.
Lucian thought he had gotten away with it and felt comforted. He leaned obediently on Wade and whispered, "Don't scare me like this in the future, Master Wade..."
Wade laughed, his voice just as gentle and almost dripping with water.
His fingertips touched the magic pattern on Lucian's abdomen and swirled around it. Lucian couldn't help but take a breath.
"What are you doing, Lucian?" Wade said suddenly.
Like the whispers between lovers.
At that moment, Lucian closed his eyes and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
He thought he had gotten away with it.
…
Lucian and Vader had sex on the bed. This was their first time since the Holy Pond.
Lucian had just escaped from the questioning that had chilled his soul. He wanted to use this affair to deceive and please Wade, so he tried very hard to please and seduce Wade, and acted more like a scared, obedient, submissive, and proactive person in the affair.
These three words are not actually contradictory to each other, as long as he tries hard to cater to and satisfy Vader's needs and embody his own succubus nature.
What made him slightly puzzled was the stronger and more strange demands of Vader during this love affair. Vader stared at Lucian's behavior of actively tempting him, but did nothing, and even had a strange smile on his face.
—As if wanting to see more of his reaction.
In addition, despite his nervousness and purpose, Lucian still couldn't help feeling fear when he was about to get to the point.
That was due to the fear he felt after being treated roughly by the holy pond. Lucian was inevitably afraid and nervous.
He tried to control his trembling, but his tense muscles could not deceive anyone. But Wade noticed it first. He almost immediately figured out the reason for Lucian's fear.
He stroked Lucian's back, comforted him in a low voice, and used all his delicate and gentle actions to completely arouse Lucian, allowing Lucian to finally let go of his fear bit by bit, and become as soft as spring water, unable to control his emotions.
This comforting process lasted for a long time, gentle and delicate like spring. After the first time, Lucian finally got rid of those fears. He hugged Wade and continued the plan he wanted to do at the beginning - to make Wade completely stop asking about the horrible thing just now.
Then the second time, the third time. On the fourth time, Lucian did something he normally wouldn't do. Finally, he completely relaxed, contentedly immersed in his rare passionate indulgence, immersed in the surging sea of love with Wade.
until.
At the very end, when Lucian was completely relaxed and completely indulged in the pleasure between the two of them, he felt Wade approaching his ear and whispering something to him.
"You've been here all night, Lucian."
"I know you're lying, baby."
"I'll find out why."
Wade bit Lucian's earlobe, which he had pierced with his own hands.
At that moment, Lucian's mind went blank, and at the same time, he reached the peak of joy.
He was shaking and couldn't breathe, not sure if it was out of fear or joy.
The only thing was the possibility of leaving. Now, Wade would never allow him to tell even a lie.
…
After that day, everything was back to normal. Wade did not ask Lucian why he was acting so abnormally that day. He became more gentle and doted on him, as if he had no faults in their relationship and was more hopeful.
In the eyes of others, the two seemed to have completely reconciled.
But Lucian knew it wasn't.
He felt even more terrified by this.
Now, Vader no longer delegated everything related to him to others—even the puppet maid that he originally controlled to serve Lucian's daily life. He helped Lucian get up every day, dressed him gently, combed his long hair, and fed him potions for recovery one spoonful at a time—or other juices that he thought would taste good.
Every night, he would lift up Lucian's ankle and massage the bones that had been broken by him in the holy pool but had now been repaired.
Lucian's ankles were soft and warm, but Wade's palms were always slightly cold. When their skin touched, Lucian couldn't help but shiver.
Even the task of bathing Lucian was done by Wade. It was more terrifying to have Wade help bathe him than to have sex with him. Wade would scrub every little detail of Lucian's body. He would always stare at Lucian's face, which almost drove him crazy.
Vader was like a bundle of silk threads, slowly and completely entangling Lucian, turning him into a beautiful puppet that was controlled by him, loved by him, and could only look at him.
Lucian felt like yelling, getting angry, losing his temper, acting up, and being petty. But the system always timidly dissuaded him, asking him to stay calm during this emergency.
Lucian: "What are you afraid of? So cowardly?"
"I'm so scared!" the system screamed, "You don't know, every night after you fall asleep, Wade sits by your bed and keeps staring at you. People with fallen blood don't need to sleep! He won't do anything to you, but if he really discovers the existence of the system, I don't know what he will do to me!!"
Lucian: …
Maybe what the system said is right.
But Lucian couldn't control himself after all.
That night, while enjoying the pleasure, Lucian finally couldn't bear it anymore. All the accumulation seemed to explode at that moment. He couldn't help hitting Wade. Wade grabbed his wrist and kissed his palm.
Then, push harder.
After everything was over, Lucian fell asleep next to Wade.
Wade's fingers passed through his waist. The room was still filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, and at this moment, Lucian gently opened his mouth and bit Wade's fingers.
Their eyes met, and Vader was gently ground against the tips of his teeth.
Finally, Lucian spoke.
"Let's live a good life, okay?" he said.
"… You were the first one to come to me, Lucian." Vader whispered, "Now that I've found you, I will never let you leave."
"I want everything for you, Lucian."
After a long silence, Wade said, "The day after tomorrow is Beavis' execution day. Do you want to go see him?"
"How could it be..." Lucian said suddenly.
"That's his choice."