Wade crumpled the bed sheet into a ball, and with an expressionless face, he was about to destroy the evidence on the spot. At this moment, Lucian's eyes flickered outside the window.
"Good morning." Lucian said with a smile, "Did you sleep well last night?"
Vader: …
Lucian leaned against the window to look at him. He was wearing a champagne-colored silk shirt, which revealed his delicate collarbone and slender neck. Wade took only one look and turned around to throw the bed sheet under the bed.
Then he saw the shape of Lucian's lips in the mirror as he lay on the window.
'You dreamed about me, didn't you?'
Wade turned around, looking a little annoyed. Lucian leaned against the window frame, holding his chin with his hand and smiled, "Do you need me to help you wash?"
"… "
Wade did dream. 14 years old is puberty, and boys will inevitably experience their first wet dream. Wade doesn't remember whether he had a wet dream when he was actually 14 years old. At that time, he was full of loneliness and resentment, and his violent ambition had occupied his entire soul.
But this time he was 14 years old, and he was accompanied by the adult Lucian. Lucian had white hair like a waterfall, red lips slightly parted, soft skin, and a sweet scent.
He bore the marks of two ridiculous years when they were in their twenties.
And he whispered in his ear with a joyful look on his face: "What position was I in in my dream?"
Vader finally couldn't bear it anymore.
He turned around and pressed him against the wall. Lucian looked at him innocently with his eyes open. Wade said in a low voice, "Shut up."
Lucian: "Oh, why didn't you force yourself to kiss me this time? Are you not tall enough?"
True·Not Tall Enough·Vade:…
"Don't be angry, you are still a minor." Lucian touched his head with a smile and said, "I don't do this with minors, you are too young."
The word "small" is very meaningful.
Vader: …
After teasing Wade, Lucian saw his gloomy and angry face and left with a smile. Wade stood on the debris in the yard, looking at the sky.
He felt that his power was recovering. His eyes, which had already merged with nine drops of divine blood, also saw the strange clouds and skylight rising in the sky.
—The sky is the eyes of the God of Light. There is no doubt that the God of Light is looking for him.
Lucian went out to buy bread. But he soon returned to the yard with nothing in his hands. He touched the head of Wade who was quietly looking at the sky and said, "We should move to another place."
"Have the people from the Rose Hermit Society come?"
"Yes." Lucian shrugged, "God knows how they could come so quickly..."
"It was a reminder from the God of Light," Vader said. "In order to monitor me as a vessel, He left a quarter of a drop of human divine blood in my body through Cynthia. The other three quarters are in Him. Even though I have removed His influence over me, these nine and a quarter drops of divine blood are enough for me to possess a false godhood. When I fully recover, He will sense my presence and find me. Even though I have not fully recovered yet, He can sense a little bit of my presence."
"Really?" Lucian said, "It turns out that the problem is with me, not you, Master Wade."
As he said that, he packed up some things and said, "Let's go to another place."
"Lucian." Vader said behind him, "I have strayed too far from His script."
"Um."
"Compared to Him who has been a god for many years and has gained so much faith, I am just a fake vessel."
"Um."
"As long as He finds me, He will do whatever it takes to kill me, fuse me together, and hurt everyone around me."
"So?" Lucian said, "Let's move to another place - do you prefer a building or a villa?"
Wade looked at Lucian silently. Lucian turned around and smiled at him, saying, "I promised you that I would accompany you until the moment you become a god."
—So he’s not afraid of those risks, is he
"Humans and gods are two completely different concepts. Once I become a god, I will be stripped of all my emotions and even my body, becoming a completely new concept. Do you know this?" Wade suddenly said.
“Of course I know. I’ve read the original novel.” Lucian said this despite the strong beeping of the system alarm. “But the original novel doesn’t mention the result of your final duel with the God of Light. I think you’d better win.”
"It's better, right?"
The dusk was spreading behind them. They were like two billiard players, pushing the conversation to one another without speaking.
"But by then, I'll be back at the control center," Lucian said, "so you'd better win."
After that, he put on a bag, reached out to hold Wade's hand and said, "Let's go. At least until then, I will protect you."
Vader took his hand, and both of them were cold.
The two narrowly avoided the search of the Rose Hermits in the thick night. These people who are directly under the God of Light are not easy to deal with. Lucian killed one of the enemies for this. When he returned to the room where he finally stayed with blood on his face, Lucian leaned against the door frame and smiled at the young Wade: "You said you would protect me, but now you still made me dirty."
Vader scraped the blood off his cheek with his fingers and whispered, "Wait until I grow up."
"Oh." Lucian said, "In fact, you should praise me more. Seeing me stained with blood for you, would you feel satisfied?"
Wade paused for a moment, and said nothing. Lucian turned his back and wiped his face with a soft towel, and said softly, "Are you really not going to praise me? You know, when I return to the control center, you won't be able to see such a beautiful scenery as now. Let me calculate, you are only nine, ten, eleven away from becoming a god..."
He spoke these words as if no one was around, his tone was light but his words were sharp, as if he was completely unaware that his words about parting would be like a knife that would pierce into another person's heart.
Looks so heartless.
"Lucian."
"Hmm?" Lucian hummed softly and turned around. "What do you want to say?"
Wade looked at him quietly, his eyes seemed to contain thousands of words, but they were sunk to the bottom of some extremely deep lake, making it difficult to see clearly. Finally, he said, "Go to sleep."
Lucian slept beside Wade. He lay on his side, his wine-red eyes like a sparkling lake, staring into Wade's eyes. Finally, he smiled and said, "You are not angry."
Vader said nothing.
Lucian used his fingers to play with Wade's eyelashes again. He said, "Wade, you will be sixteen tomorrow, right? We still have ten days..."
Vader grabbed his wrist.
Lucian felt a little pain, but he did not withdraw his hand. Wade looked at him quietly, with eyes full of emotions that Lucian could not understand. Finally, Wade said, "Lucian."
"Um?"
In the quiet autumn night, they faced each other in the dimly lit room. Wade's eyes traced every eyelash of Lucian, his straight nose, or his slightly open mouth.
"Want to kiss me?" Lucian said, "These are the last few times..."
"Lucian."
"Um?"
"Are you expecting... me to react violently to you?"
"What?"
Lucian was still smiling, as if he didn't understand what Wade said, with his eyes full of the usual seductive, misleading, beautiful light. But Wade didn't let go of his hand, but just said quietly: "Do you always have to make me angry to confirm your importance in my heart?"
"… "
"You want to see the emotional fluctuations I have because of you. Are you insecure? Lucian, so you always do this?"
"… "
"You mentioned to me again and again that you were leaving... Are you expecting me to do something to you?"
"… "
Lucian's breathing became a little rapid. He lowered his eyes, as if to hide some emotion, and bit his lips. Finally, his face turned cold.
It was an unconscious coldness, like a thin layer of frost in the early morning, with the blank resistance of a hasty person who didn't want to be opened. Wade held his hand and said, "Go to sleep first."
Lucian closed his eyes, and after a long time, Wade heard a soft "hmm".
Wade also closed his eyes. In his spiritual world, he saw the memory crystal that belonged to Lucian again—light blue, carrying Lucian's past memories.
Lucian is always irritating him, Vader thought.
He wanted more reaction from...himself.
Vader placed his finger next to the crystal. At that moment, he seemed to have a guess.
He lowered his eyes and buried all his worries deep in his heart.
…
When Lucian woke up the next day, he was back to his usual self. He happily asked Wade to get him something, and the two of them tacitly agreed not to mention what happened yesterday.
But there was a chill spreading between the two of them.
The chill was lifted on the third night. Before midnight, Lucian crawled into Wade's bed.
His body was soft and warm, and his lips were fragrant and sweet. Lucian kissed Wade's cheeks and eyes, and whispered to him: "You are seventeen years old today, and tomorrow, you will be eighteen..."
"… "
"Happy adulthood." Lucian bit his earlobe.
They were so affectionate on this "New Year's Eve" night. When the clock struck twelve, they finally got down to business. Lucian lay on top of Wade, panting and smiling as he whispered in his ear, "Are you comfortable?"
"... I should have done this to you when we were eighteen," Vader said.
He turned over and pressed Lucian down, continuing to kiss him. Lucian tilted his neck back, trying to suck in all the air. He looked like he was suffering, yet charming, as if all the light was pouring towards him.
He seemed to enjoy everything Vader gave him.
"Be mean to me, Vader," he said. "Be rough with me, be rough with me, Vader..."
He called his name again and again: "Wade..."
Vader lived up to his expectations.
…
Finally, he bit Lucian's throat, like a beast hunting its prey. Lucian snorted like a cat, and Wade said, "I really want to bite you to death here."
He pressed down on his wrist, leaving bruises on it: "I really want to trap you to death here."
"I want you to be entangled, I want you to die with me, I want you to be unable to go anywhere in your life and never have any liberation."
"I want you to be my prisoner for the rest of your life."
At that moment, Lucian showed his last, blank expression. He hugged Wade and buried his face deeply in his neck, feeling happy and satisfied.
The author has something to say: Lucian: Actually, I want you to be so angry that you imprison me.
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