Lucian grew up in this original world until he was sixteen years old. He began to have many suitors around him. Every week when he came home from school, he would take out a stack of love letters from his schoolbag and show them to Wade one by one.
"The beauty in the next class also wrote me a love letter." He said with a blink of his eyes.
Wade looked up from the thread-bound book and said "Oh".
"The president of the student union of the school next door is also like that. I never expected that he is actually a homosexual." Lucian said, "Do you want to take a look? He is very literary and has been praising my beauty. I am very happy."
Wade continued reading, and Lucian asked, "Aren't you going to say anything?"
Wade put the book down, stood up and held Lucian's shoulders, feeling that the boy's frail body was a little nervous when he approached.
The boy looked up at him. His facial features were childishly pretty, and his lips were slightly parted. Wade closed his eyes and tried to be patient.
He pushed Lucian back onto the sofa, enveloped him with his breath, and covered his face with the book.
"You are still too young. Study hard and wait until you grow up."
"Oh, okay." The boy said obediently.
His soft neck and the knees that gently rubbed Wade were so defenseless, like some kind of subtle invitation.
"Oh, right," Lucian said, "my uncle said that you are a relative of unknown origin. You deliberately approached our family and inherited my mother's estate and me, who was helpless, after my mother died. If I didn't listen to his advice, I would be in your hands now, helpless, and you can do whatever you want to me."
As he spoke, he took off his sweater in the living room without paying attention to anyone around him. Under the sweater was a soft inner layer, and his slender waist was not so thin that it could be held in one hand, and the lines of his collarbone and neck were soft. Lucian turned his head to look at Wade and said, "They seem to think you are very bad."
Wei De closed his eyes, walked past Lucian expressionlessly, and returned to his room.
"Good night, I love you, Lucien." He said before entering the room.
This is the good night he says to Lucian every night since he came into this world.
Lucian just shrugged his shoulders and whistled, "Okay."
-Lucian is becoming more and more outrageous, Vader thought.
Even though it had been so long, he still remembered the wonderful touch of holding Lucian's waist. Such a slender, fragile, yet flexible thing.
That thing that could hold Lucian firmly in his body with just a slight grip.
After Wade left the living room, Lucian casually hung his sweater on the other side. He stuffed all the love letters into the trash can, hummed softly, and returned to his room.
Wade went to see the current situation of Lucian's father's family.
They looked terrible now. Lucian's father was not only bankrupt, but also owed a large amount of usury. In order to escape his debts, Lucian's father hid everywhere, always living in fear of being caught. He lost a little finger chopped off by a debt collector and was forced to eat his little finger alive.
He left the mother and son and went into hiding, but he was already seriously ill. The virus would cause his skin to ulcerate until his entire body was filled with blood poisoning.
The mother and son were also having a very hard time. Loan sharks often came to their home to collect debts. The woman lost her glamorous job and was shunned by her former social circle. She had a broken leg and could only survive by doing odd jobs.
Their son was bullied and spurned at school because of his parents, but Wade didn't plan to take action at this time.
He wanted to rely on this son to lure out the other people and catch them all in one fell swoop.
These include the school hunk, the rich second generation and his network, and those suitors who spread rumors and caused trouble online.
…
At the age of 17, Lucian was admitted to school ahead of schedule. But after that, half a year before adulthood, he seemed to have entered a rebellious period.
During his rebellious period, Lucian began to frequent bars and dance halls. Because he was in boarding school, Wade discovered his abnormality very late.
He pushed through the crowd and entered the bar where Lucian was. The bar was brightly lit and full of people hugging, flirting and being affectionate.
“That guitar player is hot,” someone said, “He’s here tonight.”
Vader discovered that Lucian had joined an underground band.
Lucian stood on the stage. He was wearing low-rise black jeans with holes, which made people want to hook the gap along the waistline to pull them off. The white T-shirt was also slit, revealing a large area of collarbone and round shoulders. He looked radiant, and as charming and lewd as a flower in the dark night. He played and stretched, his fingers slender and slender. All eyes were on him.
“He has a really nice voice.”
“It’s really hot.”
A vulgar person said: "I want to know what it feels like to have those hands do manual labor for others."
Soon he was unable to make any sound and blood rushed to his throat.
Lucian was on the stage. The bassist whispered in his ear, "Why are you here today?"
Lucian didn't say anything. He narrowed his eyes slightly and saw the person he wanted to see in the crowd.
He picked up the microphone, opened his mouth exaggeratedly, and made a gesture as if he was going to swallow it. Finally, he stared at the other party provocatively and made a soft "bo" into the microphone.
Lucian was dragged out of the bar by Wade, grabbing his wrist.
"You scratch me, uncle," he said.
As soon as the car door opened, he was thrown forcefully into the back seat. Lucian tried to sit up and said, "My guitar is still in there..."
Wade tried to slam the car door shut. Lucian used his calf to hold the door shut and said, "Why are you so angry, Wade?"
After seeing the slender calf, Wade finally couldn't bear it anymore. He pressed forward and grabbed Lucian's chin fiercely.
"You know what a lot of people here are saying? They don't care what you play, they just want to sleep with you." Vader said elegantly, "Do you want me to repeat what I heard about how they're going to fuck you?"
Lucian's eyes flickered slightly in the night. He sighed and said, "I thought I played it very well."
"… "
Wade loosened his chin and was about to sit in the front to drive. At this time, Lucian said, "Do you care what I play?"
"You were just looking at me."
"… "
Lucian rubbed him with his soft calves, and after a long time, he smiled.
"You want to sleep with me, uncle." He said in a long voice.
"… "
Vader slammed the door and locked him in the car.
From that day on, Wade asked Lucian for a month-long sick leave. Lucian no longer needed to go to school.
Lucian realized that he had successfully angered Wade. He was curious about what Wade wanted to do to him, and he read slowly when he was locked in the room. From time to time, he would deliberately tease Wade. For example, when he was taking a shower, he would say that he forgot to bring a change of clothes and asked him to bring it in for him.
Vader remained in the same posture, without any unnecessary reaction.
"Weid," Lucian said to Weid at dinner one night, "I found a doctor for you online."
Vader looked up at him.
"I remember that in the past ten years, not only has your appearance not changed, but you still don't have a girlfriend." Lucian said, "Are you not capable?"
Vader: …
Wade finished his meal and wiped his mouth elegantly. Amid Lucian's laughter, he returned to the study and said, "Take a good bath later."
It was not until midnight that Lucian understood the meaning of the word "bath".
He was pressed on the sofa by Wade, unable to breathe, and his fingers could only scratch the sofa cover vigorously. He sobbed in pain: "How did you..."
"Happy birthday, Lucian," said the man who was preying on him like a beast gracefully.
Lucian: …
So he's waiting until he turns eighteen, is that right
“No… No.” Lucian wanted to push him away, “You’re too… too…”
Vader bit the skin on the back of his neck.
"I love you, Lucian," he said in a low voice.
This time it's not "Good night, I love you.", but "I love you."
Lucian was stunned for a moment at that moment, and soon his tears came out.
…
Lucian soon realized the price of his deliberate provocation. In the next half month, he was tortured to death by Wade, and cried several times, wondering if he was a human. Wade kissed him and whispered, "Be gentle next time, your body is too weak now... But your reaction is still so good."
"When you're aroused, you're just like a succubus... You're truly gifted," Vader said.
Lucian was so embarrassed that he wanted to cover his mouth with his hand, but Wade grabbed his hand, kissed his wrist and said, "I like the way you try to bear me."
"… "
"I like the way you blush and feel shy."
"… "
"The way you were messed up by me. The way you deliberately made me angry and attracted my attention, the way you secretly did bad things behind my back and threw red paint on that family..."
"I like them all. And the way you're twisting your body and trying to escape..."
Lucian stuttered. His face turned red and he tried to avoid it. Wade always said these dirty words to tease him in bed.
But Wade insisted, "I love you."
"I… Ugh!"
"I love you."
When Lucian was finally conscious, he was forced to say "I love you, too" in a dry voice.
Before he fell into a drowsy sleep, he thought that according to Vader's standards, he would still be so "weak" even when he was thirty years old.
…
When Lucian was twenty years old, a major event happened in his university.
The people involved in the incident include the school hunk, the rich second generation, several people in his school, and his illegitimate younger brother. The illegitimate younger brother is very resourceful. He pretends to be a student of his school and uses his name to hook up with the school hunk and the rich second generation at the same time. Unfortunately, the truth is revealed. The mentally ill rich second generation buys sulfuric acid and goes to the illegitimate younger brother's birthday party to destroy the shameless couple.
However, during the quarrel, the bottle of sulfuric acid was not only splashed on the illegitimate child's face, but also on the rich second generation's own face. The birthday candles fell to the ground and caused a huge fire. Except for the school hunk and the rich second generation who was held by his men, no one escaped.
The family of the rich second generation was furious. They gathered forces to deal with the school hunk, and finally forced him to jump off the building and commit suicide. But this finally gave the relevant departments who had been searching for evidence of their crimes a handle. The rich second generation's family was completely destroyed, and all the people involved were imprisoned. The rich second generation was also arrested for his numerous crimes and will spend the rest of his life in prison.
After seeing the report, Lucian was silent for a long time. The webpage published a large photo of the rich second generation before he was imprisoned. His appearance was disfigured and ugly, and everyone was cursing his cruelty and deserved it.
At that moment, he saw that in a certain world, this person had escaped legal sanctions by relying on the power of his family. The real victim on the Internet had a different story.
The world became warm and bright. He seemed to be wrapped in something. That thing made him brave and no longer resentful. It showed him that he could also be defenseless, beautiful and gentle.
He no longer needed the small room and intense hatred, nor would he watch the setting sun alone.
Vader returned home before sunset.
He put the newspaper on the shoe cabinet. Today was Thursday, which was not the day Lucian was supposed to come back. But he saw that slender figure sitting on the sofa.
The room was dark without lights on. But behind the sofa was a huge French window. The twilight shone through the French window onto the slender figure. The man's facial features were still in the gray, but his outline seemed to be coated with a layer of gold.
Warm and bright.
It was as if a god passed by here and illuminated the young man sitting in the darkness.
That scene made Wade stop and look at him quietly for a long time.
That was the scene he would always remember every time he thought about it before falling asleep, even after hundreds, thousands, or even tens of thousands of years. Lucian stood in front of him unreasonably, smiling and saying that he wanted someone to tie him up with a rope, lead him to the back of a carriage, and take him away.
At that time, Lucian in the sunset was also coated with the same golden color as today.
"Why did you come back early today?"
Vader sat down beside him.
Lucian shook his head. He rested his chin on Wade's body, which was soft and warm.
"I want it," he said.
Wade realized something. He whispered in a hoarse voice, "Let's go back to the room."
"Let's do it here." Lucian said, "I like the light of the sunset."
They lingered in the dark side of the sofa until the sun set and the starlight shone in. Vader kissed Lucian's soft cheeks and gentle lips. He was as soft and beautiful as in all his dreams.
"Vade."
"Um."
"Vade."
"Um."
They hugged each other tightly, without saying anything. After a long time, Wade heard Lucian sobbing softly: "Wade..."
"Um."
You don't need to feel guilty or sad about this, Vader thought.
Because this is all... he volunteered.
He stretched out his fingers to wipe away Lucian's tears until he heard Lucian's choked voice: "I understand... Are you just treating me as a substitute for someone..."
Vader: …
"I look a lot like him, don't I?" Lucian sobbed. "So much so that as soon as you saw me, you wanted to play with me and you didn't allow me to cry. Is it because if I cry, I won't look like him anymore?"
Vader: …
Lucian: "You just want to play with me... What's that expression on your face? I said it right, you still want to be mean to me... Ugh!"
Vader: ... ... %#... #￥#
Lucian screamed suddenly, and Wade picked him up and carried him to the bedroom. Lucian struggled twice like a cat, and then grabbed Wade's neck.
and buried his face in Vader's chest.
"You deserve to be fucked just as much as he does, Lucian Cecil." Wade gritted his teeth and said, "You better behave like him in bed later. Otherwise, I'll throw you out."
Lucian laughed in his arms. He squinted his eyes, like a happy cat that succeeded in its evil plan. Then Wade threw him on the bed and pinched the back of his neck hard.
It is fresh, bright, braver than anyone else, prouder than anyone else, and more worthy of love than anyone else...
His lover.
That was his rose. When he held an umbrella, it would plead for rain. When he didn't have an umbrella, it would complain about his lack of care.
That was his treasure. Their lives were entangled together, like a messy account that could not be settled.
But the moment he saw him, he knew what the outcome of this account would be.
It results in only one sentence.
"He loves him."
Just because of these words, all the pain, all the resentment, and all the fear of loss can be wiped out.
He then imprisoned him between his body and the bed. He heard Lucian's happy laughter and said, "I am not a succubus now, you have to be gentle with me..."
"You asked for it," Vader said.
"Be gentle, Master Wade. If you fuck me to death, you will have to come back to me in the next world." Lucian giggled in his arms.
His soft hair rubbed against Wade's chin. He was the lover he loved, soft, lively, and unscrupulous.
It was he who searched through countless worlds and searched for lovers across tens of thousands of springs, summers, autumns and winters.
He gave all that was most precious to him...his most beloved lover.
A strong emotion surged in his chest. After putting Lucian down, Wade held his cheek. He pressed on him, stared into his eyes, and captured everything about Lucian.
Now they could finally look each other in the eye and say the words that were hidden deep in their hearts.
"I love you, Lucian." Wade said, "From today on, it's not just good night, but also good morning, good afternoon..."
"I always want to tell you that I love you."
Good morning, Lucian, I love you.
Good afternoon, Lucian, I love you.
Good night, Lucian, I love you.
He didn't finish his words because Lucian raised his head and kissed him carefully.
He bit his lip, like a cat touching its beloved human. Lucian didn't say anything, his eyes were sparkling, but Wade knew that he understood.
He understands it better than anyone else.
All the words, all the deep love buried deep in the heart are covered in the sound of kissing water.
Those were words that had been hidden deep in my heart many times before, in every night when I recalled him, in that empty and lonely room 2405, and had been polished countless times, but had never been spoken.
"Because I think that you need enough love to wrap you up, so that you will feel happy, unbridled, gentle and lovely. You will not be angry, nor will you be afraid of separation. You will only be happy to be with me. From then on, I decided..."
"From the day we meet again until the day we die, I will tell you I love you."
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This article has many imperfections during the serialization process, which is really due to the limitations of my ability. I hope everyone will forgive me.
After finishing the main text, I recalled that the process of writing this article was like a dream. The ranking of this book has always been very bad. I once said with great ambition that I must write until it can be strongly recommended. In the end, after repeated despair, I chose to speed up the main text and finish it. It was not strongly recommended until it was finished. This is a big regret of mine. Maybe it’s because the subject matter is really not what the editor likes, or maybe it’s because the subscription has been falling in the later period. Although the evaluation is very good, the subscription has been declining. Maybe readers don’t like it, or maybe it’s because of plagiarism. In short, compared with other articles with an increase of nearly 16,000, the subsequent development of this article is relatively collapsed. This also makes me very regretful and sad. For a while, I wanted to cry every Thursday when I saw the ranking, because after August this year, I may not be able to write for a long time due to my studies. Thinking of this, I feel very regretful.
Therefore, I really hope that after it is finished, it can fly and more readers can read it. I will burn incense and bathe in prayer from now on! Before, my gay friend comforted me and said that the next book has so many advances, so I should hurry up and open the next one and stop worrying about this one. But for me, each book is different, a different world. I hope that the world of this book can also be pleasing to people. Although my writing ability is limited and there are many shortcomings, I also hope that many readers will like this story.
I also hope that this ending is meaningful, just like the one about Long Aotian, which has always been in the style of "the warrior of love saves the world".
But fortunately, I finally wrote the story I like, wrote the play I like, let myself go, and put in every exciting line I thought of before I started writing. I am sorry about the fact that some plots feel a bit repetitive (escaping, being caught, being imprisoned, being fired, angering, being fired), but the reason is that this is my XP, so even if it is a bit repetitive, I am very happy to write it, and even want to write another paragraph in the extra chapter for fun. (dbq)
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