Wei De patiently taught Lucian many things.
Lucian in this life is mentally retarded. He did not receive a good education from his family, and even his vocabulary and tools of knowledge are limited.
When he saw the shiny ruby that Wade gave him, he would put it in his mouth, as if it were some kind of sweet fruit. When it hit his teeth and Wade pinched his mouth to take it out, he would cry again.
He liked the flowers, trees and small animals, and would lie on the balcony and stare at them for a long time. And Wade would give him a bunch of roses with all the thorns removed.
He didn't understand many words, such as "cold", "hot", "pain", and "depression".
Wade took him to meet them one by one.
"What is loneliness?" Lucian asked him.
Vader said, "It's me when you're not around."
“What is happiness?”
Vader looked at him and smiled, "I was me when you were here."
Lucian didn't know a lot of things either. It was rare for Wade to find that he was much more knowledgeable than him. Lucian was always mean, and nothing could excite him.
Now he can finally monopolize Lucian’s every initial cognition and every surprise about this world.
He put the most beautiful diamond into Lucian's hand and let him touch it; he brought the most precious flowers to Lucian's side and let him smell them. On the high mountain with pine waves, he told Lucian that what he was standing on was a mountain. By the small river where he played, he told Lucian that this was a river.
By the warm bonfire in winter, he carefully held Lucian's hand and approached the warm flames. Lucian was a little scared when he saw the golden flames, but he hesitated and did not take his hand back from Wade's hand.
He trusted him so much.
"This warm thing is fire." Vader repeated the word, "When you get close to it, you will feel warm. You will like it very much."
He let Lucian squint his eyes by the flame, feeling the comfort of having his hands warmed by the firelight in the snow.
"I like it very much," Lucian said softly, using the words that Vader had taught him.
“But…” He held Lucian’s hand, bringing him closer to the flames.
"If you get any closer to it, it will start to hurt."
He took Lucian's hand back. Lucian blew on his hand in the snow, with frost on his eyelashes.
"Have you learned it now?" he asked Lucian.
Lucian nodded.
"Don't go into the fire, it will hurt," Vader said.
"But without fire, it will be cold." Lucian slowly searched for the words.
"Then stay close to it and don't get close," said Wade.
He never knew he could be so patient.
He took Lucian to know the world little by little. Even though Lucian had no IQ, he could feel pain, be hurt, laugh, and cry.
Vader sometimes thought that Lucian was a lock.
When Lucian was around, all his attention would be diverted to Lucian, whether it was good, bad, focused or gentle.
At this time, the bloody, cruel, murderous, inhuman, manic and gloomy him will be completely sealed.
Let him no longer have the desire to destroy this world.
Lucian was 17 years old when he was offered as a sacrifice. Two years later, he finally grew up to be 19 years old. The delicate and beautiful features of a boy were still there, but he had become more gorgeous as an adult.
At this time, he liked to wander around the palaces to see the beautiful and safe world that Wade had created. It was also at this time that he witnessed the affair between the two men.
The affair happened between a rose gardener and a handsome guard in a small room, they forgot to close the window. After finding Lucian, they knelt down and begged him not to tell anyone about it.
"What are you doing?" Lucian asked.
He didn't care about the guards and had some feelings for the gardener, because the flowers he liked were planted by the gardener.
"We are... doing something between lovers." The fair gardener said awkwardly.
"What does lover mean?"
"It's the one you love," the guard said bravely.
Lucian tilted his head. He didn't quite understand what the two were saying, nor did he know what a loved one was. But he had seen the gardener's complex expression of pain and joy just now. He said, "If it was a loved one, why would you let him suffer like that?"
He looked at the guard's expression and thought that "loved one" would be a good word.
"because… "
The two of them found it difficult to explain in words that Lucian could understand, and they felt embarrassed. Finally, the gardener said, "No, it is something that will be painful at first, but when you do it with the person you love, it will make him happy. So, it is not just painful for yourself."
Lucian felt that he understood something.
He returned to his room and heard from the maid that Vader had gone to deal with the rebellious people again. He sat on the bed and waited for Vader to come back.
Wade came back on the snow and saw Lucian playing with two glass beads on the bed. He sat beside him and asked, "What did you do today?"
"Ved, what is a loved one?" Lucian said.
"The one I love..." Wade paused and said, "The one I love is you."
"What is that?"
"It's someone I like so much that I can't leave," said Wade.
Lucian seemed to understand something. Wade looked at him, trying to figure out what he had done today. He swallowed hard and said, "Lucian..."
He asked in a coaxing tone: "Who is your beloved?"
Lucian thought about it, and he seemed to be in a lot of trouble, his eyes tangled together as he thought. Finally, he said, "The person I love is..."
Vader looked at him.
Lucian: "Chef, I like the desserts he makes."
Vader: …
Wade suppressed the urge to kill the chef as the system called him tremblingly. He bent down to change his clothes, but felt Lucian hugging him from behind, nuzzling him and saying, "Actually... it's you."
Wade smiled again. He said to the system in a rare good mood: "Even now, Lucian loves me."
System: ... I just feel that even if he has become mentally retarded, he still knows how to use a set of malicious tactics against you.
Wade was in a very good mood and not only did not kill the chef, but also asked him to make more desserts so that he could watch him and Lucian eat together. After the meal, Wade dismissed everyone in the room. In the middle of the night, he felt Lucian crawl into his bed.
“Are you afraid of the cold?” He rubbed Lucian’s head.
When Lucian felt cold, he would snuggle into his arms, and when he fell asleep, he would snatch his quilt, wrap himself in it, and then curl up in his arms.
He is just as selfish before and after losing his memory.
But Lucian lay in his bed and looked at him, his eyes like beautiful glass beads under the night light. His voice was soft, but full of curiosity: "Can I ask a question?"
Vader stroked the back of his neck.
Lucian: "Since I am the one you love, why don't you make love with me?"
Vader: …
Vader: …
Vader: … … …
"Lucian." Wade stopped pointing and said in a coaxing tone, "Where did you go today? Did you see anything?"
Lucian always asks these weird and difficult to answer questions after he goes somewhere or sees something weird.
Lucian promised to keep it a secret and shook his head. He continued, "Why don't you make love with me?"
Vader: …
Lucian: "Everyone who loves should do what they love, but you don't do it with me."
Wade was silent for a long time. For the first time, he took the initiative to pull out the system in his brain and asked it, "How do you explain it?"
System: “… I am not omnipotent.”
Vader: "Kill you."
System: "Wow, I really don't know. Let me check the Hunongxue collection for you."
The system sent a bunch of screenshots. Wade was silent for a moment, then said in a coaxing tone, "It will hurt."
“Like fire?” Lucian asked.
"Well, like fire, if you get too close, it will hurt." Wade said, "I'll just hold you to sleep. Good night, Lucian."
He tried to close Lucian's eyes with his hands, but Lucian's eyelashes were itchy under his palms: "But I like fire very much."
"… "
"It's cold without a fire, I don't like it," said Lucian.
Vader finally slowly closed his eyes with his hands.
"When you are able to understand what love is, I will do it with you. Good night, Lucian." Wade said.
His voice was like a nocturne, echoing along the long railway line along the border buried by ice and snow.
It was like a sigh.
Lucian said: "Are you saying I'm stupid? You always say I'm not stupid, I'm very smart."
"No, that's something that takes a long time to learn." Wade said, "Good night."
Lucian then fell asleep in his arms.
Wade looked at his sleeping face and thought for a long time. Finally, he suppressed all his impulses and imagined Lucian as a white, long-haired cat curled up beside him and sleeping.
This thought made him feel much better and he lost a lot of thoughts. He held Lucian's hand and gently squeezed his pads.
Until the system spoke.
The system said tremblingly: "Is Lucian really mentally retarded, or is he lying? Why do I feel that he is still the same..."
Vader:
System: "It's like I'm playing with you in my hands."
Vader: …
The next morning, Wade personally went to destroy an enemy camp that wanted to defeat the Dark Lord, causing the sound of killing to deafen the sky.
He thought, if it weren't for the fact that the system was now the only thing in the world that could occasionally talk to him and make him miss Lucian.
He killed the system a long time ago.
System: ...qaqI really want to go home, Lucian.
…
Lucian, who has become mentally retarded, is more cunning and harder to fool than before.
He always opened his beautiful eyes and asked a series of strange questions innocently and ignorantly, many of which embarrassed Vader himself. In addition, he couldn't read the air and never knew when to stop.
For example, he asked Wade why he would run into the bathroom alone and stay there for a while after waking up every morning.
Vader: …
Of course, Wade couldn't tell him the reason. Even though Lucian had no IQ, this was Lucian's body after all.
Especially now that Lucian is so ignorant, he doesn't know what kind of actions he can take that would make people have designs on him.
When he was intelligent, Lucian had a lot of intentions in his physical contact. But now he does everything according to half-knowledge. When he is happy, he will lie on top of Wade and kiss him directly - this makes Wade feel like he is kidnapping him. He does not know how to have proper physical contact at any time. Hugging, kissing, and rubbing him like a cat are all commonplace.
Another time, he asked what a wife was.
Vader explained about his wife, and Lucian said, "Am I your wife then?"
Of course Vader said yes.
Then the next morning, he watched Lucian sit next to him and say "Good morning, husband" in a way and tone he didn't know where he learned.
Vader: …
If he had not been certain that Lucian was mentally retarded in this life, he would really think that Lucian did it on purpose.
But Lucian really didn't know anything. He looked at Wade's gloomy face and found it very funny. He chuckled as if he was playing a game of sharing new knowledge with Wade like a child again.
Vader could never be cruel to him.
He thought, no matter which life, no matter what he looked like, Lucian would always be his nemesis.
…
As he approached 25, Lucian's health became weaker and weaker.
In this world, Lucian's original life span was 17. He would die on the altar as a sacrifice. Vader's arrival extended his life span by eight years.
He was pampered patiently, and except for a little dullness, he looked almost like an ordinary person. Everyone in the world was shocked, they couldn't imagine that the Dark Lord actually pampered the mentally handicapped beauty who seemed to be brought back to the palace just on his whim for a lifetime.
After all, beauty fades and love fades. Who could have imagined that the petty and vindictive Dark Lord would pamper a mentally retarded person who could ignite a trigger at any time for a lifetime.
But he sat there anyway.
And yet they did...
Only a mentally retarded beauty can seal all the bloody madness of a tyrant, and only the tyrant can pamper and patiently teach the mentally retarded beauty for a lifetime.
Teach him about the world.
Lucian passed away on a snowy night. Before that, he had lived a very good life.
He learned a lot of things, got to know the world, and met a person who was very kind to him.
"Am I going to die soon?" He whispered while lying on the bed.
Wade held him, trying not to cry, and gently stroked his long hair to relieve his pain.
“So a lifetime is only eight years? That’s so short.” Lucian said softly.
"It will be a long time." Wade comforted him softly, "When you wake up, you will see me again."
Yes, I will see it again.
No matter which life, no matter where, he will always find him.
He thought so in the snow.
"Now I know what it means to love you." Lucian said softly on his deathbed.
Wade suppressed the bitterness in his eyes and lowered his head to listen to what he said.
He heard a faint voice.
"Loving you means... wanting to see you, always seeing you."
"I close my eyes and hope to see you again when I wake up."
"You're like... my fire."
Lucian closed his eyes.
Wade held him, thinking that Lucian was also like fire.
A fire that he, who lives in a world of ice and snow, can never leave and always craves for.
Without him, I would feel cold.
I was close to him and then left him, but it hurt.
Unforgettable.
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