How to convince your lover that you are still alive
Lucian thought, this is a ridiculous topic.
Lucian lowered his eyes and stared at Wade's cheek. After a long time, he smiled.
"To be honest, I should laugh at you and ridicule you for having such a ridiculous idea." Lucian said, "But unfortunately, I can totally understand it."
Vader pursed his lips and looked at him.
Amid the smoke and noise, only Lucian was brilliant and holy. The sunlight cast a semi-transparent edge around him, and he looked as beautiful as when they first met.
"Close your eyes." Lucian said.
Wade's eyes trembled, and finally he closed his eyes as he said.
It was like a soft feather fell on his forehead, followed by a stronger touch.
"road… "
“Do you feel me now?” Lucian said, “I’m touching you with my forehead.”
Something like petals kissed his ear again, making him feel numb and itchy: "Now, I'm touching you with my lips."
He rubbed his cheek against him, and the soft skin gave him a tingling sensation: "Now it's the cheek, and the tip of the nose, and the fingers... and..."
"My heartbeat."
"Isn't this enough to prove to you that I really exist and am alive?"
"… "
"I don't know, Lucian, I don't know." Wade hugged Lucian and finally spoke with difficulty, "This all looks too good, Lucian."
Lucian finally released the fingers that were gently holding his face: "I understand..."
Vader took a deep breath.
"Why didn't you say so earlier?" Lucian said with a smile, "So you think I've been too nice to you lately?"
Vader:
Lucian: "If you are not injured, get up quickly. Hurry up, this place is dirty, there is blood everywhere, and my clothes are all stained by the dust here - these are new clothes I bought."
Vader: …
Lucian: "Let's go, don't look so sad - didn't you say you loved me the most in the world? Do you want to make me unhappy?"
Wade soon realized that Lucian had taken this opportunity to let himself go again, and completely gave up the occasional control of his temper that he had previously used.
Brad and Beavis' wedding was finally held a week later. After the wedding, they took a carriage back home. Along the way, Wade was tormented by Lucian.
"Weid, before I leave, I want to take a bath in the holy pool of the elves."
"Weid, I heard that the sacred tree of the elves bears fruit. Go pick one for me to eat."
"Weid, the road here is rough and I don't want to walk. Just carry me across."
Lucian always came up with endless ways to torment Vader, enough to drive everyone crazy. Vader accepted everything.
Of course, sometimes, Lucian would do things that Wade couldn't stand. But whenever he looked at Lucian, Lucian would always raise his head and smile at him. His smile was smug and cunning, as if he knew that Wade could not refuse him or his requests.
Thanks to the curse of Vader, Lucian enjoyed unprecedented good care in the Elven Kingdom and could do whatever he wanted. It was not until he got on the carriage and left the Elven Kingdom that Lucian realized that Vader was looking at him.
Wade looked at him quietly, as if he was looking at some magical, glowing comet-like life. This life was like a god, barging into his life in an irresistible manner and changing everything about him.
Lucian also looked at him, his eyes were full of red water like a lake.
Finally, he laughed.
"What are you looking at me for?" Lucian asked, "Are you so angry that you want to hit me?"
"… No." Vader finally said, "Let's go."
He closed the door and let the carriage travel through the forest and the continent until it returned to the palace where they lived together.
"Ved is really hard to deal with." Sitting in the bumpy carriage, Lucian communicated with the system in his head, "He looks like he's having a complete PTSD attack."
System: "Come on, there's less than a month left... Huh."
"Huh what?"
"It's Wade's birthday in three months." The system said, "Of course, it's in the novel. Wade hasn't celebrated his birthday much in recent years, and has never received birthday wishes."
"oh… "
Lucian noticed that Vader was sitting on the other side, staring at him without blinking, as if he was looking at a dream that could be easily broken.
Lucian looked at him and suddenly had a bad idea in his mind.
"A long journey will bring loneliness - is that right, Vader?" Lucian suddenly said.
A slight feeling of anxiety rose in his heart again. Wade suddenly had an impulse again - before he tightly grasped Lucian's wrist again, he saw Lucian stretch out his hand and draw a spell on the carriage.
A silencing spell.
Vader:
"The way back will be long and bumpy." Lucian said leisurely, "In that case..."
"Do you want to feel my presence in another way?"
He stared at Wade, his wine-red eyes lit up slightly, and he smiled maliciously: "I thought about it for a long time, Wade..."
"You can't tell the difference between a self-entertaining succubus and a real succubus, right?"
He crawled towards Wade, his long silver hair falling on his body, like a painting of a beauty drawn stroke by stroke. His back was undulating, like soft mountains and rivers, or like a river sacrificing itself.
Wade lowered his eyes and looked at him silently.
A dark flame burned in his heart, stretching from the plains to the horizon. The only lake that could extinguish the flame was the wine-red in Lucian's eyes.
He finally gave up his self-control completely, grabbed Lucian's neck, and kissed Lucian's lips hard.
Lucian giggled in his arms.
"I think it's a good way to make you feel safe," he said.
They were like two lunatics who had survived a calamity, entangled in the silent smoke of gunpowder.
…
The carriage traveled for two months, and they spent two months fooling around in the carriage.
They kissed on the mountains and rivers they drove through, and every time they arrived at a place, Lucian found a place that allowed Wade to experience more excitement with him.
Those places might be the holy temples of the Celestial Clan, the mountains of the Dragon Clan, the inns of the City of Greed, or the sand piles of the Undead Clan.
Vader could not control his need for Lucian, who indulged his madness and accepted him with the nature of a succubus.
It started to rain as they approached the human capital. Lucian lay in the carriage and fell asleep. Wade looked at him and somehow bent down to kiss the corner of his swollen mouth.
Then he heard Lucian's voice.
"... Do you believe now that I am still alive?" he said.
Vader nodded and buried himself hard in the other's hair.
"… Vader." Lucian said, "Compared to Brad and Beavis, there are more people and more pairs, and the accounts between us are worse and more difficult to settle. I did such a bad thing to you when you were a teenager, so…"
"I won't leave until I've paid off all of this, and you shouldn't leave either... Well, someone like me is your dark moonlight, right?"
Wade never shed tears. But at this moment, he finally heard the sound of the curse breaking.
"There is no debt or no debt." He said hoarsely, "Because..."
I have liked you since I was a child.
You walked down the corridor holding a book. I wanted to turn into a leaf on the ginkgo tree outside the corridor and slowly fall between your eyebrows.
You are standing in the temple surrounded by people, waiting to be sealed. I envy the sunlight shining through the stained glass windows and want to use it to depict your body.
You bravely withered in my arms. You care a lot about your appearance, but in my eyes, you have never been more beautiful than at that moment.
You are neither the white moonlight nor the black moonlight. You are Lucian, my soul, my loneliness, and the yearning and longing that I can never ask for in my life.
He is the person whom I will hold tightly in my palms even if he is covered in blood and full of thorns.
Vader buried his face a little deeper. He heard the sound of the curse cracking in his soul, even if it was only for a moment.
"Weid," Lucian said again, "You once said that you should tell me that you love me every day. And now, I have made up my mind."
"From today on, I have to tell you that I love you every day." He smiled, "We are two lonely monsters, aren't we? Just as I need you, you need me more than anyone else. I also want to give you enough sense of security."
Wade finally couldn't bear it anymore at that moment, but he only said one word in the end.
"good."
From now on, our fates are linked. Never give up, never run away.
Until the end of time.
…
"So this is what happened three months ago. Of course, Vader is in good condition now." Lucian said, "He has lifted the curse and has become normal again."
"That's very nice," said Elizabeth heartily.
Wade stood in the distance, looking a little embarrassed. Several children were playing in the playground, but they didn't dare to run to his side.
Wei De's expression darkened. Lucian saw his expression and smiled with a gloating look.
It was December 31st, and the new year was just one day away. The royal city was holding a lively celebration, and the rebuilt church was distributing food to celebrate the festival. After saying goodbye to Elizabeth and the others, they did not take a carriage, but walked all the way to the square.
Both of them used some magic to cover their faces, so no one could recognize their overly famous identities. Lucian has fallen in love with this feeling of "going incognito" recently. Occasionally, he would even go to the tavern to listen to the bards singing the story between him and Vader. Occasionally, when he heard something exaggerated and outrageous, he would laugh and share it with Vader.
Wade scoffed at the nonsense, but he always listened quietly.
He liked the way Lucian bullied him with great joy.
Even though it was the last day of the year, it was still the same as any other day. There was a little snow in the sky, but Lucian didn't let Wade hold an umbrella. He said, "In my previous world, there was a saying, 'Even if frost and snow fall all over your head, we are still considered to be together in the same age.'"
Wade didn't understand this flowery poem. He just said, "But your hair is white."
Lucian couldn't help laughing. He was so beautiful when he laughed. A little snow fell on his shoulders, and Wade brushed it away. Lucian said, "What's the matter?"
"Be careful of getting sick." Vader said, "Even succubi can get sick."
“Then let’s start over in a new world.” Lucian said, “We still have an infinite lifespan to live through.”
"This world is different after all," said Wade.
Lucian couldn't help laughing again.
Many pedestrians gathered in the square at the end of the year, and at midnight, fireworks would bloom in the sky. Lucian dragged Wade to the shops near the square to buy a lot of things—it wasn’t that he liked buying these things, but he liked the way Wade was overwhelmed by the large and small bags. He was responsible for buying, and Wade was responsible for carrying. Whenever Wade looked at him awkwardly and coldly, Lucian would always smile with a prank that had succeeded.
When the clock pointed to 11 o'clock, they stopped in the center of the square like two ordinary people. Lucian saw the newly built church and said, "I remembered. Father Matthew brought a book back for me from Haicheng, and I just went in to get it from him-"
Lucian always likes to make some friends when he goes on incognito visits.
"You can sit on the bench next to me and wait for me. It's just right. Put everything here—" After giving this order, Lucian remembered something and smiled at Wade. "By the way, it's been three months—the curse on you has completely disappeared, right?"
"Well," Vader said, "are you sure you want me to be so stupid as to—"
“Don’t be angry, Big Devil.” Lucian interrupted him and said with a smile, “I’ll be back soon.”
Wade sat on a bench in the square and watched Lucian walk into the church. He was guarding his things, feeling a little clumsy and a little irritated.
The moon was as bright as a mirror. He looked at the moon and recalled the trance he had felt a few months ago. At this moment, two children were walking across the square.
The two children were walking one in front and one behind, one tall and one short. The short one was walking in front, dressed in a reserved and delicate manner, like a proud and reserved cat. The child walking behind him had a gloomy face and was always gloomy. No one knew what he was thinking.
They seemed to have had an argument. The child in front bought a bunch of candies when passing by a store. He waved the candies at another child, smiling sweetly as if he was going to feed him. The gloomy child behind him finally reached out his hand, and then...
The child in front ate the candy himself.
"puff."
The cute child ran away with his tongue sticking out. The gloomy child was silent for a while and caught up with him.
At that moment, Wade felt as if he saw the trajectory of time. He seemed to see his young self and Lucian standing there. Both of them were stubborn, gloomy, lonely, evasive, and had their own agenda.
They never thought they would fall in love with each other.
They never thought that after going through so many bad conflicts, they could still fall in love with each other despite all the difficulties.
He never thought that he could find Lu Xian again.
Snow fluttered in the sky. Wade saw Lucian holding a book and walking towards him from the church. Lucian sat beside him, raised his hand, and rubbed his palm with his cheek.
That was his real, living love. Vader had never been more certain of that than now.
So the fixed time began to flow at this moment, the hands of the clock tower began to turn, and the grievances of many years turned into paper, and were turned into a book. All the ups and downs, twists and turns, finally turned into a sentence.
"The New Year is coming soon, aren't you going to say you love me now?" Lucian said, "Why are you daydreaming? Did you see something just now?"
"I saw two kids in the crowd who looked a lot like us when we were little," Wade said. "At that moment I felt..."
Lucian: "Oh... Do you dislike me because I'm old?"
He is kidding.
Wade felt his throat go dry. Finally, he gave up trying to make up more complicated love words.
In short, he would never be able to win an argument with Lucian in his life.
He simply took Lucian's hand and placed it to his lips.
"I hope you're always here," he said.
The simplest sentence.
No matter in the past or in the future, you will always be by my side.
End of article
The author has something to say: The full article is finished! I will also go abroad to take field courses starting this week.
I feel very complicated when I finish writing this article. I am grateful to the little angel readers for accompanying me here. The story of Bad Cat and Master Wade has not ended in my heart. They live in another world, with their own strange and entangled happiness. They love each other more bravely than anyone else. Love can save everything.
I have written about redemptive love before. Their relationship is also redemptive in my opinion. It is made in heaven and cannot be changed. Recently, due to preparing to go abroad, online classes, and new articles, the time for the release of the extra chapters is very irregular. I apologize to everyone here.
I hope you enjoy their stories. Thanks for following along.
I like Bad Cat and Brave Wade very, very, very much. I also like their love very, very much. I like them so much that I want to write a sentiment analysis paper for them in my spare time.
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