Qi Yuan has been sober for a month.
His body is improving day by day.
All the friends, colleagues, journalists and fans he knew have all visited him.
Xu's father was always by his side, and Xu's mother also came to visit him from time to time.
Only she has never appeared.
From beginning to end, it didn't show up.
Every day when the door slammed, his heart would rise, but when he heard the sound of chatting outside, his heart would immediately fall back to the original place.
He died once.
The feeling of always struggling on the road of life and death, every time he thinks about it, he feels like a big dream.
Life is too fragile, he never thought that he would be so close to death.
So after waking up, he had even more thoughts of wanting to be with her forever.
The ward is always quiet, especially when he wants to stay alone in the sterile ward, and when he opens and closes his eyes every day, he sees those dull walls and the cold medical machinery and equipment around him.
Time is too difficult, and I will think of the past over and over again.
He still remembered that day when he walked out of her room with a dazed expression on his face, he even had the illusion that he was abandoned by the whole world.
Although he reached the gate of the police station, he did not go in.
Will she sue him
At that moment, he suddenly felt a little sad and angry.
He didn't believe it, she would really sue him!
He didn't believe that she would really send him to prison.
He didn't go into the police station, but he didn't have the courage to go back and look for her again.
After so many days of anxiety, I didn't wait for her to go to the police station to report him.
He belatedly, suddenly understood her intention.
She never wanted to send him to prison, she just wanted to break with him this way.
Does she hate him
He didn't know that he did what she wished, he didn't dare to see her, and he didn't dare to contact her. An excuse to try to meet her.
Even though they were in the same city, the two of them seemed to have become two worlds since that day.
Qi Yuan really regretted it.
I regret it.
If he hadn't been so aggressive at the beginning, maybe they still live together under the same roof, eat breakfast and dinner together, and sit on the sofa together when they are not busy, watching TV, eating melon seeds, and gossiping about things in the circle.
However, there is no if.
He could still vaguely remember that when he heard the news about her pregnancy test abroad, he was so excited that he was about to explode.
It must be his child, he knows too well, it must be his child.
But he heard her explanation to Xu's father and Xu's mother, it turned out that it was not.
It's just that she accompanied her friend to the obstetric examination, and she was waiting outside.
Yes, how could she have his child.
She has always regarded him as her own brother, and it is absolutely impossible for her to let this happen.
So, he was delusional.
He also thought that if she wanted his child, she would definitely want him too.
For a long time, she would always look back at him.
But, he waited and waited, and even flew abroad to find her himself.
But, did not see her.
Is she still mad at him
How long will he wait for his anger to subside
Qi Yuan didn't expect that she would be so angry that she wouldn't come to see him even if he was dying.
Could it be that she really wants to have nothing to do with him forever
But he has walked through the gate of hell, and he already understands that life is short, and he doesn't want to waste the rest of his and her lives.
(end of this chapter)