Xie Ning stared blankly at Zhuang Yan, with a blank expression on his face, as if he didn't understand what he meant.
Zhuang Yan laughed: "how stupid."
Seeing that Xie Ning didn't respond for a long time, Zhuang Yan couldn't help raising his eyebrows, and said in surprise, "Are you still... You really don't plan to give me a name?"
Xie Ning repeated: "... Name?"
Looking at Xie Ning's ignorant appearance, Zhuang Yan didn't feel angry, but rather laughed.
"Yes." He held Xie Ning's hand and played with it like he was smoothing a rabbit's fur. "Who am I to you now?"
Xie Ning subconsciously followed Zhuang Yan's words and asked, "Who?"
"… "
Zhuang Yan clasped his wrist, leaned in his direction, and asked in a provocative tone, "Now am I your neighbor? A friend? Or... a boyfriend? A lover?"
Xie Ning was startled, and withdrew his hand like an electric shock.
Like a frightened little white rabbit.
Zhuang Yan thought so, and the smile on his lips deepened.
Xie Ning murmured, "I don't know."
"Well." Zhuang Yan nodded, "It's also my fault."
Xie Ning was stunned, wondering why he suddenly admitted his mistake.
Zhuang Yan put his hand on the table lightly, and seemed a little nervous. He tapped twice unconsciously before saying, "I don't seem to have ever made a clear statement to you."
confession
Shane was completely stunned.
He tried to speak, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something. My brain was blank for a few seconds, and I couldn't remember anything at once, and I didn't know what to say.
He knew that Zhuang Yan was not joking.
Because of this, he panicked even more.
Zhuang Yan looked at him and said seriously, "I like you, Xie Ning."
I like you.
Shainin.
Somehow, when Xie Ning heard this sentence, his heart shuddered, and his pupils slowly tightened.
Then, with a sigh, tears came out.
Zhuang Yan was taken aback.
"Why are you crying?" He stretched out his hand to touch Xie Ning's face, feeling a little helpless, "I was frightened by me, baby?"
Xie Ning's hands trembled twice, but he still couldn't speak, so he could only shake his head silently.
Zhuang Yan looked at him like this, stood up, walked in front of him, squatted down slowly, and wiped the tears from his face a little: "I like you, it's serious, not joking."
He said: "I want to be your boyfriend, I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to pamper you, love you, kiss you and sleep with you."
His long line of words made Xie Ning stunned, and his pale face turned red a little bit.
He spoke with difficulty and said, "I-I don't know..."
"I don't know what?" Zhuang Yan laughed, "I don't know I like you? I think I'm obvious enough. You shouldn't be so slow, right?"
Xie Ning shook his head silently.
Zhuang Yan looked at him quietly for a while. Seeing that his eyes were still red, and he looked like he was about to cry at any time, he asked softly, "Then... You don't know how to respond to me?"
Shane nodded slowly.
His breathing was slightly rapid, his forehead was wet with cold sweat, and his body trembled involuntarily.
That tremor is unconscious, less noticeable than a conditioned reflex.
But he didn't resist or struggle. When Zhuang Yan wiped his tears, he even tilted his head and rubbed against Zhuang Yan's palm.
Zhuang Yan was keenly aware that Xie Ning's mood was a bit wrong. Although he didn't know the reason, he was not in a hurry to let Xie Ning give an answer now.
"No hurry." He said softly, "You can think about it slowly, I can afford it."
Xie Ning breathed a sigh of relief.
He came back to his senses now, and knew how rude he was just now, but he didn't know how to explain it to Zhuang Yan.
The moment he heard Zhuang Yan's confession, what he felt was not shock or joy, but the pain spreading from his chest.
It hurt so much that he couldn't help crying.
He hadn't experienced feelings for too long, and he even forgot what it was like to like.
It was as if the silt had accumulated so much that the entire road was blocked.
When the emotional impact came, it slammed into the accumulated mud, making his heart tremble.
"I'm just... too surprised." Afraid that Zhuang would delay the meeting, Xie Ning explained dryly, "I-I'm not mentally prepared."
Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes, did not expose his excuse, and replied, "Well, it's fine, I didn't force you to respond to me now."
Xie Ning carefully observed Zhuang Yan's expression, for fear that he would be unhappy.
Ordinary people will be angry when they are responded like this when they confess...
And he also cried.
How could he explain it!
Xie Ning's fingertips trembled slightly, and he couldn't help turning his eyes red again.
He didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help it.
Zhuang Yan sighed softly, helplessly: "Why are you crying again?"
Xie Ning quickly took a deep breath and tried to swallow the tears back.
Seeing that there were tears in his eyes, and he forcibly held back, he wanted to cry but didn't cry, Zhuang Yan was even more helpless.
He just made a confession, how could it be as if he bullied Xie Ning and cried.
Thinking about it, he became distracted again, looking at Xie Ning who looked at him pitifully, and really wanted to bully him like this.
He couldn't help sighing in his heart: You are relying on me to spoil you.
His feet were a little numb, Zhuang Yan stood up, and just as he was about to return to his seat, Xie Ning grabbed his cuffs.
He looked down at Shainin.
"Don't go." Xie Ning thought he was going to leave, so he was in a hurry, and the tears he was holding back fell again, desperately looking for an excuse, "I'm sorry, I, I..."
He stammered "I" for a long time, so incoherent that he didn't know what to say, and finally squeezed out three words: "...you, don't, go."
Zhuang Yan quickly comforted him: "I'm not leaving, don't cry."
Xie Ning only pulled on his sleeve and couldn't stop crying.
Zhuang Yan's heart moved, and he seemed to remember something. He turned around and took Xie Ning into his arms: "Good, Ning Ning, I'm here, I won't go."
After falling into Zhuang Yan's broad chest, Xie Ning was completely at ease.
Zhuang Yan: "Don't make my clothes wet from crying, I'll wear them out for dinner later."
After a while, Xie Ning said in a muffled voice, "I-I didn't cry!"
"Yes, yes, you didn't cry, I was wrong." Zhuang Yan patted his back with his hands, comforting him gently, a thoughtful look flashed in his eyes.
Although Xie Ning is introverted and shy and indifferent to others, he is not a crybaby.
Zhuang Yan remembered that when he lost control of his emotions in Lanzhai and pressed Xie Ning for a strong kiss, he thought Xie Ning was crying, but he didn't.
Even after Shainin cried in the bathroom all the time, he didn't shed a single tear.
But today he cried.
Zhuang Yan thought that what he said had irritated him, but thinking back carefully, Xie Ning's tears fell almost as soon as he finished his confession.
Zhuang Yan couldn't help frowning and was puzzled.
When Xie Ning's emotions calmed down, he blushed and took the initiative to get out of Zhuang Yan's embrace.
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Do you think you will throw me away after you use it up?"
Xie Ning defended in a low voice: "I didn't lose it."
Zhuang Yan nodded solemnly: "Even if you lose me, I can take the initiative to walk back to you, and keep it so that you can't lose it no matter how much you lose it."
Xie Ning didn't know what to think, and his face turned even redder.
His hand was still holding on to Zhuang Yan's cuff, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the next second.
Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes and asked, "When you cried just now, did you think I was leaving?"
Xie Ning tightened his fingers and nodded: "... um."
Zhuang Yan asked again, "Don't want me to go?"
Shainin said honestly, "I don't want to."
Not only did he not want to, but he was also afraid that he was going to leave, so he was so anxious that he cried.
Zhuang Yan lowered his head and smiled.
It was obvious that the confession was unsuccessful, but Xie Ning like this really made him feel angry.
I just want to hold someone in my arms and knead well.
He said, "Don't worry, I'm not going, but my feet are numb after squatting for too long."
Xie Ning reluctantly loosened his sleeves and looked at him with big eyes: "Oh."
Zhuang Yan laughed: "you can pull it if you want."
Xie Ning immediately grabbed his sleeve again, and the whole face returned to blood and became red.
"Don't say you haven't replied to me yet." Zhuang Yan chuckled, "Even if you reject me, I won't leave. Although I haven't done such a thing before... But, isn't it just chasing someone."
He pinched Xie Ning's face fiercely, but his tone was very serious: "I want to be with you, I'm serious, if you don't agree, I'll chase until you agree, so you don't have to be afraid that I will leave."
Xie Ning relaxed his tense body like a reassurance pill: "... um."
Zhuang Yan was thoughtful, and suddenly changed the subject: "Ningning, I remember last time I seemed to say, if I hug you, you will let me kiss once."
Xie Ning replied quickly: "I didn't agree at all."
Zhuang Yan didn't bother, and instead said, "How about you answer a few questions for me?"
Xie Ning looked at him in confusion.
Zhuang Yan's tone was lost: "You haven't responded to my confession, I should ask for some benefits elsewhere."
Xie Ning suddenly felt guilty, sat upright, and nodded obediently.
Zhuang Yan smiled: "Don't be so nervous, if you don't want to answer, just don't say it."
Xie Ning continued to obey and nodded.
Zhuang Yan watched him quietly for a moment, and asked in a low voice, "Do you... like me?"
Xie Ning was taken aback.
Zhuang Yan then hurriedly added: "You know what kind of liking I'm talking about."
Shane's face turned red.
He didn't speak, and Zhuang Yan was not in a hurry, staring at him seriously.
After a while, Xie Ning blushed and said softly, "... I like it."
Zhuang Yan suddenly felt at ease.
As long as Shainin likes him, nothing else matters.
He thought for a while, then asked, "How long will it take you to think about it before you can give me an answer?"
Xie Ning lowered his eyes, and his expression became uneasy again: "I, I don't know."
Seeing him like this, Zhuang Yan groaned in his heart.
It seemed that something related to the confession would upset him.
He couldn't be in a hurry, and after a while, he asked tentatively, "Have you ever been confessed by someone before?"
Xie Ning nodded obediently.
With Xie Ning's appearance and temperament, he is a man of influence in the university, and it is not normal if he has not been confessed.
Zhuang Yan asked again, "A lot?"
Xie Ning thought about it for a while: "... not too much."
Zhuang Yan gritted his teeth and was a little jealous.
He couldn't help thinking of Xu Qing, and his heart moved, Xie Ning like this, could it have something to do with Xu Qing
Was it because Xu Qing was hurt too deeply and left a psychological shadow before...
The more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he was afraid of scaring Xie Ning, so he held back abruptly.
When he was with Xie Ning, he always refrained from thinking about Xu Qing, for fear that he could not help the urge to kill.
Moreover, a person like Xu Qing is not worth his troubles.
He never felt that Xu Qing was the problem between him and Xie Ning.
Xu Qing is only a past tense, while he and Xie Ning are a present future tense.
Who hasn't met a few scumbags when they were young? Zhuang Yan is unwilling to delve into Xie Ning's past, and even because of this experience, he feels more distressed and loves Xie Ning even more.
But today Shainin's reaction was a bit beyond his expectations.
He pondered for a while.
Maybe he should look into Xu Qing's affairs
"Zhuang, Zhuang Yan?" Xie Ning called out cautiously when he saw that he didn't speak for a long time.
Zhuang Yan came back to his senses and smiled at him: "So many people like you, so if I don't line up, I will line up to the sky."
Xie Ning heard the vinegar smell in his tone and whispered, "...There must be a lot of people who like you."
Zhuang Yan: "But I don't like them either. If it's you, I'll cut the line for you."
Xie Ning was dumbfounded: "Cut the queue?"
"Yes. Put you in the first one." Zhuang Yan looked at him playfully, "Would Ningning be willing to jump in the queue for me?"
Xie Ning: "Yes."
Zhuang Yan asked again, "Do you still cut the queue for others?"
Xie Ning shook his head sharply: "No." After a pause, he said in a low voice, "...I'll just cut the line for you."
Zhuang Yan took a deep breath: "With your words, even if I don't have a name yet, I will recognize it."
Xie Ning's lips trembled: "I..."
Seeing this, Zhuang Yan put his hand on his lips, made a booing gesture, and comforted: "Don't think too much."
He immediately changed the subject: "By the way, there is another question."
Xie Ning looked over suspiciously: "What?"
Zhuang Yan looked at his confused eyes and rosy lips, and suddenly smiled lowly: "Forget it, don't ask."
Xie Ning: "?"
Zhuang Yan lowered his head, directly omitting the questioning process, lowered his body, and kissed Xie Ning's lips forcefully and irresistibly.
Xie Ning's eyes widened: "!!!"
Originally, Zhuang Yan just wanted to have a casual kiss, to beg for the sweetness of following Xie Ning without a name.
But once he kissed, he couldn't hold back.
Xie Ning's lips were unimaginably soft, their lips slightly parted, as if waiting to be plundered.
Zhuang Yan's reason ran away from home in an instant, grabbing the breath from Xie Ning's mouth.
The original gentle kiss became more intense because of the aggressiveness. Xie Ning even felt that Zhuang Yan was biting. The fierce action made Xie Ning feel that he was going to be swallowed.
But Shainin was not disgusted.
He even opened his mouth softly, Ren Zhuangyan did whatever he wanted, and when Zhuang Yan's tongue came in, he couldn't help but stick out the tip of his tongue to lick it.
Zhuang Yan was like crazy in an instant.
Is he a fool! At this time, he actually responded to him!
The small room was silent, and any movement could be clearly heard.
The intense kiss was accompanied by the sound of tsk tsk, and anyone who heard this sound couldn't help but blush and heartbeat.
Zhuang Yan's hand quietly lifted the corner of his clothes, stretched in from his waist, and landed on his skin.
Xie Ning shivered twice by the cold touch.
His body stiffened, and then slowly relaxed, showing the meaning of letting go.
If it wasn't for the wrong time and place, Zhuang Yan would have liked to toss people like this and that right now.
When the kiss was over, Xie Ning felt as if he was in a state of exhaustion. He couldn't exert any strength. He could only lean against Zhuang Yan softly and let out a whimper like a small beast: "Well..."
Zhuang Yan gently squeezed the flesh on his waist: "I think you are quite duplicitous."
Xie Ning panted lightly and looked at him in confusion: "... what?"
His voice was inexplicably hoarse.
Zhuang Yan felt an itch in his heart and smiled softly: "I said just now that I didn't want to kiss, but now I'm not enjoying it, and she responded to me..."
Xie Ning's face turned red completely.
He... what did he just do!
Zhuang Yan kissed him a few more times, and he couldn't help but put a duplicitous hat on him, insisting that he admit that he really wanted to be kissed like this.
Shainin, Shainin is completely speechless!
Shame!
When the winter night came early and it was almost completely dark, Zhuang Yan pulled Xie Ning up from the chair.
"Let's go, the people below should be almost gone, it's time for dinner."
Xie Ning silently followed behind him.
Zhuang Yan asked in a low voice, "Can you walk? Are your legs weak?"
Xie Ning glared at him with a blushing face, and said that he could walk.
Just two steps away, Zhuang Yan stopped him.
The smile on Zhuang Yan's face deepened: "Are you going to go on like this?"
Xie Ning didn't react for a while: "What's wrong?"
Zhuang Yan laughed: "If you go on like this, my mother will scold me severely, saying that I must bully you."
Xie Ning: "Why?"
Zhuang Yan said leisurely: "Did you know that your nose, ears, and mouth are all red now?"
Especially those lips, rosy and smooth, at first glance they were ruthlessly pampered and ravaged.
Xie Ning heard the words, and his face became even hotter: "It's not your fault!"
Zhuang Yan took him to the bathroom, washed his face with cold water, took a towel and wiped off the water stains on his face a little, raised his chin and studied it carefully for a long time.
"Well, I can't see it now, but my face is still red... You're too shy too."
Xie Ning said indifferently, "Then shall I wash it again?"
"It's useless to wash it again." Zhuang Yan said, "It's okay, it's not very conspicuous, and no one will doubt it if it is frozen red."
Xie Ning: "... um."
As Zhuang Yan said, there were not many people for dinner. The guests have all left, leaving only the banker's family.
Although Zhuang Yan's father looked unsmiling, he was also enthusiastic, not as serious as Xie Ning imagined.
The mood in the afternoon was too turbulent, crying and laughing. During dinner, Xie Ning was a little more taciturn than usual. Fortunately, it was the first time he and the banker met, so everyone just thought he was like this.
Ms. Qiao thought he recognized his life, so she put a lot of dishes in his bowl in distress, and kept asking him what he liked to eat. Don't be shy, just put it in.
Xie Ning felt Ms. Qiao's fiery enthusiasm, and his heart warmed, and he nodded: "I like to eat."
Zhuang Yan sat next to Xie Ning and said slowly, "Mom, don't worry about it, the table is full of his favorite dishes. He has a small appetite, and he will die if you give him so much."
"You're the only one talking." Ms. Qiao couldn't help but glared at him, then turned her head and gave Xie Ning another shrimp.
Xie Ning looked at the full bowls, half of which were brought to him by Ms. Qiao, and the other half by Zhuang Yan.
He couldn't speak for a long time, and could only bury his head in hard work.
When he went back, Zhuang Yan sent him back.
He originally said that he could go, but Zhuang Yan insisted on sending him.
Ms. Qiao also helped: "You're welcome, let him deliver it, it's so dark outside, I heard that a few households next door have dogs, and they say it's a purebred wolf dog. It's black and big with hard fur. Very, what if the road frightens you."
After being coaxed and coaxed by the pair of mother and son, Xie Ning was not good at words, and finally he could only nod his head.
On the way, Xie Ning couldn't help but sigh: "Your mother... she's so enthusiastic."
Zhuang Yan nodded: "that's because she likes you very much. Our family is like this, and we can't help but dig our hearts out for those we like."
Xie Ning knew that he was boasting in the name of Ms. Qiao, so he glanced at him quietly, and complained: "... shameless."
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows: "Can you chase your daughter-in-law if you want to?"
Xie Ning: "Who, who is your daughter-in-law!"
After he finished speaking, he immediately reacted, wasn't he taking the seat by himself, and he was suddenly dumbfounded.
Zhuang Yan laughed out loud.
The short road did not allow the two to chat for too long. Zhuang Yan sent Xie Ning to the door. When saying goodbye, he suddenly took his hand and raised his eyebrows.
"Won't you give me a goodbye kiss?"
Xie Ning: "...No."
Zhuang Yan chuckled lightly: "that good night kiss?"
"… "
Xie Ning: "Neither."
Zhuang Yan pondered: "Then..."
Xie Ning said first: "Don't ask! There is nothing!"
Zhuang Yan held back his smile, reached out to hug him, and said in his ear, "Good night."
Xie Ning hesitated for a few seconds, then hugged Zhuang Yan's waist and softly replied, "Good night."
…
Back at the dealer, as soon as Zhuang Yan entered the door, he saw Ms. Qiao waiting for him in the living room.
Today, guests are coming one after another, and the living room is in a mess, and I haven't had time to clean it up yet.
Ms. Qiao sat upright on the sofa, looking like she was going to have three trials.
Zhuang Yan snorted: "what's the matter? What did I cause outside and was sued by you?"
Ms. Qiao's eyebrows twitched: "You also know that you are causing trouble outside? Why can't this temper be restrained?"
Zhuang Yan said lightly: "My temper is just like this, and I can't change it."
After so many years, Ms. Qiao still couldn't do anything about him. She rubbed her brows and asked, "Why did you pull Ningning out alone in the afternoon?"
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows unexpectedly: "Are you asking about this?"
He thought it was her and Xie Ning's affair that she discovered, and quietly observed Ms. Qiao's expression.
Ms. Qiao looked at him with a headache: "Did you bully him when no one saw him? I felt wrong when he was eating, absent-minded. What the hell did you do to scare people like that?"
Zhuang Yan: "…"
He really bullied Xie Ning in the afternoon, made people cry with his confession, and even held him in his arms and kissed him fiercely.
But this is obviously not the same as what Ms. Qiao said.
Zhuang Yan defended himself: "I didn't bully him."
Ms. Qiao didn't believe it at all: "Don't talk nonsense in front of me, Ning Ning he is still a guest no matter what, I don't expect you to coax him in a good voice, but don't bully him too much, what do you make me do? Would you like to invite him to your house again?"
Zhuang Yan: "... believe it or not, I really didn't do what you thought."
And he coaxed him so loudly that he almost spoiled people.
But no matter how he explained, Ms. Qiao didn't believe it.
Zhuang Yan couldn't help: "If you want to ask, please, he will definitely not refuse."
Ms. Qiao couldn't help sighing: "How could I have given birth to a son like you."
Zhuang Yan felt that he was really unfavorable today.
First, he made the confession cry, and then a cauldron was thrown from the sky, which was detained by his own mother involuntarily.
Zhuang Yan couldn't help but ask, "Am I still yours? Why don't you want to believe me?"
Ms. Qiao raised her eyelids: "It's because you crawled out of my stomach that I know what kind of virtue you are."
Zhuang Yan was expressionless: "What virtue?"
"This child Ningning is cute and heart-piercing. Even I can't help but want to hug him and knead him twice." Ms. Qiao gave him a cool look, "You will endure not to bully him. ?"
Zhuang Yan: "…"
He was speechless, and after a long while he said quietly, "You are really my mother."
The author has something to say: Zhuangzhuang, who can't help but feel bad for this chapter...
In addition, Ning Ning's reaction has nothing to do with Xu Qing. It was Zhuangzhuang who wanted to be wrong, but Xu Qing's problem must be solved, so he couldn't keep misunderstanding, so this time was just right.
I think this chapter is not cruel, very sweet! what do y'all think!
This chapter of confession is too important. I wrote it from last night to the early morning and revised it for a long time. Because I didn't want to break the chapter and make your reading experience bad, I continued to write in the afternoon, and then I finished the story. This time it has 6,500 words! ! !
So can such a caring author receive comments you love qaq.