After Xie Ning got home, he first went to Father Xie's study.
He omits the experience of spending the afternoon alone with Zhuang Yan, and only talks about Ms. Qiao's welcome and enthusiasm for him.
Father Xie breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this: "Zhuang's family is good, and he is a family worthy of deep friendship. It's a pity that A-Zun, A-Jing and Zhuang Hongyuan couldn't play together, and gradually they lost contact."
After that, Mr. Xie asked a few more questions about Zhuang Yan's situation.
"Zhuang Yan, he..." Xie Ning tried his best to be serious: "He... is a good person."
Mr. Xie said with relief: "I think he is also a good boy." After a pause, he said, "If you get along well, you can communicate more."
Xie Ning blushed and nodded.
Thinking of Zhuang Yan, his consciousness could not help drifting away.
Zhuang Yan actually said... I like him.
also confessed.
As soon as Xie Ning recalled what happened in the afternoon, his heartbeat began to quicken.
He seems to have also said that he likes Zhuang Yan.
Can Zhuang Yan understand what he means
Would you mind... his reaction in the afternoon
He had something hidden in his heart, so he slowed down in answering, and it was only after Father Xie called him several times that he responded.
"Ningning? Why are you in a daze again?"
Xie Ning recovered, pursed his lips, and said embarrassedly, "I... I'm thinking about something."
Seeing his tired face, Mr. Xie only waved his hand when he was tired in the afternoon and told him to take a good rest.
Back in the room, Xie Ning was stunned all night.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding the phone, his fingers trembling slightly.
The two rabbit dolls at the bedside stared at him with dark eyes, like a silent companion.
Xie Ning clenched the phone tightly, and gave himself a mental construction for a long time.
After a long while, he took two deep breaths, slowly stretched out his fingers, turned to Yan Xi's chat box, and typed messages to him letter by letter.
Xie Ning: Do you have any contact information for the doctor you told me before
After hesitating for about ten seconds, he gritted his teeth and clicked send.
Yan Xi, who always returned in seconds, did not move this time.
It wasn't until the light on the phone screen dimmed that Xie Ning came back to his senses.
After waiting for ten minutes, Yan Xi still did not reply.
He just remembered something and glanced at the current time.
He sat for a whole night, unaware of the passage of time, and did not realize that it was already 1:00 in the morning.
Yan Xi should have fallen asleep.
Xie Ning didn't know whether to be disappointed or relieved.
He put the phone aside, ready to go to bed after washing up.
It was probably God's sincerity that he couldn't sleep tonight, and just as he was lying in bed and was about to turn off the lights, his phone vibrated twice.
Yan Xi: ... what doctor? you are sick
Xie Ning lowered his eyes and replied slowly: It seems that his surname is Ji, you mentioned it to me and said that he is of a very high level.
Yan Xi: Doctor Ji
A few seconds later, Yan Xi sent a long list of exclamation points.
Yanxi: ! ! ! Are you finally willing to see a psychiatrist? !
Shainin: I want to… try.
Yan Xi immediately returned: You wait! I'll look for his contact information and I'll send it to you right away.
It didn't take long for Yan Xi to send a series of numbers.
Yan Xi: Dr. Ji has been recommended to me by many people. This is his mobile phone number, as well as his WeChat number. I don't know if he is free in the past two days, you can make an appointment first.
Xie Ning slowly saved the phone number: Hmm.
After that, Yan Xi sent another bunch of words, but Xie Ning didn't read it.
He stared at the string of numbers, especially the words "Psychiatrist: Ji Wenbin" in the note for a while.
Psychotherapy requires the cooperation of the client. If the client resists, even a doctor with a high level can do nothing.
Shainin... Shainin didn't know what he could do.
He thought that he would never fall in love with anyone in his life, and would not show affection to anyone.
For so many years, he has come here like this, deserted and alone.
But he knew Zhuang Yan.
Zhuang Yan said... will wait until he responds.
Shainin didn't want him to wait too long.
His hands were too tight, and the palms were dripping with sweat.
He bit his lip and pressed down one number at a time.
His hands began to tremble as he reached the last few digits.
After all the numbers were pressed, his heart beat fast, and his face was as white as a piece of paper.
There seemed to be a flash of hallucinations in front of him, and those unpleasant experiences in the past were like wild beasts, running and roaring in his mind.
He was breathing heavily, his brows subconsciously wrinkled, and his heart became more and more anxious and hesitant.
His eyes stopped on the dial button for a few minutes.
Shainin finally didn't have the courage to press it.
He threw the phone aside and buried his head in the bed, unable to hold back the tears again.
He kind of hates himself like that.
…
Vacation time always flies by.
On the last night of the Spring Festival holiday, Zhuang Yan was called out by Wei Lang for a drink.
The location is still Lanzhai, his friends know his picky spirit, and he must be picky about ordinary private clubs.
There are not many of the same grade as Lanzhai, Wei Lang is too lazy to look for it, so he simply invites people here.
But this time there were not many people, just the few he and Qi Rui had good friends with.
Zhuang Yan sat on the soft sofa with a sullen expression. He didn't bother to talk to others when he was chatting next to him. He lowered his head and held the phone, poking his fingers twice from time to time.
Qi Rui couldn't stand it any longer, and asked curiously, "Who are you chatting with? They ignore us."
Zhuang Yan looked up at him with a rare face: "I didn't chat with anyone, just play games."
Qi Rui was even more surprised: "What game is so fun that it took your soul away?"
He leaned over to take a look, and in the middle of the phone screen, a little white rabbit was playing around in the luxurious rabbit nest.
"???"
Qi Rui: "What is this?"
Zhuang Yan ignored him and clicked and interacted very skillfully.
feeding.
The most expensive rations in the mall are Timothy grass and alfalfa grass, which can only be purchased with carrots.
The gold coins were selling low-level rabbit food. Zhuang Yan didn't even look at it, he just bought enough alfalfa for this month.
As soon as he clicked to feed, the little white rabbit on the screen held the alfalfa grass and wriggled its three small mouths twice. Soon the alfalfa grass shortened at a speed visible to the naked eye, and finally disappeared.
The favorability level at the top increased a lot, and Zhuang Yan nodded with satisfaction.
Qi Rui, who watched the whole process:…
"No." He was puzzled, "Don't you always sneer at mobile games? When did you start playing such childish and boring games?"
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and said, "Childish? Bored?"
Qi Rui brought two glasses and poured some wine into Zhuang Yan's glass: "Okay, I'm wrong, I'm naive, I'm bored."
He looked at Hui Zhuang Yan's operation again, and it was nothing more than touching and hugging the little white rabbit.
The little white rabbit looks cute, and he can understand girls playing this kind of game. His cousin who is in his twenties still plays Miracle Nuan Nuan every day.
Can Zhuang Yan play this...
How to see how to violate.
While watching, Zhuang Yan's phone popped up a WeChat message.
It was sent by the exclusive customer service of "Home with Cute Rabbit".
There is a cute rabbit customer service at home - Xiaoshi: Your suggestion can be accepted by the planning department. However, during the Spring Festival, the programmers are on holiday, and new functions may not be launched until after the holiday~
Zhuang Yan typed a word indifferently: Hmm.
Qi Rui: "This game has exclusive customer service?"
Qi Rui, the exclusive customer service, knows that he also played mobile games before. At that time, he didn't know how many millions he smashed, and his exclusive customer service offered him as an ancestor.
Most of the customer service is handled by cute girls. Not cute girls also pretend to be cute girls. No matter how much the player flirts with, they can accept it without changing their face and reply with one.
Qi Rui took a sip of wine: "So you're trying to save the country through a curve, molesting the customer service in the name of playing games?"
Zhuang Yan frowned: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Seeing that he was unhappy, Qi Rui lay back on the sofa: "What is your game called? Do you have... Tutu? Why can't I find it."
Zhuang Yan didn't answer. Qi Rui usually likes to play large-scale online mobile games, such as the King of Glory and PUBG. He estimates that this kind of small business game will be deleted after 10 minutes.
Qi Rui asked again: "How much money did you spend, and you actually have a dedicated customer service."
Zhuang Yan recalled: "Not much, hundreds of thousands."
Qi Rui couldn't believe it: "...You can spend hundreds of thousands on this little game?!"
Business games generally rely on spending time to slowly accumulate favorability. Zhuang Yan thought it was troublesome, so he swept the mall with krypton gold and bought what was the most expensive.
Some advanced interactions need to spend carrots to carry out, and the favorability increases more than other interactions, such as smoothing the little white rabbit, rubbing the little white rabbit in his arms and so on.
Zhuang Yan can interact dozens of times in a few minutes.
Now the little white rabbit Ningning's nest is enviably luxurious, and his favorability has risen like a rocket.
Zhuang Yan sighed a little. If Xie Ning's favorability level could rise so fast in reality, he would be happy to spend any amount.
"Home with Cute Rabbit" is a low-krypton-type mobile game, and the majority of the revenue is from the advertising fees of in-game advertisements. Most players can play without kryptonite.
Like Zhuang Yan, who made so much in just a few days, he was immediately focused on by the game operator.
When this exclusive customer service added him, Zhuang Yan didn't intend to take care of him, but she said that she could submit any comments to her, and she would give feedback to the planning department internally, which was much faster than sending an email to the official mailbox.
Zhuang Yan thought about it and submitted his first opinion.
Zhuang Yan: Can the action of the little white rabbit jumping up and kissing the player in the scene animation be designed to be interactive? It doesn't matter how many carrots you spend on an interaction, as long as you have this option.
The exclusive customer service quickly relayed it for him, and informed him today that his opinion has been adopted.
It seems that the planning of this game is quite human.
Zhuang Yan was in a good mood for a while, and went in with 648 again.
Qi Rui was even more curious. He scratched his ears and wanted to know how fun this game was, so that Zhuang Yan could be so fascinated by it.
Zhuang Yan was bothered by him, put away the phone, took a sip of wine, and changed the subject: "You love gossip so much, why don't you tell me about Xie Ning and Xu Qing, what else do you know?"
He will be here today, and he also wants to ask Xie Ning and Xu Qing what happened in those days. It is better to say it clearly on the phone than in person.
Qi Rui was stunned: "Didn't I gossip with you last time?"
Zhuang Yan kicked him: "Last time you only talked about their breakup, what else?"
"What else?" Qi Rui touched his chin and asked back, "Speaking of which, what's the matter with you and Xie Ning? On New Year's Eve, you asked me all the way to get the keys. There are so many shopping malls in my house. It's all in the security, how can I have it."
Zhuang Yan glanced at him: "It's what you think."
"Isn't it..." Qi Rui opened his mouth wide in surprise, and then said embarrassingly after a while, "Are you really chasing Xie Ning? Are you kidding me?"
Zhuang Yan sneered: "What am I kidding you for?"
Qi Rui looked frightened: "It's too sudden. It's only been over a month since you returned to China, so why did you fall in love with Xie Ning? I remember when you first mentioned him, you mocked him for his poor aesthetics. come."
Zhuang Yan frowned: "I said that? Impossible."
"Come on, don't pretend to have amnesia." Qi Rui said.
Zhuang Yan was expressionless: "I really don't remember."
Qi Rui sighed: "Okay, I won't talk to you, but I really didn't expect you and Xie Ning to come together."
He couldn't be more clear about Zhuang Yan's temperament. One of the reasons why he has been single since the mother and child was his high vision and criticality.
Having said that, Xie Ning really looks good, and even he was surprised by a photo at the beginning.
Qi Rui couldn't help but say, "This news is too exciting. Can I gossip with others? No, even if you don't agree, I'm afraid I can't hold back the heart that I want to share with others."
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and gave him a cool look: "Okay, you can share with others as you like."
Qi Rui wondered: "Why are you so generous this time?"
He usually annoys others to gossip about him the most.
Zhuang Yan raised his chin: "you'd better let everyone know about Xie Ning and me, and let them know that Xie Ning is the one I protect."
He paused and said in a dangerous tone, "Let there be people who don't have long eyes to gossip about Xie Ning behind their backs."
Qi Rui, who used to gossip about Xie Ning with great interest, smiled embarrassingly.
Zhuang Yan didn't want to ask the teacher to ask the guilt, and tapped his finger on the wine glass twice: "You haven't told me what happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing back then?"
Qi Rui thought about it for a while: "You want to be more specific, when do you want to know?"
Zhuang Yan frowned: "Let's talk about how they got together first."
Qi Rui took a sip of wine and cleared his throat: "Speaking of which, when Xie Ning came to X University, you happened to be going abroad. He was also a god-like figure at school. It is said that there are school beauties from other schools who came all the way to the school. Just to have a few words with him."
"I remember that it was Xie Ning that Xu Qing first fell in love with."
Zhuang Yan was not surprised.
Qi Rui continued: "When Xu Qing first confessed, he was rejected by Xie Ning."
Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and his expression improved slightly.
"There are many people who have been rejected by Xie Ning, but Xu Qing is probably the most persevering one. He chased Xie Ning for two whole years." Qi Rui sneered, "You also know Xu Qing's way of chasing people. However, it's sticky like brown candy, no matter how you shake it, you can't shake it off."
Zhuang Yan had mixed feelings in his heart and asked, "Then what?"
Qi Rui: "Probably around the time Xie Ning graduated from University, someone suddenly wentssips with me that Xu Qing had finally succeeded in chasing him. At that time, Xu Qing's nature had not been exposed yet. Some people said that Xie Ning was being bothered, and others It is said that Xu Qing's sincerity is the most important thing. In short, they are together like this."
Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes and pondered.
After two years...
His heart was suddenly blocked.
He laughed at himself: "I suddenly regret going abroad now."
"What?" Qi Rui looked at him suspiciously.
Zhuang Yan tilted his head and glanced at him: "If I hadn't gone abroad, maybe I would have known Xie Ning earlier."
Nor will he be entangled by Xu Qing for so long.
Qi Rui recalled how he looked when he was in college and said, "With your eyes above the top, you may not be able to see Xie Ning, right?"
Zhuang Yan shook his head and said firmly, "No, I will definitely be interested in him."
Sometimes, the fate between people only needs a meeting.
It was as if he was impressed by Xie Ning for the first time in front of the doll machine.
It's just that their red lines weren't tied tightly enough back then, so they went round and round and missed so many years.
Zhuang Yan thought that this time he would not miss it again.
The big deal, he also chased Xie Ning for two years.
Zhuang Yan asked Qi Rui some more questions.
Although Qi Rui loves gossip, he doesn't know everything clearly. He has finished talking about what he heard from Hu Peng Gou friends in a few moments, and he is also very confused about other things.
Zhuang Yan is still not satisfied: "Why do you ask three questions?"
Qi Rui was speechless: "If it weren't for Xu Qing, who is too weird, I don't even want to gossip. Xie Ning is a low-key person. I might not know as much as you."
Zhuang Yan: "Forget it, when I didn't ask."
Qi Rui: "If you really want to know, I'll find someone to check it out."
Zhuang delays doubts, and touches the wall of the cup with his fingers.
Qi Rui knew what he was hesitating about: "Don't worry, it's all legal means. Xie Ning is the one that Mr. Xie has put in his heart, and the Xu family is not small. I don't want to be targeted by both of them at the same time."
Then Zhuang Yan nodded: "I always feel that Xie Ning's mood is not right, maybe something happened in the past..."
Qi Rui touched his chin and guessed: "Could it be that he was injured by Xu Qing, so he has a shadow in his heart?"
Hearing this, Zhuang Yan stared at him coldly.
"I'm talking nonsense." Qi Rui quickly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "How could Xu Qing hurt Xie Ning?"
As he said this, he really remembered something: "I heard one thing from a friend of Xu Qing, but that person often runs the train with his mouth full, and he doesn't know whether what he said is true or not. , no one believes it.”
Zhuang Yan lifted his eyelids and glanced at him: "What's the matter?"
Qi Rui said mysteriously: "He said that he once went out for a drink with Xu Qing. Xu Qing was drunk and told the truth after drinking, and complained about Xie Ning with them."
Zhuang Yan subconsciously frowned and his face became cold: "What is he complaining about?"
"He said, Xie Ning is a very arrogant person, and he usually ignores him and doesn't allow him to touch him. His boyfriend is a nameless person, and he is really aggrieved, so he went out to find flowers and asked Liu if it was wrong! "
Zhuang Yan was taken aback.
"He also said, but he just likes Xie Ning's high-spiritedness, the look in his eyes and Zhuang Yan's are printed in the same mold, just like he doesn't take you seriously."
Zhuang Yan couldn't believe it, and it took a long time to spit out a sentence: "Xu Qing, does he... have a problem with his brain?"
Is he shaking M
Qi Rui shrugged: "Who knows."
Zhuang Yan was silent in thought.
Qi Rui observed Zhuang Yan's expression and said, "I heard it at the time, and I just thought that person was talking nonsense again and didn't take it to heart. Now that I think about it, with Xie Ningqing's arrogant and arrogant temperament... it's probably true."
Zhuang Yan was still surprised: "Although Xie Ning doesn't like to talk a little bit, how can he be so arrogant and arrogant?"
Qi Rui was also confused: "He is not arrogant enough?! Then tell me, what kind of temper does he usually have?"
Zhuang Yan replied without hesitation: "Shy and introverted, shy and cute, it's especially fun to tease."
Qi Rui was expressionless: "I think you and I know two Xie Nings."
Zhuang Yan: "What is it?"
Qi Rui then said quietly: "It shouldn't be the same name and surname."
"… "
"Forget it, let's not talk about this." Zhuang Yan rubbed his eyebrows.
Qi Rui also looked like he had seen a ghost. After a while, he said, "Actually nothing happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing, you should be happy."
Zhuang Yan didn't speak, and took a sip of wine.
Qi Rui went on to say: "Your temperament belongs to the kind of person who can't be settled at all. Whenever you are dissatisfied, you will turn your face if you say it. When we talked about you, we were very curious about what kind of person you would like in the future. Everyone agrees that by your standards, you will definitely require the other party to have no emotional experience like you."
Zhuang Yan sneered.
"I don't care about Xie Ning's past, whether he liked others or had a relationship with them... I think about it, I feel a little stuck in my heart, but it's not unacceptable." He said, "It's just the past."
Qi Rui asked, "Then why are you still holding on to his and Xu Qing's affairs?"
Zhuang Yan said coldly, "But it can't be Xu Qing."
Qi Rui was stunned for a moment: "Why do you still treat Xu Qing differently?"
"People like Xu Qing..." Zhuang Yan gritted his teeth, of course he wanted to treat them differently.
He didn't mind Xie Ning's past, and he even hoped that if Xie Ning really liked and was with others, he must be someone worthy of his liking.
He hoped that Xie Ning had not been treated indifferently or treated indifferently before he met him.
Rather, it is valued, loved, and treasured in the heart of others.
Even if he would be jealous, jealous, and go crazy silently in his heart.
But at least the past Shainin was happy and happy.
He was reluctant to let Xie Ning suffer a little.
So Xie Ning can be with anyone, but not Xu Qing.
People like Xu Qing...
Zhuang Yan sneered: "Is he worthy too?"
The author has something to say: Ningning in the eyes of others: arrogant and arrogant.
Ningning in Zhuangzhuang's eyes: shy and cute.
Zhuangzhuang in the eyes of others: picky and mean.
Zhuangzhuang in Ning Ning's eyes: Peace of mind and reliability.
The image of the rabbit and the blue whale is a little fun that belongs to them alone~
It's too late, I didn't expect this chapter to be so long, and I haven't had time to revise it.
Zhuangzhuang really... The more I write, the more I like him.
Zhang Zhuangzhuang's words are also what I want to express. Nothing happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing. I set it up from the beginning, and it did not change because of anyone's words and ideas.
It's not because of being clean or unclean, just because Xu Qing is not worthy of him.