That day Fang Shaoyi kept telling Yuan Ye not to be afraid. In fact, Yuan Ye was not afraid, but the image was always in his mind, and he could always think of the lifeless face of the boy who was dragged away.
Yuan Ye asked, "Is he... dead?"
Fang Shao shook his head and said to him, "No."
This is not to comfort Yuan Ye. No matter what, an assistant director of an actor does not dare to really play people to death. Fang Shao's face was not good-looking. He returned after taking the medicine box and gave Yuan Ye the small wounds on his hand. Yuan Ye's hand was spread out in his palm, and his fingers were always cold.
After Fang Shaoyi was done, he squeezed his hand and said softly to him, "Don't think about it, go to sleep?"
"Yeah." Yuan Ye nodded, "Okay."
As soon as Fang Shao finished packing, he stood up and patted Yuan Ye's head again.
Because of this accident, Fang Shaoyi decided to send Yuan Ye away and let him go back to school. There is no guarantee that the few people I saw that day will never be seen again. If I see them again, it will definitely make Yuan Ye scared or nervous. Before, I thought the director was very familiar with him before letting him come, and I thought there would be no problem, but I didn't expect that there was still an accident.
When Yuan Ye heard that he was going to leave, he first nodded, then shook his head and said, "I won't leave, I'll accompany you."
Fang Shaoyi said, "I don't need to accompany me."
Yuan Ye shook his head at that time, not wanting to leave. He knew that Fang Shaoyi's background made him safe no matter where he was, but he still felt unsure, and always felt that he was uneasy in the crew by himself, even though he couldn't do anything here.
This matter made the fire in Yuan Ye's heart subside a little. He still liked it so much, and still thought about it so much. His emotions didn't change, but the tension and fear of this circle took half of his nerves away. This kind of tension and fear will gradually make people resist. If you listen to more dirty and bottomless things later, this resistance will turn into a kind of disgust. The disgust emanating from the heart, I feel that behind this extravagant and flashy circle, there is darkness and ugliness.
The young actor hasn't been seen on set since then, and his shot may have been replaced as well. But the few people who dragged him away that night were still seen in the wilderness. They acted like nothing happened, and they were still able to talk and laugh about what they were supposed to do. This is very disgusting, and this is the very evil side of human nature.
Before Yuan Ye always pestered Fang Shaoyi and asked him to teach him to chase people, but there was no movement after that. He followed Fang Shaoyi every day and became a small follower, staring at him, quietly and vigilantly squatting. He didn't want to leave Fang Shaoyi and still took him with him, anyway, his play didn't last long.
Fang Shaoyi asked Yuan Ye in his spare time, "Don't chase people anymore?"
Yuan Ye nodded and said, "Chase, you have to chase."
"Then why didn't I hear you?" Fang Shaoyi asked him.
Yuan Ye licked his lips and whispered, "I'm not chasing here, I'll go back and chase again."
Fang Shao's eyes were very gentle, he nodded and said, "Okay."
This place is too dirty, and every emotion is polluted here. It's not that a few people make a young boy like that, it's that they can make a guy like that, and then they can continue everything on the set, and there may be another, next, next. It is not that no one knows, he is blind when he sees, and deaf when he hears, including himself.
It's all dirty.
This place made Yuan Ye not as happy as before. Although Yuan Ye still looked the same after that, Fang Shaoyi could feel the difference. He couldn't completely relax here.
When Fang Shao was putting on makeup, Yuan Ye sat on the chair next to him. It took more than half an hour to put on makeup, and Yuan Ye fell asleep on the dressing table next to him. Fang Shaoyi put his clothes on Yuan Ye after putting on his makeup, and then sat next to him and watched him.
Yuan Ye's face and neck are not very white, because he always runs around outside in summer, and is tanned by the sun into a wheat-colored, very strong and healthy color. The eyelids are thin, the eyelashes are long, and there is a small scar near the end of the eye. This scar is not ugly, on the contrary, Fang Shaoyi likes it very much. He always thinks it is very funny and interesting.
Fang Shaoyi picked up a small brush on the stage, dipped it in some powder, and with a little smile, lightly tapped into the small hole.
He moved too lightly, it was a little itchy, Yuan Ye's eyelashes trembled twice, he opened his eyes and looked at him, in front of him was Fang Shaoyi's hand.
Yuan Ye didn't move, he lay there and asked, "Brother, what are you doing?"
Fang Shao smiled at him and asked softly, "I'll give you some light, okay?"
"Okay." Yuan Ye lay there and smiled, smiling simply and calmly, and asked, "What kind of light are you pretending to be?"
Fang Shao thought for a while, then looked into his eyes and said, "Moonlight, okay?"
He was so gentle, so gentle. Fang Shaoyi like this made Yuan Ye's whole heart soft, like a ball of cotton basking in the sun. Yuan Ye stretched out his finger and touched the wooden handle of the small brush in Fang Shaoyi's hand, blinked and said, "That's great."
The sun and the moon are different. The sun is dazzling and hot, it gives you light, but you dare not look at it and know that you can't touch it. The moon is different, the moon is so bright and beautiful, you can stare at it for a long time without your eyes hurting. It is always cool and cold, and its light is always soft and quiet.
So even though Fang Shaoyi was so warm and dazzling, Yuan Ye never thought it was the sun. He should be the moon, elegant and noble.
Fang Shaoyi said that it was really nice to fill his eyes with moonlight.
Later, Yuan Ye used to touch his own eyes often, and touch the pit on his eyelids. It was supposed to be ugly, but it doesn't feel ugly anymore.
The wilderness is the wilderness, a heartless skin boy. An episode in the crew affected him for a few days, but it didn't make it dull after that. After Fang Shao wiped the moonlight on his eyes, Yuan Ye felt that he was alive again, and the things that were put on hold should be put on the agenda.
He began to ponder the young man he was thinking about again, and the little boy's thoughts came up again.
But definitely not chasing after the crew, although the mood has recovered, but the resistance to the crew is still there.
When they went back, the summer vacation was not over, and both of them went back home. Yuan Ye's family knew that he knew Fang Shaoyi, and also knew that Yuan Ye went to the crew during the summer vacation. Yuan Ye didn't talk much about the crew when he came home, but he would talk about Fang Shaoyi. The family never cared about what kind of friends he made, as long as he was happy, not to mention it couldn't control it, and he wouldn't listen to it.
Yuan Ye sent estrus poems to Fang Shaoyi's mobile phone in the evening, which were very obscure and literary. When he closed his eyes, he could write dozens of articles in one night, and from time to time he would slip an article to Fang Shao.
Fang Shaoyi didn't know how to reply to this kind of thing, and most of the time he just replied: I got it.
Yuan Ye asked, "Brother, if I chase someone, and the other person responds to me as coldly as you do, what does he mean?"
Fang Shao replied to him after a while: He was happy.
Yuan Ye: So happy that you "received it"
Fang Shaoyi: Well, that's all I am happy about.
Harano: Ah...
Occasionally, Fang Shaoyi would send a text message to Yuan Ye, telling him: If you chase someone, call them.
When Yuan Ye saw it, he called immediately, and as soon as the phone got through, he said, "Good evening, brother!"
Fang Shaoyi's voice came from the phone especially nicely: "Good evening."
"I want to go back to school." Yuan Ye said to Fang Shaoyi, "When are you going back, brother?"
Fang Shaoyi said, "Just tell me when you want to go back."
"Will I go back to you?" Yuan Ye squatted in the yard downstairs, pulling the grass in the cracks of the bricks.
Fang Shaoyi replied, "Yes."
So the next day, Yuan Ye sent a text message to Fang Shaoyi: Brother, I'm back.
Guan Zhou also returned, Yuan Ye sat cross-legged on his bed in his bedroom, eating ice cream. Guan Zhou asked him: Brother Ye, is the crew interesting? Looking at the stars
Yuan Ye shook his head: "It's boring."
Guan Zhou smiled and said, "Then you still go."
Yuan Yexin said that I regret it too, and I don't want to go there in the future. But Fang Shaoyi has to go to countless production crews in the future. If he goes, Yuan Ye probably still wants to go.
Fang Shaoyi called Yuan Ye in the evening and said that he would be there in an hour and that we could have dinner together in the evening. Yuan Ye hung up the phone and said to Guan Zhou, "I won't eat with you tonight."
With a question mark on his face, Guan Zhou said that he would go to eat meat together at night, but if he changed his mind, he would change his mind
Yuan Ye said: "You can find someone else to eat meat, and I will provide you with meals."
Guan Zhou was very confused: "Brother Ye, what's the matter with you? Who made the phone call so easy that you threw me away without hesitation."
Yuan Ye is very frank: "First brother."
"Your brother," Guan Zhou frowned, a little speechless, "Your brother has caught up with your partner."
"That's great," Yuan Ye said with a text message in his hand, looking down, "I dreamed that he was my partner."
On the text message was a text message sent by Fang Shaoyi. It was just two sentences, concise and to the point: Chasing people, roses. Five will do.
He almost didn't frighten Guan Zhou to death with those words. He leaned over to look at Yuan Ye's face carefully, repeated his words again, and asked carefully, "I dream of... what do you mean?"
"Literally." Yuan Ye put away his mobile phone, pushed the door and left, leaving only a sentence for Guan Zhou, "I'm chasing him."
Guan Zhou ran away before he had time to ask Yuan Ye. It's not good to shout and ask in the corridor. Guan Zhou looked at Yuan Ye's back and felt that his soul was stiff. He had never heard Yuan Ye say these things, and he had never seen anyone chasing after him. They grew up together since childhood, and Yuan Ye didn't have the nerve to fall in love. He suddenly heard from his mouth who he was going to chase, but he didn't expect it to be Fang Shaoyi.
He's a man, and he's a movie star.
God. crazy
Yuan Ye squatted at the school gate and waited for Fang Shaoyi until he saw him walking over with a suitcase. Yuan Ye jumped up and ran over, greeting him with a smile. He had two empty hands, not a single flower in sight.
Fang Shaoyi said to him: "Why don't you go to the dormitory and wait, it's hot outside. Where's the key?"
Yuan Ye touched his head and said, "Forgot to bring it."
Fang Shaoyi looked at the small layer of sweat on his forehead and asked, "Didn't you always jump in?"
Yuan Ye usually jumped to the small window above the door without a key, so Fang Shaoyi never locked that small window. Yuan Ye shook his head, smiled vaguely, and said nothing.
There is no way to say that the dormitory suffocated him, and it also made people… very ashamed.
Fang Shaoyi had to send things back before the two of them could go out to eat. He led Yuan Ye back to the dormitory and told him to take a shower later.
Yuan Ye answered absentmindedly.
As soon as Fang Shao pushed the door open, he paused for a moment, then looked back at the wilderness. Yuan Ye turned his head to the side, not looking at him.
- The dormitory is full of red roses in bunches and bunches. A little on a chair, a little on a table, a little on a cupboard, a lot on the bed.
Fang Shaoyi wanted to laugh, but he didn't want to laugh. He turned around and asked Yuan Ye softly, "What's the situation?"
Yuan Ye tugged at his ears and shook his head vigorously: "I don't know... right."