When people are alive, there are always some things that they look up to from their hearts. Even if they get them one day, they will always be held in their hands and carefully guarded and preserved. As bright as light, as hot as fire.
Yuan Ye was the fire that Fang Shao was holding in one hand.
He followed Fang Shaoyi to the crew for ten years, and he didn't know when he stopped insisting on what he felt was right. The transactions he disliked, the deeds he hated, Yuan Ye didn't talk about for a long time. This has always been a pain point for Fang Shaoyi. Realistic rules and regulations have killed the wilderness, making him more and more silent. This silence is accompanied by compromise. Love and hate are clear, hatred is like hatred, Yuan Ye was like this at first. Later, for various reasons, this characteristic of him became less and less obvious.
For a long time, Fang Shaoyi thought that the fire in the wilderness had been extinguished. Fang Shaoyi could only see those things in his bones from his book.
Therefore, Yuan Ye's opening this time, his frankness, and the sincere and sincere words on the phone are extremely precious to Fang Shaoyi. Fang Shaoyi didn't say a word for the moment he spoke, many thoughts flashed through his mind quickly, and he wanted to say a lot of things, but in the end, only one "good" came together.
What Yuan Ye said, and what he didn't say, Fang Shaoyi had been in love with him for so long, how could he not understand.
What I say is that I don't like it, so please stop filming in order to fulfill me. Fang Shaoyi couldn't understand the unspoken warnings and the alarm bells ringing in his ear. After so many years of ups and downs in the entertainment industry, is the line in your heart still clear? Can you tell the difference between black and white? At the very least, the justice you must uphold and the price of breaking your comfort zone, which way do you go
It is not the real intimacy that has been in love for many years, and it is not a complete understanding of the lover's character and three views, and they will not say this.
Fang Shaoyi was grateful for these. He didn't say a word, he did those things with actions, and Fang Shaoyi, the fire in the wilderness, had to maintain it no matter what. But is it only the wilderness itself that is maintained
Fang Shaoyi's actions always offended many people, including investors, producers, directors, and other actors. This is the price of sticking to your heart. You have raised yourself up, and you have left this dirty interest group. What about the actors who are still inside? How to deal with the work that the crew invested in in the early stage? The interests of investors who have been hurt cannot be remedied in any way. That is, Fang Shaoyi dared to do this. His status and background made him do such a thing without worrying that the knife behind him would not be able to carry it. No matter how anxious investors were, they would not dare to stab him with a knife.
Occasionally do a silent resistance to the dark forces and the filthy transactions that are acquiesced in the circle, this price is still bearable to Fang Shaoyi. That's why Yuan Ye dared to tell him this, reminding him not to be numb and sink in the dark. Involuntarily is sometimes just an excuse to be comfortable with yourself. As a person who is not a bad person, keep vigilance and integrity. If you can't prevent evil from happening, at least don't become a part of evil.
When Fang Shao went back, he went to the company first. No matter what he said, he didn't follow the rules. It was a slap in the face, and there must be a lot of trouble later. After finishing all the things he had to say at the company, Fang Shao first hugged him when he saw Yuan Ye when he went home, and then the first thing he said to him was "thank you".
There is no need to say what to thank, there is still a tacit understanding.
In the past ten years, Yuan Ye has followed Fang Shaoyi, and he actually gave up a lot of things. The two of them's lives are mainly focused on Fang Shaoyi, with him as the axis. Yuan Ye is willing to adjust his life and schedule according to Fang Shaoyi, and is willing to follow him on a crew by crew. One or two years is easy, ten or eight years is the same, and it is not easy to look at anywhere.
They are all career-oriented men, and they all have very good achievements in their respective fields. One side is willing to be the eternal follower of the other side, which is a kind of sacrifice.
But when one realizes that this kind of following is a kind of burden and bondage, it will make the paying party doubt whether the relationship mode of the past decade is wrong.
It has been more than three months since Fang Shaoyi withdrew from the crew, and this matter was later brought to Fang Han's place, and someone asked him to take care of his son. Fang Han didn't ask a single question, he just said, "You have to ask him to shoot this kind of play, isn't that what you deserve? Don't look for it in the future."
The old man didn't say anything to Fang Shaoyi, he didn't say that what he did was wrong, the old man didn't lose his spirits after filming all his life, how could he say that Fang Shaoyi was wrong because of this.
Fang Shaoyi is wrong? That's not possible, it's definitely right. But he did it too sharply, not enough, not smooth enough. In this industry, you still can't do things like this. If you don't follow the rules of this industry, it's not a good thing to make too many enemies.
Yuan Ye only learned of Fang Shaoyi's original plan from Geng Jinwei's mouth later, everything was over, and the two only talked about it. Geng Jinwei said that Fang Shaoyi and Yuan Ye had been together for a long time, and they began to act impulsive. He said this with a smile, but Yuan Ye couldn't smile at all.
"There was a scene where we jumped from the car, and in that scene we were able to make some 'accidents'. He was injured in some way, so he couldn't continue filming." Geng Jinwei looked at Yuan Ye and said, "Breach of contract. You don't have to pay the money, you are injured at work. But you still have to give the money, or you will feel ashamed, right? You have to be grateful to Dade and say thank you for the money."
Yuan Ye looked at Geng Jinwei, but he didn't speak for a long time. He opened his mouth several times and couldn't find the right word, and he couldn't tell what his heart was. It was too complicated. In the end, Yuan Ye took out a cigarette, lit one, and gave one to Geng Jinwei. The two looked at each other while smoking, and Yuan Ye finally laughed, shook his head, looked at the cigarette in his hand and said "sorry".
Yuan Ye didn't ask Fang Shaoyi why he didn't tell him his original plan. Since Fang Shaoyi didn't tell him at the end, he didn't need to ask. Fang Shaoyi could have left the crew with a legitimate reason after a month, without offending everyone, nor would he really participate in this darkness, he has his own considerations, he has his own way. But because of what Yuan Ye said to him, Fang Shaoyi finally withdrew from the group in that way, standing on the opposite side of the entire crew.
At this time, when I look back and think about what Yuan Ye said, it's just a joke.
How could Fang Shaoyi lose justice? That's something in his bones. He inherited the righteousness from his father. He won't lose it even if Yuan Ye doesn't say it.
Fang Shaoyi later learned that Geng Jinwei and Yuan Ye even got angry after saying this. He rarely lost his temper, and even more rarely with his partners. But this time he really lost his temper and slammed the door and left.
He didn't want Yuan Ye to know their plans at all, and escaped from the so-called quagmire in a way that couldn't be put on the table in the circle, who was more advanced than the other.
The two of them actually talked for a while because of this matter, Yuan Ye said that he was still naive, and he had not learned to be smooth after 30 years. Fang Shaoyi said that he couldn't learn this when he was 60 years old. He didn't need to learn it. It was something he didn't like. To be smooth is to be smooth, and to be bad is also bad.
Fang Shaoyi never wanted him to change. His sincerity and enthusiasm were the fire Fang Shaoyi held in his hands.
From this time on, Yuan Ye has less time to follow Fang Shaoyi. He had a lot of his own affairs. He has been living with Fang Shaoyi as the axis for so many years, but when he thinks about it, it seems that he did not bring Fang Shaoyi. what. Fang Shaoyi always has his own ideas and methods, and his ideas are all right and more suitable, so Yuan Ye doesn't plan to participate too much. He can't help anything, so don't make trouble.
Fang Shaoyi is naturally very sensitive to the changes in Yuan Ye's psychology. He wanted to chat with Yuan Ye several times, but some things are always like this. Both of them want to develop in a good direction and are really working hard. , but you just don't know where the problem is, and you can't break it no matter how hard you try.
Yuan Ye spent ten years making himself almost an accessory of Fang Shaoyi, and really became the monkey squatting on the tree. There is less and less of his own in him, and the things of acceptance and compromise gradually take the lead. Occasionally insisted on the original heart and ego characteristics, but it was still a joke. The two are obviously together all the time, but they haven't been able to shorten the distance between them for ten years, and they are still there.
So Yuan Ye and Fang Shaoyi said, "Brother, I feel like it's a burden for us to always be tied together like this, in every way."
Fang Shaoyi has always been gentle and quiet. After listening to him, he asked, "So what?"
"I feel a little lost," Yuan Ye said seriously looking at his eyes, "I can't seem to find myself, I can't see myself clearly. I should find myself and the track between us."
Fang Shaoyi never had to guess what he was thinking, and he would say frankly what he was thinking about. As long as he said it, Fang Shaoyi would listen carefully and respect it as much as possible.
The two of them have been a little bit distracted recently. Even if the last time has been made clear, it has all passed, but the two of them really need to calm down and think about it, both of them.
Sometimes some things can leave traces, even if it's just a small thing, but the sand it leaves has been grinding the meat, and the longer the time is, the more uncomfortable it will become. Wipe clean, when can you really calm down and continue to live comfortably.
Fang Shaoyi asked him in a deep voice, "Do you want to separate?"
Yuan Ye immediately said, "No, no, it definitely won't."
Fang Shaoyi was sitting across from him, Yuan Ye reached out and hugged Shaoyi's neck below, and said with a smile, "What are you talking about? How is that possible."