The man's eyes flashed.
Jiang Fuyue didn't miss his expression: "What's the matter?"
"It's okay. Maybe these two days are too tired..."
The day before yesterday, Sui Sui suddenly had a fever. Fortunately, Xie Dingyuan found out in time, fed the medicine, and took physical cooling measures. He stayed by the bed all night, and finally the little guy recovered.
But I didn't expect that after a day, every year would start again.
Xie Dingyuan used the same method again, and in the end Nian Nian healed, but he was exhausted.
"you… "
Jiang Fuyue still wanted to say something, but there was a knock on the door suddenly.
Liu Weihua's voice came from outside: "Professor Jiang, are you there? There is another network problem..."
Jiang Fuyue: "Okay, come right away."
After she left, Xie Dingyuan let out a long breath.
However, not asking, does not mean that Jiang Fuyue really believes it completely.
Once there is doubt about some things, there are flaws everywhere.
For example, although Xie Dingyuan takes care of his two children meticulously, he rarely takes the initiative to hug them.
For another example, he sat by the bed for a long time, watching Years and Years in a daze, with flickering eyes that made it impossible to tell what he was thinking.
Another example, no matter how Jiang Fuyue hinted, even to the point of seduction, he refused to touch her.
Whenever Jiang Fuyue asked, he always used "too tired" as an excuse.
She wanted to ask, but he refused to communicate.
until-
Jiang Fuyue couldn't bear it any longer while holding the child, and looked at the silent and calm man in front of her: "There are two ways, either you tell me, or I will check, choose."
"Yueyue, I..."
"Don't say you're too tired. You don't know how to find another excuse when you lie. It's the same trick every time."
Xie Dingyuan didn't expect his attitude to make her care so much, and he seemed... angry
"Yueyue..."
Jiang Fuyue pursed her lips slightly, originally she didn't want to talk to him, but finally she turned her attention to the man: "Say it."
Xie Dingyuan sighed softly: "Sorry, I really didn't expect you to care so much..."
He swore that he was really just in a daze, staring at the two children for too long.
Cough, what about refusing that...
"... Every time I see Nian Nian and Nian Nian, I can't help but think, if I had been more careful, or restrained, and not touched you, would I not have let you experience pregnancy alone on the island, Suffering all the burden of childbearing?"
After hearing this, Jiang Fuyue was in a trance.
He is blaming himself!
No wonder the eyes are so depressed every time he looks at her, and when he looks at the two children so deeply, he feels guilty.
But until now, no matter whether he blamed himself or regretted it, it didn't mean much. Maybe he knew this, so he didn't even say anything, and kept everything in his heart silently.
Want to digest yourself.
"The only thing I'm lucky about is that you are on the island and don't have to face rumors from the outside world."
Pregnant before marriage, how hurtful and malicious it is to a girl, it has become the best talk and joke among spectators.
And it was none other than him who pushed Jiang Fuyue to this situation!
"I'm sorry Yueyue, but I seem to have done something wrong again, don't I?"
After hearing these words, Jiang Fuyue was momentarily at a loss.
She never cared about the eyes and evaluations of the outside world, but unexpectedly, she didn't care, and others cared.
"So you've been struggling with this these days?"
The man has deep brows and eyes, with annoyance and regret on his face.
That's right, why did she forget that when she first met Xie Dingyuan, this person was used to putting himself in the worldly frame.
He is old-fashioned, conservative, principled, follow the rules, and can be called a moral model.
He has always been self-denying and courteous, and never makes mistakes.
After being together, although he has changed a lot, for example, he no longer counts nutrition when eating, and his cleanliness is not so bad, but some things are deeply ingrained and cannot be easily changed.
For example, for cohabitation before marriage, and for another example, pregnancy before marriage.
Jiang Fuyue smiled, put down the child, stepped closer, and finally pushed him against the wall: "I don't blame you, I asked for it on my birthday."
Xie Dingyuan shook his head: "It's not like this... I..." His Adam's apple rolled slightly, with a feeling of resignation, "I can't help it either."
But if Jiang Fuyue hadn't taken the initiative, he wouldn't have crossed that line so quickly and easily, this is a fact.
But even so, the subsequent indulgence cannot be faked.
He was addicted to it, he forgot to restrain himself, he never got tired of it, couldn't extricate himself, and finally let her have a baby...
Jiang Fuyue looked at his slumped expression, with a bit of self-loathing in the guilt, "Xie Dingyuan, listen carefully—"
He looked up in a daze.
"I don't care what the outside world thinks. I just know that I do what I want to do. You didn't force me, but I made you go back again and again."
Thinking about it now, Jiang Fuyue even felt that she was a bit selfish, ahem... She always thought about her own pleasure in everything she did, and never took Xie Dingyuan's thoughts into consideration.
A person who is so restrained broke the principle with his own hands because of her.
For him, not being able to bear it is far more difficult than forbearance, and doing it is far more tormented than not doing it.
Because it is more difficult to give up the bottom line that has been stuck for many years than resisting the temptation of nephrite jade and fragrance!
He is passive.
Jiang Fuyue wrapped him up and moved forward.
He could have retreated, but in order not to disappoint her, he forced himself to move forward.
The step of giving birth out of wedlock directly pulled his hips, and he sprained his feet, so the long-hidden cognitive conflict between the two finally broke out.
Jiang Fuyue felt that it didn't matter.
But he carried his burden and moved forward every minute and every second.
The woman leaned closer on her tiptoes, breathing close at hand: "I don't regret my birthday, and I don't regret giving birth every year and every year."
"You are the father of the child, and I am the mother of the child. Even if we broke up before that, I will give birth to them without hesitation."
Choosing to have children is Jiang Fuyue's love for children.
"There is a movie with very good lines—" Looking at each other, Jiang Fuyue paused every word, "Flowers and plants will die if someone sees them, and they will die if no one sees them. Men are not important to women. Women live their own lives." life and death[1].”
When you come, we will fall in love.
You are gone, I can continue to love life.
To rely on, but not to rely on - this is Jiang Fuyue.
The man was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he slowly uttered a sentence: "... men are not important to women? Does that include me?"
Xie Dingyuan has always known that compared to being in chains everywhere, she is the real freedom.
But never thought that he would not be important to her
Well!
Jiang Fuyue became anxious: "That's not the point, the point is the last sentence!"
In the next second, the man turned his back on the guest and pushed her against the wall: "Say it again, am I important?"
Jiang Fuyue really wanted to laugh: "You-uh!"
In the next second, the man gagged her mouth.
She stared wide-eyed, didn't she not touch her
Xie Dingyuan has already wrapped his arms around the woman's slender waist.
I couldn't bear her flirtatious way...
She lived her life and death by herself, and left his life and death to her.
She wants him to live, and he will live.
She wanted him dead, and he died.
cough…
Of course it's best to want to live and die.
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Note: [1] From the movie "Master". Song Jia in it is really beautiful and powerful.
Some of a person's strength comes from the capital in his hands, and some come from his inner tenacity.
Sister Yue has both, so what is cohabitation before marriage? Is she greedy for Lao Xie's health? The poor little old Xie was beaten back steadily.
What is it to be pregnant before marriage? If she likes it, she will give birth.
This is the female strong article.
PS: This chapter analyzes Lao Xie's heart, and by the way justifies his name, it's too stuck.
The results of the hospital examination are very good, and it is not a recurrence of appendicitis, so don't worry! ! ! !
Finally, there is another update at twelve o'clock, and everyone has been waiting for a long time.