Gu Jiuci clenched his fists and looked at her silently.
Grandma Gu still had that gentle and gentle look, "If he is willing to be with your brother, then I won't object. I'm over seventy years old, and I won't live many more years. I promised him that grandpa will take care of him." , then I have to do it, but apart from you and your brother, I don’t know and don’t trust anyone else, so if possible, I hope that you or your brother can be with him all the time. You Understand?"
When Gu Jiuci heard the words, he smiled slowly, "You really think about him."
"I have no choice." Grandma Gu said, "I am the only one he can rely on."
"Yes." Gu Jiuci nodded, "You value love and righteousness. You care about him, love him, and put yourself in his place. He likes me, so whether I like him or not, I have to be with him got engaged."
"His grandpa is seriously ill, and their family is kind to our family, so no matter whether I agree or refuse, I have to put down my work all the way during the hardest time of filming, and run back specially, and have no feelings for him." He got engaged in front of his grandfather."
"And now, he doesn't like me anymore, so I can be thrown away like a piece of garbage. I still don't need my consent, and I don't need to consider my mood."
Gu Jiuci laughed, "So from the beginning to the end, what role did I play in this series of events? A tool that comes and goes when you call it? He loves me, so I need unconditional peace." He is together; if he doesn't love me, I have to separate from him unconditionally."
"Am I not human? Don't I have my own emotions? Don't I have any emotions?"
Grandma Gu sighed, "I know that I wronged you to get you engaged, but at that time, Xiaoyou liked you, could I still force your brother to get engaged to him knowing that he liked you? Besides, you Don’t you know how much your brother has been burdened since he was a child? Even now, you like acting, you don’t like the nine-to-five job, it’s your brother who manages the family’s business, letting you do what you like, He has already sacrificed enough, career and love, he must have something he really likes, isn't it fair?"
"So I agreed, didn't I?" Gu Jiuci looked at his grandma, "I don't want to, but I also agreed, didn't I?"
"But you don't love him."
"Because I'm a human being, not a machine." Gu Jiuci replied, "I'm not a machine, I can't give myself instructions to fall in love with someone I don't love in a second."
"I am a person, a person with normal emotions, so I need time, I will struggle with my thoughts, I will be attracted to him, but I will also resist being attracted to him."
"Yes, I didn't do well enough, I wasn't honest enough, I didn't love him enough, I didn't respond to his corresponding love, but besides this, is there anything else I didn't do?"
"For his grandfather's funeral, I stopped working immediately and flew back overnight."
"He wants to move into my house, and I agree, agreeing for him to move in."
"Which time did I not take care of him when he got sick? Do you know how many times he got sick? Of course you don't know, because he was embarrassed to tell you, only I who was with him knew."
"Every time he wants to see me, I say I'm busy, and when I'm done, don't I find time to go home?"
"I snubbed him because I didn't want to fall in love with him so quickly, I had my own pace, and I didn't want my disapproval at the time to look like a joke. We're engaged, we're already living together, and he wants I have already given all that I can, so I only ask for this, isn't it okay?"
"It was he who said he loved, and now he is the one who says he doesn't love you. You were the one who said you were going to get engaged, and now you are the one who said you don't want to be together. Then what am I? I don't count anything, I have no right to choose My lover has no right to choose my own love, and I don't even know how to conduct my own love rhythm."
"So Xiaojiu, what do you want to say?" Grandma Gu looked directly at him, "Do you want to say that you are in love with Xiaoyou now, so you don't want to separate from him? Or do you want to say that you are not willing to be with Xiaoyou so suddenly?" He broke off the engagement."
Gu Jiuci laughed at himself, his eyes darkened, "I have nothing to say, what right do I have to say, is what I say important? It doesn't matter. From the beginning to the end, the decision of our marriage is not in my hands but In his hands, when he likes me, you thread a needle for him, and when he doesn't like me, you will only tell me not to embarrass him. So what can I say?"
"I went out for a few days, and when I came back, he said he wanted to break up with me and break off the engagement with me. I haven't given up yet, I'm still trying to redeem myself, and I'm still reviewing myself, but what about you? You told me , let me not embarrass him, let me give up. Then why did you let us get engaged in the first place? My marriage is so unworthy of respect for you, so you can make it whatever you want, and break up if you say it? "
He stood up and said angrily: "I agree with your words and support your decision. We shouldn't be together in the first place, and it's appropriate to separate now. If he is really with my brother in the future, I will take care of him." Call him sister-in-law."
After Gu Jiuci finished speaking, he turned and went out the door.
Grandma Gu watched, her eyes full of regret, she opened her mouth to stop him, but she couldn't say anything.
What if it stops? she thinks.
What Gu Jiuci said was not wrong, she was indeed like this, at that time Tang Ziyou said that he liked Gu Jiuci, so she talked with Gu Jiuci after returning home, disregarding his wishes, and forced the two of them to make a deal marriage.
Now that she heard the conversation between Tang Ziyou and Gu Jiuci, and saw how they got along today, she could feel Tang Ziyou's avoidance of Gu Jiuci, so she called Gu Jiuci to her room again, and wanted him to Don't make things difficult for Tang Ziyou.
Between Tang Ziyou and Gu Jiuci, she was indeed partial to Tang Ziyou. She was afraid that she would fail her old friend's entrustment, and that Tang Ziyou would suffer a little grievance, especially from her own family.
So even if she stopped Gu Jiuci, it would be of no use.
It was Gu Jiuci who said it, the decision between the two of them was never his, but Tang Ziyou's.
Grandma Gu sighed, and for a moment, she didn't know whether she was right or wrong.
Gu Jiu quit the door and drove directly to the bar.
He walked into the box familiarly, ordered wine, and began to drink.
"What's wrong?" The box door was pushed open, and the bar owner Li Shao came in, "Hey, who messed with you again? He looked angry."
Gu Jiuci laughed, "Am I still angry? I don't dare to be angry."
Li Shao sat down beside him, "It's not anger, it's sullenness?"
Gu Jiuci didn't speak, he lowered his head and kept pouring wine into his glass.
Seeing this, Li Shao didn't ask any more questions, picked up a cup, poured himself a cup, touched him, and drank it down.
Gu Jiuci drank the wine, but the sullenness in his heart could not be lingered. He felt wronged and ridiculous.
From the beginning to the end, he was like a puppet on a string. When he needed to play, he was pulled to the field by a string. Now that he is not needed, everyone can't wait to kick him as a puppet away, and they don't care about him. Does it hurt? Does he have any concerns in this relationship
He remembered the first time he met Tang Ziyou as an adult...
The author has something to say: I didn’t say it before, so it seems that many people have misunderstood it. Xiaoyou was reborn in the autumn of 2019, three months after his engagement, but he had an accident in his previous life, which happened between the spring and summer of 2020 , because we are now in 2020, so I thought everyone would automatically substitute, but I found that many people seemed to automatically substitute into Xiaoyou who has been in love for many years, so let me say something~~
And, if you want to scold Xiao Jiu, read two more chapters before scolding, I also know that I can't stop it, so let's get him a probation [呀]
The preview I would like to recommend to you today is: "I Debuted by Catching Ghosts"
Copywriting:
Without a company, without popularity, without a sponsoring father, Lin Sulu felt that she was on the draft stage, and she was probably destined to be cannon fodder.
However, to his surprise, the day before the start of the competition, he accidentally bound a ghost hunting system.
System: Every time you catch a ghost wandering in the sun, you can get corresponding points. 500 points can be exchanged for beautiful vocal, 1000 points can be exchanged for super rap, 1500 points can be exchanged for high-energy dance, and 2000 points can be exchanged for explosive stage.
Lin Sulu: Goodbye teammates, I'm going to hunt ghosts tonight!
The night before the first performance, Lin Sulu did not return all night.
Teammate: "He must have practiced all night, he worked too hard, and he deserves the first place!"
The night before the second performance, Lin Sulu did not return all night again.
Teammate: "He didn't know where he went to practice. I feel ashamed. He deserves to be number one again!"
The night before the third performance, Lin Sulu did not return all night again.
Teammate: "Have you seen the moon at three o'clock in the morning? Lin Sulu must have seen it! He won the first place, we are convinced!"
The night before the final, at four o'clock in the morning, Lin Sulu chased the female ghost who was holding her head for three streets!
Female ghost: "Why are you chasing me?"
Lin Sulu: "I want 100 points from your head to send me to debut."
The female ghost hugged her head: "Hey, that's too cruel."
[small theater]
The moon is dark and the wind is high, the sky of murder and arson.
Lin Sulu and Li Gui didn't meet love around the corner, but met each other.
Li Gui was pleasantly surprised: "There is no place to find if you break through the iron shoes, and it doesn't take much effort to get it. Boy, do you know that you can't beat me?"
Lin Sulu looked at the 1000 points above his head, and was more surprised than him: "Then you must not know, I never catch ghosts by myself."
Li Gui: "It's not you? Who is that?"
As soon as the words fell, a person appeared in front of him. The person was tall and tall, with enchanting eyebrows and eyes, with a coldness all over his body and a strong aura.
Li Gui suddenly felt his legs go limp, and in the next second, he knelt down on the ground as if he was being pressed down by something.
Lin Sulu smiled, "Of course it's my husband~"
Not scary, after all I'm timid, let's take it easy on the supernatural, challenge the supernatural and drafts I haven't written before, there are many private settings, let's talk about the specifics, welcome to collect~~
Thanks for today:
First grow him ten catties and throw a landmine
Fu Qiongyu threw a mine
Tengze - Throws 1 mine
Satoshi. Throw 1 grenade
Satoshi. Throw 1 grenade
Penguin dropped 1 mine
Cute Zhan Zhan threw 1 mine
Thanks to the above little angels, especially Cong. I love you little angel