Gu Jiuci drank quietly, the more he drank, the more sober he became.
He thought of the day of Tang Ziyou's grandfather's funeral. Tang Ziyou watched his grandfather's body cremated and cried so hard that he couldn't help himself.
He was crying so pitifully, Gu Jiuci softened his heart for a moment, walked over and hugged him into his arms.
He said, "Don't cry, your grandpa is gone, I will be your family from now on, and I will take care of you."
This is his promise to Grandpa Tang Ziyou, if he promises, he will remember it.
Hearing this, Tang Ziyou cried even harder. Gu Jiuci patted him on the back, held him until the funeral was over, and sent him home.
He looked at Tang Ziyou who was watching him leave blankly, and suddenly felt that he was actually very young, too young to bear such joys and sorrows.
He patted Tang Ziyou's head and returned home.
Later, Tang Ziyou came to him and said to him cautiously, "I want to move in."
Gu Jiuci had no reason to refuse, he was his fiancé, whether he liked it or not, the name was there, so he helped Tang Ziyou move together.
Everything after that was logical, Tang Ziyou moved in, and he accepted the life with Tang Ziyou.
He wasn't used to having other people in the room, but Tang Ziyou didn't seem to be unacceptable.
He didn't like Tang Ziyou's lack of ambition and lack of enterprising spirit, but he didn't think it was incomprehensible when he saw that Tang Ziyou was waiting for him to come home with the lights on no matter how late.
He is like a person dancing in shackles. He instinctively hates the shackles on his body, but is attracted by the grace of the dance. He wants to break free from the shackles on his body, but he doesn't know how to stop the dance.
While resisting this marriage, he unconsciously accepted Tang Ziyou.
Until Tang Ziyou fell ill.
Tang Ziyou's illness came suddenly, it was not serious, it was just a cold, he sat on the bed obediently, sneezing softly.
Gu Jiuci brought him medicine and water, and asked him to take the medicine.
He even took a pack of biscuits in case he felt the medicine was bitter.
Tang Ziyou took the medicine quietly, then grabbed the corner of his clothes and asked him, "Can you sleep with me for a while?"
Gu Jiuci did not refuse.
Tang Ziyou smiled happily, leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, and said happily, "Thank you husband."
Gu Jiuci was stunned for a moment.
He said, "Don't call me that."
Tang Ziyou asked him, "Why not? We are already fiancée, aren't we?"
"That's not married either."
"So you can call it that after you get married?"
Gu Jiuci hummed.
Tang Ziyou nodded, as if he understood.
Gu Jiuci was inexplicably embarrassed and ashamed, he pulled back the quilt and let Tang Ziyou lie down.
Tang Ziyou approached him and said coquettishly, "Can you hug me? I want you to hug me to sleep."
Gu Jiuci had no choice but to hug him.
Tang Ziyou was happy again, "Thank you husband."
After he finished speaking, he realized that he couldn't call it that way, and changed his words with a smile, "I said something wrong, thank you Xiaojiu, Xiaojiu is so kind."
Gu Jiuci looked at the smile on his face, and for a moment almost felt that it wasn't impossible to call it that way, and what he called it didn't seem to be that important.
Thinking of this, he lowered his eyes.
Tang Ziyou had already closed his eyes and fell asleep after a while.
Gu Jiuci just looked at him and hugged him quietly. He wasn't sleepy and couldn't fall asleep, but he didn't get up.
When Tang Ziyou woke up again, it was already afternoon, Gu Jiuci looked at his face flushed from sleep, and stretched out his hand to pinch it.
Tang Ziyou rubbed his eyes, saw him when he opened his eyes, put his arms around his neck with a smile, buried his head under his chin, and rubbed gently.
He rubbed too gently, and the temperature in the room was too warm, so that Gu Jiuci lowered his head slightly and almost kissed his cheek.
It was really close, just when Gu Jiuci was about to touch his cheek, he saw the shackles on his body as if he had just woken up from a dream.
Only then did he remember that he was not a free dancer, he was a dancer in shackles.
He should have hated this pair of shackles and wanted to break free, but how could he accept and even get used to it at this moment, not long after he put it on.
He was so unwilling and resisted this marriage before, whether it was with his grandma or Tang Ziyou, he said that I don't like you, I won't like you. Then how could he kiss Tang Ziyou at this moment, when they hadn't been engaged for long
He let go of Tang Ziyou, and got out of bed as if to escape.
From that day on, Gu Jiuci began to deliberately distance himself from Tang Ziyou.
He still cared about Tang Ziyou's body, would take care of him when he was not feeling well, and would hug him when Tang Ziyou took the initiative to ask him, "Can you hug me".
It's just that at other times, if Tang Ziyou didn't want it, he wouldn't give it either.
Tang Ziyou wanted to see him, so he went home or had a video call with him.
Tang Ziyou didn't directly say that I want to see you, but he pretended not to know and kept a distance from him.
He rationally controlled the distance between him and Tang Ziyou, and kept the relationship between the two of them neither far nor close.
He told his friends and admirers without hesitation that he was engaged and had a fiancé.
He rejects the approach of every admirer and wears the necklace with their engagement rings every day.
However, he didn't dare to get too close to Tang Ziyou, let alone let Tang Ziyou infiltrate into circles other than his own family.
He thought, when they were together a little longer, longer, then he would get used to the existence of the shackles on his body, and he would accept them, and maybe he would turn the shackles into bracelets and anklets.
It's just not possible now, he still can't do it now.
Anyway, they have already been bound together, and they will be together for the rest of their lives, so, it's not too late.
In Gu Jiuci's life plan, there are his elder brother, his grandmother, his parents, and Tang Ziyou.
He never thought that he would break up with Tang Ziyou, and the two would go their separate ways. Even when Tang Ziyou sent him a wechat message saying he was gone, he didn't take it seriously.
He knew that Tang Ziyou liked him, and he believed in his heart that they were going to be together forever, so he didn't take it seriously and didn't reply.
But he didn't expect that Tang Ziyou really wanted to leave.
As he said - if we are really not suitable, then at that time, it is not too late to break up.
He did what he said, which made him happy, but under the joy, there was even more reluctance.
He didn't want to force him for the rest of his life, Gu Jiuci thought, he did what he said and gave him freedom, then he could re-look at Tang Ziyou's behavior at the beginning and accept him again.
So he wanted to redeem it, he wanted to have a good talk with Tang Ziyou, and he wanted to ask him, doesn't he like me? Now I say we start over, would you like to
But he didn't even have the right to ask, because Tang Ziyou refused to communicate with him, and his grandmother also advised him to get out.
From beginning to end, he was like a passerby who strayed into someone else's theater.
When Tang Ziyou needed him, he was Tang Ziyou's hero. Even if he didn't want to play, he would cooperate and sing on stage in costume without any complaints.
And when Tang Ziyou didn't need it anymore, he would have to be kicked out. Even if he had already planned in his heart how to perform the rest of the repertoire, no one wanted to know.
Tang Ziyou sentenced him to end.
His grandma had sentenced him out.
The curtain ended and he was the only one left.
But from the very beginning, it was obviously not that he wanted to take the initiative to take the stage. Why did Tang Ziyou have so many opportunities when he liked him? After thinking about it, he can still exchange rings with himself and make a marriage contract.
When it was his turn, he was still trying to recover, but he had already been sentenced to be out.
From the beginning to the end, he was the only person who was the least important person in this scene.
Gu Jiuci drank the last glass of wine and leaned sleepily on the sofa. He was very tired and wanted to sleep.
The author has something to say: Is the first half of this chapter quite sweet, hahaha. Closer to home, in fact, there is still a chapter in this part, but basically the general framework of this chapter has come out, and you should understand it all. Before, many people guessed whether Xiaojiu was in love but didn't know it, but it wasn't. He was in love but knew it. He was too self-aware, so after he found out that he had a crush on Xiaoyou, he began to distance himself intentionally. The more you like it, the more you resist it.
The scriptures in this book have flaws, and they are not perfect. I know that many little angels like Chasing Wife Crematorium, which has no flaws. The scriptures are really scumbags, and then Gongfan repents and chasing Wife Crematorium, but I can’t seem to write Come to this [cover your face] because I'm like, if that's the case, why not switch? Just like Ying Nian and Tang Yu, Ying Nian did nothing wrong, Tang Yu was really a scum, Tang Yu repented, and chased his wife, and went to the crematorium, but I still didn't let him stay with Ying Nian, I chose to change the offense, Because I think the year should be better. So the setting of this book is that both the attack and the victim are wrong, so they can correct each other, and start over after attacking and chasing their wives.
Why is Xiao Jiu unwilling to dissolve the engagement now? One is the promise to grandpa mentioned in the last chapter, and the other is that he really likes Xiaoyou. Xiaoyou is very smart. He forced Xiaojiu to get engaged. This is what he did wrong, but I have to say that this is indeed the most effective method. Without the responsibilities after engagement and the little things after living together, Xiaojiu would not easily fall in love with her. one person.
But Xiaoyou is not very smart, because he did not do what he said, if it is not suitable, he will separate. So in the previous life, Xiao Jiu had prejudice against him, and wanted to wait for a little longer, until he had erased his reluctance, and then get together with Xiao You.
But in this life, Xiaoyou was reborn, gave up and left, and fulfilled this promise by mistake. Xiao Jiu didn't believe it at first, but later found out in the hospital that he really wanted to let him go free, and only then did he believe that he really wanted to break off the engagement, and then he was willing to look at their engagement again. That's why he went to save Xiaoyou.
It wasn't because Xiaoyou didn't love him anymore, and he wasn't used to it, that he went to save Xiaoyou.
Before the hospital talk, he didn't believe that Xiaoyou was really going to leave, so his attitude was always that you don't want to play hard to get, stop making trouble. After the hospital talk, he believed it. He felt that Xiaoyou had fulfilled his promise and did not lie to him, so he began to re-examine this relationship and really wanted to save him.
Talking to grandma later, his explosive point was that grandma asked him to give up. He felt that grandma let them be together. Grandma involved him, and now she asked him to give up. He never considered him from the beginning to the end. will.
Generally speaking, grandma, Xiaoyou, and Xiaojiu are all at fault. Grandma's fault was that in order to repay her kindness, she was only focused on Xiaoyou, and she didn't consider the side effects brought about by this, and didn't take gentle and effective measures. Xiaoyou made a mistake at the beginning for forcing, not respecting Xiaojiu's wishes. After forcing, she felt that Xiaojiu still didn't love him, but she didn't want to let go. She didn't do what he said, and if it wasn't suitable, she broke up. The fault of Xiaojiu was that he was not honest enough. He obviously had a crush on Xiaoyou, but because of the unwillingness in his heart, he was reluctant to get along with Xiaoyou. So they made a wrong step, they were both interested in each other later on, but they didn't get along well.
Well, after passing through these few chapters, the next step is chasing wives and sweets~~ This book is not long, and I obviously feel that the rhythm of my book is quite fast~
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Thank you for the above little angels, I love you guys, what's up (づ￣3￣)づ╭