"I'll check my lines with you." Gu Jiu resigned.
Tang Ziyou was stunned for a moment, and turned to let him in.
Seeing him lower his head, Gu Jiuci smiled, "Don't worry, it's just work."
Tang Ziyou was inexplicably embarrassed, "I didn't mean that."
"What do you mean?" Gu Jiuci asked him.
Tang Ziyou didn't know what to say for a while, so he simply didn't answer, walked to the coffee table and took his script, and said calmly, "Let's begin."
Gu Jiuci sat down on the small sofa beside him, and Tang Ziyou also sat on the sofa on the other side.
The two of them spoke to the lines quietly, without saying anything more.
Gu Jiuci raised his eyes to look at him when he lowered his head, and he could only see his downcast brows and gentle appearance, and was struck by the cold light in the room, making him look extraordinarily quiet.
He was never so silent before, Gu Jiuci thought, he used to be very talkative, and every time we met, he seemed to have a lot to tell himself, but now, he is silent.
Gu Jiuci suddenly remembered the potted flower that he raised to death a long time ago.
It was still very bright when I bought it, but because of my lack of care, it withered and died in the flower pot in the end.
He has seen him in the most vivid and vivid way, but now, he can only share silence with him.
Gu Jiuci felt that he regretted it again.
Many things, when you are trapped in the situation, you care about every detail, can't afford it, can't let it go, but when you get out of that predicament and re-look at the situation at that time, you will find that it is not necessary at all.
If he had been more mature, more honest, and accepted his mood changes rationally, then he and Tang Ziyou should be very happy now.
It was better than now, the two were relatively silent.
Gu Jiuci finished the last line calmly and put down the script.
Tang Ziyou looked up at him unconsciously, and saw Gu Jiuci smile at him.
He was good-looking, and his smile was even more attractive. Tang Ziyou used to like his smile very much, but now he lowered his head and avoided it.
"I watched you act today," Gu Jiu said, "Your acting skills are not bad."
"Thank you." Tang Ziyou said softly.
"You are very suitable for the career of an actor."
"Thank you." Tang Ziyou still lowered his head.
Gu Jiuci simply approached him, squatted down, and said softly, "That's why I advised you at that time, I hope you will not give up your job."
Hearing his voice approaching, Tang Ziyou unconsciously raised his eyes to look at him.
Gu Jiuci sighed, "I've thought a lot these past few days. I was wrong about the past. I was too awkward and immature. I took a long way around something that could be solved easily. In the end, it made both of them unhappy."
"No." Tang Ziyou said, "It's not your fault, it's my fault, I was too obsessed and lost myself. You are not wrong, you just don't like me, but you don't like someone, it's not Wrong, no one stipulated that if I love you, you must love me."
Gu Jiuci laughed and said, "So you think I'm not wrong, it's your fault?"
Tang Ziyou nodded, and he said, "I restrained myself."
Gu Jiuci looked into his clear eyes and slowly shook his head, "Emotional matters are never a person's fault. If I don't love you, then maybe I'm innocent. But when I like you, then , I am also in this mistake. So, you don't need to blame all the mistakes on yourself. "
Tang Ziyou shook his head, "It was originally my fault."
"Okay, it's not your fault that I said it all." Gu Jiuci looked at him, "What I want to tell you is that when I advised you to go to work, it was not because I didn't like you, but because I felt that everyone Everyone should have their own career and their own stage.”
"If you stay at home all the time, you can only see me, and you will tie all your feelings to me invisibly, but 365 days a year, there are not many days when I can be at home, so I hope you go to work, This way a year goes by quickly. You don’t have to care too much about me, and you won’t feel too bad because of me. In this way, after a year, I can face you frankly, so that you don’t just live in Waiting for me."
Tang Ziyou was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Gu Jiuci would have such considerations.
He thought that the other party simply didn't like him, so he persuaded him to go to work and told him that you can't stay at home all the time.
He was silent again.
Gu Jiuci whispered, "But you are doing very well now. Although you have left me, you have your own stage. This is also very good. At least, you are happy when you are acting."
Tang Ziyou looked at him quietly.
After a long time, he said, "Then do you know why I didn't want to work during that time?"
"Why?" Gu Jiuci asked him.
"Because I want to rest."
His tone was gentle, and the emotion in his eyes was very weak. He said, "I'm not here to cling to you, to pester you, I just want to take a break."
"Gu Jiuci, I'm different from you. You have parents and an older brother. You grew up with someone to help you share. But I have nothing, I only have grandpa, but how can I bear to let him share my affairs? So I can only do my best and do my best.”
"When grandpa left, I was really tired, not only physically, but also mentally. So I want to rest, I still have savings in my hand, I can do other things I like at home, I don't think What's wrong with me taking a break for a year or two. Don't people get tired all the time? I've worked hard for more than 20 years, can I take a break?"
"When other children's parents help them with handicrafts, I am alone; when other parents help their children with their homework, I am still alone; when other parents give advice for their children's work, I am still alone .I'm too tired, especially at that time grandpa is gone, so I don't want to work hard anymore, I just want to take a good rest for a while."
Gu Jiuci didn't expect it to be like this, he opened his mouth and wanted to ask him why didn't you tell me
But he swallowed the words again, because he remembered that Tang Ziyou had said that he wanted to rest for a while.
It's just that he didn't understand why he had to rest for so long
Even if it is because of the death of a loved one and the grief is unbearable, it is impossible to stay at home for a year.
He didn't understand Tang Ziyou, and Tang Ziyou didn't tell him how hard he had been alone for so many years, so he misunderstood him again.
But he should have thought of it, Tang Ziyou only had his grandfather as a relative, how could he not work hard
He lives easily because he has an older brother, he has parents, but Tang Ziyou doesn't, he only has his grandfather.
"I'm sorry." He said, "I should have thought about it, I should have asked you more, and talked to you more."
Tang Ziyou at that time still liked talking to him very much, and was willing to have a peaceful conversation with him, but he didn't want to, he resisted Tang Ziyou's approach, and didn't want to talk to him too much.
"I'm sorry," he said, "I was more wrong than I thought."
Tang Ziyou shook his head, he could understand now, "You didn't like me back then, so naturally you didn't want to talk to me, it's normal, it's not your fault, it's me, I forced the engagement, that caused all this .”
"Maybe the beginning of all this is indeed your fault, but at this point, the main reason is me."
He looked at Tang Ziyou, "Then don't you want to rest now? Are you not tired?"
Tang Ziyou looked into his eyes, but didn't speak.
Gu Jiuci asked him, "Is it because of me? I let you down, so you have to come back and start working hard again."
Tang Ziyou shook his head.
He smiled, "I have already seen it clearly. In this matter, there are people who are deeply related and others who are not. I probably belong to the kind of people who are very shallow, so my parents left me early, and my grandfather also left. I Originally, I wanted to form a family with you and have new relatives, but it was also unpleasant."
"The world is probably like this, so I still have to work hard on my own. I have no one to rely on completely, only myself. I have to plan for my future, and I have to continue to work hard while I am young. Wait until the next year I am old, maybe I can really rest."
Gu Jiuci felt sorry for him, "You don't have to work so hard, you are right, you are still young and have savings in your hand, you can take a break for a year or two, I can be your family member, and you can rely on me. "
Tang Ziyou laughed, with bright eyes and bright teeth, he said, "Don't say such things Gu Jiuci, as I said, we can't do it anymore, no matter whether I have someone I can rely on in the future, but this person will definitely Not you."
"Okay," he said with a smile, "this is the end of today's conversation, you should go back."
Gu Jiuci looked at the smile on his face, but couldn't smile at all. He had promised Tang Ziyou's grandfather that he would take good care of him, but he never did.
He didn't even know why Tang Ziyou wanted to stay at home. Not only did he not know, but he also let him leave disappointed and ended his rest time early.
His request was not too much, but he never patiently asked him why, and never thought about how to satisfy him.
Gu Jiuci felt that he had really failed. He had an engagement with Tang Ziyou, but he didn't know Tang Ziyou's original character, and he didn't understand the hardships he had gone through.
He only knows how good he used to be, but he doesn't know what kind of sadness and mourning lies behind every sincerity he shows.
He didn't take good care of him at all.
Gu Jiuci left, and he had no reason to stay.
Tang Ziyou looked at the sadness between his brows, and sighed silently.
He actually didn't need this, he thought, he didn't need Gu Jiuci to worry about him and feel sorry for him.
In itself, this is a lesson he should have learned. He has learned it, and after seeing it clearly, he will not impose his liking on others in the future.
As for Gu Jiuci, he can still live as chicly as before.
That's good, there's no need to worry about him, after all, he doesn't worry about himself now.
Tang Ziyou feels that he is in a very good state now, he lives very clearly, neither loves nor complains, every day is fresh and stable.
He is very satisfied, so he hopes that Gu Jiuci can let go of him as soon as possible.
The next morning, as soon as Tang Ziyou arrived on the set, he saw Gu Jiuci who had already been discussing the plot with the director on the set.
He was dressed in black, with a silver crown on his hair, and was very handsome.
Tang Ziyou hadn't had time to marvel at his good looks, and as expected, any appearance was suitable, when he saw Xu Sijia finished her makeup and hair, and walked toward Gu Jiuci in earnest.
"Hello, Teacher Gu." Xu Sijia smiled.
"Hello." Gu Jiuci was very cold.
Xu Sijia looked at him with a gentle tone, "Mr. Gu, you don't know, I've always been your fan. This time I know you're going to be a guest star, and I'm so excited!"
She knowingly asked, "Mr. Gu, what role do you play as a cameo? Do you have a rivalry with me? I don't know if I have the qualifications..."
Upon hearing this, Gu Jiuci said very simply, "No."
Xu Sijia: ...
Xu Sijia looked at him in surprise, as if he couldn't believe that he was so direct.
Gu Jiuci didn't bother to pay attention to her. When he raised his gaze, he saw Tang Ziyou not far away.
Tang Ziyou quickly avoided his sight and walked to the side.
Gu Jiuci felt a little lost.
Fortunately, Director Wang beside him said very professionally, "Xiao Tang is here, come here, let me tell you about your play today."
Gu Jiuci turned from cloudy to sunny in an instant. He just felt that Director Wang was still very good and could be included in the cooperation list.
The author has something to say: Director Wang: Thank you!
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