Entering May, Tang Ziyou became inexplicably worried. In his previous life, he had an accident in this month, so this time came to this time again. Out of caution, Tang Ziyou asked Liu Xu to push back all his announcements. , I plan to spend this month safely.
After Gu Jiuci finished filming, except for some magazine covers and commercial endorsements, he had nothing else to do, so he stayed at Tang Ziyou's house and learned to cook with him.
Tang Ziyou was teaching, when he suddenly remembered that at this time in his previous life, he was filming outside, so he asked him, "Have you had no acting recently?"
"I've just finished filming." Gu Jiu resigned.
Tang Ziyou frowned, thought for a while, and then asked, "Did you shoot "Two-Thirds of the Dream" before?"
"right."
"Didn't you receive a script called Opposite?"
"Yes, but I didn't answer."
"Why?" Tang Ziyou was surprised, he remembered that at this time in his previous life, Gu Jiuci was filming this movie.
"If I pick it up, I have to join the group seamlessly. I'm not used to it. I always shoot a movie, rest for a few months, and then shoot the next one."
Tang Ziyou frowned. He vaguely felt that his rebirth had indeed triggered a butterfly effect. In his previous life, Gu Jiuci hadn't filmed "The Joy of Spring", nor had he filmed "Two-thirds of the Dream", but in this life, Gu Jiuci hadn't filmed "opposite".
Tang Ziyou felt that it should be the month of "A Trouble in Spring" that disrupted his plan, causing his timeline to change from the original track, and that's why the current situation happened.
"What's wrong?" Gu Jiuci asked him, "How do you know the script of "The Opposite Side"?"
"I heard Liu Xu mentioned it." Tang Ziyou thought of an excuse.
Gu Jiuci did not doubt that he was there, "This script is actually okay, but I don't have time, otherwise I should have accepted it."
Tang Ziyou nodded.
Gu Jiuci suddenly thought of something and asked him, "Do you want to see the concert? The FK band will come to our concert in a few days, do you want to see it?"
In her previous life, Tang Ziyou had an accident on the way to the concert: ...
Tang Ziyou said very coldly, "I don't want to."
Gu Jiuci was a little disappointed, "I quite like this band."
"Then go and see." Tang Ziyou said, "I don't really want to go out recently."
Gu Jiuci also knew that he had put a lot of work behind him recently, so he asked in confusion, "Is there something wrong with you recently? You still don't feel well, so you don't want to go out."
"I'm not feeling well." Tang Ziyou said casually.
Gu Jiuci instantly became nervous, "What's wrong?"
"I can't say it, but I just don't want to move and don't want to go out."
Gu Jiuci thought of his grandfather's illness, and was afraid that Tang Ziyou might have something wrong with his body that he didn't know about, so he took him to the hospital the next day.
"I haven't gone to the medical examination for a long time, you can go with me."
Although Tang Ziyou didn't really want to go out, but he remembered that he hadn't had a physical examination for a long time, so he went together.
Gu Jiuci originally wanted him to have a physical examination, but when he heard him say, "That's fine, I'll take a physical examination as well", he quickly nodded in agreement, "Well, let's all have a physical examination."
The two of them woke up early, had a physical examination for a long time, and then returned home.
Fortunately, the result of the physical examination was not bad, so Gu Jiuci heaved a sigh of relief.
That night, Gu Jiuci was lying in the guest bedroom of Tang Ziyou's house, wondering when he would be able to upgrade from the guest bedroom to the master bedroom, and fell asleep after thinking about it.
He had a dream, in which he returned to the time when he and Tang Ziyou were first engaged.
Gu Jiuci felt that this was fine, as it happened that he could make up for Tang Ziyou this time, and get along with him from the very beginning.
However, to his surprise, in the dream, he still had the same dissatisfaction with Tang Ziyou's forced engagement as before.
Gu Jiuci watched, wanting to do something to remedy it, but couldn't do anything.
He saw that he began to alienate Tang Ziyou after he had a good impression of him, and he also saw Tang Ziyou painting at home waiting for him to come back.
Autumn is here, Gu Jiuci realized that Tang Ziyou was about to leave, and he really wanted to appear in front of Tang Ziyou before he left to prevent him from moving out.
But he still couldn't do anything, he was still busy with his work in the dream, Gu Jiuci was very anxious, Tang Ziyou was leaving, he had to go back quickly to stop him.
But when he finished his work and returned home, he was surprised to find that Tang Ziyou hadn't left, and was still staying at home as usual.
Is it a dream different from reality
Gu Jiuci breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that slowly, they should get better.
But the dream didn't go as he wished, he still kept a deliberate distance from Tang Ziyou, only showing up when Tang Ziyou needed him and wanted to see him.
The new year passed by in a hurry, and the relationship between Tang Ziyou and him didn't get much better in the new year.
Gu Jiuci watched, and vaguely realized that if Tang Ziyou hadn't left at that time and hadn't taken the initiative to end this relationship, then they should have been like this in the dream.
He felt that Tang Ziyou's words were meaningless, and he had clearly agreed to separate when they were engaged, but after so long, he also saw that they were not suitable, so he never mentioned the word "separate".
But he also felt that forget it, they were already his fiancés, and he had already thought about their future, so it was okay not to separate.
He looked at the people around him and said in his heart: After half a year, he will tell him that we have been engaged for a year, and we should have some feelings, and then cultivate feelings with him.
At that time, Tang Ziyou should be very happy.
He thought so, so he did.
This was Gu Jiuci's original plan. Now it seems awkward and stupid, but at that time, his feelings for Tang Ziyou were very complicated, so he didn't think there was anything wrong with thinking so.
Gu Jiuci sighed, thinking that he probably had to chase Tang Ziyou again in his dream.
Too naive, how could he be so awkward at that time!
Then he saw a scene that he would never forget in his life.
In the late spring of May, he was busy making movies, and Tang Ziyou was at home alone.
The FK band came to X City for a concert, Tang Ziyou bought a ticket and planned to go to the concert.
He doesn't like the FK band very much, it's just because he likes it, so he loves Wuwu, thinking that since he can't go, it's the same if he goes, and he can still call him on the spot.
However, the accident happened so quickly that Gu Jiuci didn't react until the moment Tang Ziyou fell down.
He stared blankly, his hands and feet were cold, and his heart was full of fear. He wanted to rush over in disbelief, but he couldn't make any movements.
He saw someone take out a mobile phone from Tang Ziyou's pocket and make a call.
He also saw that in another city, he was arguing fiercely with other members of the film crew. The two parties became more and more violent, and Gu Jiuci heard his cell phone ringing.
He took it out and took a look, but didn't answer, and continued to emphasize his point of view with the other party.
But the other party was not to be outdone, she burst into tears when she couldn't understand the reason, and it was not easy to cry and call her, scolding him for lack of compassion and ignorance of the sufferings of the world.
Gu Jiuci felt annoyed, but the screenwriter was still speaking for her, and her manager also begged him to give her this chance.
Gu Jiuci refused, and the crying actress spoke again, crying and fussing about her grievances.
It was troublesome for him to listen, and the phone in his hand was still ringing.
The two voices overlapped, causing headaches.
He answered the phone helplessly, and before the other end had time to speak, he spoke first, "I'm busy now, so I don't have time to answer your call, so don't bother me."
After speaking, he hung up the phone and confronted the other party again.
On the other side, Tang Ziyou closed his eyes in silence.
Gu Jiuci woke up from fright, he sat on the bed, covered in cold sweat.
He turned on the bedside light tremblingly, his mind was full of the images from the dream just now.
He gasped, unable to believe it, could not believe it.
How could he have such a dream? Tang Ziyou... Where's Tang Ziyou? !
Gu Jiuci suddenly threw off the quilt and got out of bed, before he could put on his shoes, he hurriedly ran towards Tang Ziyou's bedroom.
He pressed the doorknob, walked in directly, turned on the light hastily, and saw Tang Ziyou laying on the bed in good health with a peaceful face.
Only then did Gu Jiuci feel relieved and took a breath.
Tang Ziyou opened his eyes stimulated by the light, and asked in a daze, "Who?"
"Me." Gu Jiuci said tremblingly, and walked over, "I had a nightmare, so I came to see you."
He stared at him intently, as if he wanted to make sure he was okay, but also as if he wanted to engrave him in his eyes and heart.
Tang Ziyou sat up from the quilt, rubbed his eyes, and said in a soft voice as if he had just woken up, "Did you have a nightmare?"
Gu Jiuci nodded and approached him.
Tang Ziyou looked at him, as if he saw something, made him sit by the bed, and moved closer to him.
Gu Jiuci just stared at him obsessively without blinking.
Tang Ziyou touched his forehead, which was covered with sweat.
"I thought I was wrong." He said in surprise.
He took out a piece of paper, wiped the sweat from Gu Jiuci's forehead, and wiped the sweat from his hand that he just touched.
While wiping, Gu Jiuci suddenly hugged him and hugged him tightly.
Tang Ziyou hesitated for a moment, then patted him on the back with some doubts, "Is it really so scary? Why did you get so scared."
"Hmm." Gu Jiuci hugged him tightly and said in a low voice, "It's terrible, it's terrible."
"What dream?" Tang Ziyou asked him.
Gu Jiuci couldn't say it, it was too unlucky, he was afraid.
He just hugged Tang Ziyou, guilty and uncomfortable, "I'm sorry."
"Why did you suddenly say sorry to me?" Tang Ziyou was puzzled.
"I was too naive before." Gu Jiuci said, "I was too awkward. You are right. There are 365 days in a year. With so many days, what if something unexpected happens."
Tang Ziyou was stunned for a moment, he sensed something sensitively, he looked down at Gu Jiuci, guessing whether his dream was related to the accident in his previous life.
"Did you dream that I had an accident?" Tang Ziyou asked tentatively.
"No." Gu Jiuci quickly denied, "How could you have an accident, you won't, it's impossible, you will always be fine and live a long life."
He spoke in a hurry, his eyes were full of panic, Tang Ziyou listened and felt that he must have guessed right.
"If I had an accident, would you feel bad?" He looked at Gu Jiuci, and asked him with his own selfishness, "Will you miss me? Will you remember me for the rest of your life?"
Gu Jiuci didn't speak, but just looked at him deeply.
After a long time, he said, "I will hate myself. In my whole life, I will never forgive me."
Tang Ziyou didn't expect him to answer like this. He shook his head and said generously: "The reason why an accident is an accident is because it didn't happen under normal circumstances. It has nothing to do with you, so it's unnecessary."
Gu Jiuci also shook his head, "It's not the same. I will be sad and sad when someone else has an accident, and I will always remember him, but you are different. I like you without telling you, but I don't tell you. I owe you a share." I like it, I was going to pay it back to you, but I didn't pay it back, but I obviously have a chance, but I owe you, and I won't forgive myself."
Gu Jiuci looked at him with sadness in his heart.
He couldn't imagine what would happen if that dream continued. What would happen if he found out that Tang Ziyou was no longer there after the argument, and the phone he just hung up was Tang Ziyou's last call before his death.
He thought he was going to die.
He will never have any passion and happiness in his life.
All his life, he will live in the regret and self-blame of this day.
All his chicness and willfulness, hope and future will come to an end on this day, leaving only desolation.
Tang Ziyou looked at the self-blame and remorse, helplessness and pain in his eyes, he suddenly wanted to know what Gu Jiuci was like after his death in his previous life.
However, he also became afraid.
He was afraid that Gu Jiuci would blame himself too much, he was also afraid that Gu Jiuci would always live in the shadow of his accidental death, and he was even more afraid that Gu Jiuci would have a difficult heart for the rest of his life because of himself.
He likes him after all, so he hopes to see Gu Jiuci miss him and regret that he didn't cherish him in the past, but he also hopes that he can be happy and safe.
It was just an accident and had nothing to do with Gu Jiuci, he didn't know anything, he didn't do anything, he didn't even know that he went out that day to go to the concert.
He is innocent, so he only needs to miss him, and there is no need to have any knots for him.
"It's okay." Tang Ziyou persuaded him, "You just need to compensate me now."
Gu Jiuci nodded and hugged him again.
Tang Ziyou stroked his back comfortingly, and then heard Gu Jiuci apologize to him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
He really didn't take a year seriously.
One year, how quickly it goes by, he made two films in the past.
But how can life move forward steadily according to his plan step by step.
He has never hated Tang Ziyou, and his biggest resentment towards Tang Ziyou is that he forced him to get engaged knowing that he didn't want to, but he really liked him later and was willing to take care of him, and he hoped that he would be well of.
So, he persuaded him to go to work, thinking that when he started working, a year would pass quickly, and they could start a new chapter.
Therefore, he only set them up for one year, and didn't want him to wait too long.
He thought that one year would be simple and would pass easily.
But I forgot that apart from plans and arrangements, there are also accidents in this world.
He never thought that Tang Ziyou would have an accident, let alone that he would leave, especially at that time.
Gu Jiuci had never been so afraid in his entire life.
He couldn't imagine Tang Ziyou leaving with his love for him, and still loving him before he died, but he didn't know that his love had already responded.
It was too cruel, and he couldn't bear it.
He will never forgive himself in his life.
"sorry."
"It's okay." Tang Ziyou said softly, "I'm fine, right? So I'm fine."
He patted Gu Jiuci's head, and heard Gu Jiuci whisper, "I love you."
Tang Ziyou smiled, "Well, I know, I love you too."
He distanced himself from Gu Jiuci, looked at the scared child-like man in front of him, pressed his forehead, and comforted him softly, "So, don't worry about that."
Gu Jiuci kissed his forehead and hugged him again.
He hugged the person in his arms, obviously he was already in his arms, but he was still afraid.
"Can I sleep with you today?" Gu Jiuci asked nervously.
Tang Ziyou didn't intend to let him lie on his bed so early, but Gu Jiuci seemed to be really scared tonight, so he nodded and agreed, "Okay."
Only then did Gu Jiuci feel relieved, kissed his side cheek, and said softly, "Thank you, Xiaoyou is so kind."
"Xiao Jiu is fine too." Tang Ziyou smiled and kissed him back, "We are all fine."
The author has something to say: Do you still insist on watching Xiao Jiu's episode after Xiao You's death in your previous life? It's quite abusive, not physically, but mentally. Xiao Jiu didn't commit suicide, but she lived in her heart all her life. If you want to read it, I will write it after the main text is finished, that is, don’t blame me if you get abused by then [cover your face]
Today is Jiyou’s birthday, I’m going to celebrate her birthday with her, I’ll be back very late, so I can’t write tomorrow’s update, tomorrow’s update time will be changed to 6 pm~
Thanks for today:
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Fu Qiongyu threw a grenade
Thank you to the above little angels, especially to little angel Fu Qiongyu, I love you guys, oh my (づ￣3￣)づ╭