In a confused state, Jiang Cha saw himself on the hospital bed.
Not the twenty-six-year-old her, but the thirty-year-old who just passed away from terminal cancer.
Jiang Cha was a little confused and didn't understand what was going on now. She remembered that she had fainted in Shen Rang's arms. How could it be that when she opened her eyes, it was the time to die in her previous life
Could it be that... everything is fake? Jiang Cha's eyes tightened. Didn't everything start over again
Jiang Cha lowered his eyes and looked at himself. She was now floating on the head of the bed. Her knees began to go down, and the color gradually became lighter. Her feet were almost invisible, only vague outlines.
The life monitor on the bedside had been pulled into a straight line, and the long and harsh "beep" sound told everyone in the ward that the young woman on the bed had passed away.
Eight-year-old Shen Zhi lay beside the bed, crying so hard that he was out of breath.
Shen Rang held Shen Zhi with both hands and choked with sobs, "Xiao Zhi, get up and let the doctor... take a look at your mother."
Shen Zhi refused.
Shen Rang used force on his hands and forcibly picked up Shen Zhi. Shen Zhi turned and lay on his shoulder, "Dad, wuwuwuwu, mom... Mom is gone. Mom is dead, right..."
Shen Rang held Shen Zhi with one hand and patted his back gently with the other. After a while, Shen Rang said with difficulty, "Yes."
Shen Zhi is already eight years old, and everyone should understand that even if Shen Rang can deceive Shen Zhi temporarily, can he deceive her for a lifetime? Sooner or later, Shen Zhi will know that his mother passed away when he was eight years old.
After receiving Shen Rang's exact answer, Shen Zhi cried and was extremely sad.
Shen Rang patted him again and again, crying silently.
Jiang Cha was right in front of the father and son, seeing them sad, how could she not feel sad? She wanted to open her mouth to comfort him, but she couldn't make any sound.
The doctor made a final examination of Jiang Cha, announced the time of death, and asked his family to express their condolences.
The doctor left, leaving some time for them to say farewell to the deceased.
Shen Zhi was tired of crying, and his voice became smaller and smaller. In the end, he could only lie on Shen Rang's shoulder and sob quietly.
Shen Rang kept holding Shen Zhi in his arms and pulled a chair to sit next to the hospital bed.
He kept moving his hands, patting Shen Zhi gently and comforting him, but his eyes remained on Jiang Cha's face without moving.
Shen Rang looked at her quietly, with nostalgia in his eyes.
"Wife." Shen Rang spoke with a hoarse voice, "It's all my fault. Why didn't I stop you when you were working so hard? Why didn't I take good care of you?"
Shen Rang closed his eyes, "If I cared more about you, did more things to love you, said some words of love to you, and made you feel my sincerity, wouldn't it... you wouldn't leave so soon? Me."
Shen Rang rambled on for nearly an hour, everything from his first heartbeat to his joy of marrying her to his timidity in hiding his feelings and not daring to speak out.
Although Jiang Cha already knew a lot about what he said, Jiang Cha still felt full of love when hearing it from his mouth again.
Shen Rang stood up, hugged Shen Zhi and bowed, placing a kiss on Jiang Cha's lips.
Shen Rang chuckled, "Honey, in the next life... you will still be my wife."
Jiang Cha trembled and raised his hand to touch his lips. She could no longer feel Shen Rang's kiss. Why did she feel a tingling sensation
Shen Rang called Xin Yin and asked him to prepare for Jiang Cha's funeral, and then he left with Shen Zhi.
Jiang Cha wanted to follow, but due to her current state, she could only move within the confines of her hospital bed.
Gradually, Jiang Cha's consciousness began to blur again. She felt as if she was floating, and as if she was being shackled somewhere. She was even more restrained than when she first saw her come back.
When I woke up again, I was in a cemetery.
Jiang Cha saw his tombstone.
Jiang Cha was stunned. The feeling of seeing his own tombstone was a bit strange.
There was a man sitting in front of her tombstone. Jiang Cha floated to sit on her tombstone, then lowered her eyes to look at him.
It's Shen Rang.
Shen Rang already has white hair.
How long has it been since...
Shen Rang looked at the photo of young Jiang Cha on the tombstone, his eyes as affectionate as ever.
"Honey, Xiaozhi's admission notice has come out. He has been admitted to your favorite university. I asked him to choose the major he likes. He doesn't have to study finance or business management. I want him to be happier."
"It's been ten years since you left me. I don't know how many more decades I have left. Please forgive me for not being able to go to you." Shen Rang sighed, raising his hand to touch the photo on the tombstone, "Honey, please go slowly. , wait for me on the way..."
He misses her.
Want it so so much.
Every day, every month, every year.
When it was difficult at the beginning, he even thought about just following her, but looking at his son, he couldn't bear to do it.
Shen Zhi was the only thing Jiang Cha left for him.
He can't let Jiang Cha down.
"Shen Rang..." Jiang Cha murmured, and then the two words disappeared with the wind.
Shen Rang looked around and frowned slightly, as if he heard someone calling his name.
When his eyes fell on the young man strolling over, Shen Rang showed a faint smile.
The young man held his schoolbag on his left shoulder and helped Shen Rang up with his right hand, "Dad, why didn't you come over to see mom without waiting for me?"
Shen Rang stood up and said, "I wanted to tell your mother the good news earlier."
Shen Zhi handed his schoolbag to Shen Rang, took out a folded piece of paper from his pocket, unfolded it, then squatted down, held up the piece of paper with both hands, and handed it to Jiang Cha to see.
Shen Zhi smiled: "Mom, I got admitted to your favorite school, right? That's what my dad told me, haha."
At the age of eighteen, the young man is in the prime of youth. When he smiles brilliantly, it seems as if the world has brightened up.
Jiang Cha looked at the admission notice in his hand, covered his mouth and couldn't stop tears from flowing out.
Shen Zhi looked at Jiang Cha for a while, then turned around and said to Shen, "Dad, let's go back. Grandma has something to do with you."
"good."
Shen Rang and Shen Zhi stood side by side. Shen Rang looked at her and said goodbye to her in his heart, "Honey, I'll come see you again in a while." '
Shen Zhi waved his hand, "Mom, I'm leaving. Don't worry, I will take good care of dad and will visit you often."
The father and son slowly left. Jiang Cha was moved and was able to follow them.
Jiang Cha couldn't feel the passage of time.
She watched her son leave home, watched her son come back, and watched Shen Rang alone in the empty house.
He doesn't like watching TV or surfing the Internet. In addition to going to the company every day, he just reminisces about his and her past at home.
Shen Rang added a new safe in his study, which contained everything related to Jiang Cha.
Photos, marriage certificates, real estate certificates, company shares, the charities he has done in her name over the years, and... his diary.
Shen Rang kept a diary as long as Jiang Cha was gone.
He always said that people have poor memory when they get old, and he was afraid that he would gradually forget Jiang Cha's appearance and everything he had with her.
Shen Rang also doesn't like electronic records. He always feels that those cold records cannot express his feelings. He likes to write and record everything by himself.
Jiang Cha has always stayed in this house and has never been anywhere.
When my son is older and busy with studies, he will go on trips with friends when he catches time for rest. When he comes back, he will bring two gifts, one for Shen Rang and one for Jiang Cha.
Shen Rang would label the things given to Jiang Cha, indicate the year, month and day, and indicate where and when his son went to bring her a gift.
Jiang Cha watched the safes in the study being added one after another, watched Shen Zhi grow up and mature day by day, watched him bring his girlfriend back to see Shen Rang, and watched his son get married and have children.
Then, she watched Shen Rang grow older day by day.
Shen Rang, who was only fifty years old, had already turned completely white.
After Shen Zhi got married and gave birth to a child, Shen Rang seemed to have suddenly let go of a heavy burden. His body collapsed quickly, and his lingering look on the sickbed was very much like Jiang Cha's twenty years ago.
Shen Zhi desperately wanted to keep him, but Shen Rang had no worries about him anymore. The money Jiang Cha left to him was also given to Shen Zhi's wife, and his property had already been left in a will. What to do.
In this life, he really has nothing to miss.
He thought that he could go find his wife, but twenty years later, he was getting older and walking slower. Jiang Cha didn't know how far he had walked, and he was worried about whether he could catch up with her.
Time seems to go back to the day Jiang Cha died twenty years ago.
Shen Rang was lying in the same ward, on the same bed, and even the tubes and instruments inserted around him were very similar to Jiang Cha twenty years ago.
His young grandson leaned beside his hospital bed, asked him why he had to insert these tubes, and asked him to get up and play with him.
Shen Rang could only respond to his grandson's shallow smile.
He had stayed for a long time and it was almost time to leave.
"Xiao... Zhi."
On September 29th of the year when Shen Rang was fifty-two, he suddenly regained consciousness, called his son and daughter-in-law, and spoke many words to them.
"Xiao Zhi." Shen Rang looked at his son lovingly, "It's time for dad to leave. Your mother has been waiting for me for a long, long time. Dad is going to find him."
"Dad..." Shen Zhi hugged him, "Can't you wait a little longer and stay with me?"
Shen Rang raised his hand, patted his son on the back, and refused his son's request with a smile, "No...it's time for dad to go...accompany your mother..."
Shen Rang's hand suddenly slipped from Shen Zhi's back, and the life monitor made a long and harsh "beep" sound again.
"Dad!!!!" Shen Zhi hugged Shen Rang and cried heartbreakingly.
Shen Rang felt like he was floating and separated from his body, and then... He saw Jiang Cha behind his son, just as he had been twenty years ago.
Young Shen Rang walked up to Jiang Cha and raised a smile, "Are you here to pick me up?"
Jiang Cha lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to hold Shen Rang's, and then raised his eyes with a crooked smile, "Well, I'm here to pick you up."
"Wife? Jiang Cha?"
Jiang Cha frowned, who is it? Who is calling her name
Jiang Cha slowly opened his eyes, "Who is...?"
"Honey! You finally woke up!"
Someone hugged her and held her tightly.
"Well... it hurts..." Jiang Cha struggled slightly.
Shen Rang let go of her, looked down into her eyes, and smiled, "You're awake."
Jiang Cha was in a daze.
The Shen Rang in front of him was handsome, with thick black hair, and looked very healthy.
Jiang Cha slowly raised his hand, touched Shen Rang's face, and whispered softly: "Is it... you?"
Shen let his hand cover hers and squeezed it tightly, saying in a hoarse voice, "It's me, it's me."
Jiang Cha's tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.
Shen Rang was flustered and distressed, and gently wiped her tears with his thumb, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"
"No... no." Jiang Cha buried his head in Shen Rang's arms, loving his warmth, "Shen Rang, you hug me, you hug me..."
Shen Rang breathed a sigh of relief and took her into his arms, not daring to use too much force for fear of hurting her.
"What's wrong? Are you still scared? It's okay. Everyone who needs to be arrested has been arrested. Xiaozhi is also sleeping in his room. Don't worry, I..."
"Shen Rang." Jiang Cha raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes.
Shen Rang suddenly got stuck, "Ah? What, what's wrong?"
Jiang Cha put her arms around his neck and said, "Let's have another child."
Shen Rang:? ? ? ?
Logically speaking, Jiang Cha had just woken up and should have a good rest because he was weak.
But after this past life dream, she always felt that she could leave more.
If Shen Zhi was more than one concern, would Shen Rang not have died so early
If she had another child, would her Xiaozhi not be so lonely
It doesn’t matter whether you say Jiang Cha is selfish or she is a fantasy.
Her only thought now was to get close to Shen Rang.
Be tightly integrated with him from body to heart.
She wanted to tell him that she would take good care of her body, so he must also be healthy and accompany her as she grows old.
She wanted to tell him that she also wanted to have a child with him, to be a companion for Xiaozhi, and to give her and him more care.
Shen Rang's loneliness in the previous life lingered in Jiang Cha's mind for a long time, and she felt heartbroken.
"Husband... I love you." Jiang Cha kissed Shen Rang's lips. Although his voice was a little vague, every word was clearly transmitted to Shen Rang's ears.
Shen Rang raised his hand and put it on the back of Jiang Cha's head, "Well... I love you too."
The author has something to say: Wuwuwuwuwu, Tangtang cried seven or eight times TvT...
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