After Rebirth, the Scum All Cry for Forgiveness

Chapter 75

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That night, Zhong Youyou and Qin Yao left the scene early, and walked up the mountain side by side in the night and mountain wind.

On the way, Zhong Youyou asked some people in Qin Yao's family. The Qin family can be described as a very large family, but unlike the Shi family, males are relatively rare, so no matter from what point of view, Qin Yao has long been the default heir, not to mention that he is also decisive enough to act, and is deeply loved by the old man. like.

When Qin Yao said these things, his face was calm and there was no haze. Zhong Youyou knew that Qin Yao grew up in an environment with a very good family relationship.

While feeling grateful for Qin Yao, she also felt relieved. She was afraid that she would have to face three aunts and six wives after she married.

Qin Yao seemed to guess what she was thinking in her heart, looked at her sideways, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, we will definitely live alone in the future, and we won't be able to go back to our hometown once or twice a year. To deal with those relatives."

"I didn't say I didn't want to see your relatives, it was you who said it." Zhong Youyou glanced at him with a smile: "Besides, you said it as if you could marry me in with confidence, Qin Yao, we Let me tell you, it's not that easy."

Qin Yao laughed: "Is it difficult, I don't think it is difficult, the last time you proposed marriage, you just-"

Before he finished speaking, Zhong Youyou thumped his chest: "The last time is void."

Qin Yao finally laughed, took Zhong Youyou's hand away, and pinched it in the palm of his hand: "Okay, the last time is not counted, please ask for the second time, the third time, but I can't make me wait too long."

Once people in a relationship become intimate, they will be annoying, so they left early just now, because Tu Zhifan and Feng Si really don't want to eat dog food. But now, the two of them walked side by side on the path, even if they didn't say a word, they would feel that the air was full of sweet bubbles.

Next is the national and college entrance examinations. Zhong Youyou is about to get busy and will not be able to walk quietly on the path with Qin Yao for a while. Therefore, she cherishes this night very much. Needless to say, Qin Yao held Zhong Youyou's hand, even though his palm was sweating, he never let go.

The two held hands like this and walked back slowly.

Qin Yao talked about his grandfather's family history, and Zhong Youyou was also fascinated. She has only seen a few words of Qin Yao's grandfather in the original text, but she can also see from the short "one stroke" that he was a very extraordinary person back then. If I have the opportunity, I really want to meet him one sight.

However, according to Qin Yao's plan, the time to meet his grandfather will not be far away. During the Chinese New Year this year, he plans to take her home.

Zhong Youyou felt a little quick, but in fact she was a little bit resistant. After all, she just integrated into another family like this, can she do well

But then she thought that it would be a matter of time anyway, if she said no, Qin Yao would probably be thinking wildly again, so she smiled slightly, but didn't shirk it, and took it as acquiescence.

However, when the two were about to walk to the front of the villa, Zhong Youyou suddenly stopped.

Seeing her turn her head, Qin Yao opened his hands subconsciously: "What, do you want to hug?"

hug your head. Zhong Youyou smiled, slapped his hand, and looked up at him: "Qin Yao, you have to apologize to me for what happened tonight."

Qin Yao took a step forward, put his arms around her waist, lowered his eyes slightly, and smiled, and couldn't help laughing: "Okay, I apologize, because I wanted to make you jealous, I didn't tell you that Feng Si is my cousin. Never again."

When Zhong Youyou was not jealous of him, he always thought about it, but once Zhong Youyou was jealous, even if there was a little bit of displeasure, he would feel distressed again. How can people be such contradictory creatures.

Zhong Youyou buried her cheeks in his arms, and snorted softly: "Although I don't seem to be jealous very often, in fact I am very jealous. You will not let me have any jealousy in the future, and you must keep it with other women. distance."

Her words seemed a little unreasonable, but Qin Yao's eyes were shining brightly, because her mouth was filled with a smile.

"Okay, I promise you, any other woman will be regarded as a plague and keep a distance." Qin Yao rested his chin on Zhong Youyou's black hair, and hugged her more forcefully into his arms.

I am afraid that there is no happier thing in this world than that the person you love deeply finally likes bit by bit, and loves you deeply.

The night was quiet.

And this spring outing may be the last carnival before the college entrance examination. After returning to school, the atmosphere became obviously dignified. The whole school, and even other colleges and universities, are the same, just like the drumbeats that turn sharply after the accident, rushing and panicking.

Many people are very unaccustomed to this sudden change of the whole grade, but they have no choice but to blend into this tense atmosphere.

It is rare to see people gagging in the corridor, because there are only 20 days left before the college entrance examination, and there are countdowns on the blackboard newspapers in each class, adding to the serious atmosphere.

The atmosphere of the whole grade was like this, and Class 19 was no exception.

Before the spring, Zhong Youyou and Ren Zian had already taken the whole class to review for a while.

I have to say that Class 19 has indeed improved a lot in the last monthly exam, but the foundation of this class is much weaker than other classes.

Zhong Youyou sometimes saw a few boys in the back row scratching their heads, but when they couldn't understand what the teacher was saying or couldn't solve a certain basic question, he was very anxious for them.

After all, I have been in this class for a year, and I have feelings for every student.

But Zhong Youyou can't do too much, he can only do his best when making up lessons.

Ren Zian has a solid foundation and is very good at sorting out knowledge points, so he is mainly responsible for teaching the students from the basics, and circles many exercises that involve the most important knowledge points. After class, everyone will do it together.

And Zhong Youyou is mainly responsible for more difficult questions, such as the last big questions in mathematics and physics, listing all possible ideas and solutions that can solve this type of questions, and pointing out a clear path for each student.

This is equivalent to stuffing the things that have been sorted out directly to the classmates in the class. Because it's already this time, the students in the class naturally don't have time to organize them carefully.

Of course, these things can all be found in the supplementary textbooks, as long as the supplementary textbooks are not too logical, they will basically be listed.

Although Zhong Youyou has his own solutions to many question types, they are not suitable for everyone. Many people in the class have not laid a solid foundation, and it is difficult to understand the internal logic of those solutions.

But to be honest, the most important thing to learn is not the teaching aids, but the energy.

Otherwise, the supplementary books have been placed in front of the students in Class 19 for three years, why are their grades still so bad

— because they had never opened it before!

But now it's really different. When they study with Zhong Youyou, they can clearly feel the seriousness of Zhong Youyou's frowning. How do you say that, people who are better than you work harder than you, What right do you have to play

Zhong Youyou set this example, which made everyone feel full of crisis. Therefore, during the make-up class, the mental energy of the students in the class was concentrated like never before, more concentrated than at any moment in the past three years!

This leads to the fact that the more you learn, the more addicted you become. It's not a lie, it's a real addiction.

Let's not look at the college entrance examination in 20 days' time, just look at the unified examination in three days' time. If they do better than the last monthly exam, how hard are their waists

So, at the beginning of this remedial class, there were only seven or eight people in the water bar. Later, more and more people participated in the class, and the water bar was almost full.

Sun Man's cousin is also very happy, because this has brought more business to his shop, so the hospitality is also very warm.

But after the spring, more and more people spontaneously made up lessons, so that the previous base could not hold so many people.

As a result, everyone had to ask the guard to keep the school gate open, and changed the make-up class position to the class.

But while everyone was making up lessons vigorously, Sun Man felt a little depressed.

She has corrected her previous wrong questions over and over again, and she has already memorized the knowledge points that are easy to make mistakes, but when she really closes the notebook and takes the test, it is still difficult to get a high score. Especially in mathematics, physics and chemistry, she looked at her embarrassing results that were always in the 90s, and she really wanted to tear up the papers crazily.

… She thought she might be one of those elm-headed ones.

From a young age, she had to spend two days to learn the knowledge points that others could learn in a day.

When she was a child, she could still comfort herself, it’s okay, the tortoise always wins the tortoise and the hare race, a flock of birds fly together, the stupid bird always flies first, as long as she works hard enough and is diligent enough. Therefore, with her diligence since she was a child, she has also surpassed many people, but now, she really gradually feels powerless...

And this feeling of frustration and powerlessness that came from the bottom of my heart reached its peak in an instant, especially when I saw Zhong Youyou and Ren Zi'an taking the whole class to study in their cousin's shop together.

Like Xu Xiaoyue, she did not attend supplementary classes.

Xu Xiaoyue was arrogant, swollen face to pretend to be fat, she didn't even bother to participate, but she was embarrassed because of her status.

——She was always in the top ten of the class in every exam. Anyway, she was also someone who competed with Ren Zian and the others before. How could she participate in tutoring with a group of poor students now? It was also a tutoring organized by two classmates in the class.

In the impression of her classmates, her grades are always good, but if you take a closer look at her grades in various subjects, you will find that she is really biased too much. Chinese and English scores are indeed very, very high, but mathematics, physics and chemistry are really a mess.

Moreover, she was still a little confident and capital in Chinese and English. After all, she was the first in the class in these two subjects. All the subjects are so excellent, even breaking through everyone's imagination again and again—

From the first place in the city in the science competition, it has reached the level of entering the national finals and being invited by the scientific research institute!

The little bit of self-confidence she had because of Chinese and English disappeared immediately.

And what followed was a growing sense of gap and inferiority complex...

Naturally, Sun Man couldn't tell others about these emotions. She didn't have many friends in class, and when she got home, she would only be fed milk by her parents, urging her to finish drinking early and continue to study hard.

The schoolbag is getting heavier and heavier, and she feels that she is more and more like a learning machine, and she doesn't know what is the use of learning everything...

Several times after school, Sun Man did not leave the classroom, saying that she was the last to stay and close the classroom door, but only she knew that she was too stressed to hide in the classroom and cry, and she couldn't go home to cry, so she could only bury her. He sobbed for a while on his seat.

When school was about to end that day, Sun Man was making a set of papers. After finishing, he corrected himself, but after checking the answers, he found that there was a large area of red crosses again. Calculate the score, as long as it is a slightly difficult test paper, she will not be able to, so she can only get more than 90 points...

She scratched her hair in frustration, took a deep breath, finally adjusted her mentality, and continued to immerse herself in writing the correct answer neatly with a red pen.

Sun Man's notes are always the neatest and the best in the class. Everyone borrows her notes, but what's the use of that? She has copied so many notes, but she still works for nothing. not tall.

She was brushing Tianbao fifty-four sets of papers, when she heard Xu Xiaoyue talking to her deskmate while packing her schoolbag in the back: "What are you, Tianbao fifty-four sets, oh, this is the most basic question." You can tell with your eyes what to do on the paper, and how many days are left, so you must focus on the most difficult questions."

Xu Xiaoyue was talking at the same table as her, but Sun Man subconsciously thought he was talking about herself, after all, Xu Xiaoyue was quite shy—

The basic and simple test papers that you can do with your eyes closed, but you can only get more than 90 points...

Her face was hot, and she immediately covered the Tianbao fifty-four sets under her hands, especially the questions with a large number of red crosses...

Only then did Sun Man realize that even if he didn't compare himself with Zhong Youyou, Ren Zi'an and the others, he would be far behind Xu Xiaoyue.

Xu Xiaoyue's physics and chemistry are much better than hers, Tianbao's fifty-four sets have already been finished, and she is still doing this, why is she so slow

Sun Man was anxious and angry, quickly put the fifty-four sets of Tianbao into his desk pocket, and then took out a book of competition questions.

Xu Xiaoyue just finished packing her schoolbag and passed by her. She glanced at her, but she was a little different, and said, "Sun Man, why do you see the competition? It's not me, but with your mediocre results in physics, chemistry, and biology, you are still a little bit different." Why don't you lay the foundation first, and follow Yuan Yuan and the others to find Zhong Youyou to review."

Xu Xiaoyue has always been so forthright and frank, and her tone was terrified, but she had no idea how much her words had stimulated Sun Man.

Sun Man lowered his head and forced a smile: "Okay, I understand, don't worry about it, you can go first."

However, the hand placed by her side couldn't help but clenched into a fist, clenched tightly... She is hating herself now, why is her brain so stupid, she just can't solve difficult problems, but she is not good at mathematics, physics, chemistry and biology...

Why even Xu Xiaoyue can't compare...

She knew how everyone commented on her and Xu Xiaoyue. She has good grades in Chinese and English, but not many people envy her. Everyone says that she is good in Chinese and English, but they just rely on rote memorization. good."

Everyone also said that you are really smart if you learn math, physics, chemistry, and biology well, because you can't memorize it, and you have to be particularly strong in logical thinking to learn it well.

Everyone looks down on Chinese and English, not only the class and grade, but parents and parents think so.

Going out to show off to neighbors, children with good grades in physics and chemistry students are easy to be praised for being smart.

And someone like her can only be praised as "hardworking" forever.

Xu Xiaoyue is the kind of person who is poor in Chinese and English, but is always proud of herself. It is because she is good at science. Before Zhong Youyou came, Xu Xiaoyue always called herself the "science bully" in her class. .”

And Sun Man heard Xu Xiaoyue teasing him behind his back with other girls more than once, saying that he just has a rote memory and a good memory, so he can't be considered smart. Otherwise, why can't he learn well after putting in so much effort

In the past, Sun Man heard these words a lot, and she silently endured them all...

But in recent days, the black mist suppressed in her heart has become more and more dull, strangling her and making her breathless. Finally, at this moment, she couldn't control her emotions, and her emotions burst out, and her nose was so sore that she shed tears , the body was trembling slightly.

Yes, she is stupid, but what can she do, she just can't learn science well, and now there is only half a month left before the college entrance examination, and she can't turn the tide. That kind of brilliance would never happen to an ordinary person like her!

Therefore, if she worked hard for the last half month, she would be useless by her side instead of smashing the cans and smashing them.

This afternoon after school, Sun Man sat alone in the classroom for a long time, until she saw the setting sun outside turning gray and gloomy, and she was out of breath, just like her mood at the moment.

After everyone left, big tears fell from her eyes, and she didn't want to wipe them off, she was just crying in a daze, and at the same time, there was a depression in her heart that couldn't be vented.

She was really overwhelmed.

She even thought bitterly, didn't Xu Xiaoyue have been shy in front of her for three years, so she would throw away all her materials and books now, and see how she can show off so much in front of her after seeing her burnt out!

Sun Man is the most cautious, timid and shy character. At this time, because of the heavy depression for a long time, as if he didn't know what temptation and drive he had received, he actually followed the crazy idea in his mind and moved towards him step by step. Xu Xiaoyue walked to the table behind him.

Xu Xiaoyue is careless and never locks the desk. If she tears up or throws away all of Xu Xiaoyue's notebooks and papers now, there are still more than ten days left. How will Xu Xiaoyue review? worse.

At that moment, a devil grew in Sun Man's heart. With trembling hands, she took out Xu Xiaoyue's two notebooks.

She still remembered that Xu Xiaoyue showed off her math and chemistry notebooks before, saying: "You guys can't understand my notes at all, because my handwriting is very sloppy, just jot it down, it's not like Sun Man, remember So carefully, conscientiously, and marked with pens of various colors... "

The people around Xu Xiaoyue would chime in and say, "But Sun Man remembers what's the use of being so serious. His science scores are still not clear."

Thinking of this, Sun Man clenched his fingers more tightly, spread out the notebook, and exerted force with both hands, it seemed that the notebook would be completely torn apart in the next second——

Tear it up, tear it up, Xu Xiaoyue won't be able to review it.

However, at this moment, the door creaked, and someone came.

Sun Man raised his head in shock, and the air was still for a second.

She looked at the person at the door in horror.

Zhong Youyou, who forgot to take her coat, went back and forth, just standing at the door of the front door of the classroom. There was a trace of surprise on his face when he saw what she was doing, but then he quickly adjusted and returned to his usual indifferent expression.

"I'll take off my coat." Zhong Youyou greeted him proactively, and then walked towards his place.

But she saw it, she must have seen it, Sun Man trembled with fright, two pages of Xu Xiaoyue's notebook in her hand were accidentally torn off, and fell to the ground with a "click".

Now she was trying to hide it.

Zhong Youyou must have seen the ugly behavior of wanting to tear up Xu Xiaoyue's notebook...

Maybe she will tell everyone in the class tomorrow that Zhong Youyou is so charming and charismatic, maybe in the ten days before the college entrance examination, she will be rejected by her classmates and contempt.

The soles of Sun Man's feet felt cold, and cold sweat ran down his back. He immediately turned to look at Zhong Youyou, his voice was not as quiet as usual, but rather sharp with fear: "Are you going to tell the whole class tomorrow?"

"Tell everyone what?" Zhong Youyou looked at her and said calmly, "I didn't see anything just now."

I thought it would be ridicule and ridicule, but I just didn't expect it to be such an answer.

Sun Man was taken aback, but there was still a sense of shame in her heart, and her face was hot—although she hadn't started to do vicious and bad things, she had already thought about it. She wasn't like this before, why now

Zhong Youyou also doesn't think Sun Man is this kind of villain.

If she hadn't just barged in just now, Sun Man might have just scribbled a few strokes in Xu Xiaoyue's notebook to vent her anger.

Why would you do such a thing now? Is it too stressful? Zhong Youyou's mood was a bit complicated. Although she couldn't empathize with someone like Sun Man who had lived in a stressful environment for a long time, she could understand Sun Man's depressed to extreme mood.

Now there is only half a month left before the college entrance examination, Sun Man is emotionally unstable at this time, and it is difficult to pass the college entrance examination, so the hard work of the past three years will be in vain...

Either sit idly by, or give her a hand.

"Let's go." Zhong Youyou said nonchalantly, "Remember to close the door."

But the calmer she was, the more Sun Man wanted to find a hole to get in: "People like you don't understand at all. You have good grades and good looks. There are no obstacles in front of you. You don't understand my current situation at all. Feeling."

Zhong Youyou didn't want to compare herself to her at all, she just saw her external superiority, so could it be that the mother and daughter of Meng Qian, Meng Shixuan, and even Fei Yunna Qiaolan who repeatedly came to her door to try to frame her were all solved by ghosts for herself?

Zhong Youyou said: "I don't understand your current mood, but your English and Chinese scores are so good, it's just that you are weak in mathematics, physics and chemistry, so why give up on yourself."

Sun Man's eyes were red: "What's the use of being good at English, I just have a rote memory!"

"Why is it useless?" Zhong Youyou frowned and said, "Sciences are logical, so you can engage in scientific research. If you have a good liberal arts literacy, you can develop more careers. Now the entertainment industry is not based on cultural literacy? Besides, I I remember that before you were divided into classes, your history was also very good, and you also liked history very much. Isn’t it very meaningful to learn history well and inherit Chinese culture? Why bother what others say? Others say English language and literature Is it better to memorize it by rote? Next time someone says that, you can directly retort, 'You memorize the composition by rote and show me the city's morning star award.'”

Sun Man gradually froze, tears streaming down her face, but she didn't notice it.

Zhong Youyou is a person who can always give people a kind of firm strength. Maybe she is too brave and fearless, and she will make a bold move when she encounters any difficulties. Therefore, when she said these words, she obviously didn't have any particularly provocative language , but just convinced Sun Man...

Why should she care what others say? She obviously has her own good side.

Why do you always ignore your own strengths and grab your own weaknesses to get into the dead end

Zhong Youyou suddenly said, "I'll make a bet with you."

"What bet?" Sun Man wiped away tears, but still looked at Zhong Youyou with hazy eyes.

Zhong Youyou said: "As long as you don't think about anything in this unified examination, don't worry about the consequences, and answer the questions seriously, your science scores and total scores will definitely rise to a ranking that you didn't expect."

"How is it possible?" Sun Man had no confidence in himself at all.

Every time she takes the science and chemistry test, she is trembling. She glances at the wall clock and does a question. When she gets to the end, she even starts to tremble...

"It's impossible not to say it first." Zhong Youyou raised his eyebrows and smiled slightly: "Just say, if I win the bet and you really make progress in the unified examination, then you have to do well in the college entrance examination. Similarly, you also don't think about anything, just watch the end How many points can the result of the test be."

"How could it be possible not to think about anything?" Although infected by Zhong Youyou's confident aura when she smiled, Sun Man didn't believe that it was herself—

Just the habit of always looking up at the wall clock caused her to waste a lot of time in the exam.

Why can other people do the questions so calmly, but she...

The more I think about it, the more anxious I become, and the more I tremble during the exam...

"How is it impossible?" Zhong Youyou said, "I believe in you."

Sun Man froze and was stunned.

Zhong Youyou didn't know when she had already left with her coat, but Sun Man was still standing at the original position, with tears on her face, her thin figure was stretched long, her shoulders seemed to collapse under a thousand weights …

However, Zhong Youyou, who was invited to the scientific research institute, said that she believed that she could break out of the unified examination...

Before she knew it, her shoulders straightened a little more hesitantly.

When Zhong Youyou got in the car, Qin Yao was a little curious: "Why is it so late today?"

Zhong Youyou spread her hands, and she also thought it was funny, she has always been a person who keeps her ears to the outside world and doesn't care about other people's business, but why... Recently, she always seems to be thinking that she is about to leave this school. do something worthwhile...

Thinking of this, she sighed and said, "Qin Yao, what do you do when you don't have confidence?"

Qin Yao held the steering wheel, drove towards the apartment, and squeezed into the evening rush hour traffic. He was a little careless, and he didn't know what he thought of. He suddenly smiled and said, "Not confident? I just want to know whether you like me or not. I have no confidence in this matter."

"..." Zhong Youyou smiled. It is really a waste of time to ask Qin Yao this question. For those who are more proud than her, the biggest setback may be emotional...

She suddenly thought of an idea, took out her cell phone, and found Li Dongping's number—

This matter has to be handled by Li Dongping.