Just after Zhong Youyou turned twenty, she and Qin Yao received a marriage certificate.
The two walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Qin Yao happily picked her up, and threw her around wantonly, with smiles on the corners of his handsome brows and eyes.
Zhong Youyou couldn't help but thumped him, and said with a smile, "Are you happy now?"
Qin Yao was more than happy, he simply felt that he was the happiest person in the world.
At this time, there was no banquet yet, and the two impatiently got their marriage certificates. They waited until Qin Yao's grandfather arrived from abroad, and then held a wedding ceremony.
Others say that organizing a wedding is very troublesome, and being a bride is even more troublesome, but Qin Yao handles everything. Zhong Youyou only needs to try on the wedding dress every day, and look in the mirror in a holy wedding dress.
Everyone in Z city is envious, saying that she and Qin Yao are the marriage of two wealthy families.
Some people thought it was just a commercial marriage, but only Zhong Youyou and Qin Yao smiled at each other, knowing in their hearts that even if they were not from the Zhong and Qin families, they were destined to get married.
But at this time, Zhong Youyou began to realize that something was wrong with him.
She kept flashing back in her mind, which she thought was the memory of the original owner.
She felt very strange before, why her walking style, handwriting, etc. were exactly the same as the original owner.
Sometimes she couldn't tell whether her previous real world was just a dream, she existed in this world from the very beginning, or this world was passed through afterwards.
Zhong Youyou thought that she just read a book, but in fact, those memories and emotions about the original owner were getting deeper and deeper in her mind.
One night, she actually had a nightmare, dreaming that she was treated coldly by the Zhong family. She was still a little girl, and when she walked into the gate of the Zhong family, she was stared at by the servants with strange eyes.
She was almost out of breath, and hugged Qin Yao's arm beside her as if holding the last straw. Qin Yao woke up immediately, turned on the light, and looked at her worriedly: "What's wrong? I'm dreaming again ?”
Zhong Youyou hasn't been sleeping well for the past few days. Qin Yao thought it was because she was preparing for pregnancy. After all, planning to conceive at a young age may not be good for her health.
So Qin Yao was so distressed that he didn't want a child anymore.
But Zhong Youyou knew in her heart that it was not because of this at all, she didn't feel any vomiting or anything like that.
She has nightmares at night, not for this reason at all.
Zhong Youyou's complexion was a bit uncomfortable, Qin Yao got up and poured her a glass of water, supported her shoulders, and asked her to drink it slowly, Zhong Youyou calmed down for a while, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and then breathed a sigh of relief .
Those dreams were so real, so real that Zhong Youyou touched the side of his cheek again, and found two tears.
what happened? She has always been a person who is not afraid of anything and never sheds tears, why did she cry? Was the dream really too sad
After the first time, Zhong Youyou had more and more dreams, as if she had lived her entire life.
Those dreams lingered in her mind, and she occasionally felt a little suffocated.
In the beginning, she frequently dreamed about the indifference of Zhong's family to her, and the scene where she was holding back with Meng Shixuan and no one spoke for her, which made her feel very sad in her dreams.
But later, Qin Yao insisted on holding her to sleep, she nestled in Qin Yao's warm embrace, and after she fell asleep with peace of mind, gradually, the dream began to change.
Sometimes, she would dream that she was lying on Qin Yao's shoulders, and Qin Yao was carrying her on his back, walking through the long street. It was night, the street lights were on, and the shadows of her and Qin Yao overlapped, and the shadows Long and short, very quiet, with stars in the sky and a breeze.
She seemed to be drinking and was raving, with her hand still pulling Qin Yao's hair.
Qin Yao looked gentle and helpless.
Zhong Youyou didn't wake up until dawn this time, she couldn't figure it out, why did these memories appear in her mind out of thin air
Even though she had read the original text with these plots, the original text did not describe it so clearly. The dream was so clear that she could actually count how many street lights there were.
Zhong Youyou felt unbelievable, but then this kind of dream appeared more and more frequently.
She began to dream that Qin Yao braved the heavy rain to find her. Qin Yao drove the car and ran to a far away place to buy her her favorite breakfast.
When I dreamed of these things, it no longer seemed like a nightmare, but like a sweet dream.
When she woke up, Zhong Youyou's skin was dry, and the corners of her eyes and brows were all soft and smiling. She opened her eyes, touched Qin Yaojun's straight eyebrows, smiled, and relaxed, he was still by her side.
…
Just when these dreams appeared more and more, Zhong Youyou had to go to the doctor, but the doctor couldn't give any explanation.
After that, I invited some people who are more knowledgeable in metaphysics to consult, and the explanation I got was that sometimes a person's life has a cause and an effect, and the previous life will reappear in his mind, or what happened in the previous life may not be known.
In other words, could this be something that happened in her previous life
Zhong Youyou became more and more convinced of this explanation.
She was completely convinced that she was the original Zhong Youyou, a dream that began that night.
She dreamed that her soul passed through the prison, and she wanted to hug Qin Yao who was leaning against the cold wall.
At that time, Qin Yao was unshaven, but he couldn't hide his handsomeness, but he was wearing a prison uniform, with an indifferent expression, and looked strangely haggard.
Zhong Youyou felt deep regret in her heart. She knew that she had dragged Qin Yao down. She wanted to hug Qin Yao, but she passed through his body.
She felt piercingly sad.
Then she heard Qin Yao muttering something.
Qin Yao hoped that she would be safe and happy.
It was clearly the soul, but at that moment, Zhong Youyou's tears fell.
She wondered why there are people like Qin Yao in the world who give everything for themselves, but she has failed him all her life. She suddenly had a strong desire to think that if there was a next life, she would treat Qin Yao well and walk with him Entering the palace of marriage, she will never look at other people again. She will treat Qin Yao very well, cook for Qin Yao, give birth to children for Qin Yao, and bring up their children.
And just after these strong desires emerged in her mind, she felt that her soul gradually dissipated, and then drifted into the environment she was very familiar with.
It was an orphanage. The auntie in the orphanage was very nice. She grew up safely there. Although she didn’t have a particularly good family, she had friends and girlfriends. Later, she successfully completed her studies through work-study programs. .
Although she didn't get into the school she was aiming for because of an accident like fever before the exam, but in that life, she did live a healthy, smooth, safe and happy life as Qin Yao wished.
Then, her soul traveled again, and appeared in the body of her seventeen-year-old in the first life in a blink of an eye.
However, due to the reason of reincarnation, the memory of everything that happened in the first life was completely erased, leaving only some residual emotions, so she thought she had transmigrated into a book.
Actually no, she was just in the third world, continuing the front line.
…
When Zhong Youyou completely recalled what happened in the previous three lifetimes, she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, sighed in her heart, and couldn't help getting up from the bed in a hurry.
It was early morning at this time, and the sun had just penetrated through the fine leaves. After Qin Yao got up, he carefully closed the curtains for her, only a little light came in.
She was barefoot and didn't even bother to wear slippers, so she went to Qin Yao in a panic.
Qin Yao was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, with a tall back and wearing an apron, he looked a little childish and ridiculous.
Zhong Youyou rushed over, desperately, and hugged him from behind like a bomb.
Qin Yao smiled. Originally, he wanted to tease Zhong Youyou, why he was so restless like a girl after getting married, and flattered himself, but immediately, he felt wet on his back, as if Zhong Youyou was crying.
He suddenly became flustered, wiped his hands in a hurry, turned around and hugged Zhong Youyou, lowered his head and wiped her tears: "What's the matter?"
"Are you having a nightmare again?" Qin Yao asked.
"Yeah." Zhong Youyou wiped away tears, and burrowed into Qin Yao's arms with attachment.
Although Qin Yao likes her like this, he doesn't want her to be disturbed by nightmares all the time, so he said, "I'll take you to the hospital again today, we must find out why you keep dreaming, it's not good for you to sleep all the time. .”
Zhong Youyou raised his face to look at him, but said: "No need, I guess I won't dream again in the future."
After all the memories of the previous three lives emerged, she thought that these dreams would probably disappear from her night in the future.
Thinking of everything she had experienced with Qin Yao before, she felt a little sad, and couldn't help but climb on Qin Yao's back like a koala, hugging Qin Yao tightly.
She said sullenly: "You continue to cook, I just want to hold you like this."
Zhong Youyou rarely does this, Qin Yao couldn't help but blush, he continued to spread butter on the bread, and then picked out the mango jam that Zhong Youyou likes to eat.
"By the way, your dad called me yesterday. It's his 60th birthday in two days and asked if we want to go together."
Zhong Youyou was silent, her mood was a bit complicated, she had always maintained a slight distance and contact with the Zhong family before, although it had been neither hot nor cold, but it hadn't become too turbulent.
But now, he suddenly recalled the whole history of the three generations, and said that at that moment, the hatred for the Zhong family burst out suddenly, and it was not without exception.
However, they have been atoning for so long, so is it possible that they are going to take revenge
Zhong Youyou didn't know what to do for a while, she rubbed her face on Qin Yao's back in some evasion, and said: "Let's choose a gift for the 60th birthday and send it there. If you choose a more expensive one, we don't have to go." ?"
Of course, Qin Yao was aware of Zhong Youyou's emotional changes, and immediately said: "Of course, you can do whatever you want. If you don't want to go to the 60th birthday, let's find an excuse to avoid embarrassing you, and say we went on honeymoon, okay?"
Zhong Youyou finally laughed out, and said angrily: "Our honeymoon has already been spent a few years ago, and now we are doing it again, how is it? Are you going to get divorced and get married again?"
Qin Yao rubbed her hands that were still wrapped around his waist, and said: "Then take a vacation, you can push all the blame to me when the time comes, just say that I forced you to go, in order to make a baby, I think you Parents will definitely understand."
He was here looking for a reason for Zhong Youyou properly, but Zhong Youyou fell into her own emotions for a while, and didn't want to mention that family at all. She murmured: "Anyway, you are enough for me."
No matter which life, only Qin Yao treats her well from the beginning to the end, and will never change her until death.
This murmured sentence broke into Qin Yao's heart like a love sentence, Qin Yao's heartstrings were plucked at once, and his face turned red.
He gave a low "hmm".
…
On the day of his 60th birthday, Zhong Youyou and Qin Yao didn't come. Father Zhong's temples were a little gray at the moment, and the banquet was grandly arranged. He waited all the time, but he never got the daughter he wanted to wait for. He couldn't help it. Somewhat disappointed.
At this time, Zhong Xiyou has already begun to inherit the Zhong family. He is wearing a suit, personable, and much more stable. However, when it comes to Zhong Youyou's matter, he is inevitably a little anxious.
"Why hasn't my sister come yet? Is she really not coming? We managed to get closer to us before, why now..."
Zhong's father didn't understand what was going on, but Zhong's mother came to comfort him and said: "Qin Yao's company is so busy, it seems that he has business abroad this time, so it's inevitable for Youyou to accompany him, the two young people must have their own Only time and space can allow us to embrace our grandson earlier."
"What's more, after her 60th birthday, it's not like she won't have her 61st birthday. Isn't it the same when she comes back next year?"
After listening to the reassurance, Father Zhong's mood improved a little, and he went to meet some other guests.
And Zhong Xiyou always felt that this was not the case, but he couldn't figure out why.
But after a while, I received a gift from Zhong Youyou.
Opening it, he found that it was a tie chosen by Zhong Youyou himself. Although it was not that expensive, it was specially designed by a brand designer, so he happily showed it to Father Zhong.
Only then did Father Zhong smile like an old child, "I knew that Yoyo wouldn't be so cruel. I just sent a text message for my 60th birthday. Look, didn't she send a gift?"
So he quickly turned around and went upstairs, asking Mother Zhong to change the tie for herself.
He is wearing a brown suit today, and this black tie is a bit out of place and ugly, but Father Zhong is very cheerful and reluctant to take it off. He plans to meet a guest tonight and say it’s him. Daughter hand-picked it.
It's probably because people are getting old, and it's becoming more and more easy to think about things. These years when Zhong Youyou was not with them, they always called Zhong Xiyou back and asked Zhong Xiyou to spend more time with themselves and Zhong's mother.
And Zhong Xiyou is also very filial, knowing that there is only one child left in the family, so he has not moved out until he is twenty-five years old.
…
At this time, Zhong Youyou and Qin Yao are on vacation abroad.
Sure enough, after working in the research institute for such a long time, coming out to relax is extremely good for the mood. That night, Zhong Youyou took a nice bath in the hotel and had a good night's sleep.
The next day, the two were in the resort, walking slowly hand in hand. Zhong Youyou was wearing a small floral skirt and a straw hat, and Qin Yao was also wearing a comfortable T-shirt, as young as a big boy.
The sun is sunny, very comfortable to bask in, and there is a slight breeze.
Zhong Youyou recalled some scenes he saw in his dream before, and couldn't help but mention to Qin Yao: "By the way, the first time you saw me, was it when I was a child?"
Qin Yao was taken aback for a moment. He never expected that Zhong Youyou would take the initiative to mention it one day. Could it be that Zhong Youyou remembered it
Qin Yao quickly recalled what he was like that day - he was only fourteen years old at that time, wearing a white shirt, had just had his hair cut very short, and was carrying a heavy schoolbag like most teenagers in school. He is different from other heaven's favored children, he has not been aloof since he was a child, and the education he has received has always been very strict.
At that time, he was not conspicuous except for his handsome features.
He was suddenly worried that he looked a little clumsy at that time.
"Yes, you were just a seven or eight-year-old girl at that time, and you suddenly rushed out from the corner of the street, rushed into my arms, and almost knocked me back, have you been so strong since you were a child?"
"Hello." Zhong Youyou couldn't help laughing when he heard him say this: "So did you like me then?"
Qin Yao thought for a while, and honestly admitted: "It should not have happened that time."
At that moment, there was a sudden emptiness in his heart, and he didn't know what it was like. Before that, he had never been in love before, so naturally he didn't know what it was like to be moved.
"You're such a spoiler." Zhong Youyou was unhappy, and twisted Qin Yao's arm severely: "It turns out that you didn't fall in love with me at first sight."
Qin Yao deliberately joked: "You were thin and small, dark and dirty at the time, who would fall in love with you at first sight?"
Zhong Youyou pretended to be cold, jumped off the wall of the historic site, turned around and left.
After stepping down a few steps, Qin Yao chased after her with strides, and hugged her from behind with a smile.
"Why do you suddenly remember the past?"
He thought that those three encounters, the heartbeat of his youth would only be buried in his heart forever.
Because at that time Zhong Youyou had never looked at him.
Zhong Youyou obviously also thought of this, when Qin Yao fell in love with him a long time ago, but he...
I made him wait not only for more than ten years, but for three generations.
She suddenly felt sorry for Qin Yao, raised her head slightly, put her forehead against Qin Yao's chin, and reached out to touch his handsome eyebrows.
She decided to tell a lie to make Qin Yao happy.
She said, "Actually, I noticed you at that time."
Qin Yao was really ecstatic, a little blush appeared on Jun's face, he coughed, pretending to be indifferent, and said casually: "Oh, how did you feel about me then?"
Zhong Youyou held back her smile and said, "That's it. He's holding a stack of books, he's an idiot, he's no different from an ordinary boy. He also needs a driver to pick him up and drop him off. At first glance, he looks like the young master of a rich family."
Qin Yao was suddenly depressed, and depressedly hugged Zhong Youyou even tighter, and said sullenly, "Oh."
Zhong Youyou laughed again with a "puchi", and said, "But now, I like you very much."
Qin Yao's mood, which was still down just now, suddenly turned to the sun again, and became as bright as the clear blue sky in the sky.
"Me too." He gently kissed Zhong Youyou's earlobe.
The so-called boy's heartbeat is nothing more than this, maybe Zhong Youyou will never know that that day, she, who was dirty, ran into his arms like a rabbit in a panic, and has since crashed into his heart.
Sometimes he is really grateful to God for allowing him to finally get married with Zhong Youyou.
However, Zhong Youyou in his arms blinked in a good mood.
What Qin Yao didn't know was that maybe what he should thank was not God, but himself, that was the fate he had begged for for him and Zhong Youyou.
But now, the time is still long enough to grow old.
The author has something to say: The story is over.