Xie Lin's movements stagnated for a moment, he looked down at Fu Yuanzhou, and quickly sat on the edge of the bed, stroking his hair, and said in a low voice, "Okay."
Seeing this scene, Yu Fei, who was standing at the door, dimmed his eyes, and tightened his hand on the door frame, but quickly said, "I'll call someone."
"No… "
With Xie Lin's comfort, Fu Yuanzhou finally gained some strength, sat up from the bed and shook his head: "You don't need to take me to the hospital, I'm not feeling sick, I'm..."
His voice choked, and after a while, he said, "Something happened."
Since seeing that man again, his whole person has been confused. If he falls into the ice lake, he can't breathe, and his whole body is chilled. It was not until Xie Lin and Yu Fei came to find him that he got rid of that kind of drowning. The same state, regained consciousness.
But Xie Lin was about to leave, which reminded him of his past life. At that time, he had never seen Xie Lin's cold eyes, and he never thought that Xie Lin would leave him.
At first he was frightened, but more angry, he didn't expect Xie Lin to leave him, he was still waiting for Xie Lin to come back to find himself, but he didn't think that they would have no chance to meet again after that, he was taken away by that man .
Huge panic overwhelmed Fu Yuanzhou, so he grabbed Xie Lin's clothes without hesitation, begging him not to leave him.
"Yuanzhou, I'm here." Xie Lin was always cool and cold, but now he rarely showed a bit of tenderness, with a touch of comfort, calling his name and stroking his sweaty forehead, "How did you meet him? what?"
Fu Yuanzhou's nose was sore, he had a lot to say to Xie Lin, but he couldn't say it to the current Xie Lin, all the voices were stuck in his throat, but the last thing he said was a short sentence: "Don't go... "
Xie Lin went straight to the bed, leaned against the head of the bed, let Fu Yuanzhou lean on him, and stroked his back: "I'm not leaving. I'll accompany you."
Yu Fei looked uncomfortable standing at the door. Although he also felt uncomfortable about Fu Yuanzhou's dependence on Xie Lin, he felt more distressed. He knew Fu Yuanzhou very well, and knew that he was always cheerful and confident. What happened? Will it show such a vulnerable side
Fu Yuanzhou closed his eyes and leaned against Xie Lin's arms, perhaps because of the familiar smell, he fell asleep very tiredly, the end of his eyes was red with wetness, even in his sleep, he still held Xie Lin tightly. hand.
Yu Fei went to take the suppressant, and after returning, he walked into the room quietly, turned off the lights in the room, and turned on the desk lamp, leaving only a dim and soft light that illuminated the room slightly.
He leaned over to look at Fu Yuanzhou who was sleeping, gently wiped the tears from his eyes, kept his voice low, and asked Xie Lin, "Brother, do you know why Yuan Yuan is so sad?"
He knew that his time back was short, and he didn't know enough about it. Maybe his cousin would know about it.
But Xie Lin just shook his head, Yu Fei was silent for a while, and then said, "Uncle and aunt don't seem to know either."
When he went to take the suppressant, he asked the two elders vaguely by the way, but they came back late. Seeing that Fu Yuanzhou didn't come down to eat, he thought he was tired or studying. He didn't even know that he was in a wrong state. Did Fu Yuanzhou have any sadness recently, they all said no.
Xie Lin looked down at Fu Yuanzhou's sleeping face: "Maybe only he knows."
Fu Yuanzhou was dreaming, he dreamed of things in his previous life.
Since his rebirth, he has occasionally dreamed, mostly trivial memories that made him happy, but tonight was very different. What he dreamed was the most feared thing in his memory.
Mother's tombstone, father's catheter, Xie Lin's icy eyes, Yu Fei's tears, the back of Yuan Ye's sad departure, and a villa.
The villa stands alone in the forest, isolated from the world, serene and peaceful. A few years ago, this was one of Fu Yuanzhou's favorite places. Whether it was the forest or the villa, it was the private property of men. Sometimes they would Come on vacation, it's just the two of them, and no one will disturb them.
But now this villa left Fu Yuanzhou only fear, until he was reborn, he was still locked in it, staying with the man.
The interior of the villa is very different from its original appearance. There are soft carpets everywhere, and the walls are also covered with thick fluff. Everything with edges and corners can not be found. After he was prevented from committing suicide several times, those things disappeared are gone.
They stayed together for 24 hours and the distance was no more than three meters. Only when he was sleeping could Fu Yuanzhou breathe a little. He didn't have to face the man's terrifyingly beautiful blue eyes. Even if he knew that even if he fell asleep, the man might Still looking at him.
At first, he hated the man, like crazy. He hated him so much that he strangled the man's neck, leaving bruised fingerprints, and almost killed him, but even so, the man was just laughing and didn't care about himself, instead he massaged and rubbed him. With his fingers, he asked him gently, "Does it hurt?"
Later, his anger and hatred turned into fear. He didn't think about anything. As long as a man could let him go, no matter what, he didn't dare to take revenge on him or provoke him. However, his prayers were useless. Men won't let him go.
"Seven."
Even if he already knew Fu Yuanzhou's real name, a man would still call him that. It was a unique name between them.
He sat beside Fu Yuanzhou and stroked his thin and pale face: "Stop torturing yourself."
"It's you..." At that time, Fu Yuanzhou was shaking all over, holding his head and saying, "It's you who is torturing me, please, please let me go..."
"I won't let you go," the man said, "but maybe one day, you'll find a way to leave."
"If you hate me, you can kill me before you leave, and you won't be punished for it, although you can rest assured."
He hugged Fu Yuanzhou and smiled like a sigh.
"I would be honored if you were willing to kill me, Seven. You also know that when you leave me, it is like death to me, and being killed by you is a happier way to die..."
…
Fu Yuanzhou suddenly woke up from his dream.
He opened his eyes, and the dim light came into view, because of the water vapor in his eyes, his vision was blurred. He moved slightly and felt his back being held by a hand, and there was a steady stream of body temperature, which made him feel very warm.
The light red wine-flavored pheromone allowed him to identify who was hugging him, and when the mist in his eyes faded, Xie Linjun's handsome face came into view.
He was still very flustered by the dream and instantly felt relieved. As long as Xie Lin was there, he would not be afraid.
It was already in his previous life, and nothing has happened yet. This time, he will never be bewitched by that man, let alone follow him and let those things happen again.
He will definitely change himself.
Feeling that he was awake, Xie Lin opened his eyes originally closed, Fu Yuanzhou was a little embarrassed, thinking he had fallen asleep, and didn't want to disturb all his sleepiness, so he whispered: "Did I wake up? is you?"
Xie Lin shook his head: "I didn't sleep."
When Fu Yuanzhou looked at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning. He was stunned for a moment, and then he remembered that before he fell asleep, he begged Xie Lin in a daze not to leave, but Xie Lin really didn't leave and stayed with him until late at night. It must be because he was pressing Xie Lin that Xie Lin never fell asleep... Fu Yuanzhou got up and saw that Xie Lin's movements were not smooth, it seemed that the right shoulder he was cradling was numb, so he took the initiative to lean over and press Xie Lin's shoulder: "I am sorry… "
Xie Lin stretched out his other hand and wiped away the water marks on his eyes: "Are you still sad?"
"It's alright." Fu Yuanzhou was even more embarrassed. "Thank you for staying with me. It's so late, and you haven't brought your keys, right? Why don't you just sleep at my house and I'll find you a guest room and pajamas."
"No." Xie Lin stood up from the bed, "Xiaofei gave me the key, I'll go back to sleep."
"Okay, then you can go back and I'll take you off." Fu Yuanzhou got up and wanted to take Xie Lin downstairs.
Xie Lin shook his head: "Go to sleep." After speaking, he paused, "If you have trouble, tell me, and I will solve it for you."
"..." Fu Yuanzhou opened his mouth and said nothing, but nodded with a smile, "Okay."
Xie Lin suddenly said again: "It's early morning now."
"Yes, so?"
"It's also morning." Xie Lin suddenly embraced Fu Yuanzhou's waist and gently placed a kiss on his forehead, "You promised me a good morning kiss."
"You..." Considering that it was the early morning, Fu Yuanzhou didn't call out, he just beat Xie Lin on the shoulder and said in a low voice, "What kind of 'good morning' is this?" And didn't he agree to cancel it out before, why? coming
Xie Lin follows suit like a stream: "Good night."
Fu Yuanzhou: "..."
But Xie Lin had only been with him for so long, he couldn't say anything else, so he rolled his eyes and walked into the house. After returning home, he was in good spirits and had no sleepiness. He took the phone and started frantically flipping through the chat records between him and the man.
He met the man on Instagram when he was a freshman in high school. At that time, he saw the landscape photo taken by the man and thought it was very nice, so he left a message for the man, and the man replied to him, but this time they had a simple chat, the two of them They felt that they were very close to each other, and soon became very familiar with each other, and there was a feeling of seeing each other late.
At that time, Fu Yuanzhou had never felt that there was anyone who fit him so well. Their preferences were almost exactly the same, and their thinking was always synchronized. As long as he chatted with men, he would never feel bored.
He really likes chatting with this netizen. If the other party was a woman, he might have fallen in love with him long ago. He even felt that confidants or bosom friends were not enough to describe their relationship. They had soul resonance.
He is chatting with his mobile phone every day, wishing to be awake 24 hours a day, and often wake up suddenly when sleeping, the first thing is to open ins to see if the man has replied to him.
It is precisely because of this that they have too many chat records, and they use more than one software. Until morning, Fu Yuanzhou has been scrolling through the news, his eyes are red, his fingers are sore, and he keeps scrolling, It's only about a third of the way through.
But he breathed a sigh of relief, because he was basically certain that he did not send a frontal photo to a man in his first year of high school, at most a back photo, and did not tell each other their real names. They also have a tacit understanding in this regard and want to keep some mystery.
It wasn't until the second half of the second semester of high school that he went abroad to find men to play with each other, and they didn't know each other's looks and real names. But now, apart from name and face, other daily information about Fu Yuanzhou is almost exposed, including his city and school. So men can find it here.
He knew that the man must be surprised by the fact that he was suddenly blocked. Obviously they were talking happily two hours ago. If it was him, he would definitely be very unwilling.
Fu Yuanzhou thought that a man might find him through some means, but he didn't expect him to come over in person and even go to his school. It turns out that at this time, his obsession with him is already so deep
Fu Yuanzhou held the phone, his eyes were extremely complicated, he was silent for a while, and finally called out the man's real name.
"Shen Xigu..."
He would never let him find his own.
He stretched out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. He didn't want to go to school. He didn't have time to write yesterday's homework.
However, considering that there is still training for the sports meeting, Fu Yuanzhou still went. He also has a relay running event. Everyone is practicing hard. He left early yesterday.
He arrived at the school before the early self-study, and was surprised to find that Yuan Ye was not late today. This was the first time since the school started. He was surprised when Yuan Ye came to his desk and asked him, "Are you alright?"
"I'm fine." Fu Yuanzhou said, "what's the matter with you, come so early?"
"For you." Yuan Ye smiled, "I sent you a message, but you didn't reply to me, so you came to the school, thinking that I could see you earlier, if you didn't come, I could also copy your notes for you, you said You have to study hard, good students without notes will cry?"
"thanks… "
Fu Yuanzhou's ears were hot, both moved and embarrassed.
He really didn't have time to return to the news of Yuan Ye, and not only Yuan Ye, but everyone. After he left training early yesterday, many people sent him messages one after another, asking him if he was uncomfortable, and for their concern, He was very grateful, and he thought of the school and then replied one by one.
"You'll be fine."
Yuan Ye patted the top of his hair: "Let's go out for dinner together at noon? I'm a treat. I didn't invite you last time. I'm really sorry."
The lunch break in No. 1 Middle School is very long, two and a half hours, which is enough for them to go out to eat. Fu Yuanzhou thought about it and quickly agreed. Last time Yuan Ye invited him to go to Tiancheng Middle School to eat, but before he could eat, someone came to make trouble. So he had to go back in a hurry.
During the lunch break, the two went off-campus to find a Japanese restaurant, which was chosen by Fu Yuanzhou. He still likes this restaurant.
The two sat down in their seats, Fu Yuanzhou ordered the dishes, Yuan Ye looked at him for a while with his chin up, and suddenly said, "Are you interested in exchanging secrets?"
"What are you talking about?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't understand what he meant.
"Do you remember? I met a few people last time when I invited you to dinner, and I almost got into a fight. At that time, you asked me what kind of grudges I had with them. I didn't tell you, but now I want to."
Yuan Ye smiled, lowered his voice, lowered his eyelashes, and covered his icy eyes.
"I want to know what that man did to you, that you are so afraid of him? If you don't want to go into great detail, you can just answer me one question: Has he ever hurt you?"
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned, not knowing how to answer Yuan Ye.
Suddenly Yuan Ye restrained his chills, and smiled at Fu Yuanzhou again: "We share each other's secrets together, will we feel more relaxed? I don't want to..."
see you cry.
It's just that Yuan Ye hadn't finished speaking, but suddenly his expression changed slightly, he picked up the menu and covered Fu Yuanzhou's face from the side.
"Shh, don't move."
Yuan Ye lowered his voice to remind Fu Yuanzhou, staring at the young man who pushed in the door, his eyes were cold and sharp.
"The man from yesterday also came in."