Incredible.
Fu Yuanzhou can only use this word to describe what he has done at this time.
He has kissed Xie Lin more than once or twice, but this is the first time that he has taken the initiative, and such a wonderful mood is unprecedented. His heartbeat is fast, and it is only the simplest fit of the lips, let him His cheeks were hot, and his whole body was hot from shyness.
"… "
Xie Lin didn't respond to him immediately, not even doing anything. A rare expression of an unexpected emotion appeared in his eyes, as if he did not expect Fu Yuanzhou to have such an amazing move.
His reaction made Fu Yuanzhou feel embarrassed. He wasn't regretting it, but he also knew that this was really not something he would do. Even when he was in love with Yu Fei, he was never so impulsive, but at that moment just now , He really wanted to kiss Xie Lin from the bottom of his heart, and did so.
Some things seemed to become more and more clear, and he told Xie Lin—
Suddenly Xie Lin made a move. When Fu Yuanzhou wanted to step back slightly to separate the two of them, Xie Lin clasped his waist tightly and began to kiss him back deeper and more eagerly, as if they had done it before. passed.
Mental joy dilutes the instinctive fear and pain. Fu Yuanzhou hooked the back of his neck and tried to meet him. After realizing his mood, he fell into a sweet whirlpool and even looked at Xie Lin in his eyes. All with sweetness.
He liked the feeling of being possessed by Xie Lin, and wanted to be possessed by Xie Lin, and he also wanted to possess Xie Lin very much.
Let Xie Lin belong to him.
belong to him only.
After the kiss was over, Xie Lin let go of Fu Yuanzhou, who was out of breath, pressed his wet lips with his fingertips, and looked at him with a deep look.
"I… "
Fu Yuanzhou's face turned red, he was very shy, and it was difficult to admit that his feelings for his friends had turned sour. The moment he figured it out was too sudden, he didn't have time to sort out his thoughts, and he didn't know what this emotional change was what reason.
Now is not a good time to confess to Xie Lin, Fu Yuanzhou understands. There are still some problems that need to be solved, and he also has a temporary mark belonging to Shen Xigu, which is not suitable for confessing to Xie Lin, he knows all this.
However, even so, he still wanted to let Xie Lin know his intentions. He didn't want to hide it. Xie Lin had been waiting for him for a long time. Since they were in love with each other, why did they continue to ask Xie Lin to wait for him? Even if he didn't want Xie Lin to wait for a second, he would feel sorry for Xie Lin.
"Of course because..."
Fu Yuanzhou's face burned with panic, he shifted his eyes to one side, and did not dare to look at Xie Lin: "Because I like you."
After he finished speaking, although he couldn't see Xie Lin's expression, he could feel that Xie Lin's hand on his back suddenly tightened.
"Say it again."
Xie Lin turned his face back, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he said in a low voice, "Look at me and say it again."
Fu Yuanzhou looked at him when he heard the words, and finally looked at him, Xie Lin's pupils were pure black, his eyes were always cold and calm, tingling with the coldness of the night, but all the coldness was dissipated at this moment, and his eyes were stained. With a little light, the tenderness and joy revealed were so strong that Fu Yuanzhou's heartbeat instantly lost control.
That's right.
He likes him.
He likes Xie Lin.
Fu Yuanzhou looked at him fascinatedly, and said unconsciously, "I like you..."
The last sound was lost in the falling kiss, Xie Lin grabbed his lips, and the kiss was so deep that Fu Yuanzhou couldn't breathe, raised his head to bear his kiss, stretched out his trembling fingertips, and pulled his hand. live.
Fu Yuanzhou's hands were trembling, but it was not only him, Xie Lin's fingers were also trembling slightly, and his excitement was revealed. Fu Yuanzhou's heart was soft and crisp, and he couldn't help hugging Xie Lin tightly. I have never seen Xie Lin have such a rude side.
All because of him.
Xie Lin is unknown to others, only he has seen it, and it is all because of him.
Although I just realized that I like Xie Lin, this budding mood is like a dry sponge that falls into the water, constantly absorbing water and expanding rapidly, growing every minute and every second.
The source of water is Xie Lin's love for him. His feelings for him are like lakes and seas, wrapping him deeply and tenderly, making him indulge in them and not want to wake up.
"I like you too, Yuanzhou."
Xie Lin lightly kissed the top of his hair and cheeks, held him in his arms, and responded tenderly. Fu Yuanzhou's hand was against his chest, and he could feel his violent heartbeat, which was exactly the same as his own.
No matter the past, at least at this moment, they finally have the same heart and love each other.
They embraced each other quietly for a long time, and suddenly there was a door opening sound from outside the house, which was especially obvious in the silent late night. It should be the aunt who came to the living room to drink water.
His body is still not healed, and the aunt who cares about him noticed the light coming from his room, and will definitely come to see him, if she knows that Xie Lin is in his room...
Thinking that there was no explanation, Fu Yuanzhou immediately got up and turned off the lamp, and the room immediately fell into darkness.
The curtains in his room were so thick that no light could penetrate, and it was so dark that he could not reach his fingers. Fortunately, the curtains were not far away. Fu Yuanzhou groped and opened the curtains halfway, allowing the moonlight outside the window to illuminate the bedroom.
The moonlight was dim and quiet, Fu Yuanzhou turned to look back, and saw that Xie Lin was also looking at him.
Xie Lin was sitting on his bed, the bed was messy, Xie Lin's pajamas were also wrinkled by him, the top button was unbuttoned, revealing a piece of clavicle, and the cold white complexion was even more white in the moonlight. Sexy and charming.
Fu Yuanzhou quickly picked up the cup and took a sip of water, thinking that fortunately there was no light now, Xie Lin couldn't see the sweat on his face.
Auntie went back to the house after drinking the water. Fu Yuanzhou felt that the atmosphere was too ambiguous. He was about to turn on the light, but Xie Lin grabbed his wrist. He was caught off guard and didn't stand firm, and suddenly fell on Xie Lin's lap.
He happened to be sitting on the side, Xie Lin took his hand and asked him to wrap his neck around the back of his neck, while he hugged Fu Yuanzhou's waist, looked up at him slightly, and said, "Yuanzhou, lower your head."
Xie Lin's tone was calm, but it fell into Fu Yuanzhou's ears, but there was a little more temptation for no reason. He unconsciously listened to Xie Lin's words, sat on Xie Lin's lap, bowed his head and kissed him, the air became hot He became sweet, and it didn't take long for him to be led by Xie Lin to lie down on the bed and kiss him lingeringly.
Fu Yuanzhou's eyes were full of tears when he kissed him. He was out of breath and patted Xie Lin, but Xie Lin just let him change his breath and continued to lower his head to kiss him.
After so many years of forbearance, he finally waited for a response. This is a person he has liked for many years. No matter how indifferent his personality is, he cannot be moved by it.
What's more, Fu Yuanzhou still carries the breath of other people. Alpha's instinctive possessiveness makes Xie Lin even more unable to rely on himself. He just wants Fu Yuanzhou to bear his brand and become his only Omega.
But no.
At least not now.
After the long kiss, Xie Lin closed his eyes, hugged Fu Yuanzhou who was trembling all over, and said to him, "Come with me."
Before that, they had been dating for three days because of the game, but before it was over, they were interrupted by Fu Yuanzhou's mother, and now there are two days left.
Fu Yuanzhou had agreed to continue to make up for the two days of communication in the future. He also wanted to try to see if he would be attracted to Xie Lin. How could he know that before the two days started, he was already so excited about Xie Lin.
Thinking about it now, his idea of trying to communicate with Xie Lin was a sign. If he hadn't been shaken, he wouldn't even consider trying, but he didn't know it at the time.
Fu Yuanzhou wanted to agree to Xie Lin, but he still had Shen Xigu's temporary mark on him. Under such circumstances, it was difficult for him to communicate with Xie Lin.
Besides, regardless of Shen Xigu, he had to consider Xiaofei's mood. Xiaofei usually lives with them, and it is difficult for them to avoid him secretly dating. Now Xiaofei's mother is hospitalized, which is a very heavy blow to Xiaofei. Xiaofei likes him, if they are in front of him There is any intimate act, he is afraid that he will not be able to bear it.
When he fell in love with Xie Lin, Fu Yuanzhou was very ashamed of Yu Fei, but falling in love was a very selfish thing. Since he already fell in love with Xie Lin, no matter how guilty he was, he would choose Xie Lin over Yu Fei, but not now.
"Wait a minute, I'm afraid Xiaofei will be unhappy." Fu Yuanzhou held Xie Lin's hand, "and my... mark, I have to wait for it to fade away."
"Okay." Xie Lin said.
"I will date you." Afraid that Xie Lin would be unhappy, Fu Yuanzhou leaned over and kissed his face, and said seriously, "This time it's not a game, it's a real relationship, Xie Lin, I like you, so..."
His explanation attracted Xie Lin's kiss again, as if he wanted to vent all his love over the years. No matter how Xie Lin kissed him, it wasn't enough.
But it would be very bad if it went on like this. Before the rationality collapsed, Xie Lin stopped kissing, got up from the bed, and said to Fu Yuanzhou, "Go to sleep."
He carefully covered Fu Yuanzhou with the quilt, only showing his head. Fu Yuanzhou breathed calmly and curled up in the quilt. He clearly told him to sleep, but he did not close his eyes, but looked straight at Xie Lin.
"Why don't you sleep?" Xie Lin asked.
Fu Yuanzhou didn't speak. He originally asked Xie Lin to accompany him to sleep, but now because Xie Lin is here, he can't sleep even more, how could he sleep.
"I go back first."
As if seeing the reason why he couldn't sleep, Xie Lin said so.
"You don't go yet..."
Fu Yuanzhou kept Xie Lin, if Xie Lin left, maybe he would have the same dream again, he didn't want to dream about Shen Xigu.
"What do you want me to do?" Xie Lin sat down on the edge of the bed and gently stroked his forehead.
"Otherwise..." Fu Yuanzhou lifted a corner of the quilt and asked eagerly, "Will you come in and sleep with me?"
Xie Lin once slept with him in his arms. It was when his mother died. He collapsed and couldn't sleep. Xie Lin slept with him in his arms. Unexpectedly, he slept peacefully in those days. Xie Lin For him, there is such magic.
Xie Lin paused, looked at him for a few seconds, and said slowly, "You will not be able to sleep even more."
"That's not necessarily..." Fu Yuanzhou disagreed.
"Maybe I should tell you what my aunt and I talked about." Xie Lin said.
"Huh? What did you say?"
Fu Yuanzhou raised his ears. After his mother stopped their game, she had talked to Xie Lin alone for a long time. Xie Lin never said the content of the conversation between the two of them. He had been curious for a long time.
"I told her that I like you." Xie Lin said.
Fu Yuanzhou blushed, this is too straightforward, he knows what he will think in the next few days!
"Auntie supports me in pursuing you."
Xie Lin looked down at Fu Yuanzhou, his fingertips gently lingering on his face.
"She made me promise that if we were dating, at least until college, I wouldn't touch you, but if you insist on leaving me to sleep with you... maybe I'll break my promise."
Depend on! !
Fu Yuanzhou was so ashamed and angry that he could never have imagined that his mother had talked about this with Xie Lin, and Xie Lin's meaning was clear now... What a beast, a beast!
"Go, go, go."
He put the quilt over his head and stopped looking at Xie Lin angrily. Xie Lin patted him across the quilt and told him to show his head. put it on his pillow.
"Smell my pheromone, you will feel better." Xie Lin lowered his head and kissed his forehead, "Good night."
"… Good night."
Seeing that he really wants to leave, he was still chasing people just now, but Fu Yuanzhou is a little reluctant now, and he kissed Xie Lin, and while kissing, he spurned himself, obviously he just lived next door, there was nothing he couldn't bear.
After Xie Lin left, Fu Yuanzhou's mood slowly returned to calm. After all, his body hadn't recovered yet, but he really fell asleep very quickly. When he fell asleep, his fingers were still holding a bit of the hem of his coat.
Accompanied by pheromones that smell of red wine, that night he really didn't dream of Shen Xigu anymore, but the nights when Xie Lin slept with him after his mother's funeral.
At that time, there was a problem with his eyes crying, and he couldn't see things temporarily. At that time, Yuan Ye had already left the country, and Yu Fei was in the crew, and he was already filming urgently and wanted to hurry back, so Shen Xigu was with him during the day. Xie Lin came to take care of him at night.
In front of him is a white mass. He needs someone to help guide the chopsticks when he eats. If he wants to go where he needs to be held by the hand, even when going to the bathroom, Shen Xigu and Xie Lin have to help him, otherwise he will not even be able to go to the toilet.
He was lying on the bed at night, because his eyes could only be sensitive, his sight changed from white to black. When Xie Lin came to sleep with him, what he felt was the temperature on Xie Lin's body, the cool breath, and the gentle touch of his hair. fingers, and a warm embrace, the sensory memory made him even more unforgettable.
Occasionally in the drowsiness, he also felt a soft touch on his forehead, like a falling kiss. At that time, he was immersed in sadness and didn't care. Now that he thinks that maybe Xie Lin is kissing him, it feels very similar.
But unlike now...
Fu Yuanzhou woke up from the dream, and there was a bit of melancholy in his eyes.
It's not that Xie Lin never kissed his face or forehead before. He also kissed Xie Lin's face a few times when he was joking, but it was a kiss without any ambiguous feelings. It was the same with Xie Lin. In their last life, they only had pure friendship, and not like each other.
If only Xie Lin from the past liked him too...
In an instant, Fu Yuanzhou had such a thought in his heart. He is really getting more and more greedy, but that's all in the past, and it can't be changed. All he has to do is to cherish the present Xie Lin.
After that, after a night of no dreams, Fu Yuanzhou got up early and hid Xie Lin's coat. Before Xie Lin took it back, he couldn't tell Auntie or Yu Fei to see it. In addition, he also sprayed pheromone dispersant. Don't let others know that Xie Lin came to his room late last night.
"Feeling far from happy today."
Before going to the hospital, Yu Fei came to see Fu Yuanzhou again, crouched beside his bed and smiled a little: "Is it because you slept well last night?"
"Um... okay."
Fu Yuanzhou nodded. He couldn't tell the truth, and he couldn't bear to hurt Yu Fei, so he could only lie and try to make his attitude seem more normal. As for his good mood, he really couldn't hide it. It's easy to see.
"How is Auntie Yu?"
"She is recovering well, and she should be able to be discharged next weekend. My father will pick her up and leave the hospital. The three of us will spend the weekend together." Referring to this good news, Yu Fei's eyes became brighter.
Next weekend is the first weekend of December. It was originally two days when Fu Yuanzhou had decided to continue dating with Xie Lin. Hearing this, his heartbeat involuntarily quickened. Then he will have the opportunity to be alone with Xie Lin...
But Yu Fei was still in front of him, so Fu Yuanzhou quickly dismissed his other thoughts and congratulated Yu Fei sincerely: "It's really nice, you say hello to Aunt Yu for me."
"Okay, she also cares about you very much. I hope you can recover quickly."
Yu Fei reached out to hold Fu Yuanzhou's hand: "When you are well, let's go out to play together, okay?"
Facing his expectant gaze, Fu Yuanzhou pulled out his hand, nodded and said, "Of course, and Xie Lin, the three of us will go out together."
Since he fell in love with Xie Lin this time, it would be impossible to go out with Xiaofei alone in the future, and he should avoid ambiguous physical contact in the future, so he immediately took his hand back.
"...Okay, I'll ask my brother, maybe the senior year is busy and he doesn't have time."
Yu Fei's eyes were slightly gloomy, and he quickly raised his face and smiled at Fu Yuanzhou: "Then you have a good rest, I will go to the hospital to have a look, if you have something to do, ask your aunt to help, don't force yourself."
Fu Yuanzhou nodded, sighed after Yu Fei left, and couldn't help but miss Xie Lin. Today Xie Lin is going to school in the morning to get all the papers and homework of the three of them, and he has to hand over the work of the student union, so he is not at home.
After a while, the doorbell rang, and my aunt went to open the door. It was Dr. Sun who came to examine Fu Yuanzhou's health. She also brought some things from the house for him by the way. Fu Yuanzhou's mother asked her to take it.
"Sorry, Yuanzhou, I'm late today."
As soon as she entered the door, Dr. Sun said sorry to Fu Yuanzhou. She has always been a very punctual person. She is on time for appointments every time, and she is rarely late, but today she came more than an hour late.
"It's okay, Doctor Sun, don't worry about it."
Fu Yuanzhou didn't care, if it wasn't for Dr. Sun's mentioning, he wouldn't even realize that she was late, anyway, he was very busy, and he was more concerned about the reason for Dr. Sun's lateness than being late: "Did you encounter anything? thing?"
He found that Dr. Sun's expression was not very good-looking, and he was a little worried. As she approached, Fu Yuanzhou found that the hem of her white coat was stained with blood.
"Blood?" Fu Yuanzhou was shocked, "Are you injured?"
"...No." Only then did Dr. Sun realize that there was blood on his white coat, and immediately took it off and handed it to his aunt, asking her to wash it. "I helped a wounded person treat the wound."
Could it be that Dr. Sun had a car accident on the way
Fu Yuanzhou was about to ask in detail, but suddenly smelled a very faint pheromone on Dr. Sun. Although she seemed to have sprayed pheromone dispersant, because she was Beta and could not smell the pheromone, she handled it well. Not quite, there is still a little residue.
If it were other Omegas, they might ignore this smell, because its residual amount is very small, but Fu Yuanzhou was very sensitive to this smell, and even smelled a little bit, his heartbeat accelerated.
That's the smell of Alpha, the aroma of mandala, the smell of... Shen Xigu.
Thinking of the blood stains on the white coat, Fu Yuanzhou's face turned pale, as if even his instincts were aware of his panic, and his pheromones spread out in an instant, full of uneasy feelings, interacting with his emotions, forcing him to more uncomfortable.
"Did something happen to Shen Xigu?"
His tone changed unknowingly. There were both instinctive influences and his own worries about Shen Xigu. There was no doubt that his emotions towards Shen Xigu were very complicated, including fear, hatred, pain, grief, and intolerance. In the previous life, Shen Xigu also brought great harm to himself. No matter what, he hoped that Shen Xigu could live well.
Seeing that he couldn't hide it from him, Dr. Sun had to tell the truth: "Yes, I helped him with emergency treatment."
At the request of Fu Yuanzhou's mother, she helped him fetch something. When she came out of his house, a woman suddenly ran out of the villa opposite in horror, screaming and begging for her help.
The woman is the housekeeper of Shen Xigu's family. She came to do housekeeping for Shen Xigu today, but found that Shen Xigu was lying on the sofa covered in blood, with a bloodless face. If it wasn't for the ups and downs of his chest, she would really think he was already dead.
Even so, the housekeeper was still frightened, and when she saw Dr. Sun outside the window, she hurriedly called her in to help.
Dr. Sun was also frightened, thinking that there was a case of robbery, and rushed forward to give first aid, but fortunately, when dealing with the wound, she found that Shen Xigu was not fatally injured, it was all skin trauma, and the coma was due to more blood flow, In addition, his physical condition is not very good, but his life is not in danger.
"Later, with the help of the property, I sent him to the hospital and went through the hospitalization procedures for him."
Dr. Sun said: "When dealing with the wound, I found that his injury was not caused by others, but himself... This is his self-harm."
"In addition, I also saw several drugs in his house, all of which are used to treat mental illness, as well as a diagnosis certificate. It is very likely that he has been severely misanthropic and suicidal for a long time."
Speaking of this, her eyes showed extremely complicated emotions.
"Originally these were his **, I shouldn't tell you, I will tell you because I saw him engraved your name on his chest."
"He engraved the word 'far boat'."
The author has something to say: it's too late again, so I still owe three double shifts... What is the meaning of my debt repayment! QAQ
Thanks for the mines in late autumn x3, the mines in Mengxi x2, as well as Shen Ye, Xingxing Tears, Fengfeng, Pretend to be a cat, Dongli Lala, Skynet Huihui, Zhi, Su Yun, Mufeng, Three Three Three, Crabs and Mines in the Old City! =3=