Shen Xigu... Has a mental illness, and even has long-term signs of world-weariness and suicide
Has he been like this in his last life, why didn't he even know
Hearing what Dr. Sun said, Fu Yuanzhou's head hummed as if he had been punched, and there was a sharp pain, his chest heaving, but he couldn't breathe.
His face was pale, and Dr. Sun thought he was afraid and sighed softly. Although she felt sorry for Shen Xigu, she could fully understand Fu Yuanzhou. Anyone who encountered such a situation would definitely be afraid. She also stood by Fu Yuanzhou. side.
"You have to be careful in the future, pay attention to your own safety, and don't touch Shen Xigu alone." She said, "He may have a deep obsession with you, you have to be careful that he will do extreme behavior."
"Thank you, Doctor Sun."
Fu Yuanzhou was a little dizzy, and nodded numbly, but instead of worrying about whether he would be hurt, what he found more difficult to accept was that Shen Xigu actually had a mental illness, and it was very likely that he inherited it from his mother, who had been with him in his previous life. Shen Xigu had been a friend for so many years, but he never noticed it.
Just like his mother. Fu Yuanzhou recalled all the tiny details, and they fit so well—Shen Xigu's mother lived for her husband, and Shen Xigu himself regarded him as the driving force to live.
Shen Xigu once said more than once that without him, he would die... Why didn't he think about hereditary diseases at that time
Is it because you don't care enough about Shen Xigu? Dr. Sun only went to his house once and found Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, but they had known each other for many years, but he had never seen Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, nor found anything wrong with his state.
Maybe Shen Xigu was hiding it from him on purpose, otherwise he should have told him, but why didn't Shen Xigu tell, is it because he was afraid that he would alienate him in the future
How could he be this kind of person, if Shen Xigu told him earlier, he would definitely accompany him to treat his illness well, why would he abandon his friends for this reason
Regret, anger, embarrassment, fear, heartache.
Fu Yuanzhou's hands were trembling, he didn't know, he didn't know anything, if he could care more about Shen Xigu, would he be able to find out the truth earlier, and it wouldn't lead to a series of tragedies in the future
It was like a slap in the face. He thought he knew Shen Xigu well enough, but it was far from the truth. He didn't even notice that Shen Xigu was in pain.
It is true that he suffered a lot later because of Shen Xigu, and Shen Xigu hurt him badly. He has nothing to feel sorry for him, let alone owe him, but what happened earlier? Maybe he had a chance to save everything, but he missed it.
At that time, Shen Xigu slid into the abyss little by little. He stood on it, unaware of his fall, and finally the whole ground collapsed. He and Shen Xigu fell together, and also implicated others.
"You don't have to worry too much. You will rarely have the chance to meet in the future. He can't do anything to you."
Seeing that his face was bad, Dr. Sun reassured him: "When you go home again, don't be alone, ask Xie Lin or Yu Fei to accompany you. In addition, the effect of the temporary mark will gradually dissipate, and your body will recover. Very good, basically there will be no pheromone residue, you can rest assured."
Fu Yuanzhou was in a trance and couldn't hear what she was saying, but nodded lightly. Suddenly he thought of another question, his heart tightened, and he asked in a dry voice, "Do you think Shen Xigu has the possibility of... committing suicide?"
If Shen Xigu's mother did not have her husband by her side, she would commit suicide, so would Shen Xigu also...
"… the possibility exists."
Dr. Sun sighed: "I read his medical certificate. Although it did not mention whether he had committed suicide or not, his awareness of survival was not strong, and his emotional regulation was in a state of serious failure."
"For example, his self-mutilation behavior, his pain is the same as that of ordinary people, and he knows that if he loses too much blood, he may die, but ordinary people are afraid of death, but he is not afraid."
"In his view, 'death' caused by 'excessive blood loss' just changes the state of the body, just as 'eating' makes the body in a state of 'fullness', both in his eyes are the same."
"So it doesn't matter if it hurts, as long as it can achieve its purpose, as for his purpose..."
Are you punishing yourself
Fu Yuanzhou suddenly recalled Shen Xigu's previous self-mutilation behavior. He was imprisoned. Shen Xigu knew that he was in pain, so he used self-mutilation as a means of punishing himself.
He also finally understood why Shen Xigu didn't care about his body at all. A person who didn't even care about death naturally wouldn't care about pain, and would only devote all his attention to a few special beings.
Like... him.
He is the most special existence of Shen Xigu, even to the point of being extremely morbid, Shen Xigu doesn't even care about himself, but he will suffer because of his injury. He is the key to unlocking Shen Xigu's emotions.
Shen Xigu didn't want him to hate him, so he chose to hide his condition. Even the scars he has carved on his chest now are not "Seven", but "Distant Boat", because he said goodbye to Shen Xigu Call him "Seven".
Fu Yuanzhou was cold all over, he didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, not only to keep his parents and Xie Lin safe and happy, but in fact he didn't want anything to happen to Shen Xigu. He hated the hurt Shen Xigu caused him, but he didn't want Shen Xigu Gu self-destructed, so they were strangers in this life, and they were at peace with each other, which was the best ending.
But now...
"I respect your ** and won't ask too much."
Dr. Sun said, "But I need to ask you, do you have the contact information of Shen Xigu's family, or the password to unlock his mobile phone? His mobile phone is specially encrypted, so it is difficult to open it, and you cannot contact him. family to take care of him."
"..." Fu Yuanzhou shook his head, he didn't have the contact information of Shen Xigu's father, even if he had, he knew that the other party couldn't come over to take care of Shen Xigu.
Shen Xigu has many friends, but they are all casual acquaintances. He was the only one who was very close to him in his last life, and Shen Xigu in this life is even more alone.
Fu Yuanzhou felt extremely uncomfortable and worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide, but he couldn't take care of Shen Xigu, he couldn't deepen Shen Xigu's morbid dependence on him, it would only hurt both of them.
"Let me find a way. Since I am a doctor and he is a patient, even though he is not my patient, I will be responsible to the end."
Dr. Sun sighed softly: "I will take care of him until he is discharged from the hospital, but depending on his mental condition, even if he recovers, he will go to a sanatorium for mental problems."
Fu Yuanzhou came back to his senses and was very surprised and moved by her kindness. He almost wanted to say thank you to her, but he stopped in time, because he was not someone from Shen Xigu and had no position to say thank you to Dr. Sun.
"Thank you for your hard work. Before Shen Xigu wakes up, I will pay for all the treatment expenses and your salary." In the end, he just said to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun did not refuse, thanked him, and asked, "Do you need me to tell you if there is anything wrong with him?"
"Okay." Fu Yuanzhou hesitated for a moment, then said, "Please hire some nurses for him and watch him 24 hours a day. I'm worried that he might..."
"Don't worry." Dr. Sun nodded, "I will handle it properly, and I won't tell him it was your instigation."
"Thank you." Fu Yuanzhou thanked very solemnly.
"If he wants to see you, or has something to tell you, should I tell you?" Dr. Sun asked.
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned, silent for a long time, and finally shook his head. Dr. Sun patted his shoulder and said gently, "I see, take good care of your body and leave it to me."
Dr. Sun checked Fu Yuanzhou, and after confirming that there was no problem, he rushed to the hospital to take care of Shen Xigu. Not long after, Xie Lin came back from school, but not only Xie Lin, but Yuan Ye also came after him. .
"How did you come?"
Fu Yuanzhou was thinking about Shen Xigu, but suddenly saw Yuan Ye open the door. The pheromone of Xigu.
"You think I'm so stupid, I believe you if you say you have a cold?"
However, things did not develop as Fu Yuanzhou thought. Yuan Ye walked into the bedroom, his handsome face was smiling, his eyebrows were dark and cold, and he pressed his anger and asked, "Who did it?"
"What?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't realize that Yuan Ye had already discovered it.
"Who marked you?" Yuan Ye said in a cold voice, full of anger, "Tell me, I broke his leg and asked him to kneel to apologize to you."
Fu Yuanzhou didn't go to school for several days, and Yu Fei and Xie Lin didn't come either. From the beginning, Yuan Ye didn't believe that it was as simple as being sick. He had been paying attention for the past two days and finally waited for Xie Lin to come to school.
Xie Lin kept silent about Fu Yuanzhou's matter. Yuan Ye kept asking him again and again without opening his mouth. He was so angry that he almost got into a fight with Xie Lin. In the end, he simply followed Xie Lin, but Xie Lin didn't stop him because it was useless. On the apartment side, they already knew their addresses.
On the way here, Yuan Ye had already made some guesses. Later, he happened to meet Dr. Sun who was out of the building downstairs, so he deliberately pretended to know about it for a long time and talked to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun was unprepared at first and accidentally said that Fu Yuanzhou was marked, but later she found out that she had been fooled, so she kept silent and did not say Shen Xigu's name, otherwise Yuan Ye might not even go upstairs, but directly Go to the villa and beat someone.
"Don't be impulsive..."
Seeing Yuan Ye's gloomy look about to kill, Fu Yuanzhou sighed and reassured him: "It's not that serious, it's just a temporary marker, strictly speaking, it's just an accident."
He would not speak out about Shen Xigu, not only for Shen Xigu, but also for Yuan Ye. He didn't want Yuan Ye to leave a mark like dropping out of school. He would become a professional player in the future, and his public image was very important.
Yuan Ye looked at him angrily for a long time, his expression gradually became low, his head lowered, showing an annoyed and sad expression, and even his eyes were a little red, like a poor dog.
"I'm not reconciled, you're just being bullied... But I can't protect you, and I can't help you out. I can't do anything."
"Didn't you say you copied the notes for me?" Fu Yuanzhou said, "Did you bring it with you?"
"… brought it."
Yuan Ye pursed his lips and walked over, and took out several notebooks from his schoolbag and handed them over to Fu Yuanzhou. The contents of the notes were very detailed, and his handwriting was quite beautiful, which was very different from his own sloppy image.
"Thank you, that's enough." Fu Yuanzhou took the note and said to Yuan Ye with a smile, "Wait for me to make a copy and return it to you later."
"It's okay, I don't need it, I just sent you a copy."
Yuan Ye was silent for a while, and then said: "These are not enough, I want to do more for you, because I..."
"Click."
At this moment, Xie Lin walked in with water and medicine.
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