The timing of Xie Lin entering the room was very coincidental, interrupting Yuan Ye's words. He didn't continue talking, his eyes fell on Xie Lin, Xie Lin didn't look at him, walked over to the bed and handed the medicine to Fu Yuanzhou.
"thanks."
Fu Yuanzhou took the medicine and looked at the two people standing in the bedroom. Suddenly, there were some inexplicable emotions. They used to be his friends and only friendship between each other, but now they both treat him...
And he is the same, he fell in love with Xie Lin, and since this is the case, he should make it clear to Yuan Ye and tell him to give up earlier.
But when the words came to his mouth, Fu Yuanzhou didn't know how to say it. His heart was heavy, because he knew that once he made it clear, his relationship with Yuan Ye would definitely be alienated in the future, and Xiaofei would be the same. After all, he would associate with Xie Lin sooner or later. .
Fu Yuanzhou has no regrets. Since he has fallen in love with Xie Lin, he has no other choice and will not make another choice. Even if he wants to distance himself, there is nothing he can do. He can only put Xie Lin in the most important position.
He felt uncomfortable and thought silently about what he should say, but Yuan Ye had already put down his notes, picked up his schoolbag and left: "I'll go first, there is a game in the afternoon, I can't be absent, and I'll come to see you later."
"… "
Fu Yuanzhou paused and realized that this was not a good time to explain. He didn't want to delay the game in the wilderness, so he swallowed all those words.
When it comes to the game, he also wants to ask Yuan Ye how he has been with his father recently, and whether his father's attitude towards him playing games has changed, which is what he is very concerned about.
In the past two days, he and Yuan Ye's father had also chatted a few times. The other party was very calm when he mentioned Yuan Ye. It didn't seem like there was a contradiction, but he didn't know what the actual situation was. outsider.
Considering the same reason, he was afraid that asking about this matter would affect Yuan Ye's mood, so in the end he didn't say anything and simply cheered Yuan Ye: "Come on."
Yuan Ye smiled: "I'll win, I'll invite you to watch the finals, you can rest well." After speaking, he looked at Xie Lin again, "Senior, then please take good care of him."
Xie Lin looked at him for a few seconds and said, "No please, it's my job."
Yuan Ye smiled and curled the corners of his lips without smiling, and waved his hand without looking back: "See you later."
"Compare well." Fu Yuanzhou said.
The wilderness came and went in a hurry, and Fu Yuanzhou had to admit that he was relieved. He really didn't know how to explain it, but he also knew that he had to say it, and he didn't want to make Xie Lin sad.
Suddenly the light in front of him dimmed, and he was kissed by Xie Lin. Fu Yuanzhou raised his head and endured his deep kiss. After the end, both of them became unstable. Fu Yuanzhou gasped and said with wet eyes, "...Are you jealous?"
Xie Lin stroked his cheek without saying a word, but they grew up together, and now they are more connected. Fu Yuanzhou felt more sensitive to his emotional changes. Knowing that he was unhappy, he immediately became soft-hearted and distressed, and a little bit more. Happy, he likes Xie Lin's possessiveness towards him.
He took the initiative to go up to kiss Xie Lin, and said to him: "I will make it clear to Yuan Ye, the person I like is you, since I like you, I will definitely not be involved with other people, I am just thinking What would be more appropriate."
Saying that, he hugged Xie Lin's waist and whispered in his ear, "I like you so much, Xie Lin."
He wouldn't begrudge his love words, because he wanted Xie Lin to know how much he liked him. Xie Lin's eyelashes trembled slightly when he heard the words, and he turned his head slightly. Fu Yuanzhou knew exactly what he wanted to do, so he took the initiative to greet Xie Lin with joy. kiss.
"After the relationship, let's make it public."
Xie Lin gently kissed the corner of his lips, held him in his arms and said, "This way you don't need to explain it to anyone."
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned. He had mentioned before when he declined Xiaofei's favor, that he would not date people until he graduated from high school, but if his relationship with Xie Lin was made public, Xiaofei would also know that he would be very sad. .
But…
He hugged Xie Lin back, but couldn't refuse Xie Lin's proposal. The reason why he said this to Xiaofei at that time was because he thought he would not like anyone, but after confirming his feelings for Xie Lin, He didn't want Xie Lin to wait for him anymore, and he didn't want to wait any longer. He wanted Xie Lin to belong to him as soon as possible.
... I'm sorry, Xiaofei.
He closed his eyes and responded to Xie Lin gently: "Okay."
In the end, they agreed to wait until Fu Yuanzhou's temporary mark faded to officially date and make their relationship public, otherwise it would seem a bit inappropriate to admit to their parents that they were dating.
After recuperating at home for a week, Fu Yuanzhou finally returned to school. During this week, his condition was much better. Although his instinct was still tempting him to dream of Shen Xigu, because his heart was filled with Xie Lin, he I no longer feel pain and fear, and gradually I can look at this matter with a more relaxed state of mind.
Naturally, he paid attention to Shen Xigu's situation, but not because of pheromones, but because of his former friendship with Shen Xigu.
He was worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide, and would contact Dr. Sun every day to inquire about Shen Xigu's condition. Fortunately, the answer he got was that Shen Xigu's condition was relatively stable, and he did not take any drastic actions. He also cooperated very well with the doctor's treatment of him. treat.
Fu Yuanzhou breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked hesitantly, "He... did he say anything else?"
"No." Dr. Sun paused and replied, "He only said that he was sorry for marking you."
After hanging up, Dr. Sun put away his phone and walked into the nursing home. After Shen Xigu woke up, she was transferred to this private nursing home with better conditions. Dr. Sun sometimes came to visit, not only because of Fu Yuanzhou's entrustment, but also because of her natural sense of responsibility as a doctor.
She has been a doctor for 30 years and has seen all kinds of patients. She treats them all equally. She will not reject or fear Shen Xigu just because he is mentally ill. On the contrary, she is more sympathetic to such patients.
Shen Xigu's family conditions should be very good, but Dr. Sun has never seen his family come to visit him these days. It is true that some people come to take care of Shen Xigu, but these people and Shen Xigu are only subordinates. To take care of Shen Xigu is just to complete his work, no one really cares about him.
"how do you feel?"
Seeing Shen Xigu sitting in the pavilion by the lake, Dr. Sun stepped forward to ask him.
"It's okay." Seeing her coming, Shen Xigu stood up and nodded, "Thank you for your help, sorry for causing you trouble."
Dr. Sun smiled gently, and Shen Xigu asked again, "How is Yuanzhou?"
"He's recovering, and he's doing well, so don't worry."
Dr. Sun answered him with a complex look in his eyes.
She couldn't help thinking that after Shen Xigu woke up, the first sentence was to ask her to keep it secret, and please don't tell anyone about his self-harm, especially Fu Yuanzhou.
He said that his self-harm was an act he made when he was mentally unstable, and it had nothing to do with Fu Yuanzhou. He didn't want Fu Yuanzhou to know, to be more afraid of him, or to feel sympathy and guilt. In the end, it was all his own. Choice, Fu Yuanzhou does not need to be responsible for this.
Dr. Sun did not say that she had disclosed his situation to Fu Yuanzhou for safety reasons. She could only keep it a secret for Shen Xigu after that, and would not mention anything to Fu Yuanzhou.
"What are you going to do next?" Dr. Sun asked.
"I want to compensate Yuanzhou, do something for him in the end, and then leave." Shen Xigu said.
Originally he came here to find out why Seven was alienating him for no reason, he wanted to restore their friendship, and in the end he still couldn't get the answer.
It doesn't matter what the answer is, now he knows very well that he can't get anything back by staying here, his Seven will no longer feel any happiness because of him, and even he will cause him harm, Seven avoids him It was the right choice, and everything that hurt Seven shouldn't be there, including himself.
Shen Xigu raised his hand and gently touched his chest. The chest under the hospital gown was wrapped with gauze. When he was mentally unstable, he wrote the word "Distant Boat", and the scabs had already condensed. There may be scars in the future.
Whatever Seven gave him, whether it was pain or blood, he was happy with it, but he shouldn't make Seven feel pain.
He knew that Seven didn't like the name, so he didn't dare to engrave "Seven" and only engraved the distant boat, but even this name shouldn't be kept. If Seven knew that he did such a thing, he would definitely feel disgusted.
… But if this body is burned to ashes, there will be no scars, right
Shen Xigu lowered his eyelashes, and the hand that fell into his sight was always so pale and bloodless, just like his sick self.
After turning to ashes, nothing can be seen.
"Are you going home?" Dr. Sun asked. "Will you take good care when you go back?"
Shen Xigu raised his eyes, smiled, and did not answer her directly: "I have been receiving treatment, but the effect is not good."
Dr. Sun knew that this was because Shen Xigu had no will to survive. This was a very serious problem. With such a mentality, even if he received treatment, the effect would not be very good.
"But no matter what, you should take good treatment." Dr. Sun comforted him, "You are still young, and there are many beautiful things waiting for you to discover, you should not miss it."
"Thank you." Shen Xigu smiled, "I will."
Dr. Sun left worriedly, Shen Xigu sat by the lake, staring at the connected water and sky, the lake was sparkling, but there was no shimmer in his eyes.
wonderful things
He has found it, and he has missed it.
Shen Xigu took out his mobile phone and swiped his fingertips across the screen. There were a lot of landscape photos in the album. He swiped over them one by one.
He has traveled for many years and has seen countless magnificent, magical or majestic natural landscapes. At first, he and Fu Yuanzhou got acquainted with the landscape photos he took.
Find a place he likes best as a place to scatter his ashes after he dies.
But... there are a few places he should avoid.
Shen Xigu selected and deleted some of the photos. These are the places that Fu Yuanzhou and him mentioned and wanted to see in the future. He thought that Fu Yuanzhou should not want to see him, so he consciously avoided it.
The farther the better.
…
After returning to school, Fu Yuanzhou, who had not come to class for a week, was surrounded by classmates, and everyone was very concerned about his physical condition. Fu Yuanzhou thanked them very much, but he still lied that he was just sick with a cold. The temporary marking is too sensitive to say it easily.
He put on a restraint collar, took restraining drugs, and carried pheromone inhibitors with him. The bite marks on the back of his neck were also pasted with soft patches close to his skin color. He was well-armed. No one doubted him. The only person in the situation is the wilderness.
"You came."
Seeing him sitting down, Yuan Ye smiled and reached out to touch his hair.
Fu Yuanzhou felt it was inappropriate, so he ducked back. Yuan Ye didn't expect Fu Yuanzhou to avoid him because he was dating Xie Lin. He just thought that the marked Omega would feel instinctive fear of the proximity of other Alphas, so he stopped immediately. The action said, "Sorry, I'll pay attention."
"It's alright." Fu Yuanzhou couldn't explain anything, so he lightly opened the question and said, "How was your game, did you win? Did your dad say anything?"
"Of course I won, how could I lose." Yuan Ye laughed, "My dad? What can my dad say, he didn't even know that I went to the competition, and thought I was in school."
Fu Yuanzhou thought for a while and said, "I heard that the game you are participating in will be held in the stadium, and even the local channel will broadcast it live. Have you considered letting your dad watch it?"
This is a more formal competition. If you get the ranking, you will also get a trophy and a certificate. The organizer even invited leaders to present awards on the spot. It is more like a "competition" rather than a "game". , may be a good opportunity to reverse the existing impression.
"He won't watch."
Yuan Ye just laughed, Fu Yuanzhou was a little helpless, in fact, not only was Yuan Ye's father very stubborn, but Yuan Ye himself was too. The stereotype of his father could not be changed, and he insisted that his father must not accept him to take the e-sports path.
But if Fu Yuanzhou hadn't seen the transformation of Yuan Ye's father in his previous life, he would certainly not believe it, but because of this, he firmly believed that there would be a change. He must help Yuan Ye realize his dream and get the support of his family.
During the lunch break at noon, Fu Yuanzhou went to Xie Lin for dinner. After dinner, he went back to the classroom and found that someone was looking for him, and the person looking for him was Ran Shutang.
"It was brought to you."
Ran Shutang handed a cardboard box to Fu Yuanzhou. In the past few days, he sent a WeChat message to ask when Fu Yuanzhou would come to school. Knowing that he was coming to class today, he brought the things from home.
"It's a dumpling made by my family, with a little medicinal herbs in it, which is good for nourishing the body."
"This... is it not good for me to accept it?" Fu Yuanzhou hesitated a little.
"No." Ran Shutang said, "There are all the students in the class."
Fu Yuanzhou was relieved: "Then I'm welcome, thank you, I'll ask my aunt to make something to eat for you later."
Ran Shutang nodded and said after a few seconds of silence, "Do you still remember the party that day..."
"What?" Fu Yuanzhou asked, "What do you mean?"
Seeing his dazed expression, Ran Shutang didn't seem to remember anything special, so she pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "...It's nothing."
Seeing that he didn't mention it anymore, Fu Yuanzhou was secretly relieved. In fact, he knew what Ran Shutang was referring to. He was very impressed by what happened that day. When they went to KTV that day, the drunk Ran Shutang bumped into him in the corridor and pushed him against the wall. He kissed him and almost confessed to him, so he ran away quickly, so that Ran Shutang didn't finish all the words.
At that time, Ran Shutang was very drunk. Fu Yuanzhou took a fluke and thought that Ran Shutang might not recognize who he met when he was drunk, but he didn't expect it to happen. Fortunately, Ran Shutang's alcohol intake was not very good.
Ran Shutang lowered her eyes, a bit of loss in her expression.
He was very drunk, and his memory was vague. He only remembered that he seemed to have met Fu Yuanzhou, and he mustered up the courage to confess, but was quickly pushed away. That person said he was not Fu Yuanzhou, so it was really someone else
Ran Shutang didn't know what happened when he was drunk, but that didn't mean he couldn't make more efforts. For example, he gave the dumplings to Fu Yuanzhou. Although he did give them to many of his classmates, only Fu Yuanzhou did it himself. Yes, let's say-
"Are you free this weekend?" Ran Shutang controlled his nervousness and asked, "Someone gave me two tickets to the chess masters. If you are interested, would you like to watch it with me?"
Before Fu Yuanzhou could answer, someone intervened in the conversation between the two of them.
"He has an appointment with me this weekend." Xie Lin came over from the other end of the corridor and said to Ran Shutang.
"I'm sorry, I have to go out with Xie Lin this weekend." Fu Yuanzhou apologized to Ran Shutang. This was not only a reason for refusing, but he really had an appointment with Xie Lin. This weekend Yu Fei's mother was discharged from the hospital, so there were only the two of them. He's going on a date with Xie Lin.
"… I know."
Ran Shutang didn't show too much emotion, she clenched her fingers slightly, nodded and said, "An appointment at another day."
After he left, Xie Lin handed Fu Yuanzhou's mobile phone back to him, and Fu Yuanzhou left it with him during the meal together just now.
"How are we going to spend this weekend?" Fu Yuanzhou asked. In fact, he didn't know what else he could do after dating Xie Lin. When they were still friends, they basically did everything they could. New look.
He was thinking about it when he heard Xie Lin speak.
"Go to the hot springs."
The author has something to say: a day on time, but not enough 6k, I am not a rabbit woo woo QAQ, I will send red envelopes to the babies to compensate! !
And let me tell you, if there is no accident, the main text will be finished this month, but there should be a lot of extras, such as daily sugar sprinkles, everyone's future, various Shura fields, and some things from previous life, in The Shura field when Yuanzhou is unconscious, the back should be quite sweet (in fact, the whole text is quite sweet), and everyone should be able to see it, the final winner is Xie Lin, let us congratulate him = v=
(I will definitely make up the four double changes before the end of the full text!!!)
Thank you Nevernd Little Hedgehog and Nanshan Youxue Mine × 2, as well as the scattered tears, 41932521, When will the cold world be rehabilitated for love and Luo Mi Mi's mine! !