Did you only have feelings for him after he became an Omega
In the second half of the sentence, Fu Yuanzhou didn't ask, he wanted to hear what Xie Lin said first.
After a moment of silence, Xie Lin said, "About ten years ago."
Ten years ago... At that time, they were only seven or eight years old. How could Xie Lin fall in love with him so early
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned. This answer was beyond his expectations. As far as he knew, the second gender differentiation only appeared at the age of 13 or 14. No matter how early they were, they couldn't be separated ten years ago, right? Otherwise, there must be something wrong with the body.
"When did we... divide?" Fu Yuanzhou asked one more question out of safety.
"We split in the same year. I was fourteen and you were thirteen." Xie Lin raised his hand and touched his hair, as if seeing through his mind, "I like you regardless of your gender."
Fu Yuanzhou was a little embarrassed. Xie Lin had said this to him before. He believed that Xie Lin would not lie to him, but they were just friends in their previous lives, which is also true.
Even if Xie Lin likes him this time, it has nothing to do with gender, but it is because of the potential impact of ABO's gender differentiation. Now any gender can like each other openly, unlike in the previous life, which is only him. Those who have been reborn can experience it.
Then why did Xie Lin like him? Fu Yuanzhou thought so and asked the same question.
"It's natural to fall in love with you." Xie Lin said.
Fu Yuanzhou blushed, despite Xie Lin's cold appearance, but he did not lose to anyone when he talked about love, but his tone was calm, as if he was talking about ordinary things.
Xie Lin said: "So I'm used to being with you. We haven't been apart since you were born. Until the summer vacation ten years ago, you left for a month. That was the first time you left me for so long."
He mentioned the summer vacation ten years ago, and Fu Yuanzhou realized what he wanted to say. It was also a summer vacation that left a deep impression on him. He and Xie Lin were separated for a month, which was the longest time between the two of them before going to college. .
In the summer of ten years ago, his grandfather was very ill, and his mother took him back to his parents' home to spend the last time with him.
The hospital said that even if my grandfather's illness was treated, it would be useless, so it would be better to go home and recuperate. At that time, my grandfather and grandfather were still living in other places, far away from their current home. My grandfather passed away after being taken care of by my mother for half a month. Later, my father took care of it. The business of the good company has also arrived. They accompanied the grieving grandma and mother and dealt with the funeral before they took the grandma back to the local area.
At that time, although Fu Yuanzhou was young, he already knew how to part with life and death. His grandfather always loved him very much. His death had also brought a great blow to Fu Yuanzhou, but he didn't want to cry in front of his mother, so he could only cry every night. Climbing into the bed and weeping secretly, one day I couldn't hold it anymore, so I called Xie Lin.
"Grandma's house is in the country, and the signal in the house is not good. I still ran out to call you."
Fu Yuanzhou recalled the past. Ten years ago, they were still young, but they already had mobile phones. He was crying and talking to Xie Lin, so vague that he couldn't even hear himself, but Xie Lin still responded to him. He could hear him. understand what he's talking about.
"Then you'll come to me the next day." He looked at Xie Lin, "You came in the car by yourself, you didn't tell anyone, so you came so quietly, making your parents angry, Later, you will be fined at home for a week and not allowed to go out."
Xie Lin has always been a standard "children from other people's families" since he was a child. This is probably the most outrageous thing he has ever done. He was only eight years old, so he dared to go out in a car by himself. It was really dangerous. Later, I recalled this. This matter, Fu Yuanzhou was also a little scared.
After this time, Fu Yuanzhou became more reliant on Xie Lin, because he knew that Xie Lin would not leave him, so Xie Lin broke up with him in his previous life, and he was very afraid. He didn't expect Xie Lin to not want him anymore. It really broke Xie Lin's heart.
Thinking of this, Fu Yuanzhou's mood became a little low, but he couldn't blame Xie Lin, he could only blame himself, he knew that he lost Xie Lin.
"You cried very sadly on the phone." Xie Lin said, "how can I let you go."
In fact, before returning to his grandfather's house, Fu Yuanzhou was concealed by his mother, and he didn't know that his grandfather was seriously ill. He just thought he was going back to the countryside to play and wanted to take Xie Lin with him, but unfortunately Xie Lin had to learn a lot of courses during the summer vacation. , he couldn't go back with him, he thought he would come back after a few days, but he didn't expect to stay for a month.
But after half a month passed, he couldn't help crying and called Xie Lin, and Xie Lin left everything and came to him.
The location in the countryside is very remote. When Xie Lin said that he was at the station, Fu Yuanzhou couldn't believe it. He couldn't imagine what Xie Lin would think when he came here alone.
Looking back on what happened back then, Fu Yuanzhou still felt moved and warm, but he suddenly realized that the topic seemed to deviate from the direction, why did Xie Lin like him? Normally, he should like Xie Lin, so why would it be the other way around
His expression was full of confusion, Xie Lin didn't see it, and continued: "I went to find you, and you came to me, you ran from your house to the station, fell into a mud pit, broke your knee, and even lost a piece of it. Only shoes, but you came anyway."
"I was very embarrassed at the time..." Fu Yuanzhou was embarrassed, "Is it not because you were afraid that you would not find your way? GPS was not so developed at that time, and there was no map. My mother and the others were still busy, so of course I had to pick you up."
Xie Lin lifted the blanket to reveal Fu Yuanzhou's legs. Fu Yuanzhou's legs were long and white, but if you look closely, you can see that there are shallow marks on his knees, which means he was injured on the way to find Xie Lin. of.
Xie Lin lowered his eyes and caressed the scar on his knees, Fu Yuanzhou trembled lightly, shrank his legs back, and said nonchalantly, "Do you still remember how miserable I was at the time? Don't say that you just saw me like that. fell in love with me."
"Um."
Who knew that Xie Lin really responded.
Fu Yuanzhou opened his mouth: "Isn't it? You... "
"You look ugly." Xie Lin looked into his eyes, "I was covered in mud and water, and there was blood on my legs. When I saw me smiling, I soon cried again. I wanted me to hug you, but I didn't want to let it go. I was also stained with mud and water, and I resisted not reaching out."
Fu Yuanzhou can't remember such details, but it sounds really miserable and ugly, what is Xie Lin? Unique taste
"I realized then that you can't live without me." Xie Lin said, "You can't do it without me."
Indeed, he could not refute. Fu Yuanzhou thought, but what does this have to do with Xie Lin liking him
Xie Lin spoke slowly again.
"Not only that, but I realize that I can't live without you as well."
The month that Fu Yuanzhou left was the longest time he had ever spent.
Although they kept in touch during this period of time, he could hear Fu Yuanzhou's voice on the phone, but he was still not satisfied. For him, just the voice was not enough, he wanted to see Fu Yuanzhou.
He was absent-minded and made frequent mistakes in piano lessons. The teacher was very angry and asked him what he was thinking, what could he think? Only Fu Yuanzhou.
He just misses him.
I miss Fu Yuanzhou's smile, bright eyes, warm and soft fingers, the fragrance of shower gel around his neck, all the expressions full of vigor and vitality.
The adults always praised him for being mature and stable, saying that he was young, but he was quite independent and could be on his own, but this was not the case. Without Fu Yuanzhou, he would be restless and lonely.
In the evening, after finishing his day's course, he walked to the villa of Fu Yuanzhou's house. He laughed.
He missed him so much, so when he heard his cry on the phone, he left the house without hesitation, got on the night train he had never been in before, and came to Fu Yuanzhou's side.
On the phone, Fu Yuanzhou said to pick him up. He was standing under the cement wall of the station. The weather was very hot. Then he saw the boy in distress running in front of him.
Even more embarrassed than he described, the boy's face was covered with mud, so his eyes were black and white, so when he saw him, he was very pleasantly surprised, and his eyes were bent with laughter, but because he saw his close friend, he was full of sadness. It broke out quickly, and started to cry, but because of the mud all over his body, he became cowardly, and he didn't dare to hug him, so that he was also covered in mud.
He took his boy into his arms without hesitation.
The smell of blood and grass replaced the usual scent of shower gel. The boy looked at him with red eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and he sniffed that he was dirty, but he didn't let go, and even wanted to hug him tighter.
At this moment, he realized that, in fact, he couldn't live without Fu Yuanzhou.
If he is an icy statue, then only Fu Yuanzhou will give him the breath of life.
Just like at this moment, the person he likes is still bright, with a little softness and shyness, his eyes are blinking at him, full of love.
He could always feel his heart beating because Fu Yuanzhou was always by his side.
Xie Lin closed his eyes, hugged Fu Yuanzhou, and gently kissed his lips.
…
When he walked out of the hot spring, the heat on Fu Yuanzhou's face still didn't dissipate, he knew that they definitely couldn't just kiss and it was over, but fortunately... Fortunately, they didn't do anything out of the ordinary.
But of course he didn't dislike it. It would be better to say that because it was Xie Lin, he still liked it very much, but he was careful to keep it a secret when he went back.
When they came back, they changed their route. There was a piano in the hall, and there were no other people around. Fu Yuanzhou went up and played the piano keys a few times, suddenly remembered something, and happily said to Xie Lin, "I haven't heard you play the piano for a long time. Now, will you play a piece for me?"
"Okay."
Xie Lin nodded, sat upright in front of the piano, put his hands on the keys, tried the sound, and played a simple melody.
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned when he heard it. Although the melody was very short, he was so familiar with it because he had heard it countless times, so he recognized it at once. This is the piano piece Xie Lin wrote to him in his previous life. As his eighteenth birthday present.
His birthday is in April, and there are still several months before now. Could it be that Xie Lin has started to create now? If you think about it, it is not impossible. The song will definitely not be finished in a few days, and it will be revised repeatedly later.
"What do you want to hear?" Xie Lin asked.
Fu Yuanzhou pretended to be ignorant and said, "I think this part is pretty good, just it, I want to listen to this song."
Xie Lin paused and said, "It is an unfinished product."
"Unfinished?" Fu Yuanzhou asked knowingly, "Could it be that you wrote it?"
"Yes." Xie Lin said.
"Who did you write it to?" Fu Yuanzhou smiled and sat down next to Xie Lin, leaning on his forearm and looking up at him, "Is it...Writing to me?"
Xie Lin was silent for a moment, as if he didn't want to tell the surprise right away, but Fu Yuanzhou kept on pestering him, and finally he had no choice but to nod and say, "Yes."
"Quick, play it for me!" Fu Yuanzhou pulled on his sleeve, "I want to listen."
"It's just unfinished, not perfect."
"I like it, I want to listen to it, play it for me." Fu Yuanzhou did his tricks.
Xie Lin was a little helpless, but he still played according to what he said, because there was no piano score, and it was indeed unfinished. He played a little bit hard, and the melody of the previous life was not the same, but Fu Yuanzhou still listened with relish. of.
"Plays really well."
At the end of the music, there was applause from behind the two of them. Looking back, there was a smiling face, and it was Sister Cheng.
"You wrote this to Yuanzhou?" Sister Cheng asked with a smile, "Have you thought about what this song is called?"
In fact, it has no name, not to mention now, even after it is written, it has no name...
Fu Yuanzhou thought in his heart, but suddenly heard Xie Lin speak.
"It's called "Love."
The author has something to say: Yuanzhou finally realizes that Xie Lin also liked him in his last life... !
Thanks for the mines of late autumn × 3, the mines of Mary Susu Su Bilian × 2, and the mines of the scattered tears! ! =3=