With a bang, Fu Yuanzhou's chess piece fell on the chessboard.
At first, he was a little dazed, thinking that he had heard it wrong, but when Ran Shutang repeated it again, he finally confirmed that he had heard it right, and Ran Shutang really said that he wanted to date him, and he showed a look of horror: "You are crazy. ?"
"I'm serious." Ran Shutang said.
"Damn, don't disgust me."
Fu Yuanzhou got goosebumps. He really started to admire Ran Shutang. He was really a ruthless person. They clearly hated each other, but in order to make up for him, this person could even say such ruthless things.
"I told you before," he said earnestly, "we are all men, you don't have to be responsible for me, to be honest, I don't think you are wrong. It's a loss, but what you've done these days is enough to compensate me, I forgive you, can you stop abusing yourself like this?"
Seeing that Ran Shutang's expression did not change, he wanted to continue talking, but what Ran Shutang said next made him so shocked that he forgot what he was going to say.
"Not just to be responsible or to apologize." Ran Shutang said, "I like you."
"… "
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned.
Ran Shutang is really crazy, in order to be responsible, he can even pull out such a lie? !
He forgot to speak for a while, but Ran Shutang was still saying: "I have liked you for a long time. You think I hate you, but I don't. I have never hated you. I have liked you all these years."
"I was admitted to the first high school for you, skipped grades, and stayed in this city to go to university because of you. I wanted to be closer to you."
"Don't talk, don't talk..."
Fu Yuanzhou was dizzy and waved his hands again and again to stop Ran Shutang from continuing to speak, otherwise he was about to be put on a ventilator.
It's ridiculous, it seems like he's dreaming, but his feet are still hurting, which means he's awake, that means Ran Shutang is sleepwalking and talking in his sleep, or it's some kind of tricky plan, there's a hidden camera shooting follow them.
Thinking like this made Fu Yuanzhou feel better. He felt that he could no longer be led by Ran Shutang's nose, so he asked tentatively, "Are you serious? Are you real..." When he said this word, he almost Biting his tongue, "Like me?"
Ran Shutang nodded slightly, his ears were red, and even his entire face was covered with a faint crimson. His complexion was white, and his blushing was very obvious, and he couldn't hide it at all. It was completely different from his usual cold and indifferent appearance. .
"… "
Fu Yuan's boat is gone.
Because he found out that this may not be a trick show, Ran Shutang is real.
The incredible thing happened like this. The dead enemy who hated each other in the past suddenly said that everything in the past was a misunderstanding. In fact, he had a crush on you for a long time. After sleeping with you, he finally couldn't hide his feelings and proposed to have a relationship with you.
"You... you go first, let me slow down."
Fu Yuanzhou's blood pressure skyrocketed and his head was dizzy. He held his forehead and lowered his eyes, instead of looking at Ran Shutang, he waved to him, "I'll be quiet myself."
No one could accept this kind of thing for a moment. Ran Shutang seemed to understand it. He didn't say anything. After saying goodbye to him, he left quietly, leaving Fu Yuanzhou to think wildly.
When he first heard Ran Shutang's confession, Fu Yuanzhou's mind was confused, he felt very surprised, strange, and even a little bit out of his mind - one of the main reasons why he hated Ran Shutang was that Ran Shutang hated him too, but now he suddenly learned that There was no such thing at all. It was like adding a weight to a stable balance, and the original balance was instantly disrupted, causing his heart to sway from side to side.
Yes, he clearly remembered that it was because Ran Shutang hated him that he hated Ran Shutang, but why did Ran Shutang suddenly tell him that he didn't hate him
This is the most incomprehensible thing for Fu Yuanzhou. Although he can't remember things clearly, he can't go wrong at the beginning. After all, he can't hate someone for no reason. Or at the opening ceremony.
At the opening ceremony, the freshmen of high school listened to the principal's speech in the auditorium. At that time, the classmates were still very unfamiliar with each other and did not know each other. Fu Yuanzhou and Ran Shutang were sitting next to each other.
He took the initiative to talk to Ran Shutang, but Ran Shutang ignored him, with a cold attitude, and even did not give him his eyes. After the principal finished speaking, Ran Shutang went up to speak. He is the student representative of the new high school.
Fu Yuanzhou was angry at that time, and felt that Ran Shutang was really able to pretend, and the freshman representative was so amazing that he didn't even bother to say a word to him
After the ceremony ended, everyone went back to work. Fu Yuanzhou saw that Ran Shutang was normal to talking to others, but when he didn't look at him, his lungs were about to explode. It turned out that Ran Shutang was not arrogant, he was targeting him at all!
Even if Ran Shutang wanted to talk to him later, Fu Yuanzhou ignored him, pushed him and left. From then on, he and Ran Shutang had a relationship, and they did everything against each other, so the two became enemies. The knot is deeper and deeper.
Ran Shutang and Xie Lin are somewhat similar, they are both calm top students, standard children from other families, but in Fu Yuanzhou's opinion, his own childhood is a calm and rational male god model, Ran Shutang is a pretense, if he really hates a person, then he It's wrong to do anything, even if it's just an unreasonable anger most of the time.
I really want to say what Ran Shutang has done that Fu Yuanzhou hates to the point of gnashing his teeth. There are very few things, only twice in three years of high school. One was the opening ceremony, and the other was a girl who fainted. He wanted to go to the infirmary without saying a word, but was stopped by Ran Shutang and helped the girl away.
Although Fu Yuanzhou felt that as long as the girl was fine, no matter who sent her to the infirmary, what was Ran Shutang who jumped out halfway? Totally deliberately stealing his limelight.
He was not less angry about this, but thinking about it now, could it be that Ran Shutang was jealous and stopped him because he didn't want him to carry that girl
This is all about the first year of high school, so when did Ran Shutang start to like him
Fu Yuanzhou muttered in his heart, and suddenly remembered that Ran Shutang said just now that he skipped grades because of him, didn't he like it before high school? so long
When did they know each other, and what intersections did they have before? If he liked him before high school, why did Ran Shutang treat him with that attitude at the opening ceremony
Fu Yuanzhou had a lot of questions. He was very curious, but it was too strange to ask Ran Shutang directly. It's better to expose this matter and never bring it up again.
Ran Shutang sent him a WeChat message: "Can I still go to your place at night? Make dinner for you."
"No need." Fu Yuanzhou categorically refused. Before, he thought that Ran Shutang just wanted to apologize, but now that he knew what he was thinking, how could he agree, "I order takeout, and I can almost go downstairs."
"Okay."
Ran Shutang replied, and after a while, he said again, "I'm sorry."
"… "
Seeing him apologizing to himself, Fu Yuanzhou was in a complicated mood. If he hadn't believed in Ran Shutang's character, he might have wondered whether it was Ran Shutang's conspiracy that they got together that night - the person who had a crush on him for a long time was drunk and took this opportunity to abduct him into bed.
But even if he doesn't know Ran Shutang, this assumption doesn't hold at all. He was drunk, but he was drunk for a while, and he woke up after being helped to the hotel room, so he didn't know what he was doing. what.
Although he was quite surprised at the time why the person who helped him in was Ran Shutang, but now he can understand that if the person he likes is drunk, he will definitely not worry about others taking him away.
Recalling this, Fu Yuanzhou wanted to strangle himself even more. When he was drunk, he knew what he was doing, but he couldn't control himself. … get burned.
Fu Yuanzhou rubbed his still pantothenic waist and regretted it for a few seconds. He suddenly thought that if there was no accident, would Ran Shutang never plan to confess
Come on, do you want to do this? Fu Yuanzhou was shocked. All because of him skipping grades and getting into No. 1 High School. After doing such a thing, he still dares not confess
Now I'm still saying sorry to him... Although he was quite shocked, confession is not a bad thing, what's there to say sorry? Is it because Ran Shutang thinks he hates him very much, and confessing it will make him feel disgusting, so he has to say sorry
Fu Yuanzhou suddenly felt guilty. He said he was disgusting at first, but he didn't mean that. He thought that Ran Shutang was responsible for him. Even if they hated each other, he said disgusting. , Besides, he doesn't seem to dislike Ran Shutang's confession very much... Even if he is a man, he is still his former nemesis.
Thinking about it now, he used to hate Ran Shutang, but he really felt it. Wasn't Ran Shutang hated by the person he had a crush on for several years? It's too pitiful...
The more Fu Yuanzhou thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became. He replied to Ran Shutang, "Since when did you start liking me?"
This was what he asked impulsively, but he regretted it as soon as he sent it out. He had nothing to ask, and he quickly chose to withdraw it, but Ran Shutang had already seen it.
"Ten years ago," he replied.
ten years? Fu Yuanzhou was shocked again. Ten years ago... They were both still in elementary school, and Ran Shutang knew him then? When did they deal? Could it be that he was in the same elementary school as him, and he was his younger brother
Ran Shutang added: "You don't remember, we met ten years ago, in a chess game, when we were opponents."
When he said this, Fu Yuanzhou had some impressions. He participated in chess competitions to compete with Xie Lin, but he was divided into two age groups. Later, he developed a high fever and was forced to compete with Xie Lin. Retired halfway through.
At that time, he met a boy younger than him and had a good chat with him... Could this boy be Ran Shutang
Fu Yuanzhou finally understood why he had asked Ran Shutang if he could play chess, and Ran Shutang's expression would be very strange, isn't it natural...
Ran Shutang said, "We made an appointment to see you then. I waited for you for a day, but you didn't come."
Fu Yuanzhou felt sorry for him even more, and immediately apologized to him: "I'm sorry, I had a high fever at the time, I was confused, and I don't remember anything... I'm really sorry."
There was no reply to the message for a while, and after a while, Ran Shutang said, "Can I go over and talk to you face to face?"
"Come on." Fu Yuanzhou also felt that it was better to make it clear in person, so he agreed.
"I'll be there in about an hour."
Ran Shutang replied to him like this. He came on time and brought a lot of ingredients. He didn't talk right away, so he cooked dinner for Fu Yuanzhou as usual. When the dishes were placed on the table one by one, Fu Yuanzhou couldn't help asking.
"How do you know which dishes I like to eat?"
Today is not the first time. In the past few days, Ran Shutang has cooked all the dishes he likes. He has already noticed it, but he has not mentioned it to Ran Shutang. >
> "I paid attention when you chatted with others." Ran Shutang said.
Fu Yuanzhou held the tip of his chopsticks in his mouth, and the food he swallowed was not so fragrant. Ran Shutang's tone was quite plain, but he had to be so sad and like him so much that he could not change his mind even after a few years. Chatting with others at random is all in mind...
"Why didn't you tell me." He whispered. "You didn't mention a word about your childhood and your love for me. For three years in high school, you didn't mention it."
Ran Shutang pursed her lips: "You hate me so much, how can I tell you?"
"It's not because you acted like you hated me first." Fu Yuanzhou refused to accept it. He brought up the matter at the opening ceremony again, becoming more and more depressed, and finally concluded, "You are targeting me."
"I'm not targeting you. I'm... too nervous. After meeting you again, every word I said to you was very nervous. Later, I wanted to make up for it, but you ignored me. I didn't hate you."
Ran Shutang showed a rare look of anxiety, and explained to Fu Yuanzhou that halfway through, his face flushed and he lowered his eyes, obviously revealing his heart made him very shy.
Fu Yuanzhou's eyes widened, the misunderstanding was too big, and he was not a detective, how could he have expected such twists and turns: "I thought you looked down on me."
"No." Ran Shutang raised her face with a firm gaze, "Since ten years ago, you have been the person I hoped to be able to chase, until now."
"Cough... Let's eat."
Fu Yuanzhou's expression was not very natural. He was quite shy when he said it. He lowered his head and pulled the rice in the bowl.
After eating, they chatted again. Fu Yuanzhou meant that maybe they could turn enemies into friends in the future, but the relationship began to be avoided. He hadn't considered falling in love with a man, but Ran Shutang didn't back down because he felt that what happened that night In the end, there must be a statement. Later, it was too late, and Ran Shutang left first, but there was no result in the end.
Fu Yuanzhou's feet were more than half healed, and he could basically walk by himself. After that day, he didn't let Ran Shutang come to take care of him. Ran Shutang also understood his mood and didn't come again, but he would send messages every day to ask about his condition.
Fu Yuanzhou was very confused about this. Although he didn't know what he was struggling with, but Ran Shutang didn't come to him, he would think of others from time to time, especially when he went to the cafeteria or eat out, he missed Ran Shutang even more. It's no good to eat the food made by others.
It's over, he was raised by Ran Shutang to make his mouth even more tricky...
Fu Yuanzhou was struggling to swallow the food on the plate, and was suddenly patted from behind: "What are you thinking?"
When he looked back, the petite and beautiful girl was smiling at him, it was Duman, his high school classmate.
They are quite familiar with each other, but they are good friends, or even buddies. Although Duman is very small, his personality is very sturdy, which often makes a group of boys feel ashamed.
After the college entrance examination, Duman and him were admitted to the same school, or even the department next door, so they often met after college. Fu Yuanzhou hesitated for a few seconds, got up and took the dinner plate to the recycling place, and walked out with Duman who had already finished eating. Canteen: "I want to ask you something."
"Aren't you going to eat?" Duman was surprised. "It seems you didn't move at all, right?"
"I don't have any appetite." Fu Yuanzhou felt guilty and wasted shamelessly, but he couldn't eat it anymore.
"Go get some medicine?" Doman asked.
"It's okay." Fu Yuanzhou said, "I have something to tell you."
"What's the matter?"
"That's it..." Fu Yuanzhou considered his words, "If you originally had someone you hated, and you thought that person hated you, but later you found out that it was a misunderstanding, and the other party liked you, what would you do? "
Doman: "Huh? You mean yourself?"
Fu Yuanzhou: "...I'll just say it casually, it's my friend, you can say what you do."
"What else can we do," Duman said. "Or be a stranger, or you can shake hands and be friends and see if you can get along with each other."
"Isn't it good for either situation?" Fu Yuanzhou hesitated.
"how?"
"Being a stranger seems a little unbearable, saying that being a friend... is not appropriate." This is where Fu Yuanzhou struggles.
Duman looked at him suspiciously for a few seconds: "Did that person confess to you?"
"How do you know—no, it's not me, it's my friend, don't look at me like that. Yes, that person confessed to my friend, and he's worried."
"Why are you so entangled, just reject it."
"Rejected, but it didn't work."
"Then refuse more indifferently, until the person gives up."
Will this work
Fu Yuanzhou whispered quietly in his heart.
As far as he knew Ran Shutang was a very persistent person, otherwise he wouldn't practice long-distance running, and he wouldn't have liked him for ten years as soon as he liked him, and wanted him to give up... I guess he got married to someone else.
Duman poked him: "Who is it, who confessed to you, tell me?"
"I said it wasn't me, it was my friend."
"Come on, who are you fooling, I don't know you yet?"
If he didn't say it, Duman kept poking him. Even if it was a joke, Fu Yuanzhou wouldn't fight back against the girl. He could only be bullied by her with a bitter face, until someone called him from behind them.
"Fu Yuanzhou."
Fu Yuanzhou immediately recognized the voice of the person who came, and his heart was tense. Du Man turned around and saw that the person who stopped him was Ran Shutang. He couldn't help but say in surprise, "Ran Shutang?"
She was stunned for a while, her eyes turned between the two of them, and she suddenly showed a look of surprise, "Ah": "Could it be that he treated you—"
"Don't guess, it's really my friend, Ran Shutang is looking for me for something, let's go first!"
Fu Yuanzhou felt guilty, and quickly pulled Ran Shutang and ran. He ran all the way to a remote place on the campus, and then stopped out of breath, but managed to escape from Duman, and now there is still someone who needs to be dealt with by him.
"What's your relationship with her?"
Ran Shutang grabbed his wrist, looking bad and seemed to be angry.
"Classmate, Duman... Oh, you may not know her, she's from the seventh class." Fu Yuanzhou answered while calming his breath, wondering why he asked her.
"Just a classmate?" Ran Shutang asked.
"We're still friends, we're quite acquainted." At this point, Fu Yuanzhou finally found that Ran Shutang's tone was wrong, and he was stunned before saying, "Don't you think we have something?"
Ran Shutang said, "You are too close."
"Is there?" Fu Yuanzhou tried hard to recall, but he couldn't recall any other physical contact they had other than Duman poking his finger, "No?"
"Yes." Ran Shutang lowered her eyelashes.
"What's that?" Fu Yuanzhou said casually, absent-mindedly, "I've been closer to you... Damn, no, I don't mean anything else."
Before he finished speaking, he knew that he had made a blunder, and almost slapped himself, Ran Shutang's face was red with a handsome face, but he didn't let go of Fu Yuanzhou's hand, but tightened it even tighter.
"So what's our relationship?" he asked.
Fu Yuanzhou: "Uh, classmate... Ai, ai, don't try too hard, it hurts!"
"Sorry." Ran Shutang pursed her lips and relaxed her fingers.
"Then what do you want me to say? Isn't it a classmate?" Fu Yuanzhou shrank his neck and whispered, "Do you have to use that word to describe it?"
"What?" Ran Shutang asked.
"… "
"… "
"Okay, don't look at me, I said, don't be angry when you say it... That is, Pao Yuba... Damn, I told you not to be angry, you don't—uh!"
Ran Shutang actually forcibly kissed him, he must be stupid, this is a school!
The moment Ran Shutang blocked his lips, Fu Yuanzhou's heartbeat almost stopped, and he glanced around nervously. Fortunately, the location was very remote and no one was there. He was glad that he had pulled Ran Shutang here just now.
Dissatisfied with his distraction, Ran Shutang kissed harder, and Fu Yuanzhou couldn't breathe, so he remembered to struggle, and quickly pushed Ran Shutang away.
"Are you crazy?"
Fu Yuanzhou wiped his wet lips in astonishment. He had always thought that Ran Shutang was a very calm person before, but this was the second time he had asked him this.
Ran Shutang looked at him with anger in his eyes, and a look of injury appeared in his eyes: "You just look at me like that?"
Fu Yuanzhou thought to himself that he was also wronged, this was clearly asked by Ran Shutang himself, how else could he answer? Not even friends, let alone lovers.
But seeing Ran Shutang's eyes, he couldn't say any extra words, Fu Yuanzhou bowed his head and apologized obediently: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't describe it that way."
After admitting his mistake, he quickly became hard-hearted, and Ran Shutang was not at all wrong: "If you want to speak, just say it well, is your mouth so casually used?"
"I'm sorry." Ran Shutang also calmed down and apologized to him.
Then Fu Yuanzhou didn't know what to say, and was silent for a while, the two of them were a little cold, and Ran Shutang asked suddenly.
"Have you… had any experience with anyone else?"
"Ah?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't respond.
"That night," Ran Shutang lowered her voice, "you were very active, maybe you have experience, I don't know how I behaved, whether I can satisfy you, maybe I didn't do well enough, but..."
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned. He didn't expect that Ran Shutang would ask him this. After reacting, he was also angry: "I have a fart."
It turned out that they were half a catty, and Ran Shutang didn't let him say the word "pao.you". He didn't think about it that night, but also thought that he had experience, that he had the experience of ghosts...
Fu Yuanzhou was indignant, and his tone was very unhappy: "If only I had experience, I wouldn't have sex with you, how could I like you? I'm not a loss, I'll explain it to you the first time..."
After he finished speaking, he didn't want to entangle with Ran Shutang anymore, so he turned around and left, but before taking a few steps away, Ran Shutang hugged him from behind him.
The author has something to say: when communicating
Ran Shutang: I am worried that he will not be satisfied...
Fu Yuanzhou: Why is he so fierce