A few months after breaking up with Yu Fei, Fu Yuanzhou finally slowly came out of that heavy and depressed state.
In fact, he and Yu Fei have always been very stable. The main reason for breaking up is that he doesn't want to be a burden to Yu Fei - Yu Fei is already very popular, but her career is still on the rise. Without him as a boyfriend, she would have developed Even better, you don't have to worry about the public criticism after exposing the relationship.
What's more, he is studying abroad, and the two are in a foreign relationship. Even if he returns to China in the future, Yu Fei will have to travel all over the country all year round. relation.
Although they were together at the beginning because of Yu Fei's confession, after two years of getting along, Fu Yuanzhou also valued this relationship, so the breakup hit him hard, and it has not been relieved until now.
Fu Yuanzhou is very grateful to his good friend Shen Xigu. It is precisely because of Shen Xigu's company that this time is not so difficult for him. Fortunately, he came to study in a foreign country. Xi Gu stayed by his side.
They first met on the Internet, and gradually became friends. They have known each other for a few years. Even with this virtual barrier at the beginning, they still have a deep friendship. For Fu Yuanzhou, Shen Xigu is no less important than Xie Lin, who has grown up since childhood childhood sweethearts who grew up together.
In order to reassure Shen Xigu, when a new party invitation was sent, Fu Yuanzhou did not refuse this time. Even if he did not plan to start a new relationship through the party, it would be good to be able to relax.
Shen Xigu was very happy that he had such a transformation. They attended a party together that night. The host of the party was named Yiliana, who was a mixed race, black-haired and blue-eyed sexy beauty, just like Shen Xigu.
Yiliana's mother used to be good friends with Shen Xigu's mother, so Yiliana and Shen Xigu have known each other for many years, they are old friends, but the two can't make any sparks at all. If he likes women, even a top-notch man like Shen Xigu can't be interested.
Fu Yuanzhou had met with Yilena several times before, and in her impression she was a very warm and generous woman, and this time it was the same. Seeing them coming, Yiliana immediately greeted them and took the initiative to chat with them.
In such an occasion, Shen Xigu was very popular, and he was pulled away after a while, leaving only Elena and Fu Yuanzhou to chat together.
Yiliana and Fu Yuanzhou are not unfamiliar. She held a cocktail and teased him with a smile: "I heard that you broke up with your girlfriend, how is it, are you still single?"
Seeing Fu Yuanzhou nodding, she continued, "If you see someone here, just tell me, and I'll introduce you."
"Thank you, but no need, I don't want to fall in love for the time being." Fu Yuanzhou said.
"Really? Well, it's better to be single." Elena smiled nonchalantly, and handed him a glass of champagne, "I'm also single now, let's toast for freedom."
Fu Yuanzhou took the champagne and drank it, and Elena continued to pass it to him. After a few glasses, Fu Yuanzhou felt a little dizzy, and his whole body was hot, so he waved his hand and said, "If you don't drink it, you will be drunk again."
"It's not your drink, what happened to you today?"
Irina raised her eyebrows, as if she didn't believe what he said, but Fu Yuanzhou really couldn't stand up anymore, sitting on the sofa beside him, rubbing too much.
Yang acupoint, sweat oozes from his forehead, and he breathes a little faster: "Why is it so hot..."
"You're not feeling well?" Elena looked surprised, looked at his face, and said to him, "I'll call Xi Gu and let him take you to rest."
She comforted Fu Yuanzhou, but when she turned around, there was a mysterious smile on her lips, and she called Shen Xigu.
Hearing that Fu Yuanzhou was unwell, Shen Xigu immediately left the others behind and rushed to Fu Yuanzhou's side. What he saw was Fu Yuanzhou, gasping for breath and lying on the sofa, his cheeks flushed, as if he was drunk or had a high fever, and his eyes were wet. .
Shen Xigu bent over to support him, and only touched his lower back a little, Fu Yuanzhou let out a soft whimper, in an unbearable state, but quickly took the initiative to stick to Shen Xigu, calling him softly Name: "Xi Gu, I'm so uncomfortable..."
"What did you feed him?"
Shen Xigu held him in his arms, his eyes sank, and he looked at Elena coldly.
"You see it?"
Elena smiled, waved her hand and said, "Don't be nervous, I know he is your baby, how dare you touch him. It's just something to add to the fun, it won't cause any damage to the body, if you don't want to touch him, let him be more Just drink water, but are you really going to do that?"
Saying that, she took out a key from her handbag and threw it into Shen Xigu's hand: "The second room on the third floor, I promise no one will disturb it, it's your time."
Shen Xigu held the key in his hand, his expression was extremely cold, and he helped Fu Yuanzhou away without saying a word. The glance of him before he left made Elena tremble. She had never seen her before she had known each other for so many years. Shen Xigu showed such an expression, which showed that he was really angry.
"Does he still want to do something to me?" She muttered to herself, full of complaints, "I'm obviously doing it for his own good, so don't take advantage of it at such a time, does he really want to be a lifelong friend like this? "
Shen Xigu helped Fu Yuanzhou to the third floor, and opened the suite with the key given by Elena. The door was closed, isolating all the noise from the outside, and the room was quiet, like two different worlds.
As Elena said, this is their time alone.
"Xi Gu..."
Fu Yuanzhou was in a daze. He didn't hear the conversation between Yiliana and Shen Xigu just now. He didn't even know that he had been carried to another place. After being put on the bed by Shen Xigu, he was still mumbling his name unconsciously. .
His face was covered in sweat, and the effect of the medicine made his body temperature very high, and his skin was hot and smooth. It was so hot that he couldn't stand it, so he pulled on his clothes and took off all his shirts.
"..." Shen Xi Gu stared at him for a few seconds, then turned around and walked into the bathroom, put water in the bathtub, and after coming out, he took out a bottle of ice water from the refrigerator, handed it to Fu Yuanzhou and said softly, "Come on, take it
it drank. "
Fu Yuanzhou stretched out his hand to pick it up. His hand was trembling, and he almost dropped the water that had been unscrewed on the bed. Fortunately, Shen Xigu caught it in time to prevent the bed from getting wet.
Seeing that he couldn't even drink water, Shen Xigu sat on the edge of the bed, helped him up and gave him water, but when he came into contact with his breath and temperature, Fu Yuanzhou didn't want to drink water, and instead hugged Shen Xigu's waist , buried his face in his arms, and said full of dependence and grievance: "I'm so uncomfortable..."
"It's fine, it'll be fine soon."
Shen Xigu put the water aside, his eyes darkened.
Gradually deepening, full of deep colors that cannot be dissolved, he picked up his face and kissed his forehead gently, and said in a low voice, "I'll take you a bath."
He picked Fu Yuanzhou up from the bed and took him into the bathroom. After the door was closed, the two of them didn't come out for a long time, except for occasional faint and ambiguous sounds.
It was an extremely absurd night. Fu Yuanzhou woke up at the back, but even when his consciousness was the most vague, he knew that the other party was Shen Xigu, which made him very frightened, but Shen Xigu was too gentle, he simply said If he didn't refuse, he couldn't help but take the initiative to hug Shen Xigu and ask him for it.
However, the next morning, Fu Yuanzhou, who was completely sober, regretted it. He quickly figured out that the drink he drank last night was not right, but that wasn't the reason why he didn't control himself, why did he sleep with a friend? what is this
He was so embarrassed that he couldn't get along with Shen Xigu at all. While Shen Xigu was still sleeping, he wanted to put on his clothes and run away, but when he entered the bathroom, he found that their clothes were soaked in the bathtub, soaking wet can't wear it at all.
There was a faint sound of footsteps stepping on the carpet behind him. Before Fu Yuanzhou could look back, he was embraced by a pair of strong arms from behind.
Shen Xigu's voice, with the hoarseness that he had just woken up from, whispered in his ear, looking very sexy: "Good morning, Seven."
Fu Yuanzhou blushed, he was at a loss, his whole body was tense and he didn't dare to move, and he didn't even dare to look back at Shen Xigu, until Shen Xigu took the initiative to let him go and put a bathrobe on him, he quickly fastened the belt. Turned around red-faced.
"Yesterday we..."
He hesitated, he wanted to ask what happened in the first place, because he couldn't remember how they started, but when Shen Xigu's eyes met, he instantly forgot what he was going to say, embarrassed Head down.
"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
Shen Xigu kept his mouth shut about last night and was concerned about Fu Yuanzhou's body. Fu Yuanzhou bit the bullet and chatted with him for a while, and finally couldn't help but say, "There seems to be something wrong with the wine Yelena gave me. You... I'm sorry, did I force you to keep you here?"
"I'll talk to her about the wine." Shen Xigu's eyes flashed a hint of coldness, but when he looked at Fu Yuanzhou, he was extremely gentle, "Don't be nervous, I'm voluntary, you can even say I'm very happy ."
His tone didn't seem to be fake, Fu Yuanzhou was stunned, and for a moment he forgot what he was going to say.
"How did you feel last night?" Advisor Shen Xi.
Fu Yuanzhou's face turned red, and he was embarrassed to the death. Shen Xigu was always considerate to him, but this time it seemed that he didn't see his reaction, and then he asked, "If it's not bad, do you want to continue?"
Fu Yuanzhou was completely stunned. In any case, he never imagined that Shen Xigu would react like this, so he continued.
Wouldn't that be the bed. Companionship
"I know you are still sad for Yu Fei." Shen Xi said with his eyes lowered, "As long as you want, you can use it as a kind of adjustment and consolation. I hope it will make you happy."
He took Fu Yuanzhou's hand and kissed his fingertips lightly: "I can feel that you were very happy last night because our bodies fit together very well."
Fu Yuanzhou rejected Shen Xigu's proposal.
Of course he couldn't agree, although as Shen Xigu said, he felt good last night, but this so-called consolation is not only disrespect to Yu Fei, but also disrespect to Shen Xigu, he can't treat himself like this friend.
This night was an accident. The cause was Elena's wine. After Fu Yuanzhou went downstairs, he went to question her. Elena apologized to him repeatedly, saying that she brought the wrong wine and didn't know what was in the wine.
Her attitude of apology was very sincere, and her actions of serving wine were really casual at that time, not like it was designed on purpose, Fu Yuanzhou no longer doubted anything. After all, Elena didn't like men, and she had no reason to drug him. .
Later, Elena compensated him a lot of gifts, and also promised to find out the person who took the medicine. Fu Yuanzhou was even more embarrassed to blame her. Shen Xigu went back.
At this time, he was a little fortunate. Fortunately, he was with Shen Xigu this night. If he had a relationship with someone else, it would be even more unacceptable.
But after returning to Shen Xigu's villa, Fu Yuanzhou's thought disappeared - after coming here to study, he has been living in Shen Xigu's house, but what happened last night, he probably can't live anymore , he has to move out.
He wanted to leave and was packing, but was stopped by Shen Xigu. Seeing that he was leaving, Shen Xigu was very sad, begged him not to move, and told him.
"As if nothing happened, we all forgot what happened that night." Shen Xigu's eyes were lost and he looked pitiful, "As long as you don't move away, anything is fine, I will listen to you."
Fu Yuanzhou has always been soft-hearted towards his friends, and Shen Xigu said so, so he had to stay. In fact, he didn't want to move out either. Shen Xigu said that he felt very fortunate - as if nothing happened, this should be the best way to deal with it.
All expectations were good. Fu Yuanzhou felt that he could gradually forget what happened that night, but the development of the situation exceeded his expectations. The more he wanted to forget, the clearer the memory of Qi Ni that night became. I thought about it over and over again and couldn't let it go.
To make matters worse, he was inexplicably paying attention to little things he hadn't noticed before. Shen Xigu has the habit of drinking milk, and a little white stain on his lips can make him stunned for a while. Once the milk spilled, it smeared all over Shen Xigu, Fu Yuanzhou turned around and left, saying that he was looking for Shen Xigu. Wipe with a tissue, in fact, I don't want him to see his flushed face.
Still can't stay... =杰米哒XS
After thinking through the pain, Fu Yuanzhou felt that he had to move out before he became abnormal, so he packed his suitcases that night and quietly returned to the school's dormitory.
The next day, Shen Xigu called him and asked about his whereabouts. Fu Yuanzhou truthfully said that he was going to move out, but Shen Xigu came to him after class. All still in the box.
"Why are you leaving?"
Standing downstairs in the dormitory, Shen Xigu asked him this. Fu Yuanzhou kept his head down and remained silent. He shamelessly explained that they had agreed to forget what happened that night, but his thoughts were so dirty that he couldn't forget it. =杰米哒XS >
> "Have you hated me already?" Advisor Shen Xi, "We can't even be friends in the future?" =杰米哒XS
The expression on his face made Fu Yuanzhou unbearable and denied it
"So what?" Shen Xigu asked softly.
"Just..." Fu Yuanzhou felt ashamed, "Just remembering what happened that day... I, I'll be honest with you, I can't pretend that nothing happened."
Having said that, he laughed dryly, trying to ease the atmosphere, and said, "Maybe I have been single for a long time, and your charm is too great, which makes me always think about it, you must not like this, right?"
His original intention was to make a joke, but after he finished speaking, he found that it was not funny at all, but I don't know if his lame joke had an effect. .
"Can't you… forget?" he asked.
"Well..." Fu Yuanzhou nodded and admitted sullenly, "Maybe it's too close to you, I really care about it, I think it should be fine after moving out."
"Okay, since this is your idea, I promise you." Shen Xi Gu said gently, "but I think you should go back with me tonight. You forgot something very important and didn't take it with you."
"Ah? What is it?" Fu Yuanzhou thought for a while, and felt that he should have left nothing urgently needed. He didn't know what Shen Xigu was talking about.
"You'll know when you go back."
Shen Xigu smiled, but didn't tell him what it was. He drove him back to the villa. After returning, he still didn't mention it. He had dinner with Fu Yuanzhou first, and took out a few cans of beer to drink with him.
Fu Yuanzhou was a little worried about wine. Although Elena apologized to him in tears and begged him to forgive her, after this time, he really didn't want to drink the wine given by others.
However, Shen Xigu is different. Fu Yuanzhou trusts him very much. After drinking two cans of beer, this drink is nothing to him, at most he is a little lazy.
"Let's stay here tonight."
Shen Xigu took him upstairs, and Fu Yuanzhou was followed by him holding his hand, thinking that it is possible that Shen Xigu wanted to get him drunk and then keep him? But this method can only work at most once, and he will definitely not drink tomorrow, because the current situation makes him think about that night...
Fu Yuanzhou is really crazy to spurn himself secretly, how can he always think of that night, entering his bedroom, he sat relaxed on the bed, thinking that today would be over, but he found that Shen Xigu did not leave, instead Close the door.
"Xi Gu?"
He called Shen Xigu's name suspiciously, Shen Xigu kept silent, went to the bed and took off his slippers and got on his bed, he pushed him onto the bed and unbuttoned his shirt one by one.
Fu Yuanzhou was stunned and wanted to push Shen Xigu away, but as Shen Xigu undressed, his throat rolled involuntarily
After a while, my mouth was dry, and my heart beat faster.
It's over... He thought terribly, it's not like he hasn't seen Xi Gu take off his clothes before, why is he so moved for him now...
Shen Xigu suddenly hugged him tightly, kissing him and whispering in his ear.
"The thing you forgot to take is me."
"Don't leave me alone, Seven, let me go with you."
Fu Yuanzhou inappropriately remembered the fairy tales he had read before, the king and the queen had a conflict, the king wanted to drive the queen away, but allowed the queen to take her most important things, the king was fed a drug and woke up to find him He was taken away from the palace by the queen. He was very angry and asked the queen why she did this. The queen's answer was—
"Because my most important thing is you, Your Majesty. You are my most precious, my dearest, and the only treasure I have."
The king was very moved and reconciled with the queen as before. At this moment, although it was the opposite of the scene in the story, he instantly understood the king's feelings at that time, and he couldn't help feeling heartbroken for Shen Xi.
It's like Shen Xigu is saying to him, you are my most precious, most beloved, and the only treasure I have, so I want you to take me away.
"… "
Suddenly, Fu Yuanzhou hugged Shen Xigu's neck, closed his eyes, and let Shen Xigu's kiss fall.
…
Fu Yuanzhou could no longer find any excuses for himself.
If the last time he could still blame the drug effect, what should he say this time, blaming the insignificant alcohol? I am afraid that as soon as he went upstairs, he was very awake.
Shen Xigu was tempting him, but if it wasn't for his intention, how could he be tempted? The reason was his own problem, his craving for the pleasure of that night.
The next morning, Fu Yuanzhou woke up, Shen Xigu was not by his side, maybe he went downstairs to make breakfast. He was still the same gentle last night. He didn't feel any discomfort. After washing up, he went down to the second floor and smelled the aroma of breakfast by the stairs.
He saw two suitcases at the door, and when he came down, Shen Xigu smiled and handed him the squeezed juice: "That's my luggage, if you want to leave, I won't stop you, I'll talk to you. with you."
"... don't go."
After a while of silence, Fu Yuanzhou said in a low voice, "I'm not going anywhere."
He succumbed to his own desires and developed a sexual partner relationship with Shen Xigu.
In fact, Fu Yuanzhou is more resistant to this kind of behavior. Although the open atmosphere here has made some changes in his concept after coming to study abroad, he still has some resistance in his heart.
If it was anyone else, Fu Yuanzhou would refuse, but because it was Shen Xigu, everything seemed to be acceptable.
He couldn't resist his desire for Shen Xigu, and even looking back now, he still felt a little unbelievable. Maybe it was because of his love relationship with Yu Fei in the past, that he never had any thoughts about Shen Xigu.
He was always happy with Shen Xigu, and now this kind of happiness has become more intense and intense, sometimes too extreme. Fu Yuanzhou would even worry about what to do after the relationship ends. They may not be able to be close friends again. .
Moreover, he couldn't see Shen Xigu's mind. After having known each other for several years, he knew that Shen Xigu was not keen on the relationship between men and women, and pursued
There are many people begging Shen Xigu, but he is not interested, nor does he have a bed partner, but why is it so natural to go to bed with him, is it really just to comfort him
He asked Shen Xigu several times, and every time Shen Xigu smiled and didn't speak, he just hugged and kissed him. After many times, Fu Yuanzhou stopped asking. The answer to this question is always a mystery.
Fu Yuanzhou didn't want Shen Xigu to be in a dilemma for him, and after thinking for a while, he said to Shen Xigu: "If you want to fall in love in the future, you don't have to worry about me, just tell me directly, and we will stop this kind of thing. Relationship <."
Shen Xigu looked at him quietly for a while, then nodded and agreed, "Okay." He asked again, "What about you?"
"Me?" Fu Yuanzhou hesitated and shook his head, "I won't be in love for a while."
"Or because of her?" Advisor Shen Xi.
"Um… "
Fu Yuanzhou nodded. He didn't tell the truth. The breakup was only one of the reasons. It was more because of Shen Xigu. Ever since they started a relationship, Shen Xigu has occupied most of his life. In Shen Xigu, how could he pay attention to others.
Not disgusted...
Thinking like this, Fu Yuanzhou was stunned for a moment. Is his thought equivalent to having Shen Xigu enough
"Don't worry too much." Shen Xigu held him in his arms, "It's fine if you feel happy."
He lowered his head and kissed Fu Yuanzhou. Fu Yuanzhou closed his eyes and was kissed by him. He felt a very fullness in his heart. It was undeniable that Shen Xigu was really special to him.
In the blink of an eye, a few months passed, and the Christmas holiday was over. Fu Yuanzhou returned to China, and Shen Xigu also went home to accompany his parents. He could only communicate through messages and video calls.
At this time, it had been nearly a year since Fu Yuanzhou and Yu Fei broke up, and they slowly resumed contact, but this time Fu Yuanzhou did not see Yu Fei when he returned to China. Yu Fei attended the New Year's party and had no time to rush back.
During the party, Fu Yuanzhou saw Yu Fei's scene on TV. On the stage, she was extremely beautiful and charming, and the hot searches on Weibo and the homepage had blown her up. Fu Yuanzhou was full of emotion, not only a little sour, but also sincerely She is happy.
For some reason, Fu Yuanzhou suddenly wanted to see Shen Xigu. He was used to being with Shen Xigu. Now that he is not by his side, he is very uncomfortable and even feels a little lonely.
He sent a request for a video call to Shen Xigu, which was quickly connected. Because it was daytime, the field of vision was very clear. Under the bright sunlight, Shen Xigu's brown hair was plated with beautiful gold, and his face was handsome. , gave him a gentle smile.
"I miss you."
Shen Xigu said to him in front of the camera.
Fu Yuanzhou blushed, thinking that fortunately he went into his room to talk to Shen Xigu, and was about to say something when a fluffy tail suddenly appeared on the screen, and a snow-white ragdoll appeared in the camera, rubbing against Shen Xigu. Xi Gu acted coquettishly.
"Be nice and stop making trouble."
Shen Xigu patted the puppet cat's head, the puppet cat was madly coquettish, and lay down on the ground and let Shen Xigu rub its belly. Canned food, just sent it away.
"… "
Fu Yuanzhou sat in front of the computer and watched with a complicated expression, because when Shen Xigu groomed the cat just now, he realized that he was a little jealous.
He was actually jealous of a cat... No, why did he eat Shen Xigu's jealousy
"It's my aunt's cat. She came as a guest in the New Year and brought the cat with her." Shen Xigu said.
In other words, it didn't get along with Shen Xigu for a long time? Thinking of this, Fu Yuanzhou was even more sour, and his tone was a little dull: "It still likes you."
"It likes to be coquettish to everyone." Shen Xigu smiled, "Like you."
Fu Yuanzhou's eyes widened, how could he be coquettish to everyone
"Don't slander me," he said, "that cat clearly
Ming is more like you, just like you begging for food..."
"What is like me?" Shen Xigu asked with a smile.
Fu Yuanzhou immediately shut up, he was almost on the verge of saying something like Shen Xigu kidnapped him into bed, how can he say such a thing, but it really seems like every night, Shen Xigu deliberately pitiful Looking at him, tricking him into soft-hearted...
"Its eyes are very similar to yours." Fu Yuanzhou forcibly changed the subject, "It's all blue. It also looks..." Given that Shen Xi Gu had teased him, he said this reluctantly, "It looks good too. "
"Character like you, looks like me," Shen Xigu looked thoughtfully at the direction the Ragdoll cat left, "So it's our child?"
Before Fu Yuanzhou could speak, he saw Shen Xigu in the camera looking down, as if he was looking at his stomach. He immediately quit, covering his stomach and stood up: "Where are you looking!"
"I'm sorry." Shen Xigu apologized with a smile, "Unconsciously..." He paused, not knowing what to think, his smile faded a lot, "It's good to have no children, I don't want children."
"Yes… "
Fu Yuanzhou didn't know what to say, so he sat down again. Shen Xigu was thinking about marriage. Even if he didn't want children, he should marry a woman... He felt a tingling pain in his heart.
"It's enough for me to have you." Shen Xigu said suddenly, looking at him softly, "Only the two of us."
"What do you say..."
Fu Yuanzhou's tone was very uncomfortable, and he quickly cut off the video, not wanting Shen Xigu to see his face turning red.
Fu Yuanzhou hadn't slept well that night, thinking over and over what Shen Xigu's words meant.
Like him, or just kidding? What about him, what did he think of Xi Gu
After several days of insomnia, Fu Yuanzhou still didn't know the meaning of that sentence. After all, he was not Shen Xigu himself, so it was useless to think about it.
But he figured out his own mind. He probably really liked Shen Xigu a little bit.
The author has something to say: let's post the first half first, otherwise it will be too long, and then update the second half, but the update time should be relatively late. Don't wait, darlings, and watch it when you wake up tomorrow. =3=