He likes Shen Xigu.
When he first thought of this, Fu Yuanzhou was startled by himself, but after gradually calming down, he suddenly felt that it was a matter of course.
Originally, Shen Xigu was his good friend. They had similar preferences and compatible personalities. Shen Xigu himself was a very good person, and I had nothing to say to him. Later, they had physical entanglement again, and he loved Shen Xigu. It is not surprising that when entangled with desire and desire, strange feelings will arise.
After clarifying his feelings, Fu Yuanzhou was thinking about what Shen Xigu thought of him at the same time. There is no doubt that Shen Xigu likes him very much. This refers to friendship. He is sure that Shen Xigu attaches great importance to him, but he does not know if this liking is mixed with other factors.
=杰米哒XS
Originally, he always thought that he should not think too much, but what Shen Xigu said to him during the video call a few days ago was too ambiguous—to his friends and his bed and companion, he said that it is enough to have you in the future, and this is really what he thinks. Makes people wonder.
It's just the same sentence, he is not Shen Xigu himself, so Fu Yuanzhou is not completely sure, but he feels that Shen Xigu can't be pure friendship with him, at least he has a lot of desire for his body. can be determined.
Even if it's just a bed partner now, maybe after a long time there will be love? Just like he did to Shen Xigu.
Thinking of Shen Xigu, who was far away in another country, Fu Yuanzhou's heart turned into a dandelion, and it tickled him so much that it was blown away by Shen Xigu's wind, and all flew over there with a "hula hula".
The vacation time is coming to an end, Fu Yuanzhou took a flight to go abroad, he bought some gadgets before returning to Shen Xigu's villa, since they maintained a physical relationship, if you want to become more intimate with Shen Xigu, it's better to start here The side started to make Shen Xigu like him more.
When he returned to the villa, Shen Xigu was not there. Shen Xigu mentioned in the news that he had something to do temporarily and would arrive later. Fu Yuanzhou had the key himself, so it didn't matter if Shen Xigu was not there.
This situation is actually rare. When Fu Yuanzhou came back from school, Shen Xigu basically stayed at home. Shen Xigu had a job, but he worked from home and rarely went to the company. Anyway, it was his own company. He can be happy.
It was good for Fu Yuanzhou that he was not in the villa. He had to hide those gadgets, but when he took these things out of the tight packaging, Fu Yuanzhou was still ashamed. When did he become so unscrupulous...
After thinking about it again and again, he hid most of the things in his bedroom, and a small part in the living room. Because he didn't want to take Shen Xigu's things privately, he didn't go to Shen Xigu's bedroom, and only hid in these two a place.
Hiding the handcuffs under the sofa cushions…
Fu Yuanzhou squatted in front of the sofa, lifted the seat cushion, and was about to hide the special handcuffs underneath, when he suddenly found a series of small packaging bags, about four or five, and each packaging bag contained a small disc with the small characters on it not In English, Fu Yuanzhou could not understand, but he estimated that it was a pill.
What kind of medicine is this? Cold medicine
He thought it was the medicine that fell under the sofa cushion unintentionally, and he didn't take it seriously. Only the expiration date could be seen, and it had not expired, so he put the medicine in the medicine box.
After putting the handcuffs under the seat cushion, Fu Yuanzhou tried to sit for a while.
, I could feel something tugging underneath, and I felt it was inappropriate to hide the handcuffs here, so I moved it to another place, and didn't hide anything under the sofa cushion.
When Shen Xigu came back at night, he hugged Fu Yuanzhou when he entered the door, saying that he missed him very much, and Fu Yuanzhou also missed Shen Xigu very much. It's a pity that the things that Fu Yuanzhou prepared were not used that night.
Fu Yuanzhou was so tired that he fell asleep later. When he woke up again, it was already very bright. He yawned and went downstairs. Shen Xigu had already prepared breakfast, but instead of sitting at the table to eat, he was looking around, as if is looking for something.
"Your stuff is missing?" Fu Yuanzhou asked, "What? I'll help you find it together."
"Do not worry about it."
Seeing him come down, Shen Xigu stopped looking and smiled at him: "It's not a very important thing, but I can't remember where I put it, it doesn't matter if I can't find it."
"Is what you said about medicine?"
Fu Yuanzhou remembered the pills he saw under the sofa cushion, and said, "I put them in the medicine box."
"...It's it." Shen Xigu paused, opened the medicine box, took out the pills, and said with a smile, "I just forgot to find the medicine box, thank you."
"What kind of medicine is this?" Fu Yuanzhou asked casually.
"It's a psychotropic drug." Shen Xigu said, "My parents came to play here during the New Year. Some of my mother's medicines are missing. I want to help you find it."
Fu Yuanzhou nodded. He understood the situation of Shen Xigu's mother, asked a few words about her current situation, and no longer doubted anything. After Shen Xigu put away the medicine, the two had breakfast together, and then passed the day sticky. .
A few days later, Elena sent Fu Yuanzhou a message, said hello to him, and apologized to him again: "I'm sorry, I was really wrong that night, please forgive me..."
"I didn't care about it for a long time." Fu Yuanzhou was helpless, he really didn't expect Elena to feel so guilty, and he had apologized to him many times for this matter, "It's not your problem, you don't need to Apologize to me."
"Please, please forgive me, otherwise Xigu won't let me go."
Elena is typing, and her heart is also miserable. Now people are sweet, but Shenxi Gu Mingming enjoys the benefits she brings to him, but she still doesn't plan to let her go. She has been miserable during this time. , whoever told her to move his baby must pay the price.
"I forgive you." Fu Yuanzhou had said this many times. He asked curiously, "Did Xi Gu talk to you about anything? Is he angry with you?"
"It's a long story..." Irina said, "you know, it's a terrible thing to offend him, especially if he touches you, but I don't think you will feel how terrible he is, because he treats you and It's totally different for us."
Fu Yuan
Zhou was very happy to hear it, but also surprised at the same time. He thought that Shen Xigu was a very gentle person: "How does he usually treat you?"
"this… "
=杰米哒XS
Irina thought for a while and felt that she couldn't tell the truth, so she quickly ended the topic and asked, "Would you like to see his old photos? My mother kept some."
Fu Yuanzhou readily agreed, and Yilena passed him a lot of photos, most of which were photos of Shen Xigu when he was a teenager. He stood beside his mother and took a group photo. The mother and son looked very similar. In the photo, Shen Xigu's mother was soft and beautiful. demure, completely unable to see that she suffers from a serious mental illness.
"His mother was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen," said Elena, "but unfortunately, she was so ill that she had to stay in her own home, and she hadn't been out of that courtyard for several years."
"How many years?" Fu Yuanzhou was stunned, obviously Shen Xigu said that his mother came to the villa to play during the New Year, and left the medicine here, "Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm pretty sure my mother and I visited her on New Year's, and she never left the house."
Fu Yuanzhou ended the conversation with Yilena with a lot of doubts. If she didn't lie, then Xigu lied, but why did he lie, and how would it benefit him
He was fascinated by looking at the old photos that Yelena had passed on to him, and accidentally glanced at the small package of pills on the coffee table, which was the medicine he picked up, but Fu Yuanzhou never saw it again in the villa. this medicine.
The letters on the name of the medicine in the photo are very small. Fu Yuanzhou could barely recognize most of the letters after seeing the pain in his eyes. He tried many times on the Internet and finally typed the correct name of the medicine. It really was a medicine for the treatment of mental illness.
Suddenly Fu Yuanzhou had a terrible conjecture in his heart, he thought of the reason why Shen Xigu lied - what if those medicines were not his mother's, but his own
Mental illness may be hereditary. Shen Xigu has always been very normal, so Fu Yuanzhou never doubted him, thinking that his mother became ill after giving birth to him, but what if she had it before she was pregnant with him
If so... Fu Yuanzhou suddenly recalled that Shen Xigu had said before that he didn't want to have children in the future. Could it be because he didn't want to pass on the disease to his offspring like his mother
He asked Elena to verify his suspicions with her mother, and he got a positive answer. Shen Xigu's mother was sick when she was a teenager.
They were not sure whether Shen Xigu had inherited the disease from his mother, they thought no, Shen Xigu had behaved normally from childhood to adulthood, and was very good, unlike his mother, he had no signs of illness.
But because of those pills, Fu Yuanzhou couldn't feel relieved. He felt that it was probably Shen Xigu's medicine. He had always concealed the fact of his illness from everyone, including him.
Fu Yuanzhou felt very uncomfortable, not because he was angry for Shen Xigu's concealment, but because he felt sorry for Shen Xigu, and at the same time blamed himself for not finding out earlier and letting Shen Xigu bear the pressure alone.
He was worried about whether Shen Xigu had received the treatment properly, so he planned to have a candid talk with him, walked out of the bedroom, went to the living room downstairs, stood in front of Shen Xigu, took a deep breath, and asked in a calm tone as much as possible.
"Xigu, you are
Isn't there something to hide from me? For example, those medicines are actually not your mother's, but your mother's. "
Shen Xigu was silent for a long time and said softly, "You know?"
Originally, Fu Yuanzhou was not sure, but seeing Shen Xigu's performance, everything was clear at a glance, and his heart tightened instantly: "Why are you hiding it from me?"
"Even my parents know very little about my illness." Shen Xigu smiled and lowered his eyes, seemingly casual, but his fingers tightened, "Will you hate me?"
as if afraid to hear the answer,
Without waiting for Fu Yuanzhou to speak, Shen Xigu continued: "I... don't want to lose you, no matter what, as long as you wait by my side, but if I tell the truth, maybe you will worry about me, you will unhappy and even leave me…”
"That's what you think of me? Think I'll leave you?"
Fu Yuanzhou interrupted him with a cold tone: "You always want me to be happy, what about you, have you ever thought about yourself?"
Shen Xigu didn't seem to expect that he would get angry, his eyes were stunned, and he wanted to apologize to him. Fu Yuanzhou was both angry and worried. Driven by this emotion, he pulled out the hidden handcuffs and directly put Shen Xigu. Xi Gu pushed him down, handcuffing his hands firmly.
"Seven?"
Shen Xigu was struggling, and then Fu Yuanzhou put a blindfold on him again, blocking all his sight.
Fu Yuanzhou pressed his chest and said coldly, "Don't move, just listen to me like that."
"… Okay."
Shen Xigu really stopped moving, and quietly let him do what he did.
"Say something first."
Fu Yuanzhou slowly leaned over, pressed on Shen Xigu's body, and whispered in his ear, "I can never hate you."
As he said that, he kissed Shen Xigu's face, followed by the bridge of his nose, forehead and lips. Every kiss was gentle and contained complex feelings.
"I won't leave you. What I regret is that I didn't discover your illness earlier and I couldn't accompany you better."
He put his face on Shen Xigu's chest, and could hear Shen Xigu's heart beating faster and faster, as did him himself.
"No matter what you look like, I'll be there for you, even if you don't want me, because I..."
He started to take off his clothes, making the sound of fabric rubbing, but it couldn't hide his shy but determined voice. =杰米哒XS
"Because I like you, Xi Gu."
"Not just as a friend, but really like you."
This time, it was even crazier than many times before. Shen Xigu was always reluctant to hurt him, but Fu Yuanzhou himself didn't have so many scruples, although the initiative would not be in his hands later.
But Fu Yuanzhou realized that, as Elena said, although he and Shen Xigu had known each other for several years, he still had a side of Shen Xigu that he had never known before.
Maybe Shen Xigu is not the near-perfect person in his impression, but there is no doubt that Shen Xigu is willing to be like this for him, he will not ask Shen Xigu to do more for him, he will tolerate everything of Shen Xigu .
And all this was because they liked each other. He finally knew that Shen Xigu had fallen in love with him from a long time ago, but because of his illness, he couldn't explain it, and he didn't even plan to do anything until that
An accident.
They established a relationship and became a pair of lovers. Fu Yuanzhou actively understood Shen Xigu's condition and accompanies him for treatment. As he promised before, he would not let go of Shen Xigu, he wanted to accompany him to become more and more come better.
"You are my most precious, most beloved, and the only treasure I have."
The author has something to say: This is the end of the full text, and I have finished another one, which is really gratifying, and cheers for my excellent pit product! I'm such a hardworking rabbit! (akimbo
It’s still a long postscript. Every time I have to talk about my thoughts on this article, I still put the important things first, and then talk nonsense (.
1There are red envelopes in the messages of the week in this chapter, so I would like to thank you all for your support to me! I am really very grateful to the babies for accompanying me to the end. It is not easy to read a novel. Thank you for not abandoning me. You big babies are also my precious and beloved treasures QAQ
2 If you can, can you give me a five-star review for the big baby who is fully booked? Duck QAQ I am also your precious treasure is it (?) Of course I don't force it...! It's not that I have to reach out for five stars, no, I'm not that kind of person! Hey, it's so embarrassing to put so many five-stars in it.///
3 The old pit is filled and a new pit is about to be opened. The next QAQ book is expected to be published in the middle and late April. You can see it in my column. It is called "The whole empire loves me after mitosis", probably It is a story where the protagonist is the father of everyone (no), the following is the copy, the big baby who is interested can collect it =v=
Chi Ran was forced to sleep because of the crash of the spaceship. After 10,000 years, he woke up and the world has changed.
The desolate planet of the year became the capital star of the super cosmic empire. During his sleep, Chi Ran was infected with a certain virus, the cells split on their own, and his genes were spread all over the planet, spawning the crazy evolution of microorganisms. carries his genes.
Attracted by Chi Ran's most perfect and pure source genes, they all instinctively like him, dote on him, and even fall in love with him—
Chi Ran has no money.
The richest man in the universe: these two hundred planets are the assets I gave you.
Chi Ran can't speak the language.
Cosmic Treasure Genius Scholar: Give me three days, and your native language will become the new interstellar lingua franca.
Chi Ran was bullied.
Supreme Imperial Sovereign: Immediately dispatch the Imperial Combined Fleet.
Chi Ran misses relatives and friends, is a little lonely, and wants to meet new friends.
Hundreds of billions of citizens of the Empire fought to make friends with him. The traffic on the capital star was paralyzed, and the star network exploded. The spaceships that wanted to fly to his home could circle the capital star eighty times.
Later, Chi Ran wanted to have a relationship.
? :no.
Chi Ran: Are you
? :your husband. This year marks the 10,000th anniversary of our marriage.
This empire is the token of love given to him by "He"...
"He" has watched him for ten thousand years...
I also loved him for ten thousand years.
Crab and Crab, the big treasures that you have collected, I can't repay it, so I have to say goodbye to all of you in the collection! (…) Now it’s time for me to ramble about this post
(This is the process every time
What I like to talk about the most is my opinion of the characters. Of course, I definitely like every character. If I don't like it, I can't write it. Except for Fu Yuanzhou, my favorite character is Xie Lin. Otherwise, I won't make him an attack. Shen Xi Gu is a little worse than Xie Lin, but he likes it very much. My two favorite attributes are the cold type and the gentle type. If any baby has seen me In previous articles, you may also be able to see this sign 0v0
Actually, Xie Lin and Ran Shutang can both be regarded as cold types, Shen Xigu and Yu Fei are gentle
In terms of subdivision, Xie Lin is more dominant, prefers to control Fu Yuanzhou, and sometimes is quite arrogant (.), in fact, he understands everything, understands everything, but he doesn't say it, he is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, explosive It will be especially scary to get up. Usually it is an iceberg, but after it melts, a flood of water can drown people (
Ran Shutang is more inclined to the feeling of a teenager, and his emotional changes are still relatively obvious. He can treat negative emotions (such as when he and Fu Yuanzhou were enemies in the past) with an indifferent attitude, but he can treat positive emotions, especially the love of others for him. , he won't be able to hide his emotions and will be easily shy
His actions in the pursuit of people will be more passive. Only when he is stimulated will he turn passive into active. For example, in the if line inexplicably sleeping with Fu Yuanzhou, he really can't hide it now. He has to be more active. Be proactive, because he feels he has to be responsible
Everyone says Yu Fei is a scheming green tea hanger, but in fact he is (…), he is a divorced family, and he is with his mother. Although his mother loves him very much, but after all, he is too busy, and he can take care of him very leisurely. He has lived abroad since he was a child. Although he looks outgoing, Yu Fei actually lacks love. He is afraid of loneliness and loneliness, so he puts a lot of his emotions on Fu Yuanzhou, his brother next door and his childhood playmate. , his protector, who he dreams of, and who he likes
If Yu Fei was not so obsessed with Fu Yuanzhou originally, but as time goes on, the longer he leaves Fu Yuanzhou, the more he will beautify and magnify Fu Yuanzhou's image infinitely, and occupy a very, very important place in his heart.
Lonely life has given Yu Fei a layer of protection. Generally speaking, he is kind, but he is a rebellious child. Sometimes he doesn't learn well, such as smoking, so he has learned to do whatever he can, even if he wants to rob. He also wanted to grab Fu Yuanzhou, but he had no intention of hurting anyone. In the past, Xiao Fei grabbed Fu Yuanzhou. She felt very guilty for Xie Lin, and so did Yu Fei, who was sexually transformed. He would also feel apologetic, but if Give him another chance and he'll do it
Shen Xigu is gentle and sickly. The main reason for his sickness is that he is sick (.), it is true that he has mental and psychological problems, so that he will have some wrong ideas.
For example, he imprisoned Fu Yuanzhou because he felt that others brought pain to Fu Yuanzhou (such as breaking up with Yu Fei, quarrel with his parents and Xie Lin), and he felt that everyone could not bring happiness to Fu Yuanzhou and would hurt him , he felt it was his duty to protect Yuanzhou
In fact, at the beginning, he was not sick enough to lock Fu Yuanzhou, but adopted the method of isolation to distance Fu Yuanzhou from them, but he found that it didn't work, so he locked Fu Yuanzhou, but he later realized that it was the most hurtful Fu Yuanzhou is his own, so he uses self-mutilation as a means of self-punishment
Later, Fu Yuanzhou was not let go because Shen Xigu had a "desire to live". Because of his illness, he actually had no desire to live. Anyway, he had no reason to live. If he lived enough, he would die until he met Fu Yuanzhou. Shen Xigu was alive, which gave Shen Xigu a reason to live. He entrusted his life to Fu Yuanzhou. Fu Yuanzhou was the meaning of his life.
Later, Shen Xigu's idea was very simple. If he let Fu Yuanzhou go, Fu Yuanzhou would definitely break up with him and never see him again. He said that he would die if he left Fu Yuanzhou, but he actually meant that if Fu Yuanzhou didn't want him ,
Not wanting to let Fu Yuanzhou go can be understood as a person's struggle before death. This is the survival instinct of human beings. Shen Xigu did not have the survival instinct, but Fu Yuanzhou is his survival instinct. This is very contradictory. He does not want Fu Yuanzhou to go. , just like ordinary people don't want to lose their survival instinct
So Shen Xigu loves Fu Yuanzhou very much, but his feelings for Fu Yuanzhou go beyond love. He loves Fu Yuanzhou as if he loves himself (meaning importance, not really narcissism), but he doesn't actually love himself (because No desire to survive), is a very contradictory emotion, anyway, it is no problem to say that Fu Yuanzhou is the person he likes, his world, and his beliefs, Yuanzhou is the universe (
Yuan Ye is actually the big boy in high school that I yearn for! (Patting the table) I like this kind of boy full of vigor and vitality. Although he fights, burns his head, drinks (…), and is a slut, he can’t stand his studies, popularity, personality, sports, family background, five good students, Two more good than three good, who would dare to say that he is not a good student! ! (??)
And I also set him as an e-sports player. I have a very good impression of the professional players in the novel. After all, I also grew up watching "Full-time Master" (?), so the word "professional player" is in I have a halo and filter in my eyes.
Yuan Ye is quite wild and a rebellious child, but in my setting he is a very considerate and meticulous person, and he will obediently listen to his lover's words, let him be a good student, he will be a good student, and he will do whatever he wants What (except for giving up playing games, after all, his father can't make him give up, but if he did, he would definitely reduce the time appropriately)
He will remember all your habits and your likes and dislikes. He will buy you water when you are thirsty, give you food when you are hungry, coax you when you are unhappy, or arrange for hours for you. The team buys what you want, and it’s definitely the best of your boyfriend’s strength =v=If it’s a campus love, in fact, Yuan Ye is the best candidate among these people=v=
And then there is another person. I didn’t write this person. It’s the person I expected when I set up the setting. Let’s talk about it here. In the setting, his name is Song Yucheng. He is a future competitor of Fu Yuanzhou’s family company. He is older than Fu Yuanzhou Looks like six or seven years older
He and Fu Yuanzhou have also known each other since childhood, but they are not childhood sweethearts, because they are not familiar with each other. He has learned to draw since childhood. The teacher's teacher and Fu Yuanzhou's grandfather are close friends, so when they were young, Song Yucheng was serious and gentle on the surface, but in fact I'm full of bad water. I always bully Fu Yuanzhou because I see how cute he is. If I bully Fu Yuanzhou and cry, it's cool. The harder I cry, the more fun (…)
When he grew up, Song Yucheng also liked to tease this younger brother very much. When he was painting, he asked Fu Yuanzhou to be a model for him. Halfway through the painting, he said seriously that he wanted to draw a nude body painting, and asked Fu Yuanzhou to take off his clothes. His, Fu Yuanzhou was so angry that he was going to tear him apart. At this time, all the adults came and told Yuanzhou to stop making trouble and take Fu Yuanzhou away.
Yuanzhou was so angry that he vomited blood. Every time Song Yucheng came, it was his psychological shadow. He could only cry to Xie Lin for comfort.
Song Yucheng teased Fu Yuanzhou as his little brother every time. Of course, he fell into trouble when he teased him. At first, he knew that he had a crush on Fu Yuanzhou, but he didn't take it seriously. Xiang is completely planted (
That's probably all I want to say...! Thank you so much for the big baby who can read these. =3=If you have a predestined relationship, we will see you next time! ! Love you guys! ! <