Lou Sheng was slightly stunned.
But He Ziming grabbed his collar viciously, his eyes were bloodshot, and little by little, he helped Lousheng remember what a cold-blooded monster he was: "Are you really kind? Like you behaved to the world like a five-good young man Don’t you? I don’t think so, do you remember when I was fourteen? That year, when I took the lead in the school to bully a gangster who had offended me, didn’t you just stand aside and watch with a cold eye and no sympathy? ?"
"What were you doing at the time? You were weighing the pros and cons and analyzing it calmly. Although you helped that person later, in exchange for that person’s gratitude to you, I’m sure that you were when you first saw that person was beaten by us. His eyes are very cold, without a trace of sympathy." He chuckled.
There was apathy on the upstairs, allowing He Ziming to pull at his collar.
In my heart, I never thought that Zhou Zhiming, a fool, actually knew his secret.
"Also, and your sister, once after school, he happily came to you and asked you to teach her homework. I clearly saw that the first conditioned reflex in your eyes was bored and indifferent. , Just the effort of bowing your head changes into love and pampering... How good your acting skills are, and it makes you want to be inferior.” He Ziming said verbatim: “This is true for your family, so trusting, and admiring your sister. You are simply born without feelings, you are just pretending to be a normal person."
He Ziming pointed at Lou Sheng but chuckled: "From childhood to age, although you may have always thought that I am a stupid, but you have no traces, people can't grasp the evidence, neither overbearing nor humble, stepping on my upper position and stepping on me with dignity. It’s not once or twice that the muddy mud has set off your excellence... I am not completely invisible... You make friends in our circle through my father’s bodyguard son, my childhood sweetheart, and let people appreciate you and arouse The other person’s love for talents, wanting to be your Bole, is actually expanding my network, and I don’t fail to see..."
"Although you are neither humble nor overbearing, and you have the integrity to refuse the help of those people because of the difficulties at home, but I know that ambitious people like you will definitely want to set up their own business after graduation, and then these contacts will be yours. Help... What is a family like me and Fang Yu? Well, compared to you, we are all fucking silly and sweet." He Ziming said: "Everything you do, everything you make Friends are all purposeful and can be used in the future."
He Ziming has thought about it carefully. If he wants to occupy a place in the heart of a coldhearted person like Lou Sheng, it is to be the most special existence in his mind.
For someone like Lou Sheng who has thoroughly analyzed others, but doesn’t care about anything—
The most special may be the one who knows him best.
He understands others and makes others appreciate him under his painterly skin, but he has never shown his true self in front of others.
"Lou Sheng, I admit that you are indeed very good and outstanding, and you are born to do great things. It is beyond the reach of a mediocre dude like me." He Ziming loosened his collar and looked at him very seriously: "But do you know why I always hate you?"
Lou Sheng was motionless, looking at him very silently, but he didn't expect that he thought he was perfect, and someone could see through his flawless disguise.
And that person was actually Zhou Zhiming.
He looked down at Zhou Zhiming again, suddenly showing some interest in this life in his heart.
"The world is so much better than me. If I am jealous, how can I hate you? I hate you because you have no heart, and you feel like a poisonous snake. Even though you were still a kid Some flaws will be exposed in front of me, allowing me to perceive the danger of you as a person. Now I can't see the slightest fault at all, but I think you are even more terrifying." He Ziming stared at him and continued to pretend: "And the sad thing is that everyone except me was deceived by your paintings, believing you, and have a good impression of you... All the people around me, the people I care about..."
"And even if I told them, they wouldn't believe me, they would only think that I, the unachievable dude, was jealous of you." He Ziming laughed with tears.
Lou Sheng's genes are indeed inherited from Zhou's father, and they are so similar to Zhou's father, and even worse.
If Lou's mother had never exchanged children, Lou Sheng and Zhou's father would probably become a pair of father and son who are in a tacit understanding with each other, yet respect each other like ice, and do not interfere with each other.
Because of the exchange, only Zhou Zhiming caused pain.
He is a normal person as well as an ordinary person.
Lou Sheng listened to what he said, but he clapped his hands for him. He chuckled on his lips, and breathed in He Ziming's ear, but said: "Unexpectedly, you know so well. I, even remember the details so long ago, it's really beyond my expectation."
He had never thought that the person who had been looking at him to break his skin would be Zhou Zhiming, who he thought was a fool.
"Even if you understand, what can you do? No one will believe me, only that I am jealous of you." He Ziming smiled bitterly.
Lou Sheng's disguise is so good and impeccable. He is attentive to friends and family, caring for him, and sometimes even loses his temper at the right time because of certain things to let people know his bottom line, just like a normal person.
The people around him believed that he was a good friend worth making, a good son who was filial and owed by his parents, who carried the burden of life.
Who would believe that he is a monster with no emotions and no experience at all
Now that He Ziming had seen through his disguise, Lou Sheng simply didn't bother to pretend to be in front of him. It was very tiring to pretend like this all the time.
"If you remember correctly, you are a homosexual." He leaned in He Ziming's ear like a gentle lover and said: "If you didn't know your partner Yu... You know me so well, I almost think you have been crushing me all the time. , Will pay attention to me like this."
He had to admit that he was interested in the fool that he had always believed to be dismissive.
Lou Sheng has always been pretending to be himself. It is very tired and lonely to pretend to be a normal person. At this time, a person who can see through his painted skin appears, how can he not be excited
【drop! Remind the host that Lou Sheng's favorability for the target can be increased by 10 points, and the current favorability of the target for the target is 10 points. Please continue to work hard for the host. 】
Hearing the sound of the system prompt in his mind, He Ziming knew that his method worked, and he was confident.
"However, maybe. Since childhood, you have always paid more attention to me than Fang Yu... From a psychological point of view, disgusting to the extreme may also be a disguise of likes, wanting Attract the other person's attention to you. Especially, you still know me so well." Lou Sheng murmured in his ear.
He Ziming seemed to be drunk, pushed him away, sneered but said: "However, I won't do that again. My father will kick me out of the house for you... I will learn from you in the future. Learn, don’t show your dislike for you so obviously, it will make everyone face up."
"Lou Sheng, let's turn our fighting into jade silk." He Ziming seemed to be drunk, and a few steps forward, he stretched out his hand and patted Lou Sheng's handsome face: "At least, on the face."
Lou Sheng sneered, before he had time to say anything.
Seeing that He Ziming may have been stunned by the Jiu Jin superimposed on several kinds of spirits. He shook his head for a few steps, but fell down and fell to the ground.
Lou Sheng quickly helped him up, after confirming that he was okay, not fainted, but asleep, and a slight snoring sounded in his arms.
He put He Ziming down on the sofa, and looked at him with a scrutiny and curious look.
As if looking at some strange creature, he gently stroked every feature on He Ziming's face with his hand...
There was a hangover overnight, and the two of them seemed to have never happened or said anything the next morning.
Seeing that it was too early, Lou Sheng made a detour to the mother's favorite breakfast shop, bought the breakfast, and took it back to Lou's mother before returning home.
The Lou’s house is dilapidated and old, and it’s no exaggeration to say it's a doghouse.
Because of living on the first floor, the house is very humid, and the whole house price is full of musty smell. The small house is full of shabby things and clothes that the mother can't bear to throw away, making it almost impossible for people to settle.
In fact, when Lou's father was mixing with Zhou's father, the economic conditions were good. Although it was not as good as Zhou's, it was still well-off. But later, Lou's father became addicted to gambling with bad friends. The bottom line of the family has been lost one after another, and only a large house is left to live in. Later, the father’s health is not good, the kidney has problems, and he can’t work. The only house was also sold to my father for treatment... The family can only live in this crowded and cramped rental house.
Lou's mother is a cowardly and cowardly woman who has no opinion, and is also a housewife who is incapable of working. If Lou Sheng and Lou Yue are old, one can go to work and earn money, and the other can bring a tutor to earn money, barely supporting the family. .
The mother was afraid that she would take her two children to commit suicide when she encountered this predicament.
"Mom, I'm back." Lou Sheng opened the door, and put breakfast on the table, greeted the mother-in-law: "I bought breakfast. It is your favorite soy milk and Xiaolongbao. Come and eat it. ."
The mother-in-law came out of the house, took a look at the breakfast, but said, "Mom took the leftovers and cooked soup and rice for breakfast. You can eat it yourself."
She used to like to eat Xiaolongbao with soy milk for breakfast, but now she can't bear it.
Although the money is not much, for their family, they have to save a penny and a cent. Even if they spend money to buy it, she does not want to eat it herself, but wants to save it for Lou Sheng and Lou Yue brothers and sisters. .