The medical teams hired by Zhou's father are all top-notch. After Lou Sheng became ill, he was taken to the rescue room as soon as possible.
"How can you do such a thing? Don't you know that Lou Sheng's body can't stand the slightest stimulation now? Is there anything you can't stand him after the operation? Or do you really want him to die?"
"Even if there is no dutiful son in front of the bed for a long time, you should endure this time before letting Lou Sheng know!"
"Zhou Zhiming, you are too much!"
…
Lou Yue told his family about the situation that just happened, and everyone was immediately blown up. He Ziming suddenly pointed out that Lou's mother slapped He Ziming's face with a frustrated slap: "How could I give birth to a son like you? Do you really want Lou Sheng's life?"
"Go away! What are you doing here? Do you still want to wait for my brother to wake up and continue to stimulate him? You go, you go, you go quickly, don't come to see my brother again."
He Ziming remained motionless, standing there with an explanation, allowing them to verbally criticize.
It wasn't until Lou Sheng was pushed out of the operating room, and after he was sure to turn the crisis into peace, He Ziming finally took a deep look at Lou Sheng who was sleeping through the crowd, and said softly: "I'm sorry..."
He turned around and left the hospital amidst all the accusations made by everyone against him with no conscience.
Once again, all the people betrayed their relatives and left...
However, this is not true. These people are not his relatives, and his people are just a little blood connected with him.
He was destined to come alone and walk alone.
Presumably, even if he is dead, no one will be sad for him and cry for him. Unlike Lou Sheng, so many people can't bear him, so many people don't want him to die...
He looked at the time that He Ziming and Zhou's father had agreed upon. After He Ziming left the hospital, his life was very peaceful. No one was looking for him, no one bothered him. Everyone seemed to have forgotten him and let him stay. The last week was spent very quietly in Lou Sheng's rental room.
Finally, it's the day he and Zhou's father agreed...
He Ziming woke up early, washed and cleaned himself, and after finishing himself, he ordered the last breakfast for himself and started to eat quietly by himself.
"You're going to die soon, are you nervous, the host?" In this silence, the voice of the system came out of He Ziming's mind in an untimely manner.
With a calm face, He Ziming asked, "I'm going to die, don't you think I'm nervous?"
"Anyway, you have died so many times..." The system is kind of indifferent.
He Ziming said: "But, this time is different, this time it's a digging. It's not euthanasia!"
"..." After thinking about it, the system really felt that He Ziming's method of death this time was a bit panic, and felt a little inexplicable sympathy for him.
He Ziming looked at it with tears in his eyes: "So, remember to redeem a painless death item for me later? I don't care how many points, the baby wants the best effect, the baby is afraid of pain!"
"..." System: "Don't worry, old iron, no problem, it's all right."
This system guarantees that it won't hurt you.
After eating breakfast quietly, He Ziming found the pen and paper from the drawer of the Lousheng study, and sat down upright, ready to start writing.
The system was puzzled: "Aren't you going to die generously? What are you doing now?"
"Writing a suicide note, what else can I do?" He Ziming took it for granted.
system:"… "
He didn't quite understand He Ziming's ideas and practices.
"After I die, Sheng Sheng will sooner or later know that his heart was given to him. In order to prevent him from thinking about it, I must write a suicide note in advance and tell him that all this is my voluntary, so that he will not be separated from his family. I love him, I want him to live, let him live well with my heart, and become a useful and outstanding talent for society..." He Ziming immediately explained his intention for it: "This is rising. After I'm done, when I see this suicide note and think of me, I will be unforgettable, heartache, and regretful."
system:"… "
He Ziming wrote it several times seriously, changed and changed, repaired and repaired, and when he rewritten it to the sixth time, he read it again and made him cry, and only then was satisfied and signed at the end of the suicide note. Got his own name.
The system looked at He Ziming, who was snotty and tearful after reading his suicide note, and said: "I thought you were dying, so I sympathized with you. But now I sympathize with your promotion. I am so vicious when I meet you. The black widow, count him down for eighteen years of blood mold."
He Ziming This is the rhythm for Lou Sheng to live in pain, guilt and self-blame for the rest of his life.
He Ziming laughed and didn't say anything, wiped away his tears with a tissue, and immediately packed himself up and went out.
The hospital cannot take heart from the living. It is a crime, it is a murder, even if He Ziming voluntarily does not.
Therefore, He Ziming and Zhou's father discussed a compromise.
He Ziming drove his most expensive sports car on the road. When he arrived near the hospital, he suddenly increased the speed to more than two hundred yards. The moths extinguished the fire, and they hit the hospital as if they were killed. Wall.
"Drop! The internal organs of the body are injured, blood loss is too much, it is about to die and cannot survive, the task has been completed, may the host leave the world?" At the same time, after using the painless death props, He Ziming's ear also rang the world The sound that the body is about to die.
He Ziming used the tool of painless death. He didn't feel the slightest pain. He only felt the rumbling in his ears. He only replied in a low voice: "Leave!"
Right now, he chose the same way of death in a car accident as Zhou Zhiming in his previous life and ended his life.
Zhou's father had arranged it a long time ago, and the location of He Ziming's accident was the hospital. He Ziming was sent to the hospital's operating room for rescue immediately after the accident.
However, because He Ziming's consciousness had long been withdrawn from the body, the hospital staff immediately announced that He Ziming's rescue was invalid after the rescue failed. His brain was dead, and only the heart was still beating.
Father Zhou immediately took out the donation letter signed by He Ziming before his death, which was notarized.
In less than two hours, Lou Sheng was pushed into the operating room and underwent a heart exchange operation.
Four hours later, Zhou Zhiming's heart was successfully transplanted into Lou Sheng's body, and it began beating actively in Lou Sheng's chest.
After learning that Lou Sheng's operation was successful, Lou's father and Lou's mother hugged and wept, feeling excited about Lou Sheng's rescue.
At this moment, Zhou's father called Lou's father and Lou's mother aside, and he handed over to Lou's father and Lou's mother He Ziming's previous medical report, his body donation letter, and the death sentence issued by the hospital just now about Zhou Zhiming. In front of him, he bowed deeply to the father and mother, and felt sorry to the father and mother...
Zhou Zhiming's father in the legal sense is still Zhou's father.
Therefore, the hospital did not notify Lou's father and Lou's mother about his accident, but instead informed Zhou's father... In order to avoid extra branches, Zhou's father did not inform Lou's father and Lou's mother of the incident, but made a decision on his own to send Zhou Zhiming. The consent form for donating his heart to Lou Sheng was signed.
Until now, I told my father and mother.
The father and mother didn't know until now that the heart jumping in the adopted son's chest originally belonged to his own son.
The Zhou family had never found the heart of a brain-dead person who matched Lou Sheng, and that heart was Zhou Zhiming.
Lou's father was stunned on the spot, his brain roared, watching the death report of Zhou Zhiming handed over by Zhou's father, he almost fell to the ground.
Looking at all this about Zhou Zhiming's choice of death, Lou's mother donated her heart to Lou Sheng's document. She was so hoarse that she cried bitterly: "Ah-ah-ah-"
Zhou Zhiming is his biological son, and Lou Sheng is her adopted son.
Even if she wanted Lou Sheng to live, she didn't want Zhou Zhiming to die.
She thought that after Lou Sheng's illness, facing their family was a hope of no death, but she did not expect it to be a despair to welcome news of the death of her own son...
"Lou Sheng will take care of Ming to be filial to you in the future." Father Zhou couldn't say anything to comfort him, so he could only say that.
Lou's mother put aside Zhou's father's hand, crying heartbreakingly, her heart broken.
Lou Sheng was undergoing rehabilitation for two months after the operation, and his will to survive was strong and he recovered well. After the operation, he had never seen He Ziming. He was very disappointed and pained. He couldn't help but complain about He Ziming. Even if he broke up, even if he was like this, he didn’t even look at himself after the operation.
Lou Sheng felt a little strange inexplicably, but he didn't dare to think about it.
Just after the heart operation, he did not dare to think about it, nor did he dare to have too much emotional ups and downs. He kept telling himself that he must keep his emotions stable, get well soon, get well soon, and wait for him to heal, Zhou Zhiming If you don't come to see him, you will find him yourself, catch him back, and tie him to your side, so that he can't live without him anymore.
He knew that the idiot didn't understand emotions, only the simplest and most vulgar desires... He couldn't satisfy him, so he ran away with others.
It doesn't matter, he doesn't care, when he is well, he will be caught back and imprisoned, so that he can never see or touch others except himself.
With such obsession, Lou Sheng recovered extremely quickly.
Fang Yu and Lou Yue have always been by his side. Lou's father and Lou's mother will remember the death of his own son when they see him, so they rarely come to see him.
In order to prevent Fang Yu and Lou Yue from talking about this matter and irritating Lou Sheng, Lou's father and Lou's mother concealed this matter to the core, and did not tell them.
Although Lou Sheng was a little strange about the abnormality of his adoptive father and mother, he was full of thoughts on Zhou Zhiming.
Fang Yu confessed to Lou Sheng in front of Lou Sheng's hospital bed.
"Sorry, there is a person living in my heart. No matter what kind of person he is, loves me or not, I can't tolerate a second person in my heart. I have decided to pester him for a lifetime. Since we were From the beginning of the exchange of fate, it was doomed by God." Lou Sheng chose to reject him.
Fang Yu was a little lost for no apparent reason, and his heart was a little bit upset. He Ziming has never been to the hospital even for such a major operation as Lou Sheng, and has never seen Lou Sheng. How can he be worthy of such affection
But he looked at Lou Sheng but didn't say anything, just thinking that he was silently guarding Lou Sheng, Lou Sheng would one day recognize his infatuation and pay, and see himself who has been guarding him behind him.
Fang Yu didn't speak up, but Lou Yue couldn't listen anymore: "Brother, why is that person worthy of you being treated like this? He never came to the hospital to see you even at the critical moment of your life and death. He hasn't shown up until now. Where do you spend your time? Why do you still think of him?"
She can't understand how He Ziming compares to Shangyu.
Thinking that Zhou Zhiming had never been to the hospital to take a look at himself, Lou Sheng was also gloomy unconsciously.
At this moment, the mother, who had been confused in recent times, was hard to get to the hospital. The mother who took a look at Lou Yue heard that Lou Yue commented on her own brother, but she could no longer control her and got up and hid outside the ward, howling. Crying...
In exchange for Jackie Chan, is she really ruining her own child
Lou Yue was unknown, so he chased it out and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you? Since my brother had the operation, how come you and my dad are weird? Mom!"
"..."
Lou Sheng felt a little weird in his heart, but he couldn't figure out what was wrong.
After lying in the hospital bed for three months, after three months of not being able to contact He Ziming, He Ziming seemed to suddenly disappear from his world and evaporate.
Lou Sheng was finally sentenced to recovery by the doctor.
He couldn't wait to find He Ziming, and wanted to tie that person back to him, but what he didn't want to wait was bad news.
Previously, because Lou Sheng was in the recovery period, Zhou Lou's parents were afraid that Lou Sheng knew that something was going to happen, and they unanimously decided to suppress the news of He Ziming's death after deliberation.
After all, He Ziming also hopes that the building will be well... only then will he choose to die.
But after all, paper can’t contain fire...
Now that Lou Sheng has recovered, it is time for He Ziming to hold a funeral.
When Lou Sheng just got the news, he couldn't believe it. When he arrived at He Ziming's funeral, his whole brain was dumbfounded. He ran wild and staggered along the way. If it hadn't been for Zhou's father to send a bodyguard to follow. He was almost going to be hit by a car.
There was only one thought in his mind along the way, that is, today is not April Fool's Day, why should I joke with him
Zhou Zhiming is dead, how is it possible
Until he rushed to the morgue in the crematorium, he saw He Ziming's body pulled out of the freezer.
Father Zhou thought that Lou Sheng should be allowed to see He Ziming for the last time, and he has been dragging He Ziming to bury for a long time, and has frozen He Ziming's body in the freezer.
But the corpse is a corpse in the end, Lou Sheng’s recovery period is so long, and after a long period of freezing, it will eventually be deformed, not good-looking...
Lou Sheng walked over step by step, looking at the shriveled and shriveled corpse, feeling as if he had fallen into a nightmare.
He walked to the corpse, as if to grab He Ziming's hand, he tentatively called the person's name: "Zhou Zhiming."
But I didn’t get any response...
"elder brother… "
"Lou Sheng..."
Now that Lou Yue and Fang Yu finally know the truth of everything, they never thought that a dude like Zhou Zhiming would actually be willing to do this for Lou Sheng, even his heart and his life would be willing to give up.
He had never found a brain-dead heart that happened to match Lou Sheng. Zhou Zhiming had decided from the beginning to give Lou Sheng his heart.
Derailment is just a paving and excuse he gave for not being able to show up next to Lou Sheng after his death...
Fang Yu believed that he could not do this step for Lou Sheng, and he was too guilty of Zhou Zhiming.
Louyue's eyes were swollen like walnuts when she cried, and she felt very guilty that she had treated her own brother who had no feelings with him in such a bad manner.
"This is not true? How could it be true?" Lou Sheng held He Ziming's hand as hard as iron, as if he was crazy, and sneered unwilling to accept the reality.
Zhou Zhiming... How could a person like Zhou Zhiming who was greedy for life, fear of death, selfish, and desperate in order to keep his status as Young Master Zhou could lose his life for him
how is this possible
"Lou Sheng..." Seeing him like this, everyone present suddenly felt even more sad.
However, Lou Sheng recklessly grasped He Ziming's hand and repeated: "This is impossible, this is not true!"
After discussing with Lou's father and Lou's mother, Zhou Zhiming informed Lou Sheng that Zhou Zhiming had an accident in a car accident. Before his death, he and Lou Sheng had a heart match and they could match, and signed the donation letter. After his brain died, they decided to transplant Zhou Zhiming's heart to Lou Sheng... They wanted to make Lou Sheng better.
But Lou Sheng is not a fool, so how can he believe it
If not, why would someone tell him that he found a brain-dead heart source that matches him? If it hadn’t been arranged long ago, why did Zhou Zhiming come out before he had the operation and never show up again? In the vicinity of the hospital, he hit a wall, committed suicide in a car accident, why did he sign the donation form so early... And why did his good-natured living person want to do a heart match with him
"It's impossible, it's not true, Zhou Zhiming!" Lou Sheng firmly grasped He Ziming's cold hands, like crazy.
However, Father Zhou announced in a heavy tone: "Lou Sheng, he is dead. Sorry."
This was just a word of comfort, but Lou Sheng was suddenly irritated.
"Aren't you his father? You have raised him for 20 years. He said that you don’t care about him. It turns out that you really have no affection for him at all. Otherwise, how could you just watch him make such a thing? Choose, such a thing?" Lou Sheng looked at Father Zhou with scarlet eyes, as if he was looking at an unshakable enemy: "How can you let him give me his heart and exchange his life for mine? , How can you watch him die? You have raised him for twenty years, he is a man!"
Father Zhou was silent all at once.
He has no feelings for anyone but his wife coldly, just like a monster.
There is so little care for the child, it is also because it is the crystallization of the love between him and his wife, is the continuation of his wife's life, rather than out of affection and love for the child.
He has no feelings for Zhou Zhiming, even after raising him for more than 20 years.
Therefore, when he knew that Zhou Zhiming was not a child born to him by his wife, but someone else's child, he could quickly withdraw this feeling from him.
After raising him for more than 20 years, he does not want Zhou Zhiming to die, but he does not want to be based on the basis of being on a par with his own children...
If Lou Sheng and He Ziming are put on the same balance, only one can survive.
Naturally, Father Zhou hoped that Lou Sheng would survive. The reason was nothing but because Lou Sheng was the continuation of his wife's life.
Therefore, he made a selfish choice and there is no way to refute it.
"And you, aren't you his biological parents? Aren't you his family? How come you haven't noticed him at all and found him wrong? How can you let him give me his heart? Ah? "Lou Sheng pointed the finger at Father Zhou and pointed it at Father Lou and Mother Lou.
Because of He Ziming's death, he hated everyone present, even himself.
How come no one cares about He Ziming? How come no one noticed He Ziming's abnormality
Why did he let him die, let him do a life-for-life, and give his heart to himself
He hates everyone present, and hates himself even more... Why? Why did he get this disease, why didn't he die when he got sick
Why didn't he find that He Ziming was strange, he didn't find that He Ziming secretly matched himself with him and signed the donation letter
Why didn't he realize that when He Ziming let himself find out about the derailment, he was already ready to go to death and exchange his life for his life.
Faced with Lou Sheng's accusations and hateful eyes, everyone present couldn't even say a word, and could only cry in silence.
Lou Sheng wants to live. He is only twenty years old. He has his own love and career. Everything has just begun. He hasn't tasted enough yet. Of course he wants to live, but of course he is not willing to die...
But if this life is exchanged for the life of his lover... Then, Lou Sheng would rather die than himself.
He has the desire to live because of He Ziming. He Ziming is no longer there. What is the point of being alive...
Lou Sheng hated and questioned everyone present, and everyone could sympathize with his current emotional abnormality and cried silently without saying a word.
But Lou Sheng felt even more sad when he saw them like this...
It’s Zhou Zhiming, and now he knows that no one in this world really cares about Zhou Zhiming, no one loves him... Otherwise, how could Zhou Zhiming do such a thing
Such a lonely and desperate choice to die!
"I hate you..." Lou Sheng was exhausted and blamed everyone present, and finally knelt before He Ziming's ice coffin, wishing to hammer He Ziming's coffin, pull him out of it, and beat him up. He was hoarse. :"I hate you!"
Even if everyone doesn't care about Zhou Zhiming, Zhou Zhiming still has him.
How could Zhou Zhiming leave her alone so cruelly and use his own life to extend his life.
After Zhou Zhiming's funeral, Lou Sheng went crazy and began to self-mutilate, drink heavily, and consume his body a lot, as if he was begging for death.
Everyone persuaded him but they couldn't persuade him.
Lou Sheng only wanted to die.
Lou's father, Lou's mother, Lou Yue and Fang Yu, everyone feels sad for Lou Sheng, but Lou Sheng is no longer shaken by their sadness.
He just spoiled his body arbitrarily, without restraint and self-discipline, just like becoming another Zhou Zhiming.
After he went to the hospital again, Zhou's father finally couldn't help but rushed into the hospital, slapped Lou Sheng's face with a slap in the face: "How can you be worthy of him now that you are like this, worthy of your mother in exchange for their lives? Life?"
"I didn't let anyone use his life in exchange for mine." Lou Sheng was rebellious and rebellious: "When he did such a thing, why should I be worthy of him and want me to live well? "
He hated He Ziming, so much.
Father Zhou didn't say a word, but he stuffed Lou Sheng's suicide note he found from Lou Sheng's rental house after He Ziming's accident.
It was filled with He Ziming’s words of wishing him to live, wishing him and him to live for both of them...
Lou Sheng looked at the suicide note, and his mind kept echoing the words He Ziming had said to him before the accident: "Lou Sheng, I don't want you to die."
"Lou Sheng, I want you to live, I want you to be well."
"Lou Sheng, maybe our destiny was destined to be entangled from the moment we were born."
Lou Sheng cried bitterly, broke first and then stood up, cheering up completely.
Well, since you want me to live well, then I will live well, live well for both of us, and then go to see you.
Since then, Lou Sheng has completely given up on death-seeking, as if he has changed back to his previous appearance, demanding himself strictly, and living every day with restraint and exquisiteness.
But the relationship between him and his family can never go back to the past due to He Ziming's death...
Lou Sheng seems to blame He Ziming's death on Lou's father, Lou's mother and Zhou's father. He can no longer forgive them. He broke contact with Lou's family, and can no longer pretend Lou's filial son, Lou Yue, as before. My good brother, the Lou family who was looking for him time and time again turned out the door.
And Zhou's father was also a coldhearted person. Since his wife's death, he was immersed in the same pain as Lou Sheng. He did not force Lou Sheng to accept his ancestor.
After He Ziming's incident, he only hoped that Lou Sheng would live well.
Lou Sheng and Fang Yu also completely disconnected, because as soon as he saw Fang Yu, he would remember He Ziming’s secret love with Fang Yu, and Fang Yu’s indifference to He Ziming and He Ziming’s death, even though he knew it had nothing to do with Fang Yu. Relationship, but he couldn't wait for Fang Yu as always.
Lou Sheng is lonely, mechanized, living alone, running the company alone... He has outstanding ability and is still a well-known big cow in the industry. He is admired as a personal winner.
It's just that when others comment on his temperament, they will think he is a little withdrawn and weird.
He lived well as He Ziming had hoped.
Lou's father turned Lou Sheng into this, and He Ziming's death was all blamed on Lou's mother. Since Lou Sheng broke with Lou's family, he has been arguing with Lou's mother all day long. It was finally a year later because he saw each other. Will think of painful memories and divorce.
They had a lot of quarrels in the past, and the contradictions were not small. It was only because of the reconciliation of the sons and daughters of Lou Sheng Lou Yue that the trouble would not become unstoppable.
It's just that now there is no longer a willingness to reconcile the conflicts for their parents, to be filial sons and grandchildren, Lou Sheng coaxing on both sides, coupled with the death of He Ziming.
Lou's father and Lou's mother divorced naturally.
Lou Yue also blamed all these tragedies on Lou's mother, and after Lou's father and Lou's mother were divorced, she no longer wanted to admit it.
The mother-in-law moved to a small low-rent house alone, eating subsistence allowances, thinking about the good old days at home, thinking about the dislikes of her husband and daughter, the death of her own son and the adoption of her no longer recognize her, can’t help thinking back to the moment Greedy, is she really doing something wrong to change to Jackie Chan
Probably.
If there was no exchange at the beginning, Lou Sheng would be well with Zhou's parents, so that his condition would not be so serious, and Zhou Zhiming would not become that way... Their family would be very happy, very happy...
All this is her fault.
She was wrong.
Lou Sheng accidentally died of gas poisoning in the small rental house where he and He Ziming lived when he was in his forties. Since He Ziming left, he spent money to buy the small rental house and live alone.
Others regret that such an outstanding person like him died in an accident at such a young age, and no one had no children, and a large amount of family property was donated after his death.
But Lou Sheng walked peacefully and happily.
In his sleep, he seemed to see the rebellious and stubborn smile walking towards him with disdain.