"Grandmaster… "
Peiyu closed her eyes, and her face gradually calmed down.
Her hands were bloody, and the blood dripped onto the bluestone, like the sound of rain.
"Du, shouldn't it be hatred?"
Shouldn't he hate her for killing people for no reason, hate her for being like a Shura, hate her for gouging out Hui Xian's eyes
Don't you feel pain when the flames burn your body
Tianxin said: "Hatred is the dust in the heart."
Peiyu opened her eyes, the moon was clear and the wind was blowing, the pines were like waves, her eyes were clear, and she slowly let go of the handle of the knife.
Hatred is the inexhaustible dust in her heart.
Peiyu lowered her eyebrows, looked at the bloodstains on the bluestone, her expression pale, "Master, I can't shake off the dust in my heart."
Tianxin recited the Buddha's name lightly, "Someone will save you."
Peiyu frowned, "I'm sorry for her, if she knew the truth, she would hate me."
But no matter how Huai Bo treats her, she will not have the despair of her previous life. In a sense, she has been transported to the other shore by the master.
Peiyu breathed a sigh of relief, her eyebrows stretched, and she said with relief: "No matter what, it's already much better."
This life is much better than the previous life.
Tianxin said: "Amitabha, benefactor, why do good people have to go through ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties to become a Buddha, and bad people can become a Buddha as long as they put down the butcher knife?"
This is the question Mingluan asked Huixian in his previous life.
Peiyu said softly, "Probably because this is the last difficulty."
Tianxin smiled: "There is no Buddha in the world, everyone in the world is a Buddha." The breeze blew his monk's robe, and he said: "Almsgiver, let's go on."
Peiyu frowned, "Let's go?"
Tianxin said: "Young monk doesn't know the way."
Peiyu was stunned, she thought that Tianxin was traveling with her just to take the opportunity to enlighten her, but she didn't expect that she really didn't know the way. She returned the salute, "Please."
Waiting to send Tianxin back to Tianji City, the moon is already at midnight.
Peiyu was walking in the pine forest, and the moonlight was shining on the Lingling spring. She felt that there were rarely such peaceful things in her two lives, and she could be alone and think about something quietly.
During these years of traveling around the world, eight gemstones on the reincarnation stone have lit up, and she is only one soul away, and her mother will be able to come back.
The regret in her heart will be lessened again.
This life is like a stolen one.
Maybe it shouldn't be said that, this is what Ming Luan fought for, using thousands of years of solitude, using the realm of reincarnation, and using an incomparably huge price, to fight for a lifetime from the hands of Heaven.
She, who is doomed to be lonely, has so much, and she can have the youthful spirit to scold Fang Qiu.
Should be content.
Peiyu raised her head, and the bright moon was full of brilliance, hanging in the blue sky, just like her state of mind at the moment.
A person came staggeringly in the pine forest.
Peiyu wanted to turn sideways to avoid it, but when she saw the man clearly, her eyes widened suddenly, she went up to support him, "Master?"
Huai Bai was intoxicated, holding Fenglu Chi in his hand, his cheeks were glowing, his eyes were hazy, covered with a layer of watery light.
"Master, why are you here?"
When Huai Bai heard Pei Yu's voice, his eyeballs moved with difficulty, and he frowned and said, "Zai Zai?"
Peiyu hadn't heard this childhood nickname for a long time, the corners of her lips curled up, and she said softly, "It's me, Master."
Huai Bo tilted his head to look at her, unconscious, the stream of light was clear, Pei Yu's face was soaked in the moonlight, it was indescribably clear and beautiful.
The famous flower has just come into being, and the beauty of the country is nothing more than that.
Huai Bai raised his hand, caressed Peiyu's cheek, traced her delicate eyebrows, and said in a low voice, "Peiyu."
Her apprentice has grown so big, he is as tall as herself.
I still remember when we met at the beginning of the year, the little child was not as tall as her waist, just like a kitten.
Peiyu tilted her head and rubbed her hand, obediently like a kitten seeking favor.
A numb and itchy touch came from the palm of his hand, like a warm current, spring breeze, and moonlight, slowly trickling into Huai Bai's heart.
The pines, waves, and wind all stagnated, everything was silent, and there were only the two of them in the world.
She was looking at Peiyu, and Peiyu was looking at her.
Huai Bo's heart trembled slightly, and the kitten in front of her stretched out its pink and tender paws, and gently scratched her heart.
It doesn't hurt, but it's unbearably throbbing.
This is Yu Huaibai's familiar yet unfamiliar emotion. She also had it more than three hundred years ago. At that time the moon was shining brightly, Ming Luan was dressed in black, standing under the moon, gracefully, she carefully lifted Ming Luan's veil, and gently stroked the scars on his face.
At that time, she looked at Ming Luan, as if there was only one person in the world.
Now she looks at Peiyu, it seems that there is only one person in the world.
Huai Bai didn't lose his mind for too long. Shi Ling's bloody smell rushed into her nose, and a disgusting feeling rose from her stomach. Cold sweat oozes from her forehead, her eyes widen suddenly, and she wants to withdraw her hand.
She once loved someone deeply, but she didn't know that liking someone would be so painful.
After all, she is not the ignorant and fearless girl three hundred years ago. She no longer dares to be tempted anymore. Huai Bai suddenly wants to shrink back, into the thick shell, inside the city wall she built for herself, even if the wind and rain beat her, she can't. move.
But Peiyu grabbed her.
Peiyu held Huai Bai's wrist tightly, leaned over and put her face on her palm, a silent tear fell from the corner of her eye.
It dripped into Huaibai's heart.
The fortress she thought was solid collapsed in an instant, and the defense that was once invulnerable to wind, frost, and sword was defeated in this drop of crystal tears.
Huai Bai felt as if she was standing at a crossroads, hesitating, she didn't know whether to walk into a bright future or an abyss of hopelessness.
She struggled, hesitated, and hesitated, but now she gritted her teeth and decided to go in resolutely.
Because Peiyu was crying, her apprentice was crying.
In a trance, she seemed to see a young girl curled up in the quilt.
"Peiyu?"
Peiyu curled up on the bed, trembling all over, weeping silently, the pillow was already wet.
She walked over, leaned over and patted the girl's skinny back, and said softly, "What happened? Did you get bullied?"
Peiyu grabbed her hand, with tears all over her face, crying, "Master, I don't have a mother anymore, she died, I have nothing, Master..."
The girl was crying out of breath, her voice was intermittent, Huai Bo bent down and hugged her, he couldn't stop comforting her, her heart seemed to be in a ball, and the pain was severe.
She thought, in this life, she can't let her apprentice cry again.
This inexplicable scene flashed across Huai Bai's mind like a fleeting image. She didn't have this memory, but she felt that it should be true.
Huai Bai stared at Pei Yu's moist eyes, his fingertips trembling slightly.
She suddenly remembered that Peiyu had suffered many misfortunes, but she had never vented it once. Even when the little scalper died, she only shed tears silently.
Peiyu seems to be used to enduring pain.
She didn't cry, not because she didn't suffer, but because she suffered a lot, and instead showed a kind of almost numb strength.
Huai Bo was also injured before, she knew how sad it was, but at least she would laugh when she was happy and cry when she was sad, at least she still looked like a human being.
But Peiyu is only so small, obviously only so small, why is it like this
"Master," Peiyu said hoarsely, "don't cry."
Huai Bo was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to touch it blankly, and felt the cold water marks on his hand. Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.
There is broken moonlight in tears.
The two were relatively silent.
After a long time, Peiyu leaned over and hugged Huai Bai, her temple hair was tangled, her face was pressed together, and her tears mixed together.
Peiyu panted lightly, and the choked sound was habitually suppressed in her throat. She closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and a few tears fell silently like this, staining Huai Bai's green clothes.
Peiyu hadn't cried like this for a long time.
Not because of sadness, nor because of joy, but because of being in front of this person, the tears began to burst.
She is used to being teased by fate, her two lifetimes of pain, and her heart is full of scars, but when she hugged Huai Bai, the grievances and difficulties of the splashing sky were all on her heart.
Those were supposed to be hers!
If Sui Han hadn't held the red carp pendant, if Zhao Yu hadn't encountered any accidents, if Xie Canglan wasn't a bad person.
She will be a rookie in Xianmen, maybe not a Taoist disciple, but she will meet Huai Bai, and in another capacity, she will become a person worthy of her master.
She will have a lover, a friend, a teacher, a magic soldier, and finally become famous, and join hands with her lover to crush the void.
This is the life that should belong to her...
Why is this so? Why did it become like this
She always thought that she was born with a sin, and that she was doomed to a life of twists and turns. The happiness within reach of ordinary people was nowhere in sight for her, and she didn't deserve it.
But obviously, everything she desires in the dream should belong to her.
Huai Bai patted Peiyu's back lightly, just like in his previous life, Peiyu hugged her waist tightly and rubbed her face hard.
Neither of them spoke, like two wounded beasts, licking each other's wounds.
Huai Bo didn't know that all the pain in her life was caused by this person in front of her, and she also didn't know that the treasure she held in her palm had been smashed into pieces and ground into powder long ago.
She just patted the girl's skinny back, just like in that unprovoked scene, feeling distressed and guilty, speechless.
Peiyu buried her head on Huai Bai's shoulder, choked up and said, "Master, I'm sorry."
Huai Bo didn't have the energy to explore the reason for the apology, and murmured: "No matter what I do, I will never blame you."
Peiyu gasped sharply, like a cry of despair, which was instantly suppressed in her throat. Her face was flushed from crying, her eyes were hazy, and she couldn't see anything clearly, so she could only hold Huaibo tighter and tighter, wishing to embed her in her body.
"Master... I'm sorry..."
"But, I really like you... my whole life, two lives, and the next life..."
"I really like you."
She doesn't know what to do in the future, but she can't let go anymore, even if she is wrong, she won't let go, even if she dies, she won't let go.
She and Master should have been together.
No matter when, where they were born, or what their names are, they are always attracted to each other, entangled in breath, and chasing each other.
Huai Bo is the only person in her life, and her master will always regard her as the most important thing. They are a match made in heaven.
While crying, Peiyu carelessly kisses the tear stains on Huai Bai's face.
"Master, Master, Master..."
Huai Bo responded softly, "I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid."