Luo Su was stunned. In his memory, Luo Yi's back had always been generous, which gave him a deep sense of security. But at the moment, Luo Yi was sitting on a chair with his back facing him, half-bowed, which was obviously a kind of relaxed feeling. However, he felt that the back was straightened.
He still remembers meeting Luo Yi for the first time, when he was three years old.
When he just ran out of the orphanage, he regretted it and wanted to go home, but he couldn't find the way, so he could only carry his schoolbag and squatted on the side of the street dejectedly watching people come and go.
Passers-by saw him as cute and asked him which family he belonged to.
He was only three years old at that time, but he was not afraid at all. He said in a childlike voice that he would wait for his father to come to him.
Even at that time, he still regarded Ji Shaocheng as the first object of dependence.
It was getting dark and there were fewer and fewer people. A man in a suit said that his father had sent him to look for him. He was very happy and left with him.
He remembered that there were many uncles dressed like this around Ji Shaocheng.
At that time, he was not wary, and he didn't know that there was good and evil.
Later he was taken to a remote and simple small house, where there were several children as old as him.
He asked innocently: “Uncle, why don’t you take me home?”
"You play here for a few days first, and uncle will take you home in two days."
Although he was a little sad that he would not see his father until a few days later, he remembered what his father had told him to be a good boy, so he obediently moved the bench and sat in the corner.
The children were so frightened that they shivered into a ball and dared not speak, let alone approach him.
There was only one child who leaned over.
"Why didn't that person hit you?"
He was very surprised, "Why did you beat me, he was sent by my father to pick me up."
"He's a liar. He wasn't sent by your father to pick you up. He's going to sell us."
He was surprised, his eyes were wide open and he was clearly puzzled, "Sell it! Why did you sell me! My father said that I'm worthless!"
"But my father said that I am very expensive, worth thousands of gold!"
"You're so expensive!" He was a little frustrated, pouted, "Why am I worthless?"
"I don't know either. You can ask your father after we escape."
"Escape? How did you escape?"
"My father will come to save me, and my mother, they are all policemen! Ah! And my brother, my brother will come to save me!"
He pouted, "Although my father is not a policeman, he will definitely come to rescue me, and my two older brothers will come too!"
"Wow, you have two older brothers, what's your name?"
"My name is Ji Ran, my elder brother is called Ji Yunshen, and my second brother is called Ji Yunjian."
"My name is Luo Su, and my brother's name is Luo Yi! Don't be afraid, if your father and brother don't come, but my father, mother and brother come, I will let them rescue you too!"
"Well, if your father, mother and elder brother don't come, I will ask my father and elder brother to rescue you."
Little Luosu: "Okay, let's make a deal then!"
"It's a deal!"
But the next day, no one came to rescue them.
Little Luosu: "Don't be afraid, they will definitely come back tomorrow!"
On the third day, still no one came to rescue them.
Little Luosu: "They must be on their way!"
On the fourth day, still no one came.
Little Luosu: "Why haven't they come yet?"
On the fifth day, a van was parked outside the house, and the children were carried to the car one by one.
"where are we going?"
Little Luosu: "They're going to sell us."
"I'm worthless, they're so stupid."
Along the way, he didn't know what was going on, he wanted to sleep very much, and he didn't have any strength in his body.
It wasn't until later that he was enveloped by several bright lights that he half-closed and half-opened his eyes, listening to the sound of sirens in his ears, and there were several uniformed policemen sending the children out one by one.
Little Luosu: "Mom and Dad!"
He heard Luo Su's surprised voice, the voice was loud and clear, as if he was not afraid of anything.
"Hello, uncle and aunt."
"So cute."
Auntie is very gentle, the second gentlest person he has ever met. The first gentle one is his mother.
It's just that he didn't understand why his aunt shed more tears than he did before.
Little Luosu: "Mom, save Ji Ran first, I promised him, if his father doesn't come to rescue him, I will ask you to rescue him first."
He looked at Zhao Ya's hands trembling, and tears seemed to flow more and more.
He saw Zhao Ya cut a red wire with his own hands, and the sound of Didi became faster and faster.
Zhao Ya carried him outside.
"Mom, come back quickly."
"Okay, mom will be back in a while."
Then he was sent to the isolation group.
A boy who was much taller than him grabbed her hand, "Mom, where's brother?"
"Luo Yi, my brother is still in the car. My mother promised him that I will go back and save him. Now, do me a favor by holding his hand and helping my mother take him to the ambulance, okay?"
The boy nodded and took Ji Ran's hand.
Someone in the same clothes as Luo Su's mother led him out of the crowd. He turned around and saw Luo Su's mother running into the car without hesitation.
"Don't be afraid, don't worry, I will send you to a safe place."
He stumbled and followed the boy, raised his head, and couldn't see the boy's face clearly in the darkness, "Brother, is your name Luo Yi?"
"how do you know?"
"Luo Su told me that he has an older brother named Luo Yi."
Little Luo Yi's voice was very proud, "Well, I am Luo Su's brother, and my name is Luo Yi."
The voice in the ear became more and more noisy.
"Has everyone evacuated?"
"The explosion! Why hasn't the explosion come yet!"
"Why did Zhao Ya go back, why didn't you hold her back!"
boom-
The flames lit up half the sky.
"Ambulance! Where's the ambulance!"
"Fire! Firefighter!"
"Save people, save people!"
He was outside the crowd, listening to the roar and the retrograde movement of the crowd, as if he understood something.
Later, he was led by Luo Yi and never let go.
Later he heard that Luo Su and Luo Su's parents were both dead.
Later, when Luo Yi woke up, he called him Luo Su, hugged him, and blamed himself for being bad, so he was abducted.
He vaguely heard the doctor say some words of 'mental illness'.
Grandpa Luo asked him tearfully, could he tell Luo Yi that his name was Luo Su.
He readily agreed.
So that later a policeman asked him, "Little friend, what's your name?"
"I... My name is Luo Su."
The little police officer looked at him lovingly, "So you are the youngest son of Miss Zhao."
He nodded ignorantly.
Luo Yi has been autistic for three years, and the situation is good and bad, sometimes he is mistaken for Luo Su, and sometimes he is not Luo Su, until three years later, Luo Yi finally looks like a normal boy, lying on the bed On the side of his bed, looking at his sleepy self, he asked with a smile, "Susu, brother, let's take you to the amusement park tomorrow."
From that moment on, he knew that there would probably be no Ji Ran in this world.
Only Luo Su.
As he grew up, he realized that the abduction and trafficking case back then was actually just a kidnapping case. The Luo family's parents had offended too many people. Even though they hid the child well and never showed up, it still hurt the family.
He can understand the pain behind an old man who burned all the photos of Luo Su in his family with tears.
I can also understand that the old man changed Luo Yi's wish and filled in the painstaking efforts behind the medicine.
He didn't want Luo Yi to follow the old path of his parents.
That was really, really bad.
Maybe it was because of thinking about the past, Luo Su's eyes were slightly red, he stood where he was, took a deep breath, stepped forward and said with a smile: "Brother, what are you talking about?"
Xue Yao turned around, "What else can we talk about, let's talk about you." As he spoke, he held the photo in front of Luo Su.
Luo Su took it, with a forced smile on his face, and said, "I... I was so cute when I was young."
He glanced at Luo Yi with his eyes, but only saw him lowering his head and drooping his eyebrows. In fact, his face was the same as usual, but it made his back feel cold for no reason.
"Brother, how about we go back first."
Luo Yi sat on the chair, like a sculpture, stiff and lifeless.
Some pasts are as clear as ever no matter how long they are. No one can forget it.
Luo Su asked cautiously, "Brother?"
"Luo Yi, what's the matter with you?"
Luo Yi came back to his senses and got up, "I'll go first."
He lifted the coat on the chair and walked out, with his head down, expressionless.
Luo Su followed behind him step by step.
"Brother... just wait for me..."
Luo Yi's pace gradually accelerated, and when he reached the hotel entrance, he stopped suddenly.
Luo Su held his hand tightly, it was very dark outside, he was about to lose sight.
"elder brother… "
Luo Yi didn't look back, his tone was calm, as always, "You have a good rest, I will come to see you next time."
"Brother, brother, I still have something to tell you, brother, don't go, listen to me..."
Luo Yi resolutely and forcefully brushed away Luo Su's hand, his voice was calm and unkind, "I don't want to hear it for now."
Luo Su rushed forward hastily, but only caught nothingness.
"Brother, don't leave, I really want to tell you something," Luo Su said coldly.
Fears of abandonment and loss are magnified for no reason.
There is a devil in that darkness.
But he let go, and he will be alone from now on.
But he has nothing to lose except Luo Yi.
Lost, he will be alone forever.
So, he resolutely stepped out towards Luo Yi's direction.
It was pitch black and I couldn't see anything.
The fear of being alone made it impossible for him to move. He could almost hear his own breathing and the beating of his heart.
"Brother, where are you? Can you listen to me?"
Luo Su opened his eyes, stumbled and was bumped, and quickly got up again. When he heard the sound of footsteps, he was overjoyed. Suddenly, someone hugged him suddenly.
"Of course, you see clearly, I am your brother!"
It was Ji Yunjian.
Luo Su trembled all over. He really hates it.
He pushed him away with all his strength, "Go away! You're not!"