Luo Su tried his best, but still couldn't push away Ji Yunjian who was hugging him tightly.
"Calm down," Ji Yunjian whispered, "Of course, calm down, he's already gone."
Luo Su still didn't care, he couldn't see, but he couldn't push him away with all his might, and he hammered behind him violently. Ji Yun saw that his brows were tightly knit, and in the semi-dark shadows, he could only see the heaviness of gritting his teeth, silently bearing Luo Su's venting.
The sound of the car sounded farther and farther away, Luo Su seemed to be evacuating his whole body, as if telepathic, opened his eyes and looked at the direction Luo Yi was leaving, tears fell down.
"Brother, he must not want me anymore, don't want me anymore... can't go back, can't go back..."
Seeing the pain in his heart, Ji Yun could only comfort in a low voice: "It's okay, you still have me, I am your brother, you have the same blood as mine, you are my brother..."
"The same blood? I once had a bone marrow transplant. It was my brother who saved me. He gave me the bone marrow transplant. Now I have the same blood as his, not yours." Luo Su chuckled. He let out a sound, and it was strange that he didn't push him hard on the shoulder. Luo Su tried all his strength just now but couldn't push him away. With such a light push, Ji Yunjian was pushed away.
Ji Shaocheng stood in front of the steps of the hotel without moving a step.
He looked at Luo Su, not knowing what kind of identity he should stand in front of Luo Su.
That was the child he had grown up with. Seeing Luo Su like this, how could he feel better.
"What isn't it! You are my father's son, they love you, and you are my younger brother! I have been looking for you all these years, no matter how much you deny it, this relationship will never change!"
"It's not me, it's not!" Luo Su said hoarsely, "Don't think that I don't know anything since I was young, what to love me, what to dote on me, it's because I match Ji Yiran's kidney source and wants me to donate it to him! "
Ji Yunjian was startled, and subconsciously looked at Ji Shaocheng who was standing on the steps.
But Ji Shaocheng turned pale with shock when he heard this, stepped down quickly, and grabbed Luo Su's arm, "What did you say? Say it again!"
Luo Su wanted to break free from Ji Shaocheng's hand, but he seemed to be exhausted, not to mention Ji Shaocheng's strength, he was really hard to shake.
"Mr. Ji," Ji Yunshen also stepped forward, shaking his head slightly at Ji Shaocheng.
Luo Su's resentful gaze was still in front of him, Ji Shaocheng hesitated for a moment, turned his head slightly, and let go of his hand.
Ji Yunshen gave Ji Yunjian a wink, and after telling him to step aside, he boldly picked up Luo Su and walked into the car without saying a word.
Luo Su was startled the moment he was picked up. He struggled and kicked with both hands and feet as hard as he could, but was still thrown into the car by Ji Yunshen. He had no way to escape, but he also felt Ji Yunshen's unbearable anger.
He felt a little wronged.
It's obviously not his fault, why would Ji Yunshen get angry at him!
Ji Yunshen drove him personally, took him to the hospital, dragged him into the hotel room without saying a word, opened the door, threw him into the bathroom, poured warm water on his head, Luo Su stubbornly lowered his head and gritted his teeth.
"Calm down? Sober?"
Luo Su leaned against the corner, hugged his knees and said nothing.
Ji Yun sighed deeply, squatted down, and looked at him at the same level.
Luo Su didn't look up, "You already knew, didn't you?"
"yes."
"Ji... Yun Jian already knew about it, didn't she?"
"yes."
"So you've been playing tricks on me all this time, haven't you?"
"no."
Luo Su raised his eyes, he was drenched from top to bottom, his hair was tightly pressed against his forehead, water droplets flowed down his hair, across his cheeks, and dripped on his soaked shirt.
Ji Yunshen got up and wiped his face with a towel, "I know you don't want to go back to the Ji family, and I also know you don't want to be sorry for the Luo family. I respect your choice. I haven't told anyone about this."
"Then... this matter..."
"Do you believe it? Blood relationship is a very mysterious thing, not something you can deny if you want to."
Luo Su shook his head, "I'm not."
"Even if Luo Yi's blood is flowing on your body, the fact that you are Ji Shaocheng's son will never change. Do you know what your father sacrificed for you?"
Luo Su bit her lower lip, tears streaming down her face, "I don't want to know!"
"Why don't you want to know! All of this is for you! When your father left the Ji family for his own career, he created his own career and reputation with his own hands, but that career, in the eyes of grandpa, It's not worth mentioning at all, grandpa is not only not proud, but ashamed! He completely severed his relationship with your father and took me into the Ji family as his heir to be raised."
"Do you want to know why your dad gave up everything and went back to Ji's house? It's all because of you! You were born with a disease, and your dad couldn't find a suitable bone marrow. As a last resort, he had to go back to Ji's house to beg grandpa, because He knew that grandpa was so powerful at the time, he could easily find a suitable bone marrow!"
"Your father gave up the racing car, and even in the past ten years, he hasn't touched the steering wheel once. He goes out at night and accepts the arrangement of grandpa. Do you know all this?"
Luo Su bit his lower lip, still shaking his head, "But I didn't find it, I didn't find a suitable bone marrow at all. Not only that, my mother passed away, and he brought Ji Yiran back home! He took Ji Yiran to swim. Paradise, he never took me there!"
Luo Su's eyes were red, and tears fell down, "I also know...he doesn't love me at all, just like Cinderella, if he has a stepmother, he will have a stepdad. He wants my kidney for Ji Yiran, He doesn't care about my life at all, he doesn't regard me as his son long ago!"
"What nonsense!" Ji Yunshen didn't expect that there was such a layer, "Who did you listen to!"
Luo Su lowered his head, "It doesn't matter who you listen to, the fact is that I heard it with my own ears."
Ji Yun took a deep breath and frowned, "That's not the case. You were still young at that time, so what you heard may not be the truth."
"Your mother's death was an accident, and the reason why he was able to enter Ji's family at that age was because his bone marrow was suitable for you. He came here because he wanted to transplant bone marrow to you. His kidneys are fine and his body is very healthy. Healthy, otherwise he will not let him transplant bone marrow for you. As for taking him to the amusement park, I know that day, because he will be on the operating table the next day. This is just a small wish for him. You are not healthy. Well, I can’t go to an occasion like an amusement park, that’s why I kept you at home.”
Luo Su's tightly locked brows gradually loosened, and the resentment on his face gradually weakened, but he still shook his head, "No, I don't believe it, you said these things, and you want to excuse them. When I go back, you guys It will definitely send me to the operating table... "
"Who are you and Ji Yiran, who dares to give him your kidney!"
Luo Su lowered his head and bit the back of his hand with his teeth, making a circle of deep and shallow teeth marks.
"Luo Su, don't think about it from the perspective of when you were a child, but now look back and think about whether they love you or not."
Luo Su's eyes were blurred.
He thought of the courtyard where he lived since he was a child, and the afternoon when Ji Yunjian only took him out to play for half an hour, and then was punished by Ji Shaocheng to stand for an entire afternoon, and he remembered that he was weak and nestled in Ji Shaocheng's arms, watching Ji Shaocheng panicked .
With a blink, a tear fell.
He thought again of his previous life, the rest of his wandering life, and the despair and coldness before his death. He seemed to have seen the fire of the car accident eighteen years ago, burying three of the most sincere and beautiful lives.
"Even so, so what?" Luo Su murmured: "I can't go back, I can't go back, you don't know what I've been through, you don't know, you don't know."
He leaned on the wall, stood up staggeringly, his lips trembling, "There will be no more Ji Ran in this world, my name is Luo Su, I will always be just Luo Su, Ji Ran is dead, the one who died eighteen years ago In that kidnapping case, he also died a year ago... a year ago... "
It was a period of his most desperate and lonely days.
Every morning, or every time he wakes up, the only thing he thinks about is death.
Even after quitting drugs, he still feels dirty, with a vicious liquid flowing in his blood, fused with him.
If it wasn't for Luo Yi, he might not even be able to survive the last period of time.
Luo Su and Luo's parents saved their lives.
Grandpa Luo adopted him and saved his second life.
Luo Yi donated bone marrow to him, saving his third life.
After he was forced to inject drugs, Luo Yi was always by his side, helping him detoxify, taking care of him, and saving his fourth life.
These four lives, he spent his whole life, but he still couldn't afford them.
Luo Su could only feel his eyes spinning. He looked at Ji Yunshen, and his smile was uglier than crying.
"Ji Ran is dead, really dead, why are you looking for him..." The last sentence was so light that Ji Yunshen could barely hear it.
Luo Su fell softly into Ji Yunshen's arms, his eyes were closed tightly, and his cheeks were abnormally red.
Ji Yun touched his forehead deeply, feeling a little hot.
Put the person on the bed, call the doctor, and wipe him clean after taking off his clothes.
He sat quietly on one side, looked at Luo Su who was in a deep sleep, unconsciously softened his voice, stroked his forehead, and said with a wry smile: "How can I not know? I know everything about you. I know everything I've been through."
That was his greatest regret in this life. Opening and closing eyes will always be the scene before Luo Su's death.
That's why he hated Lu Beichuan so much!