In the dead of night, the doctor gave Luo Su an infusion bottle, and after a few instructions, he went to the next room to rest.
Ji Yunshen looked after Luo Su in front of Luo Su's bed, the potion in the hanging bottle was ticking, Luo Su's brows were tightly furrowed, his cheeks were unnaturally red, he spoke inaudible ravings from time to time, and fell into a drowsy sleep.
When the door opened, Ji Yunshen got up and walked out.
Ji Shaocheng and Ji Yunjian stopped in the living room.
"How is he?"
"The doctor has seen it and said it's nothing serious, just rest for two days after the infusion and the fever subsides."
Ji Shaocheng nodded.
"Mr. Ji heard what Luo Su said earlier, right?"
Ji Shaocheng sat on the sofa, with a rare tired look on his face, full of deep anxiety.
"I didn't know that he would have such a deep misunderstanding of me."
Through Ji Yunshen's phone call before, he heard all the resentment of Luo Su. In his heart, Luo Su was a simple and sensible child since he was a child. How could a three or four-year-old child pretend to have so many things in his heart.
At that time, he was busy with work, always thinking that he would be fine after a while, after Luo Su's bone marrow transplantation, just thinking about it, half a year passed in a flash.
When did that child not get close to him, and he didn't like to smile in front of him
Ji Shaocheng didn't remember.
He just remembered that the day before Luo Su disappeared, carrying his small schoolbag on his back, crying and saying that he was going to run away from home, he didn't take it seriously at the time, and handed him an orange to eat on the way.
It was just a joke, a teasing gesture, but he didn't expect that he really thought that his father would not want him.
He actually thought that his biological father would dig out his kidney and give it to others!
"I will investigate what happened back then, but...Luo Su, please take care of me first."
Ji Yunshen nodded, "I understand."
Ji Yun saw that he was leaning lazily against the wall, with his head down, and remained silent.
It wasn't until Ji Shaocheng was about to leave that he raised his head and asked lightly, "Dad, I also have something to ask you."
"What's up?"
"Not long after my mother passed away, you took Ji Yiran and her son into Ji's house," Ji Yunjian looked at him, with no smile on his usual hippie-smiling face, and it was even a little frighteningly cold, "Ji Yiran, really Is it your illegitimate child?"
Ji Yunshen was very self-aware, this kind of thing was neither what he could hear nor what he wanted to hear, so he immediately walked into the room.
Ji Shaocheng met his gaze, and replied frankly, "Yes."
Ji Yunjian slightly looked away, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "That is to say, Zhang Jiefu was pregnant shortly after you were born in Luo Su?"
"yes."
"I don't believe it all the time, because I know that your feelings for your mother can't be fake, but why do you want to betray her?"
Ji Shaocheng didn't answer.
"When I was young, I was proud of you..."
Ji Shaocheng closed his eyes slightly, as if he had returned to the place where he lost his mind many years ago.
"I admit that this is the only wrong thing I did in my life, and it's also the only thing I'm sorry for your mother, but I don't regret it, at least I was given a way to save Luo Su back then."
When he learned about Luo Su's illness from the doctor, it was the first life-and-death situation that Luo Su experienced. He stayed in the hospital for five days, watching the little child lying in the ICU for rescue, watching The doctor handed him critical illness notices time and time again, no matter how upright a man is, he is helpless like a lost traveler.
Although Luo Su was out of danger later, the five days of fearful experience tormented him all the time, broke his heart, and made him feel so painful.
He has never been so scared, afraid that such a small child will leave under his nose, but he can do nothing but watch.
When searching for bone marrow was fruitless, the doctor reminded him that the matching rate of blood related bone marrow is much higher than that of ordinary people.
After the doctor clearly informed his wife's health, he borrowed alcohol to get drunk. It was a ridiculous night, but he still let the woman escape.
He always knew that he was sorry for his wife.
But he finally chose to be sorry.
Ji Yun smiled wryly, "I see, I won't bother you anymore, I'll be leaving first."
Seeing that Ji Yun raised his feet and strode away, Ji Shaocheng sat on the sofa and did not move for a long time.
***
The quiet night suddenly in the middle of the night, thunder and lightning.
Appalling bolts of lightning split the sky, making people sleep extremely uneasy.
Lu Beichuan was dreaming again.
During this period of time, he was dreaming almost every night. From the beginning of being obscured by a layer of fog, to the increasingly clear face and voice, everything seemed to be related to Luo Su.
In the dream, he was floating in mid-air like a ghost, and he saw Luo Su raising his head countless times, smiling and looking at another 'Lu Beichuan' in the dream.
Say hello to 'Lu Beichuan', but 'Lu Beichuan' always passes him by without squinting, so indifferent that even he feels chills.
"Brother Lu, what do you want from me?" Luo Su's excited expression was filled with cautious eyes.
"Ji Ran was drunk driving yesterday and was accidentally photographed. After the press conference, you go up and admit it."
Lu Beichuan remembered, this is what he once said, the asshole thing he did to Luo Su.
"Brother Lu, what can you do for me?"
"Ji Ran was photographed, you go and clarify."
"Brother Lu, what can you do for me?"
"Ji Ran's new song is released, but there is still a title song missing. Your song is not bad."
"Brother Lu, what can you do for me?"
"The company has decided that you should not appear in public recently, suspend all announcements in hand, and wait for the company's arrangements."
"Brother Lu, what can you do for me?"
"Come to 'Heaven and Earth'."
The so-called "heaven and earth" is nothing but a smoky erotic occasion.
He saw and heard Lu Beichuan preparing the injection in the "Heaven and Earth", and said to the people in the room, "I'll give him the injection later."
Call in
He couldn't understand why this person who looked exactly like him did such absurd things, that was Luo Su, that was the Luo Su you had been looking for for more than ten years, how could you treat him like this? How dare you treat him like this!
When he came to the gate of 'Heaven and Earth', he saw Luo Su coming out of a taxi wrapped in a black padded coat. He was thin and small, but his eyes were astonishingly bright.
In front of Luo Su, he frantically told him to call him, telling him not to go in.
But Luo Su walked into the gate of "Heaven and Earth" without hesitation with a cheering heart.
He saw four or five tall men in the private room pressing Luo Su on the table.
Someone pressed his leg, someone pressed his hand, someone rudely rolled up his sleeve, the needle tip pierced his skin and blood vessels, and the white liquid was slowly pushed into his body.
But 'Lu Beichuan' was like an outsider, watching with cold eyes.
"Stop! Stop! Stop!" He hissed, trembling with fear, "Look at him, he is the person you have been looking for for more than ten years, how could you do this to him!"
Lu Beichuan wanted to stop those people from doing what Luo Su did to Luo Su again and again. This was his dream, but he didn't even have the ability to control his own dream.
He stood in front of 'Lu Beichuan', his voice was hoarse, but no one could hear him.
"Mr. Lu, I just like you. I didn't do anything. I just like you. If you don't like me like you, I will never like you in the future. I beg you, don't inject me with drugs. What do I do?" You can admit it, I can do anything for you, I... "
'Lu Beichuan' watched quietly, "It is rumored that some members of BFor took drugs. This incident has been reported to the police station. The police will take you to check in two days... After this incident, I will make up for you. Whatever you want, I can give you."
Lu Beichuan staggered back a few steps, looked at the calm 'Lu Beichuan', and shook his head in astonishment.
"That's not me, it's not me, it can't be me, I won't treat Luo Su like this, I won't..." He tried his best to conceal that he wanted to forget all of this, with a crazy look on his face, "It's all just a dream, it's all fake Yes, it's all fake!"
He watched Luo Su squatting on the ground, biting the place where he had just been injected, dripping with blood.
"Don't... Luo Su, it's okay, it's all a dream, it's all fake, I swear I will treat you well, I can't treat you like this, you know..." He stretched out his hands to give Luo Su a hug , but abruptly rushed to nothing.
A drop of tear pierced through his palm, but made him feel hot and painful.
He stared at his empty arms in a daze, and when he looked up, he saw Luo Su sitting on a tall building like a dying patient, looking at the rising sun in the distance.
He approached Luo Su step by step, and said softly: "Luo Su, it's dangerous there, come here, don't do anything stupid, I will protect you well, and I won't let anyone hurt you again."
Luo Su seemed to have heard this sentence, turned around and smiled.
Even if you are too thin to be human, even if your eyes are empty and lifeless, that smile is the most brilliant smile in the world, more beautiful than the sunrise in the sky.
Lu Beichuan was delighted, "Luo Su, can you see me?"
"If you don't like it, you don't like it. I never forced it. Why do you treat me like this?"
"It's not me... that's not me... Luo Su, that's really... no—"
Woke up in a dream.
The rain pattered outside the window, and the thunder shook the sky.
Lu Beichuan sat on the bed in a daze, staring at his palm in a daze. A tear fell on the palm of his hand, and he unexpectedly realized that he was crying.
Suddenly, there was a throbbing pain in his chest, and he clutched his heart, trembling all over.
He asked himself more than once, why did he treat him like that
Why