The sky is getting darker and darker, and the touch of orange in the distant sky also disappears into the darkness.
In the half-brightness of the sky full of stars, Ji Yunshen could clearly see Luo Su's clear eyes, a clear tear trail slid down the corner of his eyes and into his hair.
"I have nothing left."
Ji Yun looked at Luo Su's calm eyes quietly, and for no reason, his heart suddenly trembled.
He thought of a dream he always had.
In the dream, Luo Su was also standing on the edge of this high-rise building, watching the sunrise in the sky with a leisurely attitude. When the sun rose from the horizon, he turned his head and looked back with such calm eyes.
He couldn't feel Luo Su's despair at that time, but now he only felt a throbbing pain in his chest.
"I know that both Luo Su and the Luo family's parents died for you. You should repay. The Luo family rescued you first and adopted you later. No matter which one is enough, it is enough for you, and it is enough for the Ji family to repay you for a lifetime. I'm not asking you to completely sever ties with the Luo family, I just want you to see your grandfather, father, brother, and your late mother when you repay the Luo family, they are all waiting for you to come home."
Luo Su, who was originally calm, burst into tears when he heard this, "You don't understand, you don't understand at all... No one understands, I have nothing, really, I have nothing."
He lost everything in his previous life, and in this life, he still has nothing to gain.
After all the calculations, he really has nothing.
"I understand, I understand!" Ji Yunshen looked into his eyes, as if he wanted to see the depths of his soul, "I know everything, I know what you have experienced, what you have lost, I have witnessed everything about you, I I have seen your brilliance, and it is precisely because I have witnessed it that I know you are here, because your last life ended here, right?"
Luo Su looked at him in disbelief, as if he could hear the voice that was about to come out from the bottom of his heart.
"No, it's impossible!" He panicked and avoided it.
"Nothing is impossible, Luo Su, you see, you can be reborn, why can't I?"
The sound of the evening wind whistling came from an unknown direction, whimpering and wailing.
A gust of cool wind blew up on the roof for no reason.
Luo Su was shocked, and looked at Ji Yunshen calmly, he said: "Before, it was also such a night, I sat here all night, no one came to see me, no one remembered me, at that time I was thinking, if someone came Find me, and I'll tell him I'm just here to watch the sunrise and I won't do anything stupid, but no... "
Luo Su choked for a moment, then continued: "I lied to you just now, but actually... I didn't come to see the sunrise."
"you… "
"I sent a message to my brother, I wanted him to come, but he didn't come," Luo Su said with a sad smile, "My brother didn't come, but you came, it seems to be the same, no difference."
As he spoke, Luo Su's tears flowed down again.
"I only have an older brother, he can't do anything, and I don't want to lose him!" Luo Su suddenly pushed Ji Yunshen away, stumbled to the edge of the roof, and shouted into the endless darkness, "Brother! Why can't you forgive me! Luo Su Su is your younger brother, so I have been in the Luo family for so many years, am I not your younger brother?! You said that I am bleeding from you, why do you not recognize me!"
The voice dissipated in the dark night, and Luo Su burst into tears, as if venting the pain that had been stored in his heart for a long time, "Why, Luo Yi! You answer me! I have treated you as my brother for so many years, why do you say you don't recognize me? I'm dead, why! Why do you hide from me, why do you drive me away, it's Grandpa's house, and it's not yours, why do you drive me away... "
At the end of the shout, there was no response.
It was as if he was looking at Luo Yi with pleading eyes, but Luo Yi couldn't get a look that only looked at him.
Luo Su leaned against the roof powerlessly, trembling.
Ji Yun looked at him deeply and closed his eyes deeply. The palms trembled slightly.
There is nothing to make up for in the previous life, but fortunately, there is still this life.
Ji Yunshen heard his choking, and he walked over, trying to help him up, but Luo Su suddenly stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around Ji Yunshen's neck, buried his head on his chest, and said in a muffled and choked voice: "I'm sorry..."
Luo Su's emotions seemed to calm down completely, "I can't go home for the time being."
Even if Luo Yi treats him so indifferently, it doesn't matter.
He can't go back until he gets his brother's understanding.
Being kind is not as big as raising kindness, not to mention that the Luo family has devoted their heart and soul to him. It is one thing for the Luo family not to want him, but it is another thing for him to leave the Luo family by himself.
A large area of Ji Yunshen's chest was wet, and he sighed.
"If you can't go back, you can't go back, but can you promise me that next time you see your father, your brother, your grandfather, don't be so indifferent. Even if they were wrong back then, they have always..."
Ji Yunshen couldn't continue talking.
He understands the truth, and he also understands that Luo Su also understands, urging and persuading blindly will only backfire.
Luo Su pressed against his chest and didn't speak.
Unable to wait for Luo Su's response, Ji Yunshen also gave up asking.
The twilight is all in one. Ji Yunshen looked around, gave up the idea of helping Luo Su get up, hooked his back with one hand, hooked his legs with the other, and hugged Luo Su up.
The moment Luo Su was picked up, he hugged Ji Yunshen's neck with both hands in a little panic, his eyes washed with tears were moist and bright.
Ji Yunshen hugged him firmly, "You can't see when it's dark, I'll carry you down." After speaking, he added, "Like when I was a child."
In fact, Luo Su doesn't really remember that period of memories in Ji's house. He remembers the most heartbreaking ones, but he doesn't remember much about the warm ones.
But Luo Su had some impressions of Ji Yunshen's childhood.
Ji Yunshen is older than Ji Yunjian, more stable than Ji Yunjian, and more patient than Ji Yunjian. He will coax him, tell him stories, and guard and hug him at night because he is afraid of the dark.
In fact, he also had a period of time when he admired and relied on Ji Yunshen very much.
"It's your birthday in two days, how do you want to spend it?"
Luo Su nestled on the co-pilot, covered with Ji Yunshen's coat. Shake your head.
"whatever."
He has little interest.
This birthday belongs to 'Luo Su', not his.
Coincidentally, his and 'Luo Su' birthdays are just one day apart.
In previous years, birthdays were always the busiest time for the Luo family.
That day, no matter how busy Luo Yi was, he would come back to celebrate his birthday with him. This was a day when Luo Yi, who worked overtime at the hospital occasionally during Chinese New Year, would rush back.
But this year...
Luo Su stared blankly out of the car window, and slowly closed his eyes.
He probably will never get Luo Yi's birthday wishes again.
It wasn't until Ji Yunshen's car left for a long time, that a car that had stopped for a long time slowly rolled up the windows on the side of the road not far from the building.
And beside the tire, there are countless extinguished cigarette butts.
***
After Ji Yunshen brought him back, he reported the letter to each family. Luo Su was safe and isolated from the outside world, and generally rested in Ji Yunshen's apartment until his birthday.
Ji Yunshen gave him a birthday gift in advance when he came back from the film crew.
On his birthday, many fans on Weibo sent him birthday wishes. To Luo Su's surprise, the brothers Yan Qiu, Xi Ci and Mo Guoqing who participated in the barracks show together also sent him birthday wishes.
However, perhaps because Ji Yunshen was busy, not only did he not see anyone all day, even Weibo and WeChat were silent.
However, this is not what frustrates Luo Su the most. What frustrates him the most is the silent Luo Yi.
The sky has gradually turned dark, and the clock has turned from eight o'clock to eleven o'clock.
He heard the ticking of the clock, and looked at everything in front of him, as if watching the passage of time.
In five minutes, his birthday will be over.
Luo Su did not give up and glanced at the phone, but there was no movement.
It's his birthday.
It was the loneliest birthday he had ever had in the past 21 years.
tick-tick
The clock pointed to twelve o'clock.
It's early morning.
Finally passed.
After letting go of his anticipation, Luo Su was only tired.
He lay lazily on the sofa and found a place for himself comfortably. When he was about to go to bed, his phone rang one after another.
There are several messages, words of birthday wishes.
And these text messages were signed by Ji Yunshen, Ji Yunjian, Ji Shaocheng and others.
Luo Su thought about it in a daze. Twelve o'clock passed, and now it belongs to Ji Ran's birthday.
Luo Su held the phone, thought for a long time, and put it down.
And at this moment, the door opened.
Ji Yunshen walked in with a birthday cake, and the 21 birthday candle was still burning on the cake.
Ji Yunjian followed behind him.
"you… "
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..." Ji Yunshen and Ji Yunjian sang a birthday song, and put the cake in front of him, "Make a wish?"
Ji Yunjian put a large bag of things on the sofa, put it on Luo Su's shoulder, "Hurry up, birthday boy, make a wish."
Now at this time... Luo Su hesitated.
"My birthday is over."
"No, your birthday is just five minutes away."
Hearing this, Luo Su stubbornly shook his head.
Ji Yunshen didn't force it, but just put the cake on the coffee table, and watched Ji Yunjian place the same gifts on the coffee table from the bag he brought.
"It's your business not to celebrate your birthday, but it's my business not to celebrate your birthday for you." Ji Yunjian took out a gift from the bag, "Happy birthday."
Luo Su looked at the gifts displayed on the coffee table and was puzzled.
"This was your birthday when you were three years old, this was when you were four years old, five and six years old, and now you are twenty-one years old." Ji Yunjian looked at him, raised his eyebrows and said with a flirtatious smile: "Every year, brother I have prepared gifts for you, are you moved?"
Luo Su glanced over the coffee table, but didn't speak.
Ji Yun smiled and stuffed the gift into Luo Su's arms, "Brother knows you must be touched, how about blowing out a candle?"
As always, Ji Yunjian coaxed him when he was a child.
Luo Su's Adam's apple rolled, and he didn't dare to glance at Ji Yunjian.
He was afraid that his heart would be moved at the first sight, and he would be jealous at the first sight.
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
Ji Yunshen looked at Ji Yunjian meaningfully and went to open the door.
Luo Su sat listlessly on the sofa, at a loss for what to do with the cake, when familiar footsteps approached him step by step.
This sound of footsteps, many nights, after he pretended to be asleep, he pushed open his door, approached his bed, and covered him with a quilt.
A palm-sized gift box was handed to Luo Su.
"Happy birthday."
Luo Su raised his head, and Luo Yi was standing in front of him.
***
#贵门The son who has been missing for many years is actually him! #
#娱乐圈十八线 starlet turned out to be the actor’s younger brother! #
Luo Su has been on fire recently.
The fact that he is the long-lost son of the Ji family was widely publicized. This was not a bad thing in the first place, so there was no need to hide it. However, on the day the news spread, Luo Su's name climbed the trending search list steadily. Can't stay.
With a wealthy family as the lead and the actor as the backing, this trending search will not be able to come up for a while.
If this incident boosted Luo Su's traffic to a certain level, then the recently aired "General and Prime Minister" really took off the title of "Vase of the Entertainment Industry" on Luo Su's head.
Because at this moment, Luo Su and Ji Yunshen are attending an awards show together.
Luo Su never had the chance to attend this awards show in his previous life, but now, he stepped onto the red carpet with his head held high and his chest proud.
The role he played in "The General and the Prime Minister" was successfully shortlisted for this year's Best Supporting Actor Award.
Of course, this is also the secret 'insider' that Ji Yunshen told him after signing with Ji Yunshen's studio.
But at the scene, Luo Su saw an unexpected person, Ji Ran.
"Why is he here?"
Ji Yunshen glanced casually, then looked away, "Worried?"
Luo Su shook his head, he no longer regarded Ji Ran as an enemy.
After all, when you stand at a certain height, you will naturally not look down on the people below you. If you stand tall and see far, your vision will naturally be higher.
For Ji Ran, Lu Beichuan is his everything, and everything he has depends on Lu Beichuan's preference.
And Lu Beichuan's preference has disappeared since the paternity test came out.
A person like this, apart from lingering in the entertainment industry and shamelessly looking for a backer, I am afraid there is no other way to live.
Although Ji Yunshen didn't want some gossip in the entertainment industry to reach Luo Su's ears, Luo Su occasionally heard it mentioned that Ji Ran is the most unscrupulous person in the entertainment industry.
For a role, can spread his legs for anyone.
Living to this point, Luo Su felt that there was no need to have too many entanglements with him.
The host on the stage is mysteriously announcing the nomination list for Best Supporting Actress. Everyone knows the tension behind the calm smiles of the newcomers. When the host announces the final list of winners, several congratulatory voices A few are true, and they are all clear.
Luo Su was listening to the award speech of the female star on stage, when the phone suddenly vibrated and a message came.
Luo Yi: The result came out
Luo Su replied with a smile: Soon.
Luo Su took back the phone, and couldn't help but whispered in Ji Yunshen's ear again and again, "Brother, how did Brother Luo Yi change his mind back then?"
Every time Ji Yunshen responded with a smile, he didn't reply.
He once had a long conversation with Luo Yi, no one knew best.
"Brother?"
Ji Yun patted him on the back of the head with a deep smile, "He has always treated you as a younger brother. Whether in the past or in the future, he is your older brother. This will never change."
Luo Su felt very secure in his words.
The host on the stage is reading the name of the best supporting actor.
The list includes Luo Su's name and Ji Ran's.
He didn't know how Ji Ran got into the list of the best supporting actors, but he wasn't worried at all.
He straightened his back, like a warrior who could step up to the stage at any time.
"So sure this award is yours?"
Luo Su looked at Ji Yunshen, and the host's voice came from next to his ear, "The winner of the Best Supporting Actor is—Luo Su!"
"That's how sure it is!"
Applause from the audience.
Luo Su got up and took the stage calmly.
"Next, I invite Mr. Ji Yunshenji to present an award to Luo Su!"
Ji Yunshen followed closely behind.
When the heavy trophy was delivered to Luo Su, at the moment of embracing Ji Yunshen, Luo Su whispered: "You already knew it, so pretend."
The corner of Ji Yunshen's mouth drew a beautiful arc, and he separated from him.
"Everyone knows, Mr. Ji, as the last Best Actor winner, do you have anything to say to Luo Su?"
The host hands over the microphone.
Ji Yunshen thought for a while, then smiled into the host's microphone: "In the future, I will give you more advice."
Only these six words, no more to say.
The host was stunned for a moment and quickly reacted.
"Looks like it's been rumored recently that Luo Su was signed by Film Emperor Ji to his own studio, and Luo Su will really teach you a lot in the future. Well, it's the first time Luo Su came to our scene today, and it's the first time he won an award. What do you want to say? Is it?"
Luo Su looked around the auditorium, the lines he had memorized before coming here were under the spotlight, and he had completely forgotten them in front of hundreds of pairs of eyes.
He took a deep breath and smiled in a strange tone: "I want to thank my brother for being able to stand here. If it wasn't for him, I don't think I would have the opportunity to stand here in this life. I know my brother must be watching me now , I just want to say, thank you." Luo Su looked at the camera and smiled sincerely and confidently, "I believe that Best Supporting Actor will not be my end, but my starting point. I would like to invite you to witness together, my future."
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