After washing, turn off the lights and go to sleep.
The heavy curtains on both sides of the floor-to-ceiling windows were not drawn tightly, and the white moonlight shone through the gap. Jin Siming looked at Yao Jin who was lying on his side with his back to her. He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that Yao Jin had suddenly become colder. .
However, it could just be that I was tired from playing at the bar tonight and needed a rest to be so quiet.
Jin Siming withdrew his gaze and closed his eyes gently, ready to sleep.
There was no sound, only the steady breathing of each other could be heard. Although it was still the same room and the same bed, the atmosphere was completely different from half an hour ago. Yao Jin, who was lying quietly next to her like this, didn't continue to say explicit words to make her blush, and she didn't take the initiative to come over and ask for intimate contact, but Jin Siming got used to it.
After lying upright for a few minutes, Jin Siming finally couldn't help opening his eyes, then stretched out his arms, and slowly reached over to grab Yao Jin's clothes.
"are you asleep?"
... ..
As soon as the words came out of her mouth, Jin Siming realized that she had asked another stupid question, but she couldn't take back what she had said, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and hold her breath to wait.
After a while, there was no response, and just when Jin Siming thought she was really asleep, accompanied by an inaudible sigh and rustling, a soft and delicate body appeared in her arms.
"Why, test me, and then want to kiss me secretly?"
"When... of course not."
Yao Jin pressed her chin on Jin Siming's chest, and murmured lazily: "Do you... think I'm a casual person?"
Jin Siming's heart trembled, and he stood up and looked at her in surprise: "Why do you ask that? How could I have such an inexplicable idea."
"Ha..." Yao Jin's long and curled eyelashes fluttered twice, and she pressed down on her chest with her fingertips, "You don't even dare to measure~"
"..."
"Go to sleep."
Two days passed quickly, and it was the day when the college's admission list was announced, and Jin Siming and Yao Jin were on the list as expected.
After receiving the college's admission notice, Jin Siming went back to Shenzhen City to prepare some necessary items for admission, said goodbye to his family and friends, and hurried back to Huanjin City, because the freshmen of Ivy College The time is earlier, from the announcement of the results to the stipulated admission time, only half a month.
Registration, class reports, meeting new students and teachers, and adapting to a completely different learning mode and atmosphere from high school. After entering the university campus, Jin Siming is accustomed to and accepts all new things and environments step by step.
The only thing that made her feel lost and didn't develop according to her expectations was her relationship with Yao Jin.
If that night was just an illusion she thought, then it has been almost two months now, and she is not so slow that she didn't even notice such an obvious change in Yao Jin.
To be precise, it's not that they deliberately alienate or keep a distance, but that they are not as enthusiastic as before.
When we went to the cafeteria for dinner or went to the library together, we didn't ask for hugs and kisses frequently, and instead of provocative words in our ears, she felt lost.
Jin Siming began to despise herself a little. When Yao Jin was entwined with enthusiasm before, she felt that the other party was too explicit and uncomfortable. Now that Yao Jin restrained, she began to long for the other party's enthusiasm.
It's... sick, and seriously sick.
However, there is nothing that can be cured if you get sick, and what you are afraid of is that there is no cure, and she still can't figure out why Yao Jin suddenly changed her attitude, because she almost marked her on impulse that night, which made her afraid of herself And shrink back? Or was it because of her backing down halfway, which disappointed her, so she decided to neglect herself, or even... lost enthusiasm for herself
Jin Siming, like everyone in love, will secretly speculate and have a lot of thoughts because of the different attitudes of the love partner.
She thinks that the relationship between her and Yao Jin has fallen into some kind of bottleneck, and she is stuck in a position that makes her feel particularly uncomfortable.
Jin Siming wanted to push forward, but she didn't know which of the two caused Yao Jin's attitude change, which put her in an awkward state, like an ant that lost its direction, at a loss At a loss.
This also made her realize that from the beginning to the present, almost all of their relationship was dominated by Yao Jin. Yao Jin was not only the leader, but also the controller.
From being competitive and hostile at the beginning, to being ambiguous, and then becoming a simulated lover, and finally to the status of a suitor who is still 5% short of her success in confessing to Yao Jin, every change in the relationship is driven and controlled by Yao Jin Yes, so, once Yao Jin stops suddenly like now, the progress of their relationship will also stop.
Yao Jin controlled all the rhythms, but Jin Siming seemed to have gotten used to being passive, so she couldn't change the status quo immediately.
[What if the two reasons you mentioned are actually neither? Why don't you ask her yourself?]
When Jin Siming asked Su Xiaohang for "off-court assistance", the other party answered in this way.
That's right, I expected myself to be thinking wildly, why didn't I ask Yao Jin myself? Sure enough, love makes people lower their intelligence.
Sitting in the library, Jin Siming looked at the clear sky outside the window with a melancholy expression.
Speaking of which, the number of times Yao Jin took the initiative to find her has decreased a lot recently. After entering university, Yao Jin has become busier than before.
When she was in high school, her social radius was the students of the same class and the same grade, and the radius was even longer in college. She was busy with the affairs of the student union, and was invited by the Omega senior who liked her to join the club in advance. Joined a well-known dance troupe and was busy practicing, choreographing and recording videos.
She's still as sought after as ever, and even brighter than she was in high school.
Jin Siming has always had a feeling that since Yao Jin left Shenzhen, she seemed to have shaken off an invisible shackle, and there have been some subtle, obvious or imperceptible changes from the inside to the outside, not just in appearance mature and eye-catching.
This change is definitely good. Jin Siming is happy from the bottom of his heart that she can become more perfect and more confident, but at the same time, he also feels a sense of crisis.
[She never lacks choices, if she gets tired of it, she might dump you.]
Someone said again in his mind, Jin Siming really didn't have the heart to read, so he pushed away the thick reference book and opened the phone screen.
[Jin Siming: Are you free tonight?]
After a while, Yao Jin came back, but just typed the word "yes" and nothing else happened.
Jin Siming pursed his lips aggrievedly and poked at the on-screen keyboard.
[Jin Siming: I miss you, I want to see you.]
[Yao Jin: How much do you think? But I have a meeting tonight, I will wait for you downstairs in your dormitory around nine o'clock, okay?]
Although unhappy that Yao Jin was about to hold some troublesome meeting, Jin Siming quickly replied "Okay~".
"Hey, baby, why are you always distracted recently? Senior sister is urging the progress of the project again."
The female Alpha sitting opposite Jin Siming is called Gu Le. She is her classmate and a group member. The two often work on projects together.
Jin Siming pushed the laptop towards her, and said slowly: "My part has already been completed, please speed up your progress."
Gu Le glanced at her computer screen, lowered his voice and exaggeratedly exclaimed: "Ah! It turns out that the beautiful baby has completed the progress. How can there be such a good-looking, smart and beautiful genius like you in the world! Can you be with me? It's my good fortune that you study in the same class, woo woo... "
"..."
Jin Siming helplessly supported his forehead, and even wanted to roll his eyes. Gu Le is a nice guy, but his speech is too exaggerated and a little contrived to make it embarrassing.
"Just wait for me, I'll finish it right away. Let's go to the central square in District A after we're done. There's a club recruiting new people today. It seems quite lively."
Jin Siming opened the reference book that he pushed away just now and continued to read: "I'm not interested."
Gu Le: "Hey? Why, you don't participate in other activities except professional studies, do you? No, such a beautiful Alpha baby in my family can't just appear in the laboratory and dormitory classrooms all day long, you have to go out more often Add some exposure, what a pity to waste such a good face! Do you know how high you were in our school’s A list when you first entered school? But you have been keeping a low profile since then, and your ranking has dropped a lot now. The crooked melons and jujubes are too much."
As Gu Le spoke, the corners of his mouth drooped, with a look of hatred for iron.
Jin Siming listened to her calmly, only interested in an unfamiliar word: "What is the A list?"
"Alpha beauty ranking list! Sigh, no wonder the old hag likes you so much. A student like you who only reads sage books is indeed in line with her appetite." Gu Le typed quickly on the computer while lowering his voice and Jin Siming rambled, using one mind and two purposes to the extreme, "You don't know, before school started, there were very popular posts on the school forum discussing the appearance of freshmen, and your formula photo stood out in all the photos, I don't know How many people are looking forward to your good-looking freshman Alpha... "
Jin Siming has long been used to it, and he didn't listen to her carefully. He just turned on the phone screen frequently to check the time, hoping to see Yao Jin at nine o'clock in the evening.
Thinking of Yao Jin in her heart, she didn't have the mood to study any more. Jin Siming stared at the book, but her mind was always thinking about what was there and what was missing. She couldn't concentrate, and her efficiency was so low. She just closed the book and let herself go Fake.
At this time, I heard Gu Le's muttering again: "Just accompany me~ They all said that they majored in our major, and it would be difficult to find a partner if they spend every day with the old witch in the laboratory, so if you don't join the club and socialize more , isn't this the rhythm of being single all the time?"
"Okay, stop reading, I'll go with you." Jin Siming couldn't stand her reading the scriptures, anyway, he couldn't read the book today, so he agreed.
After Gu Le finished her part and turned off the computer, the two went to the square together.
The square is indeed very lively, and various types of clubs are recruiting people. In order to attract more people's attention, the music on the stereo is loud, and more interesting clubs gather around to sign up. Some boring ones, For example, reading clubs, calligraphy associations, etc. are very deserted.
But apart from the content, there are also some external things that can attract freshmen to actively join the group, such as the good looks of the recruiters.
"Xiao Mingming, let's go there and have a look!" Gu Le dragged Jin Siming to a recruiting position that was surrounded by a crowd of people. Jin Siming couldn't help but follow her cheekily. Forcibly squeezed away the people around and stood in the front.
No wonder there are so many people around here. It turned out that there was a very beautiful beauty dancing, and it was a very hot dance.
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