Ever since Su Jingyang knew that the old emperor had passed away, he began to worry about Lingli. Although when Lingli came to Rongcheng, he didn't clearly express his attitude, but he faintly felt that Lingli was not willing to get involved with the palace.
He thought so, so when he knew from Rongci that Lingli's wish was to bring Axuan into the palace, he didn't react for a long time.
Su Jingyang still couldn't believe it, and hurriedly asked Rongci: "Ah Li said it himself?"
Rong Ci nodded and said: "Rong Hua went to talk to him after hearing the news, he said it himself." Rong Ci pondered for a moment, then said to Su Jingyang: "You can also wait for him to come and ask yourself."
Rong Ci was actually a little confused about Lingli's thoughts. He and Ronghua knew very well what Lingli had done when he first came to Rongcheng. At that time, Lingli's attitude was very clear-headed and decisive. If he really wanted to enter the palace, why did he go to the trouble? Not to mention the temporary change of mind now, it still looks very firm.
Rather, there was some reason why he had to do this.
Rong Hua couldn't find out the reason, but Su Jingyang definitely could.
If even Su Jingyang couldn't ask, then probably no one in this world would know why Lingli did this.
Rong Ci selfishly hoped that Lingli would stay here, and he would definitely help if Lingli wanted to stay. He knew that Su Jingyang and Lingli had a special relationship, if they separated, Su Jingyang would definitely be sad.
Rong Ci asked Su Jingyang to ask clearly, Su Jingyang naturally thought so too. In the afternoon, when Lingli came over, Su Jingyang rushed to the door like a gust of wind, couldn't wait to pull him in, closed the door, looked at him eagerly, and opened his mouth to ask: "A Li, I listen to Rongci..."
Lingli smiled lightly, his expression seemed peaceful, "You know all about it."
Su Jingyang nodded, and was about to speak again, when a child's cheerfulness sounded in the room—the whining sound, the movement should not be underestimated, so Lingli followed the sound and walked inside, "Is it Ayu who is calling?"
Su Jingyang followed up and said: "Who else is there besides him, who hangs his voice every day."
"A Yu is like you, with a lively temper." Ling Li walked to the side of the crib and sat down, looking at the two children tenderly.
The big fan was kicking his legs to practice his voice, calling out twice from time to time, and the little fan was falling asleep. I don't know if it was a coincidence, but the little fan just touched his ear with his small fist, as if he was disgusted with his brother.
Lingli couldn't help laughing, reached out to touch Dafan's fidgety feet, sighed lightly, and said to Su Jingyang in a regretful tone: "I haven't hugged these two little guys much, I should have known, just now I hugged a lot when I was born."
When Su Jingyang heard him say such words, his heart was a little bit lost, and his mind was in a mess. He sat next to Lingli, pulled his shoulders, and let him look at him.
Su Jingyang's face was full of solemnity: "A Li, tell me honestly, do you really want to enter the palace voluntarily? If you don't want to go back, Rong Ci will definitely help you, you..."
Lingli answered quickly, without the slightest expression of struggle: "It's voluntary."
Su Jingyang stared at him for a moment, remembering that he was drunk and drunk the day before yesterday, and he couldn't restrain his uneasiness. While carefully looking at the expression on Lingli's face, he cautiously probed: "A Li, did I treat you that day when I was drunk? Say… "
"Jingyang, you don't need to worry too much. Actually, I've been thinking about this matter for a long time." Lingli held Su Jingyang's wrist with his backhand, interrupted him without any trace, and looked at him with gentle power as always, "I I didn't tell you at the time, but His Highness promised me the position of Crown Prince and Concubine."
Su Jingyang was very surprised, he really didn't know about this, the position of concubine? Ming Zhan doesn't look like someone who likes to coax others. If he said that, then he must really have this intention.
Lingli continued, "How can I not be indifferent if he values me so much? But at the same time, I also have some concerns. After all, I have no status... But after thinking about it, people go to high places and water flows to low places. I am so good at it." Why don't you fight for yourself and Axuan? Axuan is no different from a normal child now, and he really wants to stay with his father. His Highness also has feelings for me. Even if he becomes the emperor in the future, You should also keep your promise, leave me a place in the harem, and won't treat us father and son lightly."
Su Jingyang stared at Lingli intently, his heart was a little confused, he always felt that something was wrong when he heard these words from Lingli's mouth, but he couldn't find any flaws.
"A Li, is this really what you think in your heart? You must tell me the truth! Don't hide anything from me."
"I didn't hide it from you, this is what I think in my heart." Seeing that Su Jingyang still didn't believe it, Lingli closed his eyes and sighed silently, "I said, Jingyang, don't think of me too simple and too beautiful , I'm not so aloof from the world... After staying in one place for a long time, I want to see a bigger and broader place, and I also yearn for that kind of life that is superior to others."
Su Jingyang's heart stagnated for a long time, "But Ah Li, it's not that simple to survive in the palace, have you really thought about it?"
Lingli said: "Of course, I have been thinking about it these days in Rongcheng, and I am not a child anymore, I know what kind of place the palace is... But in the end, I made this decision."
As Lingli spoke, his eyes turned red, and he pulled off Su Jingyang's hand and held it tightly. His lips trembled, his expression looked extremely uncomfortable, as if the calmness just now was a fake, and his voice suddenly choked up. "It's just that I can't bear you, I can't bear to... we are about to separate, and I realize that our time together is so short. Jingyang, from now on... no matter where you are, even... even if you go home, you can't forget me, okay? You promise I."
"What stupid things are you talking about? Of course I won't forget you." When Su Jingyang thought of the upcoming parting, he felt extremely sad, his eyes were wet, and he said softly to Lingli: "Even if we are not together, we can care about each other , how could you forget? Ah Li won’t forget me, will he?”
Lingli nodded vigorously, his face was covered with tears and he was speechless.
Su Jingyang suppressed his tears, wiped his wet eyes with his hands, and said softly: "Besides, the prince is just about to ascend the throne, there must be a lot of things to do, and it will take some time before the arrangements are made. We won't do this We will be separated soon. Besides, even if you go to Jincheng, if I have a chance in the future... I can still visit you."
Opportunity... Lingli reluctantly bent the corner of his mouth, nodded again, and said softly to Su Jingyang: "Okay."
This day Tian Lingli stayed with Su Jingyang for a long time, seemed to be cherishing something, and talked a lot.
In the evening, Lingli got up to leave. Su Jingyang was still in a knot because of the interrupted question. He thought about it, but he chased after Lingli who had just walked outside the bedroom, and asked: "A Li, the day I was drunk... did I really not say anything to you?"
Lingli opened his eyes slightly, as if he was remembering, he said: "Say... I probably just yelled a few words and wanted to go home."
Su Jingyang's scalp tightened immediately, and he hurriedly asked: "And then?!"
Ling Li took his nervous look into his eyes, and said in a normal tone: "Then? Then you just kept crying until Rong Ci came back."
Su Jingyang stared at Lingli in silence for a long time, without saying a word, Lingli looked back at him, his eyes seemed a little puzzled, "Jingyang, what's wrong with you? You just cried drunk in front of me, why do you care so much? Are you afraid to say What embarrassing words?"
Su Jingyang scratched his head and smiled, "It's okay, I'll just ask."
Lingli said: "Then I'll go back and urge Ah Xuan to study. I'll come back tomorrow."
Su Jingyang said: "Okay." Let go of his hand.
Only then did Lingli walk towards the outside, the moment he turned around, the faint smile on his face almost shattered instantly, he quickened his pace, not daring to stay here any longer, he closed his eyes slightly, covering his eyes and restrained himself With endlessly churning thoughts, he left in a hurry.
Sure enough, it was just a delusional dream to let the big and small troubles lie on the bed and fall asleep obediently at night.
That night, Su Jingyang hugged the child and walked up and down the bed again. His legs were almost broken, and he coaxed the two little ancestors to fall asleep. Su Jingyang lay on the bed exhausted, and he didn't even have the strength to take a bath. Yes, but it's uncomfortable if you don't wash off the sweat on your body.
He struggled with his thoughts for a long time, but in the end the idea of not wanting to get up won, and he continued to stand still, thinking that he would just lie down like this until he grew old.
In the end, Rong Ci brought water to the bedside, wiped his face, body and hands, and served him personally.
Su Jingyang blinked sleepily and stared at Rongci who was carefully wiping his hands. He couldn't help but recall the dream he had, and thought that although the two children would not let Rongci touch his hands, he had been trying his best to share the burden. , Before going to bed, he often massages his legs and shoulders, which can be said to be very considerate.
If he really had no conscience like in his dream, didn't do shit, and made a lot of sarcastic remarks, Su Jingyang would really chop people up with a knife under his rage!
After Rong Ci wiped Su Jingyang's fingers, he glanced at him twice with his black eyes, his eyes flickered slightly, and suddenly he leaned down and kissed him hard on his lips, put his nose against his, and asked in a low voice: "What did you do just now?" There is a murderous look in the eyes. Say, what bad idea are you thinking?"
The breath of his words touched Su Jingyang's lips, itching, Su Jingyang couldn't help turning his head to give a short laugh, and pushed his face away.
Rong Ci grabbed his hand, lowered his head and kissed him for a while before letting go.
Su Jingyang watched Rong Ci take off his outer shirt, and found that he had taken off the pixiu jade pendant and placed it next to the pillow, so he couldn't help but snorted: "A broken jade pendant, I wear it every day."
Rong Ci lay beside him and said: "You gave this to me, of course I wear it every day and for the rest of my life, what else?"
Su Jingyang couldn't help but snorted when he heard the words: "At the beginning, I was so disgusted that I was going to die, but now I can only pick up nice words."
Rong Ci raised the corners of his mouth and said: "You just like to listen to nice things, say a few words to coax you."
"… Bye-Bye."
Su Jingyang turned his back, Rong Ci immediately reached out to hug him, he thought of something, he turned around and hugged Rong Ci, and buried his head in his arms.
Rong Ci stroked his hair, and said softly: "Sleep in peace, child, I will listen to the movement. I will call you again if I am not sure."
Su Jingyang hummed vaguely, and after guessing that Rongci should be asleep by the time, he slowly opened his eyes again, with indelible thoughts in his eyes.
After Lingli left today, Su Jingyang has been thinking, if Lingli and His Royal Highness are really the protagonists of the system, if the two of them are really together as in the original plot, but there is no factor that he contributed to, Then can he still collect 90% of the energy at once
System One didn't come out, and he had nowhere to ask. But he guessed that it was probably possible. After all, if the protagonists are together and become consummated, then it is the greatest meaning in this world.
If he can really collect them and fill up the rest of the progress bar, he will really be able to get rid of the dog system and go home.
go home.
A demonic obstacle has lingered in his heart for so long. Is such a simple yet profound word about to come true
Su Jingyang imagined this possibility, and for a moment he was in a trance and couldn't believe it, and he didn't want to jump up as excitedly as he imagined.
After returning home, there will be no Rong Ci, no children, no A Li, A Xuan and Rong Hua.
He can return to a normal life, play games every day after get off work, without being restrained by the system, no longer need to entangle with feelings, and no need to take care of his children every day and suffer from severe sleep deprivation.
This kind of life should truly belong to him.
He slowly raised his eyes, just enough to see Rong Ci's jaw and the curvature of the corner of his mouth. He subconsciously raised his hand to touch it, but his heart was suddenly suffocated, and his hand froze in the air.
After leaving, in that world, there would be no such warm embrace that he was used to and was somewhat attached to.
Not anymore.