For the rest of the time after that, they stayed together almost every day. Su Jingyang took the two children to accompany Lingli, and Lingli would cook for Su Jingyang three meals a day, making his favorite meals and snacks, like It's like finishing the rest of my life together. Su Jingyang has always loved to eat his cooking, but now he feels like a lump in his throat every time, and he doesn't know what it tastes like when he swallows it. This feeling is really uncomfortable.
Time flies by before parting.
It was the last day of the stay and finally couldn't procrastinate any longer. Only then did Lingli say goodbye to Xu Mei and the others, and set off for another courtyard. Su Jingyang and Rong Ci accompanied him there with their two children in their arms. At night, Su Jingyang wanted to go with Lingli sleep together. It's just that during this period of time Lingli felt that he had occupied enough of his time, and he was always refusing to let him stay overnight.
Rong Ci easily saw Su Jingyang's thoughts, kissed him, stroked his face and said to him: "Okay, I know he is very important to you, so go if you want, it's not like you to dawdle. "
After he said this, Su Jingyang decided to follow his own will and ran to find Lingli. Seeing him coming, Lingli had a slightly helpless expression on his face, but he didn't drive him back after all.
This might be their last night together. Su Jingyang thought that he would have a lot of things to say to Ling Li, but he just felt that his chest was stagnant, even though he had thousands of words, he really didn't know where to start.
Su Jingyang was lying on his arms with his pillow on his head. After taking a bath, Ah Xuan threw himself into his arms when he went to bed. Su Jingyang caught him, and his nose was filled with the unique and clean fragrance of a child.
Ah Xuan seemed very reluctant to part with him, and rubbed his head in his arms for a long time, asking: "Will uncle come to see us in the future?"
Su Jingyang touched his little head, and said warmly: "If there is a chance... I will definitely go."
Ah Xuan only noticed the words behind him, and immediately said happily: "Then Daddy and I will wait for you in Jincheng, we can't break our promise."
Su Jingyang hooked him up, but he thought sadly, if he didn't have a chance, he wouldn't be able to go.
Lingli listened to the conversation between the two of them, turned his head to look at Su Jingyang, Su Jingyang met his eyes, smiled and asked: "A Li, but is there anything you want to tell me?"
Ling Li also turned his body sideways, stared at him silently for a moment, sighed softly, and then said to him in a slightly solemn tone: "Jingyang, don't you remember what I told you..."
Su Jingyang blinked his eyes, "What?"
Lingli said: "You must cherish the present... Even if you have to leave in the future, don't leave any regrets."
Su Jingyang froze for a moment, then nodded, "I remember."
He had listened to Lingli's words before, and he was indeed learning to cherish them. It's just that he cherishes the relationship with Ah Li all the time, and it's still uncomfortable when parting. Then, when we are separated from Rong Ci and the child in the future, how will it be better. It can only be said to be a psychological comfort.
Su Jingyang thought about it for a while, and said to Lingli: "Don't worry, Ah Li, I understand."
Lingli looked at him quietly again for a long time, slightly bent the corners of his mouth, put his hand on his shoulder and patted it lightly, and said in a very soft voice, "That's good, go to bed early."
Su Jingyang hummed, and turned off the lights in the room. In the darkness, Ah Xuan's breathing gradually became even, but Su Jingyang knew that Lingli was like him this night, and never fell asleep at all.
There was no such thing as a long knee-to-neck conversation that didn't stop all night long, and the two of them faced each other face to face, lying motionless until the light of day dawned, and the two pairs of wide-open eyes looked at each other silently under the slightly brighter light. . Lingli rolled his throat, grabbed Su Jingyang's hand and clasped it forcefully, closed his eyes, and silently shed two lines of tears.
When it was almost time, Ah Xuan also woke up, and the maids who were waiting outside came in one file at a time, and began to help them wash and change their clothes.
Su Jingyang quickly finished tidying up and sat down at the table. The maids were still arranging Lingli and A Xuan's clothes, Su Jingyang stared at them in a daze.
Needless to say, Ah Xuan, he already looked almost like Ming Zhan, but after changing his clothes and wearing small boots, he looked like a young nobleman.
Lingli, on the other hand, was wearing a red slanted-breasted wide-sleeved shirt embroidered with delicate dark patterns, his black hair was all tied up in a crown, revealing handsome and delicate eyebrows and white and smooth forehead, with beautiful jade on his waist, he was expressionless Standing there, with arms slightly open, the maids are still tidying up the skirts and sleeves, a clear and noble air is natural.
Su Jingyang looked in a daze, and always felt that the person in front of him was a bit strange, and he couldn't connect with the always simple and simple A Li before, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that they were completely different.
But a bright pearl is a bright pearl after all, even if it has been dusty for many years, there will be a day when it will begin to shine with its light.
Su Jingyang stared at Lingli's current appearance, thinking about what Ming Jiasheng said about Lingli's future, and finally understood a little bit, Ah Li was destined to take this path, and this path was suitable for him.
This is probably destined.
After everything was ready, Su Jingyang and Rong Ci took the children to the door and sent them outside. A luxurious and spacious carriage was parked at the gate. There was an endless line of carriages standing in the early morning breeze. Lingli came out surrounded by people, and everyone knelt down and bowed down neatly.
Taking a casual glance from the corner of Rong Ci, he saw Ming Jiasheng standing in the corner with his entourage in the distance, looking straight to this side.
Before getting into the carriage, Lingli paused, and suddenly turned around and quickly hugged Su Jingyang and the child in his arms, and quickly let go.
Ling Lihong looked at Su Jingyang with eyes, and said in a low voice, "Jingyang, I'm leaving."
No matter how much I want to make time go slower, slower, but this moment has finally arrived.
This is a path he chose by himself, he has no regrets, he has to bear it by himself, and walk firmly on it.
Su Jingyang's eyes were filled with tears, and he choked up badly, "A Li, A Li..."
Su Jingyang wanted to grab his hand reluctantly, but Lingli was ahead of him, and held his hand tightly, as if there were thousands of words in his eyes, he pursed his lips but didn't say anything, just smiled Kissing A Yu and A Xi with tears in his eyes, he said to Su Jingyang in a hoarse voice: "From now on, you all have to take care."
Ling Li nodded slightly to Rong Ci, and took one last look at Su Jingyang, then decided not to miss him anymore, let go of his hand, turned around and took A Xuan into the carriage together.
A Xuan poked his head out after getting into the car, reluctantly waving at Su Jingyang and Rong Ci, but Lingli didn't show his face after entering.
The mighty team started to move forward, Su Jingyang stood where he was, watching them go away in a daze, feeling as if a piece of his heart had been hollowed out.
He knew that this time it might not be goodbye, but farewell forever.
The carriage was moving forward steadily, Ling Li closed his eyes and lost his mind for a long time, only to find that A Xuan was lying on his lap and watching him.
Seeing that Lingli finally saw him, Ah Xuan tilted his head and asked in a low voice: "Father, what's wrong with you, are you reluctant to part with uncle?"
Looking at his son's caring eyes, Ling Li was stunned for a moment, then suddenly hugged him tightly with his arms, stroked his hair, and said, "Daddy is fine."
A Xuan flung himself into his arms and comforted him softly: "I am also very reluctant to part with Uncle, Brother Yi, and Ayu and Axi, but Uncle promised to visit us in the future, don't be sad, Daddy."
Ling Li smiled bitterly when he heard the words.
What Jingyang said was that if there was a chance, if...but most likely there would be no if.
After he enters the palace to be with His Majesty, Jingyang may be able to return to the home he longs for, and will never appear again in the future.
They were not saying goodbye just now, but saying goodbye forever.
Ling Li sighed lowly, embraced the child in his arms, and closed his eyes with heavy breathing. His past has been broken by his own hands, and now the road ahead is unknown and dangerous, and he must protect Ah Xuan well after he has risked his life, other than that, he has nothing else to ask for...
When the carriage was on the road for nearly an hour, it suddenly stopped without warning.
Lingli thought at first that he was going to take a break, but soon realized that it was not the case, because after the carriage stopped for a while, there was no movement outside, it was extremely quiet.
Lingli was a little confused, so he was silent for a while, and couldn't help calling Song Hui softly. Song Hui has been riding by the side of his carriage, and will not leave easily.
But after Ling left the door, no one responded at all.
The current situation does not seem to be in any danger, and the strange feeling in Ling's heart is getting stronger and stronger. He opened the curtain on the right and looked out, but only saw the horse that Song Hui was riding. The shadow is gone!
As soon as Ling Li looked away, he sat up straight in some confusion, when the door curtain of the carriage was slowly pushed aside by a pair of white and slender hands.
Ah Xuan opened his eyes wide and let out a slight snort, while Lingli hugged Ah Xuan tightly, holding his breath subconsciously, and his heart started beating violently for unknown reasons.
As the curtain was opened bit by bit, a face that he hadn't expected appeared in sight. After Ling Li saw him, he felt his brain beating loudly for a moment. The tense face was completely stunned.
He... couldn't believe it, and even wondered if he was dreaming.
The man was tall and straight, dressed in brocade and golden crown, with a proud and dignified air all over his body, shining brilliance in his bright black eyes, he looked at him with a smile, and the team behind him had knelt down on the ground densely.
A Xuan's eyes lit up, and he called out happily: "Father!"
The corners of Ming Zhan's lips were slightly raised, and he stretched out a hand to Ling Li who was already stunned there, staring at him deeply, and said in a deep and soft voice, "Queen, I'm here to take you back to the palace."