Another sleepless night.
Su Jingyang tossed and turned on the bed, he lifted the quilt and got up, turned on the desk lamp, and sat in front of the waiting computer to play games, his eyes fixed on the glowing screen of the computer, and he operated mechanically with his hands. It has been more than half a month since he came back, and he spends almost every night like this.
The body is extremely tired, but just can't sleep. At night, he either got up to watch TV, or played games, or walked around blankly in his small living room, and he felt that his heart had been hollowed out. I can only force myself to squint for a while when it is almost dawn, and then simply pack up and go to work.
Su Jingyang was sluggish, the dark circles under his eyes were quickly noticed by those colleagues, and they all came to care about him, but he couldn't say it out, he just smiled and shook his head and said it was okay. No one believed him when he said it, and no one could help him. Only a wound on his neck scratched by his youngest son's hand reminded him that the almost seven years he was thrown into a different world by the system to get along with Rong Ci really existed. Yes, it was not a dream after he passed out in the tea room.
Time in this world moves forward normally and smoothly. Those female colleagues still mentioned the pregnant woman who jumped off the building from time to time, and they sighed endlessly. Su Jingyang listened silently, and suddenly there was a lump in his throat, and his chest was stuffed with pain. Now that he heard such a topic, he could empathize with it.
A few more days passed like a walking dead, and on the weekend, he wandered around the house like a ghost for a long time, and finally took a coat and went to a nearby square. The sun was shining warmly on his body, Su Jingyang found a bench and sat down, then stared at the people coming and going in a daze, after a long time, his eyes gradually lost their focus.
There are the sounds of children laughing and laughing, the soothing music of Tai Chi practicing, and the crying of babies, all of which are full of vigor and vitality. Only he sits here alone, like a dead tree, his heart is barren.
At this moment, a young mother pushed a twin stroller and sat in the empty seat next to him, then hurriedly took off her bulging backpack and began to change the baby's diaper.
Su Jingyang's lips moved slightly, and he sat up a little bit, staring at the two children in the car, they should be boys, and they seemed to be only five or six months old.
Su Jingyang thought of his twins. After returning to Rongcheng, he was obviously unhappy, and the two children came to accompany him to make him laugh after finishing their studies, not to mention how well-behaved and caring they were. Su Jingyang suddenly felt his heart throbbing so hard that he couldn't breathe.
The child is not peeing, but defecating, which has a foul smell. While tidying up, the young mother blushed and apologized to Su Jingyang who was looking towards her: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll fix it soon."
Su Jingyang smiled slightly and said, "It's okay."
She still seemed quite sorry, and said sorry a few more times. Su Jingyang said: "It's really fine, you can do it."
Just after the young mother changed the baby's diapers, the other one burst into tears again. If she didn't urinate or poop, she probably wasn't hungry. She had to hug the baby up and coax her, but she couldn't do anything. The baby cried louder and louder. One cried and the other howled too.
Afraid of disturbing Su Jingyang, she put her backpack on her back with one hand, hugged the child in one hand, and was about to push the cart with the other. Su Jingyang said: "There is no other place beside me, you can sit down. I also have children at home, and they cry louder than them. "
She sat down again, praised Su Jingyang for being a nice person, and then continued to coax the child, trying to hug the other one in the stroller, Su Jingyang thought, "How about... Let me try."
There was a look of wariness in her eyes immediately, she glanced at Su Jingyang, hesitated, and let him hug the other one.
As a result, the one in Su Jingyang's arms stopped crying first, she was extremely surprised, she never thought that he could coax the child more smoothly than her.
"That... what's wrong with you?"
Hearing her question, Su Jingyang turned her head in confusion, and she asked worriedly, "Why are you crying?"
Su Jingyang raised the back of his hand and touched his cheek, only to realize that it was wet. He quickly wiped his face, returned the child in his arms, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I just miss my family and children Yes. We... are in different places, so it's rare to see each other."
Su Jingyang wiped away his tears, sat for a while, and the young mother also thanked and left.
At night, he was playing games expressionlessly in the house he rented, when suddenly there was an earth-shattering noise and a child's sharp cry from the next door. He has also lived here for more than a year, and he knows that there is a young couple living directly opposite. The little wife had to stay in bed for a long time to protect the baby during pregnancy, so she had no choice but to quit her job. Later, because she gave birth to a daughter, her mother-in-law was full of complaints, took care of half of the confinement and ran back to her hometown. Her mother was not in good health and couldn’t come to take care of her. , she has supported herself until now, and the child is almost half a year old.
The young woman who used to go out every day with beautiful make-up and good spirits, has since been busy spinning around at home alone every day with a disheveled face. Su Jingyang sometimes hears her voice coaxing the children in the corridor in the middle of the night.
Su Jingyang was only slightly sympathetic before. After all, every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, but now he is in a different mood. Hearing the movement that day was a little bit serious, so he got up and went to the opposite side to see the situation.
Things in the house are in a mess, clothes, shoes and toys are placed in a haphazard manner, the husband and wife are full of anger, and the child is only wrapped in a bath towel on the sofa crying heartbreakingly, his face is flushed, but the two are angry No one seemed to care.
Su Jingyang hurriedly stepped forward to hug the poor little boy, probably due to the presence of an outsider like him, the two of them stopped arguing, but sat down on both ends of the sofa, keeping their faces sullen and silent.
Now that Su Jingyang was meddling in his own business, he coaxed the child and asked more questions, but the two started arguing again. Su Jingyang heard a general idea, and it was almost as he expected. Her husband went to work all day and felt that he worked hard to earn money to support the family. When he came back, he refused to work or take care of the children, and only cared about playing games. The wife took care of the child day and night, and she was so tired that her back hurt. When she bathed the child at night, she forgot to pick up the change of clothes, so she asked her husband to help, but the husband was in the middle of a game and turned a deaf ear.
The conflict that had accumulated for a long time finally broke out.
The man accused: "I think you are just lazy! Apart from raising a child at home, you don't cook, you don't do sanitation, and the whole house is messed up. You are deliberately trying to get along with me!"
Su Jingyang finally couldn't listen anymore, and returned the child in his arms who was tired from crying and fell asleep. The boy stuck his neck and stuck there without moving. , Said to let him see a joke.
Su Jingyang didn't persuade them anything, seeing that their fighting flames were over, he went back to his room.
On Monday, Su Jingyang was sitting in the living room and heard the man going out, so he changed his shoes and went out, knocking on the opposite door.
Facing the slightly surprised expression of the hostess, Su Jingyang said: "If he thinks it's easy for you to take care of the children at home, you can actually change places with him and give him this simple job."
Su Jingyang knew that he was a bit abrupt, but now he couldn't help but sigh like before.
That man was an ordinary clerical worker, and he was paid a damn salary for a month, and this woman was much higher in terms of ability and salary. Su Jingyang felt that no matter what, she should at least fight back, and shouldn't be so aggrieved.
At first, Su Jingyang was worried that he would be scolded and become a villain who provoked other people's feelings. After all, no matter how much he fights against injustices, it is also the business of the husband and wife. Maybe they quarreled one day and become gluey the next day.
But that woman didn't disappoint him, and I don't know how she negotiated. She quickly went out to find a new job, dressed up and went out in a hurry, and regained some of her former spirit and self-confidence, while the man resigned and took care of the children at home. . Su Jingyang also went to work on weekdays, so he didn't know what was going on with them. It wasn't until one day when he heard them arguing again that he realized that the child had a fever, and the husband was still playing computer games. His wife didn't find out until she came back.
Su Jingyang was done thinking about it, that woman was afraid that she would compromise because she was worried about the child because of these things...
Su Jingyang later found that his worries were unnecessary. After the child lived in the hospital for a period of time, the woman still went to work every day, and the man continued to be upset at home and took care of the child in a hurry, but because of that illness he did not dare No matter how careless he was, he was much more serious than before.
The weather is hot, and the two of them often open the door for convection and ventilation. Su Jingyang was pouring water in the living room to drink, and heard the woman come back from get off work and ask the man why he hadn't cooked yet. He stared angrily but couldn't hold back a word.
The woman didn't say much, rolled up her sleeves and said, "Forget it, I'll do it."
"... Let me do it, my wife, take the child to sleep in the room." The man said sullenly.
After a while, they heard the sound of cooking from their kitchen.
After Su Jingyang returned to this world, for the first time, he genuinely showed a faint smile. He put the water glass aside and gently closed the door of his house.
Whether it is lively or quarreling, it does not belong to him. In the world he belongs to, he seems to have become a passerby.
The life across the door became more and more peaceful and harmonious, and the usual quarrels disappeared, but Su Jingyang's life became more and more muddled. Sometimes he couldn't even remember the year and month of the day, and he didn't know how many weeks had passed. It's been a few months, and his soul seems to be left somewhere, in someone, and now he is just an empty shell.
Finally one day, holding the remote control in his hand, he randomly tuned to an ancient costume TV series that he didn't know what to talk about. With a doting smile on his brows and eyes, he said some lines,
Su Jingyang didn't hear a single word, his heart felt as if it was cut severely by a knife, blood flowed out.
The breath that had been holding him up all this time was finally vented completely. He didn't even have the strength to sit still. He cried quietly at first, and then cried aloud. The extremely suppressed crying became more and more unstoppable , he began to break down and cry, crying hysterically, all hope was lost.
He misses Rong Ci, the child, and Ah Li... He doesn't want to be here alone, he can't hold on anymore, he wants to go back.
Rong Ci and the child must also miss him very much. He wants to go back. But who can let him go back
The young couple at the opposite door heard the movement and came to see him with their baby in their arms, comforting him. Su Jingyang kept crying until his voice became hoarse, and finally fell asleep on the sofa.
When Su Jingyang became conscious again, he found himself standing on the roof of a tall building, with cold tears on his cheeks, and the whistling night wind in his ears. He looked at the abyss-like darkness under his feet, After being dazed for a while, he turned his head abruptly, and found that the woman at the opposite door was standing behind him, smiling gently at him.
Su Jingyang's scalp numb slightly, and the woman said: "You helped me, then I will help you too."
Then he reached out and pushed him hard.
Su Jingyang's body began to fall, he closed his eyes quietly without panic or fear.
Then…
He landed firmly, his feet landed, not his body.
There are yelling sounds in my ears, the sound of children chasing and fighting, and the sound of walking in neat steps. Su Jingyang's heart was beating violently, and he quickly opened his eyes in surprise, as if suddenly a flowing picture came into his eyes, people in ancient costumes were walking back and forth on the bustling and wide street, on both sides of the street there were inns, restaurants and cosmetics There were stalls selling vegetables in the shop, and not far away, a group of Habayashi Guards patrolled past, and the children who were leaving school were in groups, making a lot of noise.
In an instant, Su Jingyang felt as if a brilliant firework exploded in his mind, his expression came alive, this is Rongcheng, it is Rongcheng! ! !
This street is very close to the main hall, he has walked through it countless times before, and he will never remember it wrong!
He's back, he's back! ! !
Su Jingyang touched his hair that had regained its length, looked at the red mole on his palm, and the light blue wide-sleeved shirt on his body, the brilliance in his eyes that had been silent for a long time finally began to burn again.
He restrained the ecstasy that was about to overflow his throat, and crazily ran towards the direction of the main hall. The Habayashi guards guarding the main hall looked a bit unfamiliar, so he rushed in without hesitation. However, he was unceremoniously stopped.
"—Who dares to trespass!"
Su Jingyang was stunned for a moment, wondering where did this group of guys come from? He was so anxious to see Rong Ci and the child, pointed to his face and said, "I, I! I am the wife of your city lord , let me in!"
The Habayashi guards at the door listened to his words and glanced at each other, one of them sneered coldly: "Where did this lunatic come from? Return the city lord's wife, our city lord is over eighty years old and has never married. How can there be any wife?" ?”
Su Jingyang's body froze, his eyes froze for a moment, "... what did you say???"
Su Jingyang was driven away, and his newly mended heart was shattered into mud again. He stood there in shock for a long time, Rong Ci is now eighty years old, so it is said that he came back, but at the wrong time.
Rong Ci was never married as in the original book, had no heirs, and now he does not know him, and his four children...
Su Jingyang felt that all the strength in his body was taken away, and he fell to the ground suddenly.
Su Jingyang was deeply shocked, but he persisted in running towards the main hall every day, wanting to fish in troubled waters and sneak in, but how did he know that the place where he could get in and out freely before, now for him, it is like a natural moat. For the first time, Su Jingyang deeply realized that the guards in the hall were so tight.
Su Jingyang lingered for more than ten days, but finally he didn't even see Rong Ci's face. Dejectedly, he leaned against a corner and fell asleep exhausted. When he opened his eyes again, he realized that his position was a bit wrong. The surrounding walls had changed into a very spacious and elegant room, and the light-colored veil was gently fluttering with the wind.
Su Jingyang just took a look at it, and couldn't help but take a breath. This is the place where he and Rongci live. Why did I come here suddenly
Although it was very strange in his heart, it was a good thing for him. As long as he thought of staying here, he could see Rong Ci, and put aside his other thoughts and questions for the time being.
Su Jingyang suddenly heard the crisp chirping of birds and someone talking outside. He happened to be not far from the window, so he moved over lightly, and then he saw an old man with gray hair in a dark wide-sleeved shirt He was feeding the birds outside under the tree. Although he is old, his figure is still tall and thin. Even with the lines of time, the dazzling demeanor of his youth can be seen in his eyebrows and eyes. teenager talking.
Su Jingyang recognized him with just one glance, and clutched the window sill with both hands, tears almost welled up in his eyes. Let's say, let's say...
The young man said: "Great-grandfather misses you, but now his old man is also unable to move and can't come back, so let us juniors come back to Rongcheng more often."
Rong Ci laughed, although his voice was not the same as when he was young, but he did not appear old-fashioned, but calm and melodious, "He enjoys his blessings at his Yishuining's house, always thinking about what I do?"
The young man sighed: "Who told you not to marry for life, and you don't have anyone to take care of you, how can you let people feel at ease. I don't know if it is to blame that there are no immortals in this world, and none of them can fall into your eyes."
Rongci looked back at the young man, shook his head and smiled, and after a while, he asked someone to take the birdcage away, and then said with a slightly disappointed expression: "Probably... it's because I haven't met the person in my heart in this life."
The moment he turned around slightly, Su Jingyang saw a jade pendant around his waist, a Pixiu jade pendant that obviously didn't match his identity or style.
Su Jingyang squatted down, wiped away the increasingly turbulent tears, feeling very sad.
"Why are you crying?"
Su Jingyang was startled, and suddenly raised his eyes covered with tears, and found that Rong Ci came in at some time, and walked in front of him, tilting his head slightly to look at him who was squatting on the ground.
He was not even the slightest surprised that there was one more person in the room.
Su Jingyang's heart was pounding, and he got up suddenly, and hugged the grey-haired and handsome old man in front of him. Su Jingyang wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, leaned on his shoulder, choked up and said, "Rongci, I If you want to marry you, will you marry me? I want to give you four children, and you marry me."
Feeling the fresh breath and temperature of the young man in his arms, as well as the scorching tears falling on his neck, Rong Ci froze for a moment, and wanted to push it away, but his hand seemed to be controlled, and he couldn't move at all.
Rong Ci smiled softly, "I'm sorry, you may be late."
When Su Jingyang heard this, he let go of him immediately, and stared at him with round teary eyes: "What, what do you mean?!" Didn't you say that you didn't get married just now, didn't you say that you didn't wait for someone, why was it so late? Why is it too late!
Rong Ci glanced at him, turned around and walked towards the outside room. He walked slowly and steadily, dressed in elegant clothes, less cold and sharp when he was young, and more indifferent to see through the world.
Su Jingyang asked persistently, "Why are you late?"
Rong Ci walked to the table and sat down, motioning for him to sit down too, and slowly poured a cup of hot tea into the teacup in front of him. Su Jingyang didn't drink, just stared at him stubbornly with those big eyes, and asked: "Why, do you have someone else in your heart?"
Rong Ci asked, "How old are you?"
Su Jingyang said: "I am thirty years old now."
Rong Ci raised his eyebrows, "I'm eighty."
Su Jingyang breathed a sigh of relief immediately, "So you said it late, it's your age."
Rong Ci couldn't help laughing, his eyes were gentle, "Otherwise?"
Su Jingyang dragged the stool to sit next to him, took his arm, leaned his head on his shoulder, and said very persistently: "It's okay, I don't care, I will marry you. You tell me now Go down and get ready for us to worship and get married."
Rong Ci opened his eyes slightly, Su Jingyang raised his head, looked at him and said, "The best day is today." Su Jingyang pointed to the jade pendant on his waist again, and said with certainty, "Look, this is our token of love! This is what I gave you. Since you have accepted everything, you have to marry me."
Rong Ci lowered his eyes to look at the jade pendant, and looked at him for a moment, his pupils tightened slightly, as if there was something secretly surging in his eyes, and he seemed to be a little puzzled, it took him a long time to give Su Jingyang softly Pushing it away firmly, sighed heavily, "Don't mess around."
After that, no matter how Su Jingyang entangled him, how he explained that they were husband and wife in the previous life and had four children, Rong Ci still refused to marry him, and he was unwilling to believe his words.
Su Jingyang was full of resentment, and followed him all day long, wherever he went, Su Jingyang went wherever he went, every time he wanted to get close to him and hug him, but he was easily dodged, and then he showed a helpless expression of disapproval.
But Rong Ci didn't drive him away, and arranged him to live in the side hall. So the whole hall and Rongcheng knew that the old city lord was following someone, and he was particularly indulgent to him.
Time flies by like a flick of a finger, Su Jingyang has been by Rong Ci's side for five years unknowingly, he followed Rong Ci to travel all over Rongcheng again, playing around.
Walking the same road, seeing the same scenery, and being surrounded by the same people, only one is in full bloom and the other has gray hair.
Su Jingyang raised his eyes inadvertently a few times, and faintly felt that Rong Ci's eyes looking at him seemed to be restraining something vigorously, but when he looked at him carefully, Rong Ci smiled faintly, and his eyes were filled with peace. Head turned away.
It seemed that the flash of affection was just Su Jingyang's illusion.
No matter how hard Su Jingyang tried to hook up these years, Rong Ci always kept a clear distance from him and did not allow him to approach. The most intimate action that Rong Ci took the initiative to do to him was to pat his head.
That's because Su Jingyang ran to his bed and cried bitterly, "Give me a baby! You're one year older, and if you don't give birth, you won't be able to have a baby."
Rong Ci didn't know whether to laugh or cry, seeing him teary-eyed and pitiful, he couldn't help but patted his head, and sent him away with a sigh.
Su Jingyang always thought that if Rong Ci could live to be eighty years old and still be so healthy, he would surely be able to live to one hundred, one hundred and twenty years old, and become a long-lived old man. However, the sudden illness came so unexpectedly that his body seemed to collapse at once, lying on the bed, his face was pale and lifeless, and he was struggling to catch his breath, only then did Su Jingyang realize that Rong Ci was really old.
Su Jingyang stood by the bed, crying until he was dizzy, sobbing and unable to speak, his heart was dying of pain.
With a trembling hand, Rong Ci grasped the jade pendant next to the pillow, and put it in Su Jingyang's hand with great care. He smiled palely and weakly, and spoke intermittently, "Let's go...leave, you're just a lost person ... But I was still selfish, I selfishly kept you for more than five years, go back quickly, go back... where you should stay... "
Su Jingyang couldn't hear what he said anymore, he squeezed the jade pendant tightly with one hand, and held his cold hand tightly with the other, crying out of breath.
The hand he was holding fell down heavily and hit the side of the bed, Su Jingyang seemed to be strangled by the neck, the crying stopped instantly, his tears were still ticking, looking at his empty hand, trembling all over , There seemed to be a hole in the heart, a biting coldness filled the whole chest, and a wave of overwhelming despair swept over his head.
Let's say, let's say...
After a soft jingle bell, a gentle and familiar voice called softly, "Jingyang, Jingyang, wake up..."
Su Jingyang's head seemed to be swept away by something, and his whole body seemed to weigh a thousand catties. He slowly opened his wet eyes, and he seemed to be holding something in his hand. Su Jingyang slowly lifted it up to see that it was the Pixiu jade pendant. Su Jingyang was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe, and his tears became more violent. Rongci Rongci, my Rongci.
"Jingyang, Jingyang? I'm here, don't cry."
He froze... The voice that called him just now? ?
Su Jingyang's eyes suddenly looked towards his side, and then he was completely stunned. He was dressed in black and had his hair tied up. His face was young and handsome, and he stared at him with guilt in his eyes.
He will never forget this face, it's Rong Ci.
Su Jingyang, who was crying all over his face, suddenly got up, whether it was an illusion or not, he opened his arms and threw himself into Rong Ci's arms. Rong Ci caught his body, stroked his head, and let out a long breath.
Su Jingyang opened his mouth and wailed loudly, the feeling of despair and death was too terrifying, but fortunately Rong Ci was still alive, fortunately he...
Su Jingyang cried suddenly, his stupefied mind finally regained some sober consciousness, he pushed Rong Ci slightly away with his hands, and touched Rong Ci's body anxiously, and finally touched Rong Ci's face, it was warm Yes, it is true.
Not his hallucinations.
He is Rongci.
Su Jingyang was dumbfounded immediately, what's going on, what's going on
Su Jingyang took a deep breath, and his mind was numb for a long time. He seemed to have noticed something suddenly, and quickly glanced around the environment he was in.
He is now in a cave, and his body is full of scarlet runes written with runes, as well as traces of blood, which looks like a formation.
Su Jingyang's face was full of tears, he was at a loss for a moment, and his brain started to spin rapidly.
"Jingyang, it's me..." Just as Rong Ci was about to explain, Su Jingyang, who had suddenly figured it out, suddenly became furious. He turned his face, glared at Rong Ci, pointed at the formation under him, and gritted his teeth in hatred. Questioned Rong Ci: "So you are the one who made all of this!??? What I experienced just now was all because of your formation?"
Rong Ci nodded, his voice was a little soft: "Yes... this formation is called illusion."
Su Jingyang trembled all over, and stared at him in disbelief: "How long have you been preparing?"
Rong Ci's dark pupils looked at him, "It started with the scar on my hand. Even I can't control this formation. I can only keep it with my blood, lest it hurt you."
Su Jingyang didn't bring it up in one breath, and almost passed out!
It turned out that he guessed correctly, Rong Ci used to go out every day, and his hands were hurt every day, so it really was weird! ! No wonder he has been calm and unrestrained, it's not that he doesn't care, but he already has a way to deal with it! No wonder he kept saying that if he wanted to leave, he had to tell him in advance, so it was for such a trip! The thoughts are really too deep!
This man is really consistent, it's easy to play him around!
"Rong, Ci—you insidious and cunning man!!!" Su Jingyang yelled in pain, Rong Ci was about to speak, but Su Jingyang threw him to the ground and found his heavy kiss on his lips, Rong Rong Ci's eyes moved slightly, and he stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, and the two were inseparable from each other.
After the two lips parted, Su Jingyang cursed again with red eyes: "I am sure I saw you right. You just want to crush me for the rest of your life for fun, don't you?"
Rong Ci said hoarsely: "No, I'm giving myself a chance, and I'm giving you a chance too... I just want you to stay voluntarily."
Su Jingyang lay on him and started to cry again, staring at him viciously, "You are so cruel, you know that I can't leave, but you still let me go back, let me completely stop thinking about there. no?"
Rong Ci touched his face, "No, I'm not that sure... Before I brought you into the formation today, I was still worried that you wouldn't have much reaction, you'd get used to being without me Days, then I really can't stop you until I see you crying and calling my name... "
Su Jingyang snorted, "Are you happy to see me cry for you?"
"Distressed."
Su Jingyang glared at him again, but Rong Ci let out a long sigh, and pressed his head into his arms, "I have been worried for many years, can I relax now, Jingyang?"
Su Jingyang asked back with tears in his mouth: "What do you think, you bastard..."
The two hugged each other tightly, and Su Jingyang hugged him even harder, as if to make up for everything that was missed in the illusion.
After a while, Su Jingyang propped up his body slightly, and asked: "Illusion...then you mean that my experience is all fabricated by myself?" But he didn't notice anything wrong at all, it was too real, just like His previous days and nights were the same.
Rong Ci explained in a gentle voice: "Not really, it will connect with the world in your mind, it is illusory but it is also real. So you will not be able to tell the difference. When the time is almost up, I will arrange another medium to You pull it back."
Such plausible words made Su Jingyang's head ache, "I don't understand, I don't understand, forget it, I won't ask."
Su Jingyang went to look at the jade pendant in his hand again, Rong Ci noticed it, and said, "It's safer for you to hold the belongings that are contaminated with my breath."
But Su Jingyang thought of the last part, and began to look fierce again, gritted his teeth and said: "You let me go back and experience it, why do you throw me into another timeline, it makes me sad to death!"
There was a slight doubt in Rong Ci's eyes, and he immediately asked: "What timeline? This kind of formation is prone to problems, how dare I send you to another place? Where did you go?"
"I..." Su Jingyang held the jade pendant in his hand, and was stunned for a long time, then put his face back into his arms, sniffing his breath, and said in a muffled voice, "There is nothing there."
"Don't you want to tell me?"
"Rong Ci, I'm not late this time."
"what?"
"I said you married me, you are really lucky in your life."
Rong Ci laughed, "Of course."
Su Jingyang hugged his arms tightly, and there was a strong and stubborn tone in his tone, "I won't go anywhere in the future, I will always be with you, until I grow old and die."
Rong Ci touched his head, and Su Jingyang leaned over to kiss him again.
The two supported each other and sat up, they were all in a mess, Su Jingyang just went through a big dream of life and death, and cried until his mind went numb, but now he was relaxed, feeling like he was lucky to find something lost.
Su Jingyang stood up first, stretched out his hand to pull Rongci, but Rongci's complexion was slightly pale, and he smiled helplessly. Energy, rest for a while."
Su Jingyang was very distressed, and the last bit of anger in his heart dissipated. Su Jingyang sat down beside him, and the two tilted their heads against each other. Su Jingyang felt the warmth of the people around him, and his heart was more satisfied and peaceful than ever before.
Su Jingyang still couldn't help asking after a while: "Rong Ci, if, I mean if, you met the current me when you were eighty years old... what would you do?"
Rong Ci said in a low voice: "Of course I will marry you back to be my wife of the city lord, and let you serve at the bedside every day."
Su Jingyang tightly held the jade pendant, his eyes were sore, and he said in a nasal voice: "Liar."
No matter what, back to this man, he finally came alive. In the future, he must work hard to live, to accompany Rong Ci to the end of his life like in the illusion, and not to let him and his life leave any regrets.
The time for the system to self-destruct was a little faster than expected. Almost a year later, Mr. System One came to bid him farewell.
"You... really decided to stay?"
Su Jingyang didn't have any hesitation anymore, he replied: "Well, I love him."
System One sighed, "Since you've made up your mind, I respect your decision. Although... you have met your happiness here, but I still have to say sorry to you for giving you an extremely wrong start."
Su Jingyang said: "En."
Even if they break the law, even if they are morally wrong, those people should be punished by law and condemned by morality, and it should never be their turn to be controlled by such extreme thoughts.
Even if he fell in love with Rong Ci and got together, they still couldn't erase the scars in his heart.
It's just that he happened to be lucky enough to meet Rong Ci.
The system's sorry should be right, but it doesn't mean anything to him.
He also sympathizes with System One, but this kind of thing must be destroyed.
System One hesitated for a moment and said, "By the way, I can also help you restore your body structure, but..."
Su Jingyang raised his hand to caress his swollen belly, he was stunned, and guessed a little, "It's just that this child will disappear, right?"
The system defaults.
Su Jingyang closed his eyes and breathed out silently, "Forget it, that's it." After all, he was still reluctant.
"I've worked hard for you these years." The system said: "Then I'll take it with me, you... take care."
Su Jingyang thought that there would be an explosion sound effect when the system self-destructed, but it disappeared with the visible progress bar without a sound, and he felt a little unrealistic for a moment.
Dog System No. 2, who had fettered him for so many years, completely disappeared before he could even say a harsh word.
From now on, he will really live in this world for the rest of his life.
On the high platform for offering sacrifices, Su Jingyang looked at the dense warm yellow sky lanterns drifting away in the night sky, and one of them was the one he had just released, and it was a lantern sent to him by Lingli's people from Jincheng.
Su Jingyang looked in that direction and murmured, "My air conditioner, my wifi, my online games, my mobile phone, my China... goodbye."
Rong Ci put his arms around him, heard him chanting cooing, and asked with a smile, "How about you chanting scriptures?"
Su Jingyang rolled his eyes at him, what, he was saying goodbye to his past. A complete farewell.
He didn't speak, his dark eyes glanced at him, and his eyes moved to other places, his arms around his waist tightened slightly, and he said casually: "You still have me, and they .”
Rong Yu took a few younger brothers to write wishes on the lampshade of the sky lantern. Rong Yu had just written a few strokes on Rong Yu's lamp. The youngest Rong Chu couldn't write, but he was messing around with a pen in his hands, a ball of ink A line of wishing poem written by Rong Yu was messed up.
Rong Yu suddenly went crazy, and yelled, "My poem!"
Rong Xi pretended to teach Rong Chu a lesson: "You are the most naughty, beware of big brother spanking your ass, Ah Fei, hug him."
Rong Chu was hugged by Rong Fei, he couldn't draw anymore, he frantically raised his pen, twisted his body and called out in a childish voice: "I want Huahua, I want Huahua, I want Huahua."
In the end, the older brothers satisfied him and drew seven flowers on the lampshade, two big ones and five small ones, and then they lit the lamp together and let them go.
Under the light of the lights and the moonlight, four people stood in a row high and low, raising their small heads to look at the night sky.
Su Jingyang felt all that he had now, and his heart was sour. He smiled and leaned his head on Rong Ci's shoulder.
Yes, I have you, I have you.
(Finish)