The world gradually began to dissipate, and Lu Bai quietly looked at his fingers that gradually dissipated into powder - everyone in this world except him was in a state of frozen time, and naturally had no consciousness, but he could continue to dissipate with his body. It felt like a burning pain that seemed to penetrate the bones.
He looked at the young man lying quietly on the ground, with a faint smile on his face - no matter how painful it was, it would never be more painful than that young man. That proud and mysophobic young man, who had been loved and loved by his grandfather since he was a child, had never suffered any pain or suffered much, but he had shed so much blood just now... Lu Bai thought about how much he must have felt when he was hit by a truck. It hurts…
"I will save you."
He looked at the young man and said these words gently but firmly.
"Also, my family..."
"I will definitely save you."
When his body completely dissipated, the world finally began to reorganize.
…
The sky in early autumn in the south is still as bright as a piece of glass.
"Bang, bang, bang!"
In the center of Whale Sea, the boy gritted his teeth and slammed the dark brown door. The door opened, and Lu Bai smiled at Qin Gu, showing his white teeth: "Brother Qin Gu, I missed you very much during the time you were abroad."
After a few clips, a pleasant voice as cold as ice and snow came from inside: "Qin Gu, what's wrong?"
The young man was startled when he heard this voice. A stream of light seemed to flash through his mind, but he couldn't catch it. Then he muttered to himself that he was indeed the protagonist Shou, and his voice was really nice. When Lu Bai saw the young man who looked like he was made of ice and snow coming out, his eyes widened and his throat moved - this was so pretty.
He silently said, "I'm sorry, I have to follow the plot." He was about to severely teach the young man a lesson as required by the plot, but he stumbled and fell straight into the young man's warm embrace.
The cool and delicious aroma pressed into the tip of his nose overwhelmingly. Lu Bai froze and opened his eyes wide. Then he saw the good-looking young man who was hugging him to support his body raised his eyebrows, but his beautiful eyes were curved into new ones. Yue: "What's your name?" After a pause, a question seemed to flash across his eyebrows: "Have I seen you somewhere?"
The plot began to collapse like this. Lu Bai was surprised to find that even if he no longer followed the plot, the world would no longer punish him. He seemed to have obtained the freedom he dreamed of.
After that, he and the young man named Qu Xueyu fell in love naturally. That young man was so good, he couldn't help but love him.
He took the young man to the suburban villa where he often played when he was a child, and took the young man to his childhood room like a treasure.
On the small and somewhat crowded children's bed, Lu Bai hugged the young man's waist comfortably and snuggled into the young man's arms affectionately. He kissed the young man's chin and curled his eyes: "Xiao Qu, you are so kind."
Qu Xueyu rested his arm on his pillow, and used his other hand to hold the boy tighter. When he looked at the boy, he raised his eyebrows, teasing the boy with a pretense of questioning: "Well... where is the best place?"
The young man rolled his eyes and said, "Xiao Qu is very good-looking."
Qu Xueyu pinched the boy's face, then tickled him, pretending to be sad and said: "Oh, it turns out Xiaobai just likes my face."
Lu Bai buried his face in the young man's arms, his face turned red because of the itch, but he still couldn't bear to leave the young man's arms.
"Hahaha, I don't just like Xiao Qu's face -" Lu Bai begged for mercy: "I like Xiao Qu's face everywhere."
"I love you."
By some strange coincidence, the following words came out of his mouth. Lu Bai was startled when he reacted, and then he buried his face deeper, but the tips of his ears were completely red.
Qu Xueyu's pupils shrank when he heard the hot confession. After a while, he laughed lowly, then turned over and pressed the young man in his arms under him.
"Xiao Bai," he imprisoned the young man in the small space between his arms, with deep desire, longing and a soft smile in his eyes: "Do you know what will happen if you say this to a man?"
Lu Bai rolled his eyes and smiled. He put his arms around the young man's neck: "Will it make you want to sleep with me?"
Qu Xueyu: "..."
He took a deep breath, and then laughed lowly. He leaned over and bit the boy's lips, but in the end he just held the boy tightly in his arms - he cherished this boy so much that he didn't want to hurt him when he was not prepared. he.
Lu Bai held the young man's neck, but looked at the ceiling. A helpless smile appeared on his lips, and he said: "Xiaoqu, you know, today is Bailu Festival, it's my birthday." Because it was his birthday, he I just brought the young man here.
Qu Xueyu: "Yeah."
Lu Bai: "Actually, I'm very dissatisfied with your gift." After saying that, he paused, pushed the young man away and sat up, rummaging around in the small cabinet beside the bed for something.
After a while, Lu Bai turned around, put his things into the young man's hands, tilted his head and said, "You said before that you would help me find whatever I want for my birthday, right? Even though I have already collected your car. , but I still want one thing." Lu Bai paused and grinned: "I want Xiaoqu the most."
Qu Xueyu's pupils shrank, and his breathing was erratic for a moment on the small bed. The paper box and gel-like items in his hands almost became hot to the touch.
After a while, he laughed softly and hoarsely. He stretched out his hand to touch the boy's face, his fingertips were a little hot: "Xiaobai, you are really, my baby."
Then he pinned the young man down.
…
After that, Lu Bai and Qu Xueyu huddled on the small bed, hugging each other with their warm bodies.
It was night outside the window, and the maple forest not far away was glowing red. There was an icy wind blowing towards the room, but it was firmly blocked out by the window.
The room and the cot were warm and drowsy. Lu Bai hugged the young man's waist affectionately and drank hot black tea from the young man's hand. The young man smiled helplessly and put a soft blanket on the young man's body with his other hand.
"Xiaoqu, why do you love me?"
In the night, Lu Bai snuggled into the young man's arms and fell asleep, muttering this question in his mouth.
The young man hugged Lu Bai and closed his eyes. When he heard this unclear question, he curved his lips, as if instinctively, he replied: "There is no reason. Xiaobai, I will always fall in love with you."
Lu Bai buried his face in the other person's arms and hugged the other person's waist tightly: "Oh."
Qu Xueyu held the boy possessively in his arms like a wild beast, but patted the boy's back gently, as if coaxing a fragile child.
…
Lu Bai thought that days like this would continue forever, until one day, the young man died, and his family also died in a fire again.
The moment the young man died in his arms, the lost memories came back again. Only then did Lu Bai realize how bad and cunning the exchange between the world and him was.
The world will restart to the day he meets the young man. The young man is imprisoned by the fate of death, but he has gained freedom and is not shackled by the plot. Knowing in advance that the young man and his family will die, he always has a way to save them. But when the world restarts, his related memories are cleared at the same time. Only when the young man dies and the world becomes still again, will all his memories return.
He, the youth, and even his family are all stuck in this nightmare cycle. He has to face the deaths of the people he loves most over and over again until he collapses - unless he can save them.
…
The sky and the earth were darkened, and time stood still again.
Lu Bai hugged his knees and curled up on the small children's bed, hugging himself tightly. Outside the window is a still fiery red maple forest, like blood and fire.
He was cold and he needed someone to hold him...
"Father, mother, aunt, Guan Guan, second uncle..."
"Little Qu..." He curled up like a homeless child, murmuring his lover's name, but no one answered.
"Click"
Suddenly, there was a noise from the bookcase.
Lu Bai was startled and didn't know what to say. He sat up suddenly, with tears on his face.
Everything on the desk and bookcase remained still, but there was a notebook lying on the floor, which had obviously just fallen from the bookcase.
Lu Bai opened his eyes wide: everything here was still, but this notebook - he didn't know what he remembered, so he stumbled out of bed and opened the notebook.
Lu Bai's pupils shrank when he saw the writing on the notebook: This is the notebook he brought from his original world. It contains his records when he first came to this world. He didn't expect this notebook to be in this room...
If this notebook is not affected by this world, nor is it affected by the reorganization of the world - the photo in the notebook fell down, Lu Bai picked it up, and was startled when he saw the portrait on it, and his eyes turned red: This is his original world 's parents.
"Mom, dad, are you reminding me?" he murmured.
When Lu Bai came to his senses, he gritted his teeth and wrote some words with a pen.
"Myself, when you see it, please save Qu Xueyu and your family, they will die. Your lover's death method is unknown, your family will die in a fire." His Xiaoqu died this time An object fell from a height, and his family died in a fire.
At the end of writing, he accidentally made one more stroke, but Lu Bai had no time to care. The burning pain began to spread in his body, and his fingers began to dissipate again...
the third time.
The young man he loved was still dead, and the Lu family was still burned in a fire.
When he regained his memory, Lu Bai opened the notebook like crazy, but the words he had written disappeared completely, leaving only the scratch. Lu Bai opened his eyes wide, and the world eliminated his reminder, but The scratch left behind, does that mean that the world will only erase reminders of his ditty and the fate of his family, but not irrelevant information
What if it's more subtle
So Lu Bai wrote another sentence in his notebook with trembling hands:
"Your lover and family will die." As long as he knew this in advance at that time, as long as he paid more attention at that time, he could always avoid it.
After finishing writing, a flash of light flashed across Lu Bai's mind, and by some strange coincidence, he wrote the words "Ruan Jiang Wine" in his notebook. This is a role played by a young man. His little song loved this role, but he died before completing it.
If, the world would not be covered with “Ruan Jiang Wine”…
the fourth time.
The reminder disappeared, but the words "Ruan Jiang Wine" did not disappear.
Lu Bai was half sitting on the bed and curled up, as if the body temperature of the young man was still there.
He bit the tip of his tongue and used the precious time to review this "reincarnation".
When his ditty died during the filming of that movie, the Lu family was still burned in a fire, and the fire made him feel a little weird for no reason.
He didn't know what he thought of, and his brows jumped suddenly - Xiao Yang's mother seemed to have been to his house not long before the fire.
This kind of thinking was strange, but Lu Bai couldn't stop the thoughts in his mind.
He wrote: "Save Ruan Jiangjiu. Pay attention to Xiao Yang's mother."
…
the fifth time.
Only the words "Save Ruan Jiangjiu" were left in the notebook.
Lu Bai was still able to save his Xiaoqu. Without memory, he had already noticed something was wrong, but still couldn't catch up - something happened to his Xiaoqu when he was not with him, and the Lu family was still burned to the ground. A fire.
Lu Bai's face was expressionless, but his eyes were completely red. He bit the tip of his tongue and drew blood - if he wanted to save them, he needed a more careful plan.
Not counting the first time, he has experienced three world reorganizations. Two seemingly accidental things will definitely happen in the three reorganizations - maybe it's the details.
The first thing is that he will definitely bring his little song here to visit the maple forest, and he will also bring his little song into this room.
The second thing is that Xiao Yang’s mother will definitely go to the Lu family on October 20.
Lu Bai gritted his teeth and wrote another word in his notebook.
…
the sixth time.
It's still the same room.
Lu Bai quietly looked at his pale self in the mirror - if he wanted to save his little song, he needed to make himself believe in the real existence of "Ruan Jiangjiu" in his amnesia state. Only he truly believed that this person really existed and fell in love with him. , he will truly protect him after losing his memory - protecting Ruan Jiangjiu is protecting Qu Xueyu.
He studied psychology in college. Although the effect of self-psychological suggestions is not that strong, but with the blessing of world reorganization, even if these suggestions have a little effect when he loses his memory, he can see hope.
Lu Bai looked out the window. The still maple leaves were as red as blood. He frowned slightly. Perhaps the warning effect in the maple leaf forest would be better. After thinking for a while, he tore off a page from his notebook, wrote, and walked out the door.
After coming back, he looked at himself in the mirror...
Seventh time.
The psychological suggestion worked, but the content suggested to myself seemed not rigorous enough.
He needs to follow Xiao Qu after he comes to Whale Sea - although most of the accidents happened during the filming of the movie, there is also a low probability that they happened when Xiao Qu was experiencing life in the bar.
He had to accompany him and protect him from then on.
As for the fire in the Lu family, he was almost certain that the culprit was Xiao Yang's mother.
Lu Bai quietly looked at himself in the mirror with a pale face and thin cheeks. He recalled Ruan Jiangjiu's fate in the movie and everything he had experienced in his mind, and began to weave the plot he would hint to himself later.
…
The eighth time.
Lu Bai's eyes were red, but a smile finally appeared on his lips.
This time, he was just a little bit closer to saving his Xiaoqu and his family... As long as the psychological hints were more thoughtful and the notebook was used more cleverly.
…
The ninth time.
Lu Bai tore off a blank piece of paper, wrote down a sentence, and then made a paper airplane and stuck it between a tree - he had already confirmed that when walking with Xiao Qu, he would definitely lean against this tree and get quite bored. He shook it on the ground - he just wanted to pick a leaf and give it to Xiaoqu, and then the paper plane would fly in front of him under the force. There is almost no rain in Whale Sea during autumn this year, so there is no need to worry about it getting wet.
After doing all this, Lu Bai looked at the writings left on the notebook several times before with an expressionless face, then casually tore off the pages and pressed them under the bed.
He turned to the last page and wrote a few words: "Her, the fire, family."
Then, he tore off a blank page again and wrote: "Please send it to the Lu family on October 20th. - Lu Bailiu." After that, he kept the book with nothing else except the previous record and the last keyword. Put his notebook in the room of a reliable servant, and then put the note on the notebook. After the world restarts, the servant will see it and send him the notebook according to his request.
He could only think of this way. When it comes to Xiao Yang and his mother, the world is even more strict than Xiao Qu's related information. Then he had no choice but to not mention her and just ask his servant to send him the keywords on that crucial day.
"She" who comes to Lu's house on October 20 will set fire to harm her family. This is what these keywords are trying to convey.
He knows himself well, and when he sees these words, he will definitely be attracted to them; with those psychological hints and reminders from the maple forest in Xiaoqu, he will not be afraid and obsessed...
Lu Bai felt the burning sting and looked at his fingers that were beginning to dissipate, but a bright smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.
He will save him, he will save them.
He will meet his Xiaoqu again, and his family will still be by his side. No matter how many times he comes again, he will always fall in love with his Xiaoqu, and his family will always love him.
With these immutable things here, what else is there to be afraid of...
At the foot of the snow-capped mountains, on the grassland, in a small wooden house. After receiving Lu Zhi's message, Lu Bai knew that he had saved his family.
The moment the fatal roof beam fell, he finally caught the young man's wrist in time.
When the warm blood slipped from his eyebrows, a tearful smile appeared on Lu Bai's face.
He stretched out his hand with difficulty and touched the young man's closed eyebrows under the broken wood chips - finally... he saved you.
Darkness and dizziness came over him, and Lu Bai finally closed his eyes reluctantly.
He seemed to be walking on a long and dark road, and along the way, the young man he loved held his hand tightly. When he was very close to the light, the young man stopped and looked at him, his eyebrows curved, as if there were stars in his eyes.
"Xiao Bai, have you seen it?" The young man pointed into the warm and bright light: "Go."
"What about you?" Lu Bai clutched the young man's fingers in panic.
"Little fool," the young man smiled and reached out to rub the boy's hair: "Didn't you save me already? I'll be waiting for you in the light. Go, Xiaobai, where you will see me again ." Although, I was both unwilling and regretful that I could not accompany this young man on his darkest journey.
"I love you."
The moment he let go of the young man's hand, Lu Bai heard the young man behind him say this.
"I love you too." He turned around and faced the young man with a tearful smile: "When I wake up, I will definitely be able to see you at first sight, right?"
Qu Xueyu kissed the young man's fingertips devoutly, his smile full of softness: "Of course."
So Lu Bai reluctantly turned around and walked towards the light.
The author has something to say: Second update (it’s been a long wait, sorry)