Ye Qingyun heard his own heartbeat.
One after another, the beats were louder than Gu Chenyuan's heartbeat, as if they were about to jump out of his chest.
Ye Qingyun could clearly feel his ears getting hot.
It’s so amazing. How could Gu Chenyuan, a cool and aloof male god who has always remained single and never paid attention to other people’s sweet words, be so good at saying sweet words
Ye Qingyun's mind was in a mess, but even so, he could clearly tell that what Gu Chenyuan said was not some sweet talk or deceptive love talk, and every word Gu Chenyuan said came from the heart.
He is not a cold stone. Faced with such sincerity, it would be a lie to say that he was not moved at all.
What's more, during this period of time, he had seen all the kindness that Gu Chenyuan had shown him, and his feelings had slowly accumulated, eventually reaching a certain point, causing the balance in Ye Qingyun's heart to begin to tilt to the other side.
He was not sure whether he liked Gu Chenyuan now and had the same passionate feelings for Gu Chenyuan, but why couldn't he give it a try with Gu Chenyuan
He wanted to leave before only because he wanted to stay away from the plot, live a peaceful life, and not get into trouble again.
But he didn't want to stay away from the plot now. He was willing to face the plot with Gu Chenyuan. Isn't this good? As for the death in three months mentioned by the system, he could try to negotiate with the system to stop this plan, or simply die and be reborn.
Come to find Gu Chenyuan.
If they were together...
Ye Qingyun remembered something, his expression froze, he reached out and patted Gu Chenyuan on the shoulder, but instead of speaking directly what he was thinking, he comforted him, "What are you thinking about? I've been watching you."
Gu Chenyuan didn't say anything and hugged Ye Qingyun even tighter.
For Gu Chenyuan, this answer was enough to satisfy him.
That’s enough. As long as Ye Qingyun is willing to look at him and focus his attention on him, his goal has been initially achieved.
Apart from him, Ye Qingyun will no longer have any contact with anyone else.
Gu Chenyuan felt a pain in his head. It was the blood restriction that prevented him from having such thoughts. Obviously, such thoughts were considered to be an attempt to harm Ye Qingyun.
Gu Chenyuan's thoughts were not hindered by the pain at all, but became more radical.
Ye Qingyun's attention is all on him. One day, this attention will accumulate and make Ye Qingyun completely accustomed to his existence. He will blend into Ye Qingyun's life like air, omnipresent.
Gu Chenyuan didn't let Ye Qingyun go either. He hugged Ye Qingyun and took her back.
Someone had just died in the bedroom they slept in before, and it was no longer habitable. Gu Chenyuan turned and carried Ye Qingyun to another bedroom.
The decoration of this bedroom is not worse than the previous one, except that there are not two beds in this room, only one big bed in the middle.
Ye Qingyun tried to hold back, but couldn't help but expose Gu Chenyuan's previous lie: "Didn't you say that there was only one room to sleep in? So that's why you wanted to sleep in the same bedroom with me at that time?"
"Yeah." Gu Chenyuan remained calm, "There was only one room then, and there is only one room now. No matter what time it is, there is only one room." Gu Chenyuan paused and added, "And now there is only one bed left."
Ye Qingyun: "..."
This lie is so careless! Who would believe it
I don't know how much separation agent Gu Chenyuan has absorbed. I hope that Gu Chenyuan will be back to normal tomorrow. Otherwise, if he has to face this weird Gu Chenyuan all the time, he may not be able to bear it for much longer.
Ye Qingyun fell on the bed depressed and felt the other side of the bed dent.
Gu Chenyuan's hand stretched out, hung in the air for a moment, and finally dropped and grabbed Ye Qingyun's wrist.
"I'm holding you." Gu Chenyuan said grimly in the darkness, "You can't run away."
Ye Qingyun was helpless and said to Gu Chenyuan, who seemed to have no intention of sleeping and was going to stare at him all day, "Okay, go to bed quickly. You are not handsome with dark circles under your eyes. I won't look at you anymore."
Gu Chenyuan stopped talking. He did not let go of Ye Qingyun's wrist, but finally closed his eyes.
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The next day, Gu Chenyuan was apparently back to normal.
When Ye Qingyun saw that Gu Chenyuan's expression was no longer gloomy and scary, but had returned to his normal calm, she was so moved that she almost cried.
Ye Qingyun quickly said that he knew what Gu Chenyuan had said before, that he wanted him to stay on a planet for the rest of his life and that not letting him leave was just nonsense after being drugged. He wouldn't mind, and asked Gu Chenyuan not to mind either.
Gu Chenyuan handed a glass of juice to Ye Qingyun, was silent for a moment, and said softly: "It's not nonsense."
Ye Qingyun: "???"
Gu Chenyuan: "It's the real thought in my heart."
Ye Qingyun's hands shook and the juice almost spilled all over his body.
Gu Chenyuan helped Ye Qingyun take the cup away, wiped the back of his hand that had some juice spilled on it, lowered his dark eyelashes to hide the emotions in his eyes, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I will try my best to respect your ideas."
Ye Qingyun was successfully appeased and he breathed a sigh of relief.
That's right, everyone has dark thoughts, it's no big deal. Under normal circumstances, Gu Chenyuan would definitely be able to control himself and not do that.
Ye Qingyun finished his breakfast again and went to the laboratory.
This time, he is going to solve a big problem.
The experiment had already had a clue beforehand, so the progress was very fast. Ye Qingyun was well prepared and handed the antidote to Gu Chenyuan soon after.
However, after yesterday, Ye Qingyun found that his desire to give the antidote to Gu Chenyuan began to waver.
Everyone has a dark side, and he is no exception.
After discovering his affection for Gu Chenyuan, Ye Qingyun's mentality subtly changed when he thought about this research again.
If he gave the antidote to Gu Chenyuan, the constraints on Gu Chenyuan would be removed, and then when the day comes that Gu Chenyuan no longer likes him, he would just leave
If he stopped making the antidote, then... Gu Chenyuan would have no chance to leave on his own initiative.
The initiative of everything is in his hands. He can wait until the day when he no longer likes Gu Chenyuan, then give the antidote to Gu Chenyuan and leave without any psychological burden.
Ye Qingyun opened the door of the laboratory and saw the equipment inside. He sat on the chair and slowly reached out to pick up the experimental equipment, but did not start today's research.
He didn't tell Gu Chenyuan directly yesterday that he wanted to try to be with Gu Chenyuan because he was worried about this.
Right now, he and Gu Chenyuan haven't had any real intimate contact, so he can still make a rational judgment. When they really kiss or have negative distance contact, he may not be able to maintain this mentality when facing this problem again.
Should the research continue? Should the antidote be given to Gu Chenyuan
The door was pushed open with a slight sound. Ye Qingyun turned around and saw Gu Chenyuan standing behind the door, looking at him quietly.
Ye Qingyun was so frightened that his hair stood on end. He angrily asked, "What are you doing?"
Gu Chenyuan didn't say anything. He seemed to come just to confirm whether Ye Qingyun was still there. After confirming with his own eyes that Ye Qingyun was safe, Gu Chenyuan left quietly again.
Ye Qingyun was so frightened that his whole tangled brain was stunned. After he came to his senses, he wanted to slap himself in the face.
What was he thinking? A relationship is a relationship, and an antidote is an antidote. If someone doesn't want to date anymore, can he still force them to stay by his side? Isn't that a hooligan? Moreover, the bloodline restriction is a hooligan treaty, which forces Gu Chenyuan to listen to him. If he unfortunately dies early, how can he drag Gu Chenyuan to be buried with him? How can this be justified
Bah! This good young man who grew up under the red flag, a moral role model and a role model, actually developed so many ideas that are not in line with Marxism-Leninism. He really doesn't deserve to have attended so many party classes!
This is not love, it is just to satisfy his own selfish desires, he cannot do this.
He decided that after he developed the antidote and watched Gu Chenyuan finish drinking it and see it take effect, he would confess his love to Gu Chenyuan. As for whether he could keep him, that would depend on his own ability!
Ye Qingyun rekindled his fighting spirit and devoted himself to research.
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During the entire research process, Gu Chenyuan didn't know what he was doing and thought he was studying the Stone of Love. Occasionally, he would ask Ye Qingyun if he had enough research materials. If not, he had more.
While Ye Qingyun politely declined Gu Chenyuan's request to provide materials again, he was thinking about a difficulty he had encountered recently.
He heard that a certain master had once studied this problem and wrote a book on it. It would be great if he could find that book for reference.
I wonder if Gu Chenyuan has it... Never mind, he heard that the book is extremely rare, and if you are not someone who is truly interested in making potions, you probably won't happen to own that book.
Gu Chenyuan looked at Ye Qingyun's frowning face and asked, "What trouble did you run into?"
Although Ye Qingyun didn't hold out hope, he still mentioned it casually: "Do you know where to find Leo Randolph's "Pharmacy Making"?"
Gu Chenyuan answered subconsciously: "It's here."
After saying all this, Gu Chenyuan reacted and immediately shut up.
... It is true that he did have that book, but that book was filled with his notes. What if Ye Qingyun became suspicious of him because of those notes
For example, it's strange why he is interested in researching medicine, and why he is not conducting such research at all now.
What if Ye Qingyun found out? He boarded the ship just to find Ye Qingyun and ask her to teach him how to make an antidote to his bloodline restriction, or even to teach him how to make a potion to sever ties with his emotions. How would Ye Qingyun feel
Would Ye Qingyun be sad about his ulterior motives and angry about his desire to take advantage of her
He understood that even though Ye Qingyun didn't care about him now, from a practical point of view, from the moment he fell in love with Ye Qingyun, he had already belonged to Ye Qingyun.
He has studied this kind of psychology a lot, so he knows that when the owner of an object finds out that an object around him has actually tried to take advantage of him, there is a high possibility that he will become furious and dissatisfied, and he may even think that the object is too scheming and that he cannot be trusted and must be vigilant at all times.
Ye Qingyun's attitude towards him finally softened, and he couldn't let such a small matter ruin everything.
Ye Qingyun's eyes lit up: "Really? Come on, let me see!"
Gu Chenyuan coldly refused: "No, I remembered it wrongly, there is no such book here."
"Hmm?" Ye Qingyun glared at Gu Chenyuan in dissatisfaction, "Who are you kidding? I've already given you the author's name and the title of the book in such detail, and you said you remembered it wrong? If you didn't remember it clearly, how could you answer so quickly given your personality?"
Gu Chenyuan refused again: "Really not, my memory is not that good."
Ye Qingyun didn't believe Gu Chenyuan. He stood up and ran to the study room that Gu Chenyuan had told him about. He remembered something and stopped to warn Gu Chenyuan.
“Don’t use your supernatural powers to secretly destroy it! Do you know how valuable that book is?” Ye Qingyun threatened Gu Chenyuan with a serious expression, “If I find out, I will… I will never talk to you again! I’m not kidding!”
Ye Qingyun turned and left, leaving Gu Chenyuan standing there looking at his back.
Gu Chenyuan closed his eyes in pain.
Ye Qingyun's threat was very useful to him. He really couldn't ignore such a threat and destroy the book. He could only watch Ye Qingyun leave.
It's over, he's going to be discovered.
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