There is no impenetrable wall in the world. In fact, old man Feng knew that his daughter's affairs would not be kept secret for long, but what he didn't expect was that Xiao Jiangli would ask for leave and run home, saying that he wanted to see his daughter.
After being silent for a few seconds, old man Feng finally said: "She is in a very bad situation, but it can be regarded as karma. Grandpa doesn't want you to force yourself to do things you don't want to do. We have been hiding it from you before. This matter is also for this reason.”
Jiang Li smiled and said, "But I don't feel forced, and I never thought about forgiving her, I just wanted to say a few words to her."
Mr. Feng showed a hesitant expression, "The doctor said...she seems calm now, but she may collapse at any time, so she can't stand too much stimulation, you..."
Jiang Li immediately said: "Grandpa, don't worry, I will play by ear and try not to irritate her."
Seeing that she was so persistent, old man Feng could only agree to her request.
The two went to the lawn of the hospital together, and Jiang Li saw Feng Yun sitting on a bench on the lawn basking in the sun, with a nurse in a white coat accompanying her, and the two had no communication before.
Feng Yun's eyes looked very blurred, as if she was out of focus, but the moment Jiang Li appeared, she showed a shocked expression.
Feng Yun's lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to say something to Jiang Li, but after several hesitations, she finally didn't speak.
Seeing her like this, old man Feng knew that Xiao Jiangli was indeed her heart knot. If Xiao Jiangli was willing to talk to her more, even if she could not fully recover, she should be able to get better.
But... what exactly does Xiao Jiangli want to say to her
Jiang Li walked up to Feng Yun slowly, but did not communicate with Feng Yun immediately. She turned her head to look at Old Man Feng, and said with a smile, "Grandpa, I want to have a few words with her alone, is that okay?"
After hesitating for a few seconds, old man Feng left with the nurse.
The daughter's mental state is indeed very abnormal, but she has been calm since she was admitted to the hospital, and she has never acted aggressively, so there is no need to worry that she will hurt the little Gracilaria.
What's more, Xiao Jiangli used to practice martial arts with Ah Qi before, and she also knew some fist skills. Even if she suddenly violently hurt others, Xiao Jiangli still has the ability to protect herself.
After Old Man Feng and the nurse left, Jiang Li stood in front of Feng Yun and said softly, "Grandpa is very worried about you."
Feng Yun raised her head to look at Jiang Li, her eyes moved very slowly, and after a long time, she asked, "Then... will you... worry about me?"
Probably because she hadn't spoken for too long, Feng Yun's voice sounded a little hoarse and especially incoherent. She pressed her hands tightly to the seam of her trousers, and looked at Jiang Li without blinking.
Even though she already knew the answer in advance, she still couldn't help asking this question when she saw Xiao Ge appearing in the psychiatric hospital. While waiting for the answer, she even had a little bit of expectation.
Jiang Li replied without hesitation: "No, I never worry about those insignificant people."
There was hope in Feng Yun's eyes at first, but after hearing Jiang Li's answer, her eyes immediately dimmed, as if she lost all her spirit at once.
Jiang Li's mood didn't fluctuate too much, she looked at Feng Yun, and said softly: "Let me tell you a story, or you can take this story as my dream."
Seeing that Feng Yun didn't respond, Jiang Li began to describe the content of the "dream" on his own.
She started from the moment when the original owner was found by the Jiang family, slowly telling how the original owner was ignored by his parents, verbally abused by his brother, how he was bullied by his classmates after going to school, and how he was bullied by those around Jiang Ruo. Deliberately targeting, and being slapped by Ginkgo Forest.
When describing the content of the "dream", Jiang Li's expression did not change significantly, but Feng Yun's heart was completely confused. She wanted to ask several times, but Jiang Li basically didn't pause when she spoke. , so that she has no chance to interrupt.
When Jiang Li said that "she" was forced by everyone in the Jiang family to donate a kidney, but her biological mother only knew how to cry, Feng Yun couldn't control her emotions at all.
Feng Yun covered her head with her hands and shook her head desperately, "These...these are all fake, I have never...never experienced these things."
Obviously, it was something that never happened, but when Xiao Ling talked about those scenes, she felt extremely real.
Because when Xiao Que was telling about her dream, she easily brought herself into it, and then found that the self in Xiao Que's dream, ignoring and not caring about Xiao Que, was indeed something she could do.
No matter in Xiaoge's dream or in real life, I have ignored this biological daughter from the very beginning.
After Xiao Ling was taken home, after Jiang Huai's deliberate guidance, he never cared about this biological daughter from the beginning to the end. He even compared her with Jiang Ruo, and then felt that his biological daughter was not as caring as his adopted daughter. .
But in that dream of Xiao Ge, she obviously wanted to get close to him countless times, but in the end, she failed every time.
Even if she put aside the dream, she didn't treat Xiao Ge well. When her son threatened her with death, she quickly chose to compromise.
At that time, she only thought that Xiao Ge would not agree to the request to donate a kidney, but she never thought that she should not have made this request in the first place.
How sad it must be for Xiao Ge to be asked by her biological mother to donate a kidney to someone else!
Feng Yun looked at Jiang Li, "These... these are not true... right?"
But so what if it's fake? Xiao Ge imagined so many fake scenes, isn't it because she was hurt to the extreme by her family
Jiang Li didn't answer Feng Yun's words, but continued to narrate that after the original owner and Jiang Zhou quarreled, Liushen crossed the road without a master, but was knocked down by Bai Guolin's car.
Seeing the original owner struggling in a pool of blood, Bai Guolin chose to sit on the sidelines without much hesitation. He held the steering wheel tightly with both hands until the original owner died, and then slowly took out his mobile phone and dialed "120" and "110".
Jiang Li looked at Feng Yun, and said in a cold voice: "In that dream, Jiang Ruo took away my two kidneys, but you were only sad for a few days, not only did you not pursue Bai Guolin's responsibility , but they are all worried about whether Jiang Ruo will have a rejection reaction."
Jiang Li said from the beginning that this was just a dream, but Feng Yun really brought it into it. When she heard the ending, she was already in tears.
"Xiao Ge, yes... I'm sorry, I... This was not my original intention, I didn't want... I didn't want to hurt you." Feng Yun broke down in tears.
Jiang Li shook his head and said: "You don't need to say sorry to me, the one you are sorry for is the Jiang Li in my dream, but she has already been killed by ginkgo forest, no matter how much you say sorry, she can't hear gone."
When talking about this, Jiang Li suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.
It was only at this time that she suddenly realized that the decision she made today to come and find Feng Yun was actually not in line with her personality.
At first, Jiang Li felt that she was only looking for Feng Yun because of her grandfather, but when she talked about the things that happened to the original owner, she suddenly realized that she was actually influenced by the plot in the book.
In other words, she was influenced by the original owner's obsession.
The original owner Jiang Li in the book, the moment before she closed her eyes, was still longing for Feng Yun to give her maternal love.
If she hadn't longed for family affection too much, she would not have agreed to those in the Jiang family to donate a kidney to Jiang Ruo.
From the moment she returned to Jiang's house, Feng Yun was the only person in the family who gave her warmth, even if the warmth Feng Yun gave her was short-lived, and it was always intermittent, but compared to Jianghuai and Jiangzhou, Feng Yun had already Very good.
The original owner had expectations for Feng Yun, but also had resentment, and all these expectations and resentment turned into obsession.
After Jiang Li told Feng Yun about the experience of the original owner, those obsessions disappeared, as if they never existed.
"I... I..." Feng Yun didn't know what to say, because no matter what she said, she would look extremely pale.
Jiang Li looked down at her, "I told you a few years ago that the three words sorry are useless. Grandpa is old now, but he works hard every day for your affairs, don't you?" Are you going to say sorry to him after his health goes wrong?"
Feng Yun's complexion changed dramatically.
In her mind, her father has always been omnipotent, and she never thought that her father's health would go wrong.
Seeing her expression, Jiang Li still didn't understand, "You may have completely forgotten grandpa's age, because you have always only cared about yourself."
Feng Yun tried to defend: "No... I..."
Jiang Li interrupted her, and said in a cold voice: "You chose to ignore your daughter because you used to regard love as the sky, and because Jiang Huai liked Jiang Ruo more, so you couldn't help but follow in his footsteps, but you never wanted to be ignored by you." The lost daughter thought about it a little bit."
Feng Yun's face was pale, and she couldn't utter a word of rebuttal.
"After you were injured at Jianghuai, you couldn't accept your failures for more than 20 years, so you chose to close yourself. Even though you knew that grandpa would work hard because of your affairs, you still went your own way, because you never They are all just living in their own world, and have not considered the slightest bit for grandpa."
Feng Yun recalled every bit of the past, and she slumped on the chair, because she knew that what her daughter said was the truth.
It turns out that I have been so selfish from beginning to end!
Seeing her like this, Jiang Li breathed a sigh of relief, because she knew that what she just said had already had an effect.
"You don't have to ask for my forgiveness, because I can't forgive you, but you can make up for the harm done to Grandpa, because he has never been as strong as you imagined."
After saying this, Jiang Li turned around and left without hesitation.
Old Man Feng didn't know when Jiang Li left, but when he returned to Feng Yun's side, he heard Feng Yun call him "Dad".
Old Man Feng's eyes widened in disbelief, tears filled his eyes for a moment, his lips trembled slightly, but he didn't know what to say.
Feng Yun looked at him and said what she should have said many years ago, "Dad, I'm sorry."
After being silent for a long time, Old Man Feng only said three words: "It's okay."
Old Man Feng also knew that it was likely that his daughter had suddenly returned to normal due to the stimulation of the little scorpion. Perhaps this state could not last for too long, but for him, this was already very good.
In the days that followed, Feng Yun was still unwilling to communicate with other people in the hospital, and she would always keep her mouth shut when faced with the doctor's inquiries.
But when she was with Mr. Feng, she seemed quite normal. She would chat with Mr. Feng, tell some interesting stories about her childhood, and accompany Mr. Feng to pay homage to her deceased mother.
Feng Yun's series of changes all happened after Jiang Li went to the psychiatric hospital to communicate with her. Mr. Feng was naturally curious about what little Jiang Li had said to her, but since his daughter didn't take the initiative to mention it, he naturally wouldn't ask. .
Even though Feng Yun didn't fully recover, old man Feng's mood obviously improved because of hope, because the doctor felt that Feng Yun could be discharged from the hospital.
After being discharged from the hospital, Feng Yun did not return to Feng's family. She sold the villa in the western suburbs, then bought a house in the suburbs, opened an orphanage according to formal procedures, and adopted some homeless children.
After becoming the dean of the orphanage, Feng Yun was still unwilling to communicate with others, but the children in the orphanage liked her very much, because children are very simple, and they can intuitively feel who is right for them. good person.
The children who just entered the orphanage were timid, but because the staff here were very kind, the children gradually became lively.
Feng Yun likes to stay alone in the attic and play the piano. Whenever this time comes, the children in the orphanage will be sent to the attic to listen. For them, although Dean Feng can't speak, the sound of her piano It is the most beautiful voice in the world.
The way for children to express their love for someone is to go to the countryside to pick wild fruits and give them to others. Every time they pick a good-looking wild fruit, they will clean it up, send a copy to Dean Feng, and then bounce away.
Until one day, a little girl with shofar braids sent a plate of red wild fruits over, and whispered, "Dean Feng, I picked these in the back mountain, and I gave them to you."
Feng Yun frowned slightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "This...is a snakeberry...can't be eaten."
The little girl's eyes widened in disbelief, "Dean Feng, you...can you speak?"
Feng Yun sighed, and she gently stroked the little girl's head, "Snakeberry is a traditional Chinese medicine, it can be used to treat diseases, but it can't be eaten directly, so don't pick it in the future."
When she said this, Feng Yun suddenly thought of her younger brother Feng Qi.
At that time, Ah Qi was only five or six years old, but like a young adult, he always liked to do his own things quietly.
When the family went camping in the countryside, he saw the beautiful snakeberries on the roadside, so he picked a handful and prepared to take them back as decorations for flower arrangements, but Ah Qi thought he wanted to eat those snakeberries, so he scolded himself immediately.
When he was a child, Ah Qi had a steamed bun face. He looked very cute when he was not talking, but when he spoke, he could piss people off. "This is a Chinese herbal medicine, not a fruit. You can't eat it. You are really stupid."
Feng Yun asked in surprise, "How do you know?"
Ah Qi frowned: "I read the picture album in Dad's study, and I knew it naturally. You are really stupid and don't like to study."
Feng Yun: ...
Although Ah Qi was telling the truth, Feng Yun still felt very humiliated after being reprimanded by her younger brother. She still naively went to complain to her father, saying that Ah Qi went to his father's study to rummage and peek at the picture books in the study.
Dad smiled and explained: "Ah Qi is not reading picture books, but medical books I bought when I was young. He likes reading medical books so much, maybe he will become a doctor in the future."
Feng Yun made a grimace, "He won't become a doctor, I think he just likes those colorful patterns."
When she said this, Ah Qi just walked in from the door, he looked up at himself, and said very proudly: "You idiot who likes to tell small stories."
Feng Yun couldn't help pinching his face, "I'm an idiot who loves to report, then you're a brat who loves to eavesdrop on people's speech."
Ah Qi slapped her hand away, "I don't talk to idiots."
When she was bickering with her brother, her father didn't stop her, and took out a camera to take a photo of them and put it in the album.
Obviously it has been many years in the past, when Feng Yun thought of those past experiences, he still felt that his memory was still fresh. Looking at the snake berries on the plate, it was as if he had seen his own past.
Seeing Dean Feng's mouth slightly raised, the little girl with shofar braids couldn't help expressing emotion: "Dean Feng, you are so beautiful when you smile!"
After saying this, she immediately covered her mouth with her hand, but her eyes did not move away from Feng Yun's face.
The smile on Feng Yun's face deepened, and she said softly: "These snakeberries are not edible, and don't tell anyone what happened today, is that okay?"
The little girl with shofar braids immediately nodded like a chicken pecking rice, "I won't tell, this is a secret between me and Dean Feng."
Looking at the little girl in front of her, Feng Yun couldn't help but wonder, was Xiao Lie as cute as her when she was her age
The little scorpion should be cuter, and the little scorpion must be very attractive.
People with eccentric personalities like Ah Qi like Xiao Li so much, how could Xiao Xiao not be liked by others!
It's a pity that I missed everything about Xiaojie, and I can't ask her to forgive me.
But what Xiao Ge said is right, I can actually try to make up for it, such as being nicer to my father, or opening an orphanage to see the innocent smiles of these children.
The little girl with shofar braids turned around and was about to leave, but she couldn't help turning her head after walking a few steps, and asked in a low voice, "Principal Feng, why is our orphanage called the Grape Orphanage?"
Feng Yun was silent for a few seconds, then softly replied: "Probably because it sounds good."
The little girl with shofar braids immediately nodded, "I also think it's because it sounds good, but Brother Xiaohu said it's because Li Liyuan grows grass, one year old and one dry, and he also quibbles that the first word grass is a thatched cottage, so that we can all have a home." Yes, but they are not the same word at all!"
Feng Yun smiled and said, "This is indeed your home."
It is also my own home.
Feng Yun knew clearly that if she chose to return to the Feng family, her father would definitely let her go back.
But for Xiao Ling and Ah Qi, he is not a popular person.
It would be better to live in an orphanage with these homeless children.
After a long time, this is my home.
Feng Yun's situation gradually improved, and old man Feng's life gradually returned to normal. He started to engage in leisure activities for the elderly with those old men who had a good relationship, as if the matter of his daughter hadn't affected him in any way.
Those old men have a good relationship with Mr. Feng, so naturally they would not expose his scars. When Mr. Feng was present, no one ever mentioned the matter of Feng Yun and Jianghuai. The few old men fished and played chess together, and occasionally bickered and quarreled. Life is so uncomfortable.
Mr. Feng has always been curious about what Jiang Li said to Feng Yun. He called several times to ask, but Xiao Jiang Li just refused to tell him.
Having been asked many times, Xiao Jiangli simply said: "You hid it from me back then, and now I hid it from you. It's a fair thing, isn't it?"
Old Man Feng: ...
Seems right, but also doesn't seem quite right.
This little scorpion was almost carved out of the same mold as Ah Qi.
Ah Qi's temperament has always been very stubborn, but it's useless for others to ask more about things he doesn't want to talk about.
But there are actually differences.
When Ah Qi doesn't want to answer other people's questions, he usually has a cold face, so it's not easy for others to ask.
Xiao Jiangli is much gentler, she will use a coquettish way, which makes people completely overwhelmed.
After thinking about it seriously, Old Man Feng decided to ask Ah Qi to ask Xiao Jiangli. The nephew and uncle were so similar, and he didn't know what the result would be.
Feng Qi was really curious about what Jiang Li and Feng Yun said, so he made a phone call and wanted to find out.
Before Jiang Li could find an excuse, Feng Qi smiled and said, "Xiao Lizi, if you don't tell me the truth, I should be very sad."
Gracilaria: …
The boss suddenly sold out badly, who can stand it
"I just told her a story." Jiang Li said.
Feng Qi was surprised and said, "What story?"
Jiang Li did not elaborate on the dream, but replied in a very general way: "I told her it was my dream, but it was not. Strictly speaking, it should be regarded as something that happened in a parallel space. In the story, Jiang Li is a very ordinary girl, after being found by the Jiang family, she longed for family love but never got it, she could only survive in the cracks, and finally did not die well."
Feng Qi frowned slightly, "Why did you tell her this?"
Jiang Li said softly: "Because I feel that I am too lucky, but if I am just a very ordinary girl, then I should look forward to family affection, and I will also be annoying because I am jealous of Jiang Ruo, then I will definitely live a very happy life." difficult."
Before the little uncle could think about it, Jiang Li hurriedly asked again: "If I were a very ordinary girl, would you still treat me well, little uncle?"
Feng Qi smiled and asked: "Don't you think you are not ordinary?"
Gracilaria: …
She almost forgot that compared to her little uncle, she was indeed just an ordinary Jiang Xiaoliu!
"Then let me change the question. If your niece is a very ordinary girl, she will be sensitive and inferior, and will make some small mistakes because of jealousy, but I am just a stranger who has no blood relationship with you , Uncle, would you mind changing to a niece?"
When she asked this question, Jiang Li was a little nervous. She asked this question on behalf of the original owner.
But she regretted asking this question again, because she knew what kind of answer the original owner wanted.
But this answer...
However, before she had time to think about it, Feng Qi replied with a smile: "I mind."
Without waiting for Jiang Li to ask, he continued, "I mind changing to another niece, but I don't mind having an extra niece."
Gracilaria: …
"Xiao Lizi, if you really had that dream and wanted to know which niece I really want, then I can tell you that I want both." Feng Qi's voice was gentle.
Jiang Li came back to his senses, smiled and said, "Then you are quite greedy."
"Tell me the truth, did you really have a bad dream?" Feng Qi asked.
Jiang Li immediately denied, "No, I'm just asking casually, don't think too much, little uncle."
Feng Qi chuckled, "Then you asked me politely if I want to change my niece, isn't it because you want to change my uncle?"
Jiang Li was shocked and said: "Little uncle, you are a national hero, are you so unconfident?"
Feng Qi imitated her tone just now, "Well, because I had a bad dream, dreaming that I became an ordinary middle-aged man, I would feel inferior because I couldn't win the prize, and I would also be jealous of others."
Jiang Li immediately said: "Then I don't mind having one more little uncle, so I have two little uncles, you lead me, and I lead the other little uncle, the three of us will march towards the scientific world together. It’s beautiful to think about.”
Feng Qi ruthlessly broke her fantasy, "I think you want another little uncle to be your control group?"
Jiang Li replied very confidently: "How is that possible? Do I need a control group? If I really need a control group, then I don't need to go out of the school, and I can find a bunch of them at random in the school."
Feng Qi said helplessly: "Then you go and find the control group slowly, I'm going to be busy."