"I'm really sorry." Her attitude was serious and solemn.
But it was not what he wanted.
The light in his eyes gradually faded, and he returned to his original cold and indifferent look, looking at her with a slight frown: "Except for being sorry?"
Su Xingchen didn't understand for a moment, "Huh?"
Zhao Moqin suddenly laughed, the faint smile on the corner of his lips was a bit self-deprecating, he turned his head and looked up at the distant sky.
The sky in City H rarely has such a clean and clear blue color, and most of the time it is gray.
"During this time, people kept telling me that Su Xingchen from Class 16 likes you, Su Xingchen from Class 16 is jealous and fights because of you, and Su Xingchen from Class 16 is starting a good life for you. To study, to enter the competition class for you, and to be the first in the exam for you..." He frowned, and he lowered his head and looked at her.
Su Xingchen was stunned: "No... right?" She was actually a little guilty of saying this.
Think about it carefully, why not? She alone has heard a lot of such words, just like what Ma Nana and Yan Fenghua said in Class 16 before, almost everyone thinks that her sudden change and improvement is because of him.
It's like this around her, let alone his side
Are there more voices like this around him
"Really sorry… "
"I said, it's too late." Zhao Moqin looked straight into her eyes: "After you completely disrupted my peaceful life, do you want to pretend that nothing happened by saying sorry?"
Su Xingchen was very confused, because this was something she had never experienced in her first life.
So after returning from time travel, although she thought that it might cause trouble to Zhao Moqin, she didn't think too much about it. She thought that she would be the same as the first life, and still had no contact with him.
As for going to Mr. Zhao's house for tutoring lessons, entering the competition class, and entering the first class, it was all by mistake, but I didn't expect that the butterfly's wings had already been flapping, and the mistakes again and again led to the relationship with the first life. Completely different results.
In this life, she can say with certainty that her study and her efforts are not for him, but for herself, but in her first life, she really can't be so sure.
She thought about it carefully, as if she didn't know where she heard it, saying that Zhao Moqin said that he didn't like killing Matt.
Did she just start changing
She had already forgotten that feeling, but she clearly remembered that in her first life, she did have a crush on him.
She suddenly realized that her inappropriate behavior in the past might have really troubled him, so troubled that this young man who had always been cold and indifferent came to have a showdown with her.
If she doesn't handle it well, it may really hurt the innocent teenagers who have already been troubled by her.
She stood up, bowed her head slightly to him solemnly, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I know it's useless for me to say this, but I think, I do owe you an apology and an explanation, and at the same time, I also want to Say thank you to you, maybe you did bring me some positive changes when you were inadvertent."
She thought about it and said, "I used to be rebellious, you know, but..." She smiled, "I wasn't born to be rebellious either."
"To be honest, I went to elementary school in the countryside. When I was promoted to junior high school, I even got the third place in our town. There are eight elementary schools in our town. Maybe this score can't be compared with the children in the city, but where I am, This result is enough to make my family proud of me." She said this, but she understood that I used to be a student with good grades, but because of some reasons, I lost my mind, and when the second term came, I became a student. Non-mainstream killers are not born like this.
In the second period of middle school, the description is really accurate. Didn't she kill Matt since the second grade of junior high school
But she didn't think there was anything wrong with killing Matt, it was all an experience in her own life.
"During the three years when I became a non-mainstream killer, I was actually confused, uneasy, and even guilty..." She recalled her past psychology and feelings: "All of this is due to my family's treatment of me. teaching."
"After entering high school, maybe because I grew up, I suddenly realized that whether it's rebellious or middle school, it's always my life that is wasted, so..." She smiled and looked at him.
The smile faded from his eyes unknowingly, Zhao Moqin's fingers pinching the book turned pale, and his gaze returned to his usual indifference at some point: "I see."
He nodded to her, then left without looking back.
After returning from the National Day holiday, those who should go to class still go to class as usual. The results of the competition in the district have not yet been released. The school does not know who has passed and who has not. The proportion is higher than that of other schools. No. 2 Middle School, Juncheng Middle School, and No. 14 Middle School are not in the same district. The foreign language high school in their district is considered the best high school. Not to mention other schools.
But generally, the sophomores will be folded here, and the senior three groups will only be selected in a large area in the city-level competitions. Therefore, if you are not sure who has not passed, the competition class will continue as usual, and the people who attend the class will also be as usual. The main reason is that the current high school sophomores who may be eliminated will also be the main force of next year's high school.
Zhao Moqin is completely the same as before, cold and indifferent, surrounded by a sense of distance that strangers should not enter. Apart from studying, he seems not interested in everything around him. Before, he would occasionally glance in Su Xingchen's direction, but now It's just not squinting at all.
His deskmate also noticed the change in him, a little confused, and patted him on the shoulder, "Moqin, are you alright?"
Zhao Moqin patted his hand and said suddenly, "It's been a long time since I played basketball, shall I go?"
Zhang Runtao was a little surprised. He and Zhao Moqin were classmates for five years in junior high school, and six years this year. They were very familiar. Zhao Moqin's state was obviously not right, so he had to sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman and gritted his teeth: "Go!"
Then he was tortured by Zhao Moqin!
After being dunked by Zhao Moqin for the last time, who slammed into the basket from above his head, he lay on the floor and couldn't get up. So ruthless? I blocked nineteen shots, why do you want me to play? You are alone... "
Speaking of the latter, he couldn't go on anymore, and sat up: "Hey, are you really okay?"
Zhao Moqin was also sitting on the ground, slapping the basketball with his hands one after another, and suddenly threw the basketball into the basket. The basketball bounced twice on the basket and fell into the frame.
"Don't talk about Su Xingchen in front of me from now on."
Zhang Runtao is a bit talkative, but he is not a fool.
At first, he made fun of Zhao Moqin with Su Xingchen, and it was not without a bit of malicious ridicule. He felt that Su Xingchen was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat, and that a non-mainstream murderer actually fell in love with Zhao Moqin, and even fought for him, causing the whole school to know, and was Report criticism.
He also knew that Zhao Moqin would not take this matter seriously, so he occasionally teased him.
Later, he was really moved by Su Xingchen, what kind of spirit is that, it must be true love.
What's more, Su Xingchen won first place in the Wen Neng examination, and Wu Neng shot two hundred catties away from the desk. He is fair and beautiful, and also so affectionate. As a bystander, he was moved by her, so he wanted to give her an assist. , It was just a joke, it was mentioned a little too much in Zhao Moqin's ear.
Later... He realized that Zhao Moqin didn't repel him from mentioning her.
Now like this... He almost jumped up from the ground, opened his eyes and shouted in surprise: "Isn't it? You really like her?"
What answered him was the sound of a basketball hitting the ground with a bang.
Zhang Runtao was a little confused.
She likes him, and he likes her, isn't this what everyone is happy about? Why are you so angry
A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind: "Is it because of the king who killed Matt? Or was it that you were rejected for confessing to her? No way? Hey, hey, don't go!"
He picked up the basketball and immediately chased after him. He really knew Zhao Moqin very well. With just one word from Zhao Moqin, he guessed almost everything in his heart, but he guessed wrong on one point. He was not because of Cheng Kangyao, but because of Cheng Kangyao. It was Su Xingchen's words that clearly told him that he was acting affectionate.
Although Su Xingchen's words did not mean this, but to his ears, it was no different from rejection.
For Zhao Moqin's indifference, Su Xingchen was relieved, she had no intention of changing other people's lives, and it would be best if they could return to their original track.
Next is the exam, class quiz, Su Xingchen, Su Xingyang, and Zhao Minzhi are all in class because of the intensity of the competition class, and they are missing two evening self-study exams. Fortunately, they are all quizzes, and the results are not recorded in the file , as long as you take the time to finish the two papers.
Because it will be the municipal league soon, the main energy of the competition class is now on the competition, and these quizzes in the school are temporarily put behind.
One week after the exam, the school's notice finally came. Su Xingyang and Su Xingchen both passed, and Zhao Moqin, Shen Jinghong, Zhao Minzhi, Zhong Zizhao and others also passed at the same time.
As soon as the results of the competition in the district came out, some of the people who participated in the competition this time were eliminated. The students who were eliminated in the third year of high school no longer have to go to the competition class. They will focus all their energy on the college entrance examination. Those who continue to attend classes will go, but the main force of the teachers is not on them, but on the remaining ten or so people who are about to participate in the city-level competition.
Among the ten or so individuals, the teachers mainly target the top students in the third year of high school like Zhao Moqin and Zhang Runtao. For the group of Shen Jinghong and Su Xingchen in the second year of high school, if there is no accident, they will stop at the market. level game.
On the first Sunday in October, Su Xingchen and the others embarked on the journey of competition again.