I have been very uncomfortable these days, and my state is not good. Maybe I didn't clearly show the thoughts of the heroine. Today, I have revised the first two chapters. I am sorry for making everyone's reading experience not very good. The Lord has some problems, in fact, these are all my problems, I apologize to everyone, and I hope you can go back and have a look~
I wish you all a happy Children's Day~
kisses.
After hearing this sentence, even Han Ming, who had been smiling all the time, was stunned. He didn't expect Xie Xinglin to admit it so directly.
Lin Luoyu, who had deliberately sat closer to him, breathed a little tighter, looked up at his profile, and even had a little anticipation in his heart.
Some people caught a glimpse of the shocking situation at the scene, so they wanted to adjust the atmosphere, and also wanted to attract attention and show off the limelight, so they continued to read the title on the card to Xie Xinglin without fear of death, "Then...then Is the person you like among us?"
Xie Xinglin looked around, paused on Su Qiuge for a moment, and then moved away without a trace.
After a while, he replied calmly, "Yes."
This time, the atmosphere in the whole box has reached a climax, and it has become unprecedentedly lively for a while. Those people don't care about the aura of learning gods and have a sense of distance, and they don't care about the high-cold aura that is too intimidating. Eyes gleaming, they gathered together and coaxed, "Who is who?"
"I'm going, I heard it right. Does Xie Xueshen actually fall in love?? I thought Xueshen had no desires and no desires, and only Wusan Wang Houxiong in his eyes."
"I thought it was someone I liked in elementary school, so what does he mean he likes now? My God."
"I came up with an amazing idea... It can't be me, hahahaha."
"You're thinking about farting!"
Even Su Qiuge, who was outside the soul, was slightly taken aback when he heard it, and looked up.
There was such a trace of nervousness in her heart, and her eyes fell on Xie Xinglin.
At this moment, Lin Luoyu's line of sight happened to meet, and the other party gave her a gentle smile, which was pretty tight.
Su Qiuge looked away.
Then he lowered his eyes to look at his knees, said nothing, and did not coax with those people.
The next moment, I saw Han Ming excitedly say, "No, Brother Xing, I didn't see you saying it. Could it be that someone has already caught up with him?"
Xie Xinglin caught a glimpse of Su Qiuge who was staring at the bottom of the table. He didn't know it. He lowered his eyes and said lightly, "She doesn't know if she hasn't started chasing."
Peng Jianda drank a bit of wine, and followed with his tongue out, "No, no, no, it's not like our brother star, why don't you chase?"
Maybe they didn't notice that Xie Xinglin said a lot tonight.
As if it was deliberately trying to attract the attention of someone present.
It may also be that he was shocked by what he said, and no one noticed his strangeness this time, just curious about his next answer.
Xie Xinglin remembered how Su Qiuge looked out of the way just now, the curvature of his lips was slightly cold, but he just said lightly, "If you didn't catch up, wouldn't it scare people away."
Like Su Qiuge, if she said it clearly, I don't know what extraordinary reaction she would have.
She didn't mean anything to him.
He is very clear.
If it is said, it will be as far away from him as it is estimated to be based on the degree of worry this person is worried about.
Thinking of this, Xie Xinglin frowned slightly.
Someone couldn't help but said, "No way, why can't I catch up..."
Xie Xinglin for this condition...
The guy was a little excited.
With good looks and good grades, did the girl save the galaxy in her last life
Han Ming is the person here who knows Xie Xinglin best. Others may not know it, but Han Ming can see something strange.
He kept observing Xie Xinglin, and found that the man looked at Su Qiuge several times, intentionally or not.
Obviously Xiao Su hasn't found out yet, this saucy bag is implying her.
Unexpectedly, Xie Xinglin still has today...
Thinking of this, Han Ming decided to help him mercifully. After all, he was a brother, right
Although Xie Xinglin has always liked revenge for kindness and revenge, he is a dog.
But he has never been the kind of stingy person who doesn't care so much.
So Han Ming said, "Brother Xing, how do you know if you don't chase after him, right? What if the girl is not sure about herself and waits for you to speak? Men can't say no, just do what they want. Don't girls just like domineering presidents?"
After he finished speaking, he also symbolically asked a few girls present with a smile, "Do you think so?"
The girls gathered together and smiled, and then glanced at Xie Xinglin, "If it's such a good-looking person, then absolutely, why are you hesitating, just agree."
As soon as the words fell, Han Ming glanced at Su Qiuge again, as if he didn't intend to mention this, and then asked someone casually, "Xiao Su, do you think so?"
Su Qiuge originally felt uncomfortable in her lower abdomen because she drank a few glasses of ice water. She probably heard a bit and felt that everyone was encouraging Xie Xinglin, and she couldn't dampen everyone's enthusiasm, so she nodded, "Yes, even a girl can't. refused."
She hadn't realized that she had jumped into the pit dug by Han Ming, but Xie Xinglin tilted his head and glanced at her.
He seemed to be thinking about something.
Then it was Su Qiuge's turn.
She drew a card and opened it to find that it was the most unfortunate adventure.
'Please kiss the cheek of the nearest opposite sex on your right. '
After Su Qiuge saw this request, the whole person was not very good.
Everyone present laughed a few times when they saw it.
"No, who wrote this card? Why is it so pitiful?"
"Wow, this is really too much."
"Don't play if you can't afford it, how come it's too much to draw again."
Su Qiuge had already collapsed enough. She sat here with a coffee table in the middle, and the person on the right was Xie Xinglin.
After seeing who it was, her breath tightened slightly, and she pursed her lips and said nothing.
At this time, Han Ming leaned forward and winked and said, "I would like to admit defeat, kiss one and kiss the other!"
Most people are more playful and like to watch this kind of scene, so they gloat over the misfortune and say, "Yeah, why don't you just kiss, you won't suffer."
"Shouxing's kiss hahahahahaha."
Xie Xinglin saw Su Qiuge staring silently in the direction of Bingyege on the table.
He knew in his heart that she would rather drink such a piece of wine than do it.
But with her small amount of alcohol, she is probably going to dance at the table after a glass.
Maybe she will grab another man's sleeve and tell him to go home with her.
Thinking of this, Xie Xinglin did not embarrass her, and took the lead in reaching out to the wine glass on the table.
He raised his head and poured the glass of Ice Yege directly into his mouth, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and a spicy feeling spread in his throat. The temperature of the burning body was hot, but his heart was still as cold as dust. .
The people who were booing were stunned for a moment. They didn't seem to realize that this was the case. They saw Xie Xinglin throw the empty cup on the table. He was silent and did not speak. Su Qiuge saw his decisive action and blinked slightly. For a moment, he lowered his eyebrows and said nothing.
An idea popped up in my heart, and sure enough, I thought too much.
How could he be interested in her when he was so conflicted about this matter.
Han Ming's eyes turned around the two of them, and he was more anxious than the two of them. Then he took the initiative to smooth things out and said with a smile, "You people are not too much, we want our cute little birthday star to go. Kiss a man whose heart belongs."
At this time, everyone's attention was drawn to him.
"It seems that you are the one taking the lead, you idiot."
"Yeah, it's your bad heart."
Everyone played another round, and Xie Xinglin fined another cup behind.
He drew a card with the words 'Dare to call someone you like? '.
He stared at the card, and after seeing that, he picked up the wine on the table and drank it. Everyone laughed again, and they all tried to guess who the girl he liked was. She was so precious that she didn't want to say anything. come out.
In the second half, Peng Jianda played karaoke with a boy. Su Qiuge was drank a few more glasses of iced orange juice by toasting, and felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach.
This body's menstrual period is somewhat abnormal, sometimes early and sometimes late. At this time, there is a familiar dull pain in the lower abdomen, and she understands that her aunt may be here.
In the past, my body would feel a little better, and I could even eat cold and spicy food during my menstrual period, and then I was still alive and kicking. So she doesn't always have a long memory.
But now not only are the days not allowed, but whatever you eat will be excruciatingly painful.
She stayed at home alone last month and rolled around in pain. She rarely shed tears, but it was so painful that tears flowed down the pillow.
Thinking of this, Su Qiuge said to Wen Mingming in a low voice, "I'm going to the toilet, I might just leave later."
Wen Mingming was a little surprised, "Are you going home? Could it be too early? Everyone hasn't finished playing yet."
Su Qiuge looked pale and smiled at her, "Well, I want to go to bed earlier."
There was a pad in her bag, which was also due to her aunt's irregular pain, so she brought it on, and now she went to the bathroom to change it.
During this period, she held on to the wall of the toilet in pain, and heard a girl next door talking on the phone.
"Husband, I'm not feeling well, come pick me up."
The voice is a little squeamish, but it is not uncomfortable to listen to, on the contrary, it feels like a little girl in the south of the Yangtze River.
The tone was full of happiness.
She came out of the cubicle, washed her hands briefly, and then went out to KTV. The birthday gifts from others were placed with Wen Mingming, and she didn't care.
It was night now, she wanted to call a car to go back, because every time she felt uncomfortable, she wanted to get home quickly,
Several news about the woman being kidnapped in a car at night came to mind again.
What if she encounters a bad person, and now is uncomfortable, and she can't run away.
After thinking about it, she was still ready to endure the pain and go to the subway station.
The neighborhood is very lively. When she was walking on the side of the road, the traffic was passing by. She walked very slowly, and there was some thin sweat on her forehead.
I don't know if it was because of her body or what, she was in a particularly bad mood at this time.
Today, she was wearing a sweater on top and a short skirt on the bottom. When the wind blows like this, her calves trembled, and her lower abdomen became more serious.
She walked aimlessly on the street, and a feeling of loneliness came to her mind.
She shook her head, scolding herself for being hypocritical.
After all, she came alone for so many years, and no one accompanies her. Isn't it just uncomfortable now? Why is it so sad all of a sudden.
But the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she felt. There was pain in her lower abdomen, which made her sober for a while, and drowsy for a while. The tip of her nose was sore. on the bridge by the sea.
On the other side of the sea, someone was setting off fireworks. The fireworks were holding their long tails in the dark night, trying to fly towards the moon, but they turned into broken dim stars in mid-air.
She frowned, suddenly feeling a chill on her face.
She touched it, only to realize that she was actually crying.
This realization made her want to laugh.
Although it was a physiological tear, it still flowed uncontrollably and could not stop.
I have to admit that although I am used to being alone, if it is possible...
She also wanted someone to accompany her.
Instead of going back, facing the dark corridor, the empty home, and staring blankly.
But she was more afraid of losing than having it briefly.
Because she has never experienced the feeling of being favored. Although she is friendly to everyone on the surface and can chat with everyone, she is not the kind of character who dares to love and hate. On the contrary, she is a coward. , especially afraid of being hurt.
Su Qiuge squatted down slowly while clutching his lower abdomen, his eyes stayed on the opposite sea with dull eyes, and his thoughts gradually emptied.
The taste in the mouth was a little bitter, and the dense pain was transmitted to the brain, and the eyes gradually lost focus.
She even had the illusion that she had always been just a wandering soul, whether it was before or now.
There is no home for her.
The sea at night was sparkling, and the dots of light jumped.
Until then, something small broke into her sight.
Light and flying, with the faint light from the opposite side of the sea, in the long dark night, it reflects the colorful light in the small world.
Then burst.
is a bubble.
Su Qiuge opened his eyes slightly.
This feeling, as if she was back when she was a child, she hid in the corner and saw the two little girls in the neighbor, in the bright sunshine, on the green lawn, in their expensive and delicate lace skirt.
Flying bubbles.
It was something she longed for in her childhood but was afraid to approach.
She slowly raised her eyes and looked up along the small bubble.
A colorful little dream that spreads out and landed on top of her head, as if it was born for her alone.
The boy in the black coat bent slightly, and when she looked up, her slightly drooping eyebrows showed a bit of tenderness. He was clearly dressed in cold black, but he was holding a pink handkerchief in his hand. The bubble gun, the knuckles pressed the button, and those bubbles rushed out of the muzzle, kissing the corner of her clothes affectionately.
Su Qiuge looked at him for a while, and after seeing it, his heart tightened slightly.
She would be speechless for a while, and the other party was waiting for her quietly.
After a long time, Su Qiuge smiled and said slowly, "Where did you steal this thing?" >
br> Xie Xinglin turned the pink bubble gun in his hand and said in a low voice, "Look for the former KTV pupils to replace it."
Su Qiuge laughed, "Are you threatening others?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Xie Xinglin looked down and put the gun in her hand, seemingly casually, "I told them that there is a childish ghost who also likes this thing, but unfortunately she doesn't have one."
"It's pathetic."
Su Qiuge was stunned for a moment, then she didn't laugh or speak. She blinked and stared at the pink bubble gun.
After a long time, there was a sour feeling on the tip of her nose, she took it carefully, and she said with red eyes, "Thank you."
This is really, nicely, a nice birthday present.
It was the birthday present she wanted for a long time.
better than anything.
Xie Xinglin stared at her who was about to be moved to tears, then leaned down, wiped away the tears from her eyes with slightly bent knuckles, lowered his eyes and said slowly, "How much useless? Are you crying?"
His fingertips were warm, and it was very warm on her face.
But it can also disturb people's minds.
Makes your heart beat faster.
She lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes swept a shadow under her eye socket, then glanced her face to the side, looked at the sea, and was silent for a while before changing the subject, "Why did you come out?"
Wasn't he still in ktv just now
Thinking of this, she asked slowly, "What are you doing here?"
Isn't the girl he likes still there
Why did he come out early
There was a wind blowing from the sea, and across the sea, the other side on the other side did not know what was being celebrated, but there were still fireworks rising.
She stared at the gorgeous fireworks in the sky, subconsciously held down the bubble gun, and watched the colorful bubbles being blown behind her by the evening wind.
The comfortable night wind blew, and she closed her eyes slightly.
Then, she heard the boy say slowly, "Come here for a big adventure."
Su Qiuge was a little stunned, unable to understand the meaning of this sentence, she opened her eyes, then raised her head to look at him.
There are also street lamps by the bridge, his shadow is elongated by the light and shadow, the black sweater looks slender and beautiful, and the eyebrows and eyes look deep and handsome in the dim light.
It's as beautiful as a painting.
He looked down at her and slowly took a card from his pocket.
Su Qiuge blinked and recognized the card.
It's that big adventure.
—
"Dare to call the person you like?"
She was slightly stunned, and gave up thinking when she felt uncomfortable.
Then, she thought about it carefully with her dull mind at this time, and then tilted her head with her cheeks and asked him, "Did you feel embarrassed to call in front of the girl you like, so you came out? already?"
Xie Xinglin heard the words and looked down at her.
After a long while, the corners of his lips curled slightly, revealing a deep smile, "You just said in the box, no matter who it is, won't you reject me?"
Su Qiuge didn't realize that the atmosphere was not right.
She just felt that he saved her just when she was about to break down, so she should do something for him too.
Even if it's not for anything else, it's just a return gift from that bubble gun.
So she thought for a while, then clenched her fist, endured the pain, raised her spirits and encouraged, "Yes, don't be embarrassed, don't be afraid, don't hesitate, you call her now, and tell her, you I have always liked her, you are so good, no girl would have the heart to reject you..."
Even she...
Su Qiuge's eyelashes trembled slightly, and there was an interesting pause in his words.
After all, faced with such a teenager, very young girls will not be tempted.
Thinking of this, she smiled and said softly, "Trust me."
Xie Xinglin looked down at her, played with the phone, turned it around in his hand, then raised his eyebrows and asked, "Now? What if she doesn't answer?"
When Su Qiuge heard this, he was inevitably a little anxious.
Why does this person look like he's grinding and chirping, his usual arrogance! !
She shook her head, looking like she hated him, and said slowly, "Why are you so grumpy, she will definitely take it."
She also said a few more words, "You will be tough when the time comes, and you will take people down without saying a word."
"You should learn to be a domineering president and tell your little wife directly that I like you. It's fine to just go up to A. It's such a simple matter."
Xie Xinglin looked down at her, the look between his brows was softened by the street lights, and then slowly said, "Then I'll dial."
Su Qiuge squatted down and looked up at him. He wanted to get up and cheer for him, and also wanted to give him advice by the side.
It's still too late, as long as the little throbbing in my heart that shouldn't be added is smothered in the bud.
The entanglement and fear these days, the feeling of worrying about gain and loss, the temptation to give up before taking a step.
Just let it drift with the night wind.
After all, no one will know what happened.
Thinking of this, she tried to stand up, but failed.
But her lower abdomen was still uncomfortable, so she had to give up, slowly curled up into a ball, squatted on the ground and said to him, "Mmmm."
She heard the unlock button on his phone ring.
I saw his slender fingers tap on the screen.
It seems to be dialed.
She was ready to hear Lin Luoyu or another girl's voice,
But at this time, when he dialed the phone, he looked down at her,
When looking at each other at this moment,
She was shocked by the deep emotion in his eyes, and then—
The phone in her arms vibrated.
Under the quiet atmosphere of the whole body, the vibration became louder and louder, as if it was slamming hard on her heart.
Su Qiuge's hand holding the bubble gun paused slightly, and his eyelashes trembled.
She opened her eyes wide, squatted on the ground, looked up at him dazedly, and let the sound of the phone in her arms grow louder.
Emotions react faster than reason, a pair of eyes gradually become wet, and vision becomes blurred.
The cool night wind blew over, as if carrying someone's soft whisper.
- Dare to call the person you like
- What if she doesn't pick up
- She will definitely take it.
fool.
The person I like is far away, but right in front of me.