In addition, there are friends from my brother's side...
My brother loves to push me out when friends come over to play, and he will always proudly introduce, "This is my sister!"
The group of my brother’s friends will be very envious. I don’t like this feeling very much. It’s like a class performance in junior high school. As the mascot, I will always be arranged in the first row.
In order to protect my brother's face, I can only keep smiling.
Because, he is better to me.
But later, I heard from my sister that a friend of my brother wanted to confess his love to me when he was drunk, but he was punished by my brother.
From then on, my sister gave me a new nickname—witch.
Surprisingly, I think this nickname is not bad.
I don't quite understand why that person would confess his love to a crippled, half-blind man, maybe it has something to do with his obsession with the second dimension of Sakura State? Like my special attributes
I don't really understand these things, my sister told me.
Words such as "sick and beautiful girl", "blind girl", "G-spot"... It seems that my sister also likes those anime characters, I keep this in mind.
Am I pretty
If there is an answer, I think so.
It's all inherited from that man and mother.
I hate my beautiful self, but I have to cherish it.
If I wasn't so pretty, I wouldn't attract attention, and I could study hard, without changing schools, without being tied down by so many chores.
Mom will never meet that man again, and all tragedies will never happen.
But now... this seems to be the only value of my existence.
My brother showed me off to his friends, and after changing into some weird outfits my sister brought, her attitude towards me improved as well.
I can't compare the two things side by side.
Except that the world in front of my eyes is becoming more and more blurred, life is developing in a good direction.
My younger sister takes a camera and shoots videos of me every day. I heard that she uploads them on the website to earn pocket money.
That seemed like a good idea, as long as they were happy.
I am also happy to be able to help them.
The good times didn't last long, and the man was the same as before, starting to quarrel with his stepmother.
Not long after, I found that we had moved to another place, and the nanny who had been serving at home had disappeared.
I know that the man has never changed his mind and "gambled" again.
My stepmother, brother, and sister have also changed their views on me.
I was a little scared, not knowing what the future would hold.
Boom—
The door was violently pushed open.
Hearing footsteps, it was my sister and brother.
They're here to shoot video.
"Put on this outfit!"
"Oh, can't you just smile? It's just that kind of oh, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, with this expression all day long, no matter how beautiful you are, people will be tired of seeing you!
What's the use of being beautiful! Really, I just look at the window every day! I don't want to improve myself! It would be great if you played games, sang, danced and so on live!
Tsk, why are you disabled! If I had known earlier, even if I bought you a powered prosthesis and had surgery on your eyes, it would be better than giving that man!"
The younger sister was nagging at the side because of that man.
I have no idea.
Wherever you look, even the figure standing in front of you can only see a rough outline.
After the filming was completed, the two left.
I'm still sitting in my wheelchair looking out the window...
Because of my eye disease, my hearing is very good, and I can hear my brother and sister discussing through the door.
Sister: "How about that entertainment company?"
Brother: "Oh~ I heard that she is really disabled, so I have no intentions. It is said that this kind of person is expensive to package, and it will quickly become popular and disappear quickly."
Sister: "No, she is so beautiful... It's all because of that man, it's because our mother believes in him so much!"
Brother: "Oh~ I have another way to get a lot of money!"
The younger sister's voice was hesitant, "You... don't want her to..."
"What are you thinking? I myself..." My brother's voice was a little angry: "It's about donations. Let's just say that I'm going blind and incompetent. She is so beautiful, so someone will definitely donate."
"But those videos I posted online..." My sister hesitated even more.
"Tell me about that man! Just say that our family is bankrupt! You don't have to worry about other things. My buddy came to see me the day before yesterday. His father is in that line of work. He gets 20% of the commission and puts everything in his hands." It can be done!"
Sister: "Twenty percent... so dark, how about we do it ourselves?"
My brother was in a hurry, "Get a hammer, don't you know how many people you offended on the Internet before? This time, you will definitely come to smear. If you don't donate by then, we won't get a dime!"
Sister: "Then we get the money, should we treat her?"
Brother: "Treat... well, the eyes are cured, and it will save a lot of trouble if you can see things."
Sister: "That kind of surgery is very expensive, my mother, then you don't know, install a powered limb first?"
Brother: "Let's talk about it later!"
In the next few days, many people came to the house one after another, and I cooperated with them one by one.
If the eyes can be cured... the world must be a wonderful place.
I look forward to that day in my dreams every day.
Except for that strange voice, the dream has the scene I saw when I was a child. The world is colorful and clear, not a crowded hazy gray.
Brother and sister, and stepmother, they are concerned about the amount of donations every day.
Judging from their excited voices and their attitude towards me, it seems to be very good.
Until half a month later.
"You bastard! The handling fee and management fee agreed at the beginning are only 20%! If you don't send the money, believe it or not, I will expose you on the Internet!"
My brother's voice was extremely angry.
But after a while of silence, various abuses came from my brother.
Immediately afterwards.
Boom!—
The door trembled, making an overwhelmed and toothache sound.
I felt my body lighten, and I fell to the ground with a huge force. The pain stimulated my nerves, and then I felt my waist and abdomen sink!
Those big hands tightly gripped my neck. If I could see it, he should have red eyes and an extremely angry expression at this time.
"Fuck! You bastard, if it weren't for your father, we would have become like this! The money was also taken away by the debt collector! ***"
All kinds of foul language, this is the first time I heard my brother swearing.
I don't know why he didn't take the legal route, since reason and justice are on our side.
Maybe there is something hidden...
I thought, the already blurred vision became dark.
will i die
It's hard to die before.
Will I see my mother after death
I have no idea.
"Hoo~"
The body breathed subconsciously, and the air choked into the pipe caused the body to overreact, coughing several times in a row.
My brother sat on the side, seeming to have calmed down.
"Why don't you resist?"
I didn't speak.
Brother stood up, "I'll clean up later, go out with me tonight, someone wants to have dinner with you."
I wanted to refuse, but before I could say anything, he had already walked away quickly.
At this moment, a familiar voice rang in my ears...