Mercury's hoarse murmur fell from the sky like a heavy hammer, smashing Tang Yi's drowsy head into a sudden awakening.
His body seemed to have been immobilized suddenly, and the heat that burned on his skin quickly condensed into cold ice and penetrated into his lungs. His eyes widened slightly, and for a moment he couldn't grasp any thoughts in his mind.
[What am I doing...]
Mercury was still rubbing against him with nostalgia, the two were so close, but Tang Yi had never been so cold. He shoved the mercury away suddenly, and there was a sharp cracking pain from somewhere. Quicksilver was toppled to the ground by him, looking at him in confusion.
Tang Yi looked down at his almost naked body and the traces of passion left on his body. He couldn't believe what he had done...
Tang Yi began to put on his trousers and button up his shirt in embarrassment, but in the passion just now, Mercury ripped his shirt apart abruptly, and many buttons did not know where they collapsed. He turned off the water from the shower in a panic, and stood up against the wall. An unfamiliar pain crept up his spine, making his legs go weak and he almost sat back on the ground.
He wasn't someone who couldn't bear the pain, but this strange, sensitive, and delicate pain made his heart feel like it was being twisted.
Mercury didn't understand why the lover who had been rubbing his ears just now was suddenly so indifferent to him, and stretched out a hand to grab Tang Yi's trousers, "Tang Ya..."
"Don't call me that!" Tang Yi roared unbearably, suddenly opened the door and escaped.
He panicked and ran around like a headless fly. He slammed into the door of the warehouse, it was dark inside, all the goods were packed, and he lay quietly in his corner. Tang Yi closed the door without turning on the light on his watch, letting the darkness engulf him completely. The dreaded darkness of nothingness was now the only place where he could hide. He stood blankly against the door for a moment, then slid down slowly to the ground.
Facing the empty darkness, he forced his eyes wide open. However, something still overflowed from the eye socket, hot and wet, and slid down the arc of the cheek. Tang Yi wiped it dry with the back of his hand, but a new one slipped out. After wiping it again and again, it couldn't be wiped clean, but his face was flushed red. Tang Yi roared angrily, and thumped his hand on the ground so hard that it hurt. He wanted to shout loudly, but was afraid of being heard, afraid of being seen in such a humiliating way.
He took deep breaths and said to himself over and over again, "It's okay, it's okay... Calm down... Calm down...". Everyone was just drunk and did some ridiculous things. Maybe in the future, Mercury won't remember at all, and no one else will see it, just pretend that nothing happened. He's not a pure-hearted virgin either, he's just playing high once, it's nothing at all.
But why is it so sad
The words that Quicksilver murmured were replayed in his mind over and over again like a spell, and he even wondered if the voice really existed.
"Tang Ya, I miss you so much... don't leave me... "
Tang Yi bit his thumb hard with his teeth, but he didn't feel it until the blood came out.
After about half an hour, he felt a little calmer, staggered back to the bathroom just now, and saw that Mercury was lying on the ground asleep. He endured the pain and dragged Mercury back to the dormitory, tore off the wet clothes, and threw a blanket on the unconscious Kraken. He also took off his shirt and got into the quilt on the top bunk. Later, the other team members came back one after another. He also heard Lin Maochen talking to Tan Mingyuan in a low voice, "Yeah, why did they fall asleep so quickly?" Tsuruta Craftsman on the side asked how Mercury and Tang Yi were doing. What happened, Luo Wei told Hetian about the wine fight.
"What?! How did you let Mercury drink so much?" Hetian's voice was obviously terrifying, and Tang Yi could almost feel his gaze drifting to his bunk.
Tan Mingyuan regretted beside him, "It seems that this time, I really drank too much, so I just fell asleep. Do you remember, Tsuruta, when Mercury was drunk when he just joined the team? Tang Ya couldn't do anything for two days in a row. Do physical training..."
Hearing Tang Ya's name suddenly, Tang Yi felt like he was kicked again in his stomach. He turned over as if he was asleep and covered his head with the quilt.
However, Tang Yi fell ill the next day.
Mercury woke up earlier than Tang Yi, and the headaches seemed like someone was hitting his skull with a hammer. He sat up with a groan on his forehead, but suddenly found that he was naked and had no clothes at all... Mercury looked around, Hetian, Lin Maochen, Lanhuang and Ash had all gotten up and washed up, the doctor was still sleeping, Luo Wei was putting on his shirt, Zixi sat on the bed and rubbed his eyes, while Peacock looked at him with a half-smile on the opposite bed.
"It was intense last night." Peacock's eyes fell on the red marks near the mercury collarbone.
Mercury frowned, and he heard the long breathing of Tang Yi from the upper bunk. He tried hard to remember, but he couldn't remember what happened after drinking the last shot yesterday.
He rummaged through the salute under the bed to find a piece of clothing and quickly put it on him, stood up and felt it. Except for the pain in the head, there is no discomfort in the body.
Luo Wei looked at Mercury's upper bunk and frowned, "Why hasn't Big Brother Tang woke up yet?"
Mercury also felt a little strange, so he stepped on his own bed and grabbed it beside Tang Yi's bed. Tang Yi huddled under the quilt, curled up into a ball and fell asleep against the wall, like a scared child.
"Tang Ya?" Mercury called out, but Tang Yi didn't respond. So he reached out and pushed Tang Yi, but the latter still didn't respond.
Strangely, Tang Yi has always maintained a three-point alertness when sleeping, so he wouldn't be able to wake up without this.
Mercury then grabbed Tang Yi's shoulders and turned him around, but suddenly noticed something was wrong. Tang Yi's face was red and his breathing was heavy and hot. Mercury reached out and touched his forehead, which was terrifyingly hot.
Mercury turned around and grabbed the collar of the temporary shop Tan Mingyuan, stunned to pick up the man. The latter was still sleepy, and before he even had time to put on his glasses, he heard the figure of the white-haired woman on the opposite side rushing towards him. He yelled, "Tang Ya has a fever!"
Luo Weiyi quickly leaned over to check Tang Yi's condition, reached out to touch the hot temperature on his skin, and changed his face slightly.
"What's the matter? It was fine last night!"
Tan Mingyuan was almost dragged out of bed by Mercury, looking for his medicine box all over while wearing glasses.
However, Tang Yi, who was in a drowsiness, could not feel this at all. He floated up and down in the dream, and seemed to have returned to the swaddling state, abandoned on a reef that could be engulfed by the tide at any time. Surrounded by black sea water, clouds rolled over the distant sky, and a silver moon was faintly visible.
The silver moonlight was so beautiful, with a deep sea fragrance, but it was so out of reach.
"Xiao Yi... Did the apple tree bear fruit?" When he turned his head, he saw his brother smiling at him with a bit of sadness in his smile. Just like the smile his brother showed him before he left on the night they last parted.
"Brother..." Seeing Tang Ya at this time, he was a little scared and a little guilty for some reason.
Tang Ya didn't blame him, she stretched out a hand with a big red apple on it.
Tang Yi took the fruit and took a bite, then raised his head, but it was Mercury standing in front of him. Mercury smiled happily and said to him, "Eat an apple and you will become Tang Ya."
Tang Yi's body shook violently, and his eyelids moved quickly. Tan Mingyuan, who was taking his temperature, yawned and said lazily to Mercury and Luo Wei, who were staring at Tang Yi, "It's just a nightmare, don't be nervous."
Luo Wei grabbed the collar of Mercury suddenly, "What did you do to him yesterday!"
Mercury patted Cai Luo Wei's hand coldly and did not answer. But his mind was spinning fast, no matter how hard he tried to clear the fog of last night, he couldn't get it to the point.
"You all go out." Tan Mingyuan suddenly ordered, glancing at Luo Wei and Mercury, "including both of you."
Zixi pulled Luo Wei, who was worried and unwilling to go, out, and when the peacock passed by the mercury, he tutted twice and whispered in the ear of the silver-haired siren, "I didn't expect you to be so rude and make people like this. , I don't know if I can help you clean it up." Then he went out.
Mercury froze in place like being bitten by lightning.
Is it...
"What are you still in a daze, go out!" Tan Mingyuan said solemnly, "I want to check if there is any wound infection on his body."
Mercury left the bedroom vainly and leaned against the door. His mind was confused, and the pain was getting stronger. He pressed his temple hard, and all of a sudden, a few fragments flashed back to his mind.
Tang Yi's blurred eyes, slightly open lips in the moist water vapor, wheat-colored round shoulders, slender and straight legs...
Eager breathing, uncontrollable sobbing...
"Don't call me that!" An angry but sad shout suddenly echoed in his mind.
The mercury breath missed a beat, giving the illusion of suffocation. He grabbed his hair hard, but couldn't suppress the growing headache.
how can this happen... how can this happen...
About half an hour later, Tan Mingyuan opened the door and came out. He was startled when he saw Mercury's dejected face, "Aren't you sick too?"
Quicksilver asked, "How is he?"
Tan Mingyuan showed a usual harmless smile, "It seems that the two of you were too intense last night, I see that his pants are still a little wet, probably because he got cold from some water, and his forehead was cold. The wound on the top has not healed, and the resistance has decreased, which caused the laceration there to become a little infected. I have given him medicine, given him a fever-reducing needle, and he will be better on bed rest for two days. Don't worry."
Tan Mingyuan patted Mercury's shoulder, then took the tooth cup and towel to wash up.
Mercury stood outside the door for a while before entering the bedroom with mixed feelings. Tang Yi's wet trousers had been thrown aside by the doctor, and there were a few bloodstains on them.
Mercury felt like he had been punched in the stomach, and the whole thing was clenched.
When Tang Yi woke up from the deep darkness, his throat hurt like he was going to burst into flames. He groaned and rolled over to get up, but was held down by a hand.
Mercury pressed his hand back into the quilt, and he was tucked into the corner, "What do you want, I'll get it for you."
"… water… "
A large glass of moderately warm water was quickly presented to him. Tang Yi gulu gulu drank everything, accidentally choked a mouthful, and coughed until tears came out. Mercury brought the cup over and patted Tang Yi's back to help smooth the air. Tang Yi shrank back, avoiding the touch of mercury.
The last thing he wanted to see right now was mercury.
Mercury's hand was frozen in the air for two seconds, then retracted naturally. He said, "You have a fever, rest here today. I'll bring you breakfast later."
Tang Yi lay back on the bed quietly, and suddenly laughed twice. The hoarseness of his voice startled him.
"Since I met you, I've been sick every three days and every two days, like I'm going to die. Why am I so unlucky?"
Mercury was silent, not knowing what to say.
"Please get out." Tang Yi said this, and turned over and continued to sleep. Mercury lowered his head, poured another cup of warm water, placed it on the small table closest to Tang Yi's bed, and left the bedroom gently.
Tang Yi heard the sound of the door closing carefully, and began to put his scarred thumb between his teeth, biting it tightly. He had never hated himself so much.
He didn't understand why he was so stupid, why he couldn't resist the gentleness of the Kraken, why he was so easily bewitched...
Why do you still approach him shamelessly like an idiot, even knowing that the love of the other party's life has been given to others, and beggars and beggars to stay in the Kraken team... Last night, if it wasn't for the last night, Mercury called Tang Ya's The name awakened him, who was dazed, I'm afraid he would even feel very happy...
idiot! idiot! idiot!
He always wanted to get rid of Tang Ya's influence, always wanted to prove that he was a completely different and independent person, but after going around in circles, he still couldn't escape the same fate.
He is just a shadow.