—What is the relationship between you and Lu Heng
After he said these words, Jiang Li suddenly felt that the voices around him subsided like a tide, and the bustling crowd gradually moved away.
There was silence all around, only him and the man in front of him were left.
After Lu Jinghe said what Xiao Qiheng said last time, he didn't have a similar situation during this time, and Jiang Li didn't care, he just thought of it by accident. After all, he wasn't like himself, every time I carry memories all my life.
Unexpectedly, Lu Jinghe not only remembered some words, but even said Lu Heng's name!
He stared blankly at the other party, and forgot to answer for a while, but he quickly reacted, and his heart became uncontrollably agitated. Under the agitation, he asked a little eagerly: "Did you remember again?" what?"
Lu Jinghe easily grasped the point of his words, and asked back: "What should I remember? Do you really know him? What is the relationship with him...?!"
Although he didn't say much, it was enough to surprise Jiang Li. Instead of answering Lu Jinghe's words immediately, he asked him again: "Besides him, who else do you remember? In your memory, besides Lu Heng, you Do you remember anyone's name?"
Lu Jinghe was silent for a while, with some resistance in his heart, but under his expectant eyes, he said a name again: "Jiang Zhan."
"anything else?"
"Chi Fang."
"no yet?"
"...Xiao Qiheng." Lu Jinghe found that every time he said a name, Jiang Li's eyes lit up, and the smile on his lips deepened, which proved that he really knew these people.
Thinking of this, Lu Jinghe then thought of his previous dreams, his inner resistance gradually became gloomy, and his face gradually darkened.
"Who are they?" Lu Jinghe asked with a sullen face. The lights of the large advertising screen next to the square flickered on and off, and the light hit his side face. Some stormy emotions were brewing in the bright and dark light and shadow in his eyes. , which proves that he is in a very bad mood at this time.
This was the first time he had shown such emotions in front of Jiang Li. If Lu Yu was here, he would be so scared that his feet would swell, but Jiang Li didn't feel scared at all, but happy instead.
The joy in his heart seemed to break through the barrier, coming in like a tide. Jiang Li felt his heart beating violently. He looked at Lu Jinghe with a smile in his eyes, and asked instead: " You can tell what he said, why don't you ask what is your relationship with him?"
Lu Jinghe was taken aback by his words, and fell silent immediately.
In fact, Jiang Li didn't ask that question, he also had such doubts.
If this person named Lu Heng is only related to Jiang Li, why does he exist in his consciousness? This doesn't make sense.
So he guessed that he should also know each other, not only Lu Heng, but even Jiang Zhan, Chi Fang, Xiao Qiheng and others he mentioned just now, he also suspected that they were related to him, but who were these people, and who were they? What is the relationship with himself, he still does not know.
But even so, once he thought that Jiang Li might have had a very close relationship with these people, he couldn't help but feel a kind of jealousy and anger in his heart, so he automatically ignored any connection between these people and himself. .
Looking at his appearance, Jiang Li could guess that he only remembered some of the memories, but didn't remember them all, and even mistakenly thought that those memories came from others, which is why he was so angry.
This behavior of "I'm jealous of myself" really opened Jiang Li's eyes, and he couldn't help laughing.
He broke away from Lu Jinghe's hand, held him backhanded, and led him away from the crowd: "Go back first, this is not a place to talk."
Lu Jinghe didn't object, but held his hand even tighter, with strong possessive desire.
Jiang Li was pinched a little by him, but he didn't break free, and then he heard the system's cute voice in his head: "Master Host, is it time for a showdown?"
From its mechanical voice, Jiang Li could barely hear a little excitement: "Little cutie, why do you feel more excited than me?"
"Hmm..." The system pondered for a moment, and said, "After all, I've accompanied you around the world for a few times, and I'm a little excited to see that the hero can remember it."
Jiang Li couldn't help laughing: "How can I hear the comfort of an old father when you say that?"
System: "... ah." It is indeed very gratifying, in this way, the host will not have to be too lonely.
Jiang Li and Lu Heng returned to the house near the school. As soon as they opened the door and entered, Jiang Nuomi jumped down from the shelf in the entrance. It intended to jump into Jiang Li's arms, but it jumped too fast , accidentally jumped over his head and almost fell to the floor.
The shelf is too high, if it falls, it will definitely be injured to some extent, but fortunately Lu Jinghe has quick eyes and hands to hug it.
Jiang Nuomi fell into Lu Jinghe's arms, raised her head and stared at him: "Meow~"
Lu Jinghe was not in a good mood at first, but he was startled by it again, and immediately taught him a lesson with a dark face: "Do you know what danger is?!"
Seeing this, Jiang Li hugged Jiang Nuomi from his arms, patted its buttocks twice, and reprimanded it: "Little bastard, don't crawl around in the future. See, your mother's face has changed because of scaring her."
The phrase "your mother" made Lu Jinghe's face even more exciting: "...you're talking nonsense again."
"You don't like being called mom?" Jiang Li asked with a smile, holding Jiang Nuomi's upper body with both hands, and lifted it up, "That's your grandfather."
Jiang Nuomi looked innocent, swept her tail back and forth, and called out to Lu Jinghe, "Meow."
Lu Jinghe: "..." This name is really familiar!
Seeing him pursing his lips, Jiang Li still looked displeased, so he stopped teasing him, holding Jiang Nuomi in one hand, and pulling him into the living room with the other.
Once inside, Jiang Li put ginger glutinous rice into Lu Jinghe's arms and asked him, "Do you remember the first time you saw ginger glutinous rice?"
Although Lu Jinghe didn't know why he asked this, he still nodded truthfully: "I remember."
Jiang Li teased the ginger glutinous rice in his arms, and asked with a smile: "Then you haven't thought about why you are familiar with it. Did you name him ginger glutinous rice? Which ginger is the ginger in ginger glutinous rice?"
Lu Jinghe was taken aback when he heard the words. When he saw Jiang Nuomi for the first time, he really felt familiar. He was never a person who liked small animals, but when he saw Jiang Nuomi for the first time, he had a feeling that he wanted to keep it and take care of it. The idea, and the name "Jiang Nuomi" was subconsciously called out, as if it had been called countless times.
It’s just the ginger in ginger sticky rice…
His heart skipped a beat, and he looked at Jiang Li: "You..."
"Jiang Li." Jiang Li met his surprised gaze and said, "Jiang Nuomi's ginger follows my surname, don't you remember?"
"I… "
Lu Jinghe subconsciously wanted to say "I didn't", but he couldn't say it, he really didn't remember.
Jiang Li saw his reaction and smiled: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you forget, didn't you just ask me who they are? Do you remember my ID at station P?"
—Jiangchi Lu Xiao.
Of course Lu Jinghe remembered, after he asked such a question, he immediately realized, isn't this ID the surname of the four people he just asked? !
This answer made his face turn cold, and the hand holding Jiang Nuomi unconsciously increased his strength. Jiang Nuomi yelled when he was pressed by his arm, and slapped his paw angrily, slipped out from under his arm, and ran in in the bedroom.
Jiang Li didn't care about it, but stretched out his hand to caress Lu Jinghe's frowning brow, and said, "I haven't finished talking, why are you angry again?"
Lu Jinghe grabbed his hand, pulled him closer to him, met his eyes, and said in a suppressed voice, "Shouldn't I be angry?"
Jiang Li smiled lightly, and pressed his body forward, trapping him between the sofa and himself, kneeling with his legs on both sides of his thighs, bending down to kiss his lips, and nimbly poking his tongue into his mouth.
Even when he was angry, Lu Jinghe couldn't refuse him, he had a kind of soul attachment and possessive desire for Jiang Li, he let go of Jiang Li's hand, put his arms around his waist, and kissed him instead.
The two kissed a long and moist kiss, and when they parted, both of them gasped slightly.
Jiang Li maintained the posture of straddling Lu Jinghe's body, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Lu Jinghe's forehead, the corners of his eyes were still moist after the kiss, he rubbed the tip of the other's nose with his nose, and said softly: "Do you still remember the first time?" Did I run away from home?"
Lu Jinghe raised his chin slightly, pecked and kissed his lips lightly: "I remember."
Jiang Li straightened up, looked down at him, and said with a smile: "I only told you before because my father discovered my sexuality, but I didn't tell you how I realized that I like men. I just have time now, so let me tell you about it." .”
Lu Jinghe didn't understand why he suddenly brought the topic here, but he didn't stop him, but pulled him down and sat in his arms: "Okay."
"What I say may be unrealistic in a while, but I hope you can listen carefully." Jiang Li organized his words and began to say, "Actually, I often have a dream..."
System: "..." The host is about to start talking nonsense again.
Jiang Li explained to Lu Jinghe the relationship between himself and Jiang Zhan, Chi Fang, Lu Heng, and Xiao Qiheng in the form of dreams in previous lives.
A lifetime is a long time, and there are many things that can be experienced, not to mention that he has experienced four lifetimes, and it is impossible to describe them in detail. He laid out the relationships between the characters in each lifetime, spread them out in front of Lu Jinghe, and told him why he His ID will be called "Jiangchi Lu Xiao", why does Lu Jinghe feel familiar when they meet for the first time, why does Lu Jinghe give Jiang Nuomi such a name.
"At first I had such a dream, I didn't take it seriously. But as the dream became more and more frequent, I gradually realized that this is not just a dream, it is very likely that I am missing memory. I have also suspected that these True or false, until I met you."
Jiang Li looked at Lu Jinghe: "Why did you think I looked familiar when we met for the first time, why did you say some inexplicable words, why did you have an impression of these four names, because you are them and they are you."
Although Lu Jinghe had already noticed something during Jiang Li's telling, but when he said it himself, his expression changed slightly.
"You said..." As soon as he spoke, he realized that his voice was a little hoarse, "Am I them?"
"Yes." Jiang Li nodded, "Are you surprised? You don't? In fact, you also have doubts in your heart. You should have had the same dream as me, and occasionally there will be different voices in your head. Otherwise you wouldn't be asking that question today."
Lu Jinghe fell silent, Jiang Li was right.
He remembered the first time he dreamed about these four people, that was the day he and Jiang Li confirmed their relationship.
After that, he occasionally dreamed about related things again, but they were not clear and short, but some of them coincided with what Jiang Li said at this time.
He once suspected that these four people had something to do with him, and he also thought about asking Jiang Li for confirmation, but he didn't want to hear the answer he didn't want to hear.
But Jiang Li told him at this time that they were him!
So he is eating his own vinegar? Realizing this problem, Lu Jinghe's complexion was a little subtle.
At the same time, some messy lines suddenly flashed in his mind, as if they were connected to something, dragging around in his mind, which made his brain and heart ache.
"Jiang Zhan, if you are willing, then, for the next half of your life, please give me your advice."
"The person I've been thinking about for the rest of my life is right in front of me now; I'm willing to use up everything in exchange for the love of my life."
"I love you too, till the end of my life."
"I said I like you and want to spend the rest of my life with you."
The lines in his mind automatically turned into sounds, and every sentence carried an echo, echoing in his mind non-stop. He let out a "huh" and closed his eyes hard, feeling that his nerves were aching from the noise. swell.
Why do Jiang Li's eyes look familiar? Why did Jiang Li look in his eyes with sadness that he couldn't understand when he raised this question during the first meal
Not all of what he said about Lu Jinghe could be matched, but this series of questions had all been answered at this moment.
Having the memory of the previous life is simply a fantasy, but Lu Jinghe can't refute it, because like Jiang Li said, he also saw those pasts in the dream.
If they are not themselves, why is this so
Even though he hadn't remembered all of those things, when he thought of Jiang Li's disappointed and sad eyes back then, Lu Jinghe couldn't contain his guilt and distress for him. He looked at Jiang Li and said in a gruff voice, "...I'm sorry."
"Why do you say that?" Jiang Li asked.
Lu Jinghe was silent for a while: "I always feel sorry for you."
Jiang Li and him looked at each other for a while, then suddenly embraced him, kissed his ear, and said softly: "Of course I hope you can remember everything one day, but I hope you remember it voluntarily instead of Not because of guilt towards me, I cherish the memories of previous lives with you, but the same is true for you in this life."
"...if I don't want to."
After a while, Lu Jinghe's voice suddenly sounded muffled.
"Eh?" Jiang Li was taken aback, let go of him, and found that his expression of self-blame suddenly disappeared, replaced by disgust and resistance, "What is your expression?"
"I don't like having you with them." Lu Jinghe said with a frown, his tone hard.
Jiang Li didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "They are none other than you."
"That's not okay, I'm very unhappy now." Lu Jinghe said categorically, no matter what Jiangchi Lu Xiao is, Jiang Li can only belong to him in this life, not even his former self!
Having already explained the cause and effect, Lu Jinghe still wanted to eat his own jealousy. Jiang Li was dumbfounded by this coquettish operation: "You are too unreasonable to make trouble, aren't you? You are a calligrapher, and you don't make sense at all. Life is the same... ah!"
Before he finished speaking, Lu Jinghe suddenly turned over with his arms in his arms, directly pressed him on the sofa, and lowered his head to cover his mouth.
So Mr. Lu, who "had trouble with himself", swore his sovereignty on the sofa, and tossed Jiang Li until midnight before giving up.
Afterwards, the system asked Jiang Li why he used a dream to explain all this.
Jiang Li said with a smile, things like soul travel are always too frightening. In comparison, Dream Mirror is a little easier to accept.
…
The time for the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and the atmosphere in each class seems to be tense. The candidates are all entering the final sprint state.
Of course, these candidates did not include Jiang Li. After taking the first place in the city's third-year senior high school entrance examination in the second semester, he was directly recommended to Tsinghua University, and he didn't even need to take the college entrance examination.
On the day when his high school career came to an end, Jiang's father let go, and offered to invite the two elders of the Lu family to have dinner, and formally talk about Jiang Li and Lu Jinghe.
Although the relationship between the two is the default state in both families, the meaning of meeting the parents of the two parties is different, and it is also a way to rectify Lu Jinghe's name.
On the day of the meal, as soon as Jiang Li and Lu Jinghe arrived at the box, they saw a huge banner with yellow letters on a red background hanging in the center of the box, which read—Congratulations to my brother Lu Jinghe's underground relationship, warm congratulations! !
Lu Jinghe's face darkened on the spot, and he looked at Lu Yu who was huddled in a corner and tried to reduce his presence: "Are you tired of life?"
During this period of time, he can already think of more things, including the show operations of friends in previous lives who pulled banners.
Jiang Li just laughed outright, no matter how many worlds he changed, this second-hand cheapie's hobby of pulling banners still hasn't changed.
With the consent of both parents, the meal was enjoyed happily until the hotel closed.
On the day the university started, Lu Jinghe sent Jiang away from Tsinghua University.
The two stood at the gate of Tsinghua University, Lu Jinghe took Jiang Li's hand, tilted his head and asked him, "Do you want to take a photo?"
Jiang Li paused, his thoughts scattered, and the scene of that year when he and Chi Fang came to Tsinghua University to report appeared in front of his eyes.
At that time Chi Fang took his hand and said with a bright smile, "Daughter-in-law, let's take a picture."
Jiang Li smiled, and didn't care about the people coming and going around, clasping fingers with him: "Okay, Mr. Lu."
Lu Jinghe chuckled, raised his phone, and with a "click", this moment was frozen.
…
-end-
In Lu Jinghe's life, although he gradually remembered some memories about the previous lives, he couldn't remember all of them after all, but this did not prevent his love for Jiang Li from getting deeper and deeper as time went by.
When he was very old, he sat in the courtyard of the courtyard, with a blanket on his legs, holding Jiang Li's hand beside him, and said slowly and laboriously: "Although I'm jealous that they have the love that they had in another world. You, but I'm also glad they existed, because they let me know that maybe I can meet you again in the next life."
Jiang Li, like him, has gray hair. The two have walked hand in hand for a lifetime, and now it's finally time to separate.
Jiang Li lowered his head and kissed his wrinkled hand, and promised softly: "I will find you, I promise."
His kiss stayed for a few seconds, Lu Jinghe's little finger trembled, and then fell down.
Jiang Li raised his head and found that he was leaning on the recliner, his eyes were closed, and there was a smile on his lips that hadn't faded away.
"The favorability of the male lead is full." The system's voice sounded, "Master Host, please forgive me."
"Ah." Jiang Li responded lightly, he sent his lover away in every life, it seemed that he had no other choice except mourning.
He took a deep breath, inserted his fingers into Lu Jinghe's, and entangled him tightly.
"Let's go to the next world."
Volume 6 Little Master, Please Respect Yourself