Gu Yan originally came to look for Dr. Li, but when he walked to the door of the office, he found the door was open. He was a little surprised why Dr. Li didn't close the door today, and saw the scene inside.
He recognized Gu Yu's appearance at a glance, she was lowering her head, and giving medicine to a man who couldn't see his face in an intimate manner. Gu Yan watched this scene quietly, not even knowing that the cup in his hand had slipped.
Until there was a "pop", which made the two of them turn around.
"Sorry for bothering...you guys."
After Gu Yan saw Lin Jinghe's appearance, his fingertips froze. This almost identical person made him feel uneasy, he forced a smile, bent down to pick up the fragments of the cup on the ground, and didn't even care that his hand was pricked.
"Ayan."
Gu Yu couldn't help frowning, the young man's pale face and the look in his eyes told her that Gu Yan had misunderstood. Just as he was about to explain, Gu Yan pursed his lips after picking up the fragments, hid his bleeding hand behind his back, and left without saying anything.
Gu Yu's head hurts to death.
There is another male protagonist whose back injury is not healed, and Gu Yan's hand is injured again. She thought she might have come to be a babysitter.
But even if you think about it this way, as Gu Yan's older sister, Gu Yu can't really let him go.
After she yelled and heard no response, she couldn't help but put down the medicine in her hand.
This was the first time Lin Jinghe actually heard Gu Yu call that person face to face.
"Ayan."
Her tone was anxious, although she was still cold, she almost lost her sense of proportion. Let people know at a glance that that boy is very important to her.
So important that you can even let go of your pride.
Lin Jinghe stood quietly the whole time without saying a word, he wanted to see how Gu Yu would choose.
Even though he already had the answer in his heart, he still wanted to see Gu Yu's choice. See if she will, let him go, and chase him out completely.
Gu Yan had already left, the debris was cleaned up, but there was still blood on the ground.
Thinking of the look in the boy's eyes when he left, Gu Yu frowned, a little afraid that he wouldn't be able to think about it. After getting along these days, she also understands the character of her younger brother. Although he is usually well-behaved and obedient, he is a bit extreme when it comes to things about himself, and it is easy to get into the corner.
Gu Yu was a little worried that he would leave like this and do some stupid things, and she asked the system what to do in her heart.
Mr. System took a look at the messy scene and said with a smile: "If you are really worried, you can go and have a look first."
After all, the plot point that Gu Yu has an impression in the eyes of the male lead has been completed, and now it's just a matter of filming the tricks. Moreover, if something really happens to the younger brother, then the extra plot in the cemetery may be affected later.
From an objective point of view, the system gives suggestions.
Gu Yu actually thought of this too.
She glanced at Lin Jinghe, hesitated, but still said: "Sorry, I have to go out."
It was quiet in the office.
When she spoke, her voice was anxious, but Lin Jinghe knew it was not for him. Lin Jing closed his eyes, his heart felt like being drenched in cold water, the cold made his fingertips numb.
Sure enough, she made a choice.
Without even waiting for him to speak, he put down the pill bottle and walked away without hesitation, as if he was just a piece of trash that was no longer needed.
The place where the lotion was applied on the back dried up. After Gu Yu left, a nurse came in. Seeing a patient here, she couldn't help asking if she needed help.
Lin Jinghe let his emotions surge in his heart, and shook his head slightly after hearing the nurse's words: "Thank you, but, no need."
The nurse was a little surprised by the person with his back to his body, but since the patient didn't need it, he didn't say much. Take your stuff and leave.
There was only one person left in the office, Lin Jinghe slowly put on his clothes. It's just that the blue veins on the forehead have never gone down.
His eyes were flushed, and no one could recognize that this was the gentle and handsome actor Lin. Lin Jinghe slowly laughed and finally understood.
As Yue Lingsheng said, counterfeit products are never as good as genuine ones.
He intentionally left the scars all over his body for Gu Yu to see. I just hope that when she sees these injuries, she can remember that she is Lin Jinghe, not Gu Yan.
But now he knows that a substitute will always be just a substitute, as long as Gu Yan appears, he will always be abandoned.
The cuff buttons were slowly buttoned up, and the stabbing pain in the back was nothing compared to the coldness in my heart. Lin Jinghe took one last look at the hospital, turned and left.
After Gu Yu put down the medicine, she went after Gu Yan.
She searched around the corridor but still couldn't find anyone, she couldn't help but feel a little strange. The ward was still empty, and the entire floor was searched, but it seemed to have evaporated.
Gu Yu felt a little helpless, and sat on a chair in the garden corridor to rest for a while. Just as he was about to get up, he saw something familiar.
Gu Yu had seen the paintbrush discarded on the ground before when she visited Gu Yan. She picked it up to have a look, and finally confirmed it after seeing the letters next to it.
Since the paintbrush is here, Gu Yan must be there too.
She pursed her lips and walked into the garden. She didn't see Gu Yan standing by the swing until she reached the front.
The young man frowned tightly, his hands were still dripping with blood, but he didn't pay attention at all, he just lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. He slowly raised his head after hearing Gu Yu's footsteps.
Gu Yu stopped halfway, and after thinking about it, she still opened her mouth to explain: "What happened just now was a misunderstanding."
"It's not what you think. I have nothing with that Mr. Lin."
The sky had gradually darkened, and the dim light in the garden reflected Gu Yu's face, which looked delicate and indifferent. Even though her eyes were cold, they softened slightly when facing Gu Yan, making one unable to help but want to grasp the only light.
A desire suddenly arose in Gu Yan's heart, a desire that was completely different from a few years ago.
He grew up with Gu Yu, and has been very dependent on Gu Yu since he was a child. At that time, he thought it was like liking him. So when Gu Yu left him and left that place to go to the entertainment industry, he was very flustered.
He confessed to Gu Yu.
But at that time, that Gu Yu in the rainy night pushed him away and told him that it wasn't like liking.
She said that she doesn't know how to like, she just depends on and possesses it. He didn't understand Gu Yu's eyes, he just found it strange, aren't these all the same
After that day, they were separated for five years.
Gu Yu said that after pushing him away, she left completely. Although she would visit him again every year after that, the two almost never spoke.
In the first year, Gu Yan was very scared and not used to it.
He lived alone in that house, and would think of Gu Yu from time to time, and the days when they were in the orphanage together, but later, he slowly accepted it.
By the second year, he no longer waited for Gu Yu every day, but just looked out of the window from time to time while drawing. The third year... the fourth year, the fifth year, Gu Yan had almost forgotten about Gu Yu.
Except for those childhood days, he almost forgot what Gu Yu looked like and what kind of character she was.
He remembered Gu Yu's words, saying that he was only dependent and possessive, and only then did he really understand. It turned out that she was right. Gu Yan didn't know that it was so easy to get rid of the person he was relying on before, and he didn't know that he could get used to such a life so much.
He really doesn't love Gu Yu, he thought.
But that day, Gu Yu came again. It's not the Chinese New Year every year, it's just a leisure weekend, Gu Yu came.
He felt that he had let go, so he wanted to confess and reconcile with Ah Yu. He took the initiative to call her name and went to greet her. Although it was a little sour that she came to see him with others, she was not that sad.
He thought he would encounter cold reception, but Gu Yu accepted him.
The new Ayu seldom smiled, but spoke to him with gentle eyes. She will look at what she draws and praise herself. This made Gu Yan even happier than before.
He knew that Ah Yu was a little different.
Even before, Gu Yu had never treated him like this before, he enjoyed everything with peace of mind, and indulged himself to get close to A Yu.
Because he likes the current Ah Yu.
I like it very much.
Gu Yu would do a lot of things for him, although she always had a cold face, it was all for his own good. Therefore, even though he felt that he was relying on Ah Yu again, Gu Yan did not retreat. He also wants to protect Ah Yu.
This feeling deepened day by day, after Gu Yu wanted to send him back, Gu Yan thought of pretending to be sick for the first time. Only when she is sick, Ah Yu will not leave.
Unlike the simple dependence before, Gu Yan knew that he wanted to live with Gu Yu. He suppressed his possessive thoughts, watched her leave after six days, thinking that Ah Yu would come back.
But she didn't expect to see Gu Yu rubbing medicine for others.
That scene kept flashing before his eyes, and it made Gu Yan understand how unwilling he was.
Not five years ago, but five years later, he really fell in love with Ah Yu.
But why
Why did Ah Yu not want him anymore? That identical person was a thorn in his heart, which hurt more than ever.
Unable to tell whether it was the tingling in the palm or the bottom of the heart, Gu Yan quietly lowered his eyes until someone sighed next to his ear.
"Ayan, I'm really worried about you."
Gu Yu couldn't help being a little uneasy because she didn't wait for the boy's answer after explaining. Gu Yan didn't really think about it, did he? She was uneasy, wondering if her language skills were not very good, so she reached out and patted Gu Yan's hair, hoping that he would not think too much.
In the next second, he was hugged in his arms.
Even as a teenager, Gu Yan is actually much taller than her. Holding her like this, she could only see the curvature of Gu Yan's jawline, which was so clear and beautiful. Can't help but stunned for a moment.
Feeling the stiff/hard/ body in his arms, Gu Yan lowered his head, and after a long time he said in a muffled voice: "Ah Yu, I'm just... just afraid that you don't want me anymore."
Don't be like this, you are no longer innocent, Ayan who /desire/hopes for you from the bottom of my heart.
Gu Yan didn't say the last sentence after all.
Because he knew that Gu Yu would not accept him.
His palms tightened unconsciously, as if he wanted to melt her into his flesh and blood, but on his face, his expression gradually softened, showing Gu Yu's favorite look.
Gu Yan's face was pale, and when he spoke in such a flattering voice, almost no one would refuse. It is rare for Gu Yu to have a kind heart.
I think my brother is just too insecure.
She thought in her heart that since the original owner's siblings got along like this, there was no need for her to break it. So after Gu Yan's words, he hesitated for a moment, but still stretched out his arms to hug him, and didn't see the flash of darkness in Gu Yan's eyes when he lowered his head.
Ah Yu, it will always be his.
That person was just—a fake.
Thinking of that similar face that disappeared in a flash, Gu Yan pursed his lips slightly.
When Lin Jinghe went downstairs, he seemed to have a feeling. He glanced into the small garden, and just in time to see the scene of Gu Yuhui hugging Gu Yan, he couldn't help but stop.
After a long time, he looked back and left.
No, have you already expected it
Lin Jinghe lowered his eyes slowly, covering the bloodshot eyes, no emotion could be seen on his gentle face.